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BIG ANNOUNCEMENT
If you are interested in keeping up with anything I write in the future, please follow me on my new blog @cavernsandcod !!!
I will be posting new works only there (with the exception of Sweet Thing and Belladonna); I am not moving my entire masterlist to it. I will not deactivate lunarw0rks, so that all my old works will remain here and AO3 as an archive.
After everything I was feeling last night about the algorithm, bots, interaction, I decided that a fresh start may be best for everyone—mainly me.
The "new blog" will just be a rework of my main blog that I hadn't used much before. Hopefully, this will be better for everyone because I can actually follow them from there (as I cannot on here).
I've had this sideblog for nearly two years and it started on a high then eventually tapered off as the site, me, and COD in general changed. So, I'm thinking a revamp with fresh eyes might help connect with other blogs better.
Anyways, I hope anyone who needs to sees this <3
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God grant me the strength to do the things I enjoy
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i have something to get off my chest // vent
the algorithm on this site is making me lose confidence day by day. my posts get next to no traction, interaction, or push. i'm not saying any of this for pity because i know it's literally my fault the blog is going dead.
i went on hiatus for quite a while, closed my requests, and hit a heavy writer's block. would chip away at certain drafts with only a word or two-- only to lose motivation all over again and stop writing. so i get it.
and now, with my newest fic, i just don't feel confident in it. i'm still working on the next chapters and they will be posted. but i feel like i'm doing it all for nothing lately. like nobody is seeing or reading the content because they've gotten bored of my works, or maybe me. or maybe it's just a shadow ban causing this?? has anyone gone through something similar? i feel like i'm at a loss.
i used to get asks daily, new notifications, and now there's none. i just want to know how to fix this issue without:
1.) changing my entire writing style/content
2.) burning myself out
3.) purging everything (although i'm v tempted as i type this lol).
i really miss having active followers & talking with you all. it was one of the main motivations for keeping active when i created this blog and posted my first fic. i have a very busy schedule and can't always be on here, but i need to know that spending hours working on something will be worth it. to at least know that people are enjoying it and want more.
i know a lot of other cod creators on this site have felt similar and went on leave or deactivated entirely because of similar issues or overall treatment on their blogs, which is terrible to see.
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sorry if this was pathetic and long winded but it's been bothering me for weeks. feel free to send an ask if you have something to add but pls be nice i'm crying lmao
#vent post#sorry for this im just rlly upset rn#i want to quit everything and live as a hermit#not writing#rachel speaks
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slutty simon (he doesn’t pose)
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google docs trying to autocorrect "warm hole" to "wormhole".... smh they need to get on the slut bus with me or keep their suggestions to themselves
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Just finished reading all your posts
go to the hospital NOW
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the self-indulgent fanfiction will continue until morale improves
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what would u guys say if.... i had a soap fic cooking and the first chapter is almost finished 😋😋😋
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can’t stop thinking about johnny as a drummer
brow-piercing slutty-tattoo-having drummer johnny.
bet he gets all sweaty when he’s smashing the shit out of his drum kit, always plays with his shirt off so his muscles get shiny with it. bet he has tape on his hands so he doesn’t get blisters. bet he makes that focused scrunched up face when he’s really into it
prob mindlessly pats beats on your body every time his hands are on you
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CALL OF DUTY: MODERN WARFARE II
ENDLESS GIFS OF LIEUTENANT RILEY AND SERGEANT MACTAVISH [2/?]
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firm believer than even though the 141 are the scariest motherfuckers on earth
it only takes one look from the missus to keep them in line
#timbers shivered and all#task force 141#141 headcanons#tf141#tf 141 x reader#simon riley headcanons#soap mactavish headcanons#kyle garrick headcanon#john price headcanons#captain john price#soap mactavish#simon ghost riley#kyle gaz garrick
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writer bitches be scrolling on tumblr knowing damn well they need to finish those drafts.
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Hey, I couldn't tell if you're accepting requests or not, because you put that they're closed but to send them through 'ask me anything.' So I was just wondering if you are accepting ficlet requests or not?
All good if you're not, I don't want to bother you.
Thank you so much!
let me know what you guys think. my engagement hasn't been very high, so i'm not sure tumblr will even push this post lol. should i come back?
i'm on the fence about taking requests right now or writing at all for that matter. the way i've seen writers treated on this app lately is enough to steer me away.
also, i'm debating if i should clear out this blog entirely and start fresh. maybe clear out my masterlist & keep old works on ao3?
#rachel speaks#not writing#i hate writers block#and the algorithm on this site#also sorry for being inactive
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decidedly unfriendly reminder that fanfiction is written by real people with real feelings for free in their free time. it's a labour of love and something to cherish. if you come across a fic that you don't enjoy, that's totally fine, but it is your due diligence as a fellow fan and decent human being to click away. leaving mean comments, absurd rating systems or harassing writers in their inbox while hiding behind an anonymous icon is not an acceptable manner to behave in any fandom and online space ever. it's disgustingly entitled, wildly disrespectful and only serves to discourage people from sharing their writing in a community that is meant to be fun and supportive. the next time you read something you don't enjoy, stop reading it and move on with your day. read something you like and leave kudos and a nice comment there instead. have some common sense and don't be a fucking asshole. it's not that fucking difficult.
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heavily considering deactivating/deleting this blog right now
#haven’t come to a decision yet#but i have no creative energy left lately and it feels like there’s not a lot of activity anymore#rachel speaks#not writing
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