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a/n: surprise! im here to angst again.

synopsis: taking war-torn levi ackerman to the beach (angst?)

pairings: levi ackerman x gn!reader

warnings: unedited

word count: 284

Thinking about war-torn Levi Ackerman. He’s missing his eye, his fingers, his mobile legs, his clean conscience, confidence, and hope in the only thing he’s held so close–but he’s still not lack-luster in the field of love. 

You, the only other thing he has held close to his heart, the only person who has ever heard it steadily beat, and the first and last person he wants to do this. 

Thinking about taking war-torn Levi Ackerman to the beach. 

His first time. 

It’s high-tide when you arrive on the coast of this post-apocalyptic land. The water sways itself to the beat of a steady rhythm created by the movement of your feet. 

His legs don’t work like they used to before, but you cannot kill a man so focused on surviving. 

You hold him in the water as he grips your hips, the cooler liquid swishing over his feet and occasionally up his ankles. The dance is as fluid as the water whilst remaining as absolute as the sand below your souls. 

It’s ethereal–you’re ethereal. 

This is serenity. 

This is the lacking danger Levi Ackerman, the snuggles into your side while you struggle to build a sand castle Levi Ackerman, the takes his shirt off because you splashed him Levi Ackerman, the hates sand but buries himself in it Levi Ackerman, the melts into you while dancing in the waves Levi Ackerman.

A bright pink sea-shell adorns the chain around his neck. It clinks against the small vile filled with Erwin’s ashes. 

You thought he would have liked it. 

Levi promises to tell him you picked it out when he meets Mr. Smith again. 

This is the shore he shall live and die on.

REQUESTS ARE OPEN

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Mysterious, Unnecessary, Break

A/N: New fandom, new content, more smut. Gotta love an excessive amount of mental health hiatuses. You deserve something for suffering through this post.. Enjoy my luvs~!

Category: Smut, (Light(?)) Smut, Headcanon Fic

Pairing(s): Alberich Kaeya x fem!Reader

Characters: Alberich Kaeya (Genshin Impact)

Content Warning: Mild Bondage, Finger Sucking, Creampie Mentions, Breeding Mentions, Light Edging, Thigh-Riding Mentions, Unedited, Shit-Post Smut, Strong Language

Word Count: 346 words

REQUESTS ARE OPEN

smut below cut-off

“Shit-,” Kaeya’s breathy moan hitched in your ear.

He was a good tease, but he wasn‘t good at waiting. If anything, him teasing you was driving him crazy; thighs flexing together as he awaited your compliance. Your job at his brother‘s tavern wasn’t going to do itself, yet, the flexing of his thighs, bulge in his pants, lust in his eyes, and biting of his lips was ever evident to anyone who looked at him for over a minute.

None of that really mattered now though.

Edging himself, he pulled out of your pretty pussy, tip ghosting around your squeezing entrance. The belt he was once wearing tied your hands; one of his fondling with your breast while he had you suck the fingers of another.

Needs and wants bubbled in your stomach again.

“Kaeya please-,” you babbled around his fingers.

Kaeya only hushed you.

He took his hand from your mouth and used it to line himself back up with your entrance. He pushed himself into you slowly, rubbing tight circles onto your clit.

His dick felt like heaven.

“Such a pretty pussy baby~, g-gonna make this hole mind huh? Gonna stuff you with my cum until it’s the only thing you can think of-”

You were so good for him.

When he finally pulled the an orgasim from you for the nth time, you two were done; leaving you to fumble around to make yourself look put-together again.

Your panties were still wet from your slick, now only to be soaking in the cum leaking from you well abused hole.

When you came back into the tavern, clearly disheveled after a mysterious, unnecessary, break, you went to helping the first customer you saw.

Kaeya swelled with the fact you were now filled with his seed. Poor tavern men eye-fucking you had no shot. You were his to breed and his to breed only.

He was just waiting for you to get off work and grind yourself off on his thigh.

This was gonna be a long night for you. Not that you really mind.

A/N: I believe in low quality smut supremacy. I’ll be back to your regularly scheduled fluffy Haikyuu brain rot shortly. But for now, yall are gonna need to deal with my Genshin Impact brain rot,, sorry not sorry. Well my brain rot for Kaeya was fluff but, spite (and also cuz this man is fine as hell). Anyways, hope you enjoyed this more than I enjoyed reading it back 1 am drabbles. Thank you for your patience and support <3

Full day later A/N: I don’t know how tired I needed to be to make this,, but this, this level tired. Shout out to all my really good smut writers.

Full month later A/N: yk what, have my shitty smut, enjoy my draft smut luvs

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Halo! Do u do NSFW? If so I have a request ^_^

Daichi with fem!so who's toes reflexively curl when she enjoys something (typically really delicious food or when she's sore and he gives her a massage) and it jus 🤌 does 🤌 things to him

HQ Sawamura Daichi and Your Toe Curl

A/N: Given my response to this post, I happen do to NSFW. However, I’m not an exclusive or often NSFW writer so don’t expect anything too great. Anyways, thank you so much for your request and I hope I did you idea justice!

Separately, please read the author’s note at the end.

Category: Semi-Headcanon(s), Chaotic Semi-Fluff, NSFW-y

Pairing: timeskip!Sawamura Daichi x fem!Reader

Characters: Sawamura Daichi

Content Warning: Dumbification, Praise, Degradation, f!Oral Sex, Overstimulation, (our boy is horny), Word Vomit, Unedited; (also sorry I kinda strayed away from the point)

Word Count: 384 words

REQUESTS ARE OPEN

SMUT IS BELOW THE CUT OFF!!

Daichi Sawamura is a busy, busy man. Between becoming a cop to keeping up in volleyball, he really doesn’t have a lot of time; for anyone other than you.

And with part of that, Daichi notices every little thing about you. From the way the left side of your upper lip quirks just a bit higher when you smile, to the way your toes curl when you’re experiencing something you enjoy, he tries to note everything he can about his girlfriend.

Why not, you know? She’s the absolute love of his life. He’s practically planned his wedding with you because he is just that far in love. But, that toe curl you do, drives him crazy. Truly, it launches him into a world of thought.

No, Daichi doesn’t have a foot fetish. Not even a little to be clear. But the way you curl your toes when you enjoy your food makes him think about the gorgeous look on your face, which makes him think about kissing you sore, which makes him think about fucking you dumb.

God how he wishes he could fuck you dumb.

So that’s how you got here, riding his cock as he whispers sweet nothings into your ears and kissing up and down your neck. The feeling of his dick against your walls making your toes curl.

“Fuck-, baby just like that.”

By the middle of the night he’s got you cumming on his tongue nth time. Praising you up and down for how pretty you look but at the same time calling you his personal slut.

“You’re so pretty when you can’t get enough of me.”

And by the end of the night he’s fucking his cum back into you. Appreciating the way your toes curl at how good he, and only he, makes you feel. Appreciating the way your tits bounce with every drawn out snap of his hips.

“S-Shit, love,”

The look of absolutely nothing else but his cock on your mind makes him want to keep fucking you senseless. He could kiss the beautiful tears running down cheeks till the end of his days. Those soft babbles coming from your mouth were more than enough to have him fuck you well into tomorrow.

God, if he could, he would fuck your back out again tomorrow.

A/N: Okay first addressing the fic! I don’t think this is too good as for this one I really couldn’t seem to get in a smut writing mood but I hope you enjoyed! Thank you so much for your patience and all the support! <3

Second, please drop a comment if you want to be added to my tag-list as I’m trying one out! Of course, this is more appealing if you are familiar with my content!

Third, my best friend @clueless-ghost posted some “Peacemaker” (HBO Max series) headcanons of mine so go check them out. Ghost might try to start a blog too so look out!

Now the other things I want to address. I’m going to be talking about mental health so if that triggers you, stop here.

I’m sorry I haven’t been able to post as much as I would like for you guys. I have a lot of works that I just can’t seem to write for because I just can’t seem to bring myself to write at all. I’ve struggled with my mental health the majority of my life and even though it wasn’t good when I started my blog it has dropped dramatically since starting it. I received poor news among other things and it just plummeted. I’m trying my best for you all and I am truly grateful for all your support and patience. If you see that I don’t post much or dislike my work it’s just because I’m not doing super great. However, I’m not abandoning you any time soon so please stick around. Thank you so, so much! <3 -ashlynxmylove

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Hey Bestie! I'm here to ask for some ✨Tendō✨ hc of how he would react if you go on vacation to for example the Netherlands or sum (I'm original ik)

That's all!

Love you (platonically) - Ghost 🕺

HQ Tendo Satori Reacting To You Taking A Trip

A/N: ofc you can have vacation headcanons of Tendō Satori! Thank you for requesting lol <3/p. Also i hope I did this right for ya and did your idea justice. Okay enjoy!

Category: Headcanon(s), Chaotic Fluff(?), Super Minor Angst, Some NSFW

Pairing: timeskip!boyfriend!Tendō Satori x gn!reader

Characters: Tendō Satori, Ushijima Wakatoshi

Content Warning: Completely unedited. This headcanons list contains NSFW segments. These segments include m-masturbation and mentions of nudes but these segments aren’t super graphic. This is word vomit/loose ideas! These are listed in the order I thought of them.

Word Count: just over 1k words

REQUESTS ARE OPEN

• Netherlands Trip

boyfriend!Tendō who will send you a list of the most interesting places to see or visit in the Netherlands just to make sure you’re never bored. He also scouts for himself.

boyfriend!Tendō who will try to teach you random Dutch words just so you can know them. If you already knew the word(s), he will find you so smart. But, if you don’t know it, you have a 50/50 shot of remembering the word.

boyfriend!Tendō who will make sure you know all about the Netherlands and how to exchange currency. He can’t have his love lost.

boyfriend!Tendō who will find out that the Netherlands has the tallest men in the world and immediately be jealous. Not that he’s insecure in his height (187 cm or about 6 foot 2) but he’s always been taller than most other people and can no longer brag about it.

• General Trip

boyfriend!Tendō who would be absolutely thrilled that you‘re taking time to yourself after all the times you’ve been stressed recently.

boyfriend!Tendō who would help you pack for your vacation; if not do your packing for you. Literally, you will never need to worry about having enough clothes or the right traveling items when you date him, he has you covered.

boyfriend!Tendō who would call you the second you land to see if you’re okay. He would also base his entire schedule around the ability to call you right before you go to bed at your time.

boyfriend!Tendō who would drop you off at the airport still begging you to take him with you. He’s really not a fan of being away from people, especially the light of his life.

boyfriend!Tendō who would call Ushijima after you leave to talk about how much he already misses you and how he’s thinking about buying a ticket to surprise you.

boyfriend!Tendō who would be the first person to volunteer to pick you up from airport when you get back. He’ll wait for you inside the airport with flowers and a box of chocolates he made.

boyfriend!Tendō who would know all the details of the trip before you go to make sure he won’t negatively intervene.

boyfriend!Tendō who would buy a ticket to surprise you half way through your trip. Either because he missed you or you missed him. Dont worry though, if you don’t want him there he is perfectly understanding and will stay at a different hotel.

boyfriend!Tendō who will secretly cry from missing you if your trip is super long. He would cease to exist before he tells someone his heart aches for you that much. Most people know he’s head over heals anyways.

boyfriend!Tendō who will ask for so many pictures that you end up taking at least one picture everywhere. It’s adorable to see his reaction, always telling you that you look nice.

boyfriend!Tendō who will send you nudes at important times just to tease you, even if he can’t see your face when you receive them. Important meeting and he has free time? Get ready.

boyfriend!Tendō who will send you videos of his jacking off, in full audio, just to tease you more. He’ll cut it off right before he cums every time because he likes to keep it private.

boyfriend!Tendō who will be practically inseparable from you from the second you get back. So, so, so many cuddles on the day you get home; and sleeping in with him is absolutely immaculate.

boyfriend!Tendō who will listen to every story you have from your trip like he’s absouletly never heard your voice before. He loves your voice and to hear you talk so deeply about a certain thing makes his heart swell.

boyfriend!Tendō who will take you back to the location of your favorite vacation for an anniversary trip. He’ll enjoy everything either way, doesn’t even matter if he doesn’t know how to do an activity there.

boyfriend!Tendō who will have a picture from the two of yours most recent trip as his home screen on his phone. Doesn’t matter if you hate the photo, he thinks you look absolutely adorable.

boyfriend!Tendō who will bring you a souvenir from every trip he takes and will buy you one from every trip you take together. If you bring him back one it’s now his favorite possession or he will steal the one you bought for you when he misses you.

boyfriend!Tendō who will pay for your plane tickets no matter where you’re going or if you’re with him. He will put in an effort to pay for your ticket like his life depends on it.

boyfriend!Tendō who will occasionally forget that time zones exist and FaceTime you at ungodly hours. If you pick up he won’t even notice but if you don’t he’ll mentally scold himself for forgetting. He’ll text you a little heart every time you don’t pick up.

boyfriend!Tendō who will make you playlists when he misses you and will make playlists about what he thinks the trip is like. Acts of services and random gift giving are definitely his love languages. (He likes quality time too so please love on this man.)

boyfriend!Tendō who suggests a trip to your home town every time you mention you want to go somewhere for a vacation. He just wants to see the place that made such a beautiful person.

boyfriend!Tendō who is always mildly disappointed when you get up early to leave for a trip because he knows he didn’t get to snuggle you awake and that he won’t feel your touch for a while. He’s a heavy sleeper so he hardly wakes up when you’re up early for a trip.

boyfriend!Tendō who will text you a picture of the flag to where you’re going on the day you leave. It’s mostly dumb but he’s excited for you and it means the world.

boyfriend!Tendō who will seek out and take you on the trip you’ve always wanted to go on, just so he can become fiance!Tendō. Probably the most perfect trip of your life.

A/N: uhmmmmmmmmmm Idk it just ate at my brain. I don’t personally like this too much but i hope you do! Also, happy New Year! I am getting to all requests I’m just busy rn. thank you for your patience <3 also u messed up my wrist so that’s fun :P

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Can I ask a Atsumu hc where he discovers that he is going to have not one kid, not two, but three? I wanna now if he is going to panic 'cause they're a lot of kid, or happy and act like he is the best with his brother, or worried 'cause a pregnant woman with three kid usually go through hell

Kids With Miya Atsumu

A/N: Thanks so much for your request Anon! This was one of my first requests so I’m very excited to write for you. I really hope I did your idea/request justice. Anyways that’s enough from me, please enjoy.

Category: Chaotic Fluff, Headcanon(s)

Pairing: timeskip!Miya Atsumu x fem!Reader

Characters: Miya Atsumu, Miya Osamu

Content Warning: This is not edited. Mentions of pregnancy as well. Also, it’s yet again, pretty much sweet word vomit.

Word Count: roughly 330

REQUESTS ARE OPEN

Miya Atsumu married you some time before the two of you had kids. Don’t get me wrong, he loved you more than anything in the world. He would throw away being a professional volleyball player if you said the word. But, you didn’t want that. So going into the fact that two of you were about to be having twins, you were beyond happy. You were always his pride and joy, but never as much so as then. However, that was three years ago. Now, the two of you were happily married with toddler twins and expecting another baby. Congratulations! You were pregnant again! However, it didn’t matter how excited you were for this baby, Atsumu was terrified. He was glad you were happy, but he was terrified. Atsumu only had experience with twins. And even when your twins were babies, he wasn’t the best at being a new dad, but he was trying. Ultimately though, he couldn’t have been a better dad. He was a very kid friendly person, so it was funny to see him panicking over just one baby. However, by the time you were showing your pregnancy, the man had chilled out. So chilled out, that it was safe to say he was more excited than you. He helped you do everything, acting as if you were glass. And, by the time you had delivered the baby, he had already set himself up to be a great father. Yep, three kids was gonna be a lot, but he’s a good man. Atsumu was an even better dad than he was husband, and that’s saying a lot. You really loved him. PLEASE, just finally teach him how to change a diaper.

Oh and Atsumu definitely brags to his team and brother about this. Atsumu’s practically the best in his own mind. And Osamu’s happy for you two but he’s also three seconds away from punching his brother. Out of love of course. <3

A/N: okay this is really bad in my opinion but I loved your idea so I had to do it. Yet again I was distracted while writing this. Thank you so much <3

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HQ Boys Waking Up With You

Category: Fluff, Sweetness

Pairing: timeskip!characters x gn!reader

Characters: Suna Rintarō, Oikawa Tōru, Miya Atsumu, Miya Osamu, Bokuto Kotaro, Kuroo Tetsurō, Iwazumi Hajime, Kageyama Tobio

Content Warning: A little bit of strong wording, just a cuss word here and there. This isn’t edited, like at all. In fact, it’s not edited and mostly sweet word vomit. The relations are a mix of pre-relationship, dating, and married.

Word Count: about 100-250 words per character

REQUESTS ARE OPEN!

Edit: I really didn’t expect this to get the traction it did especially since I came from one really small post but honestly thank you so much <3

Suna Rintarō had grown infamous for taking days off after he started dating you and today was definitely one of those days. Sunarin had only just cracked his eyes open when he felt blood rush to his cheeks. He had opened his eyes to your sleeping form, a strip of sunlight perfectly illuminating your face. You truly looked etherial to him. He reached his hand out to your face as he moved his body into cuddle you once more, planting a sweet kiss on your forehead. His arms stretched around you in a loose hug while he placed your head on his chest, hoping you couldn’t hear the racing of his heart in your sleep. In short, the man was whipped for you. You may have been dating for over a year, but every time he realized you were his and only his, he couldn’t help but lose his cool. He stayed like this with you for a little longer until he decided to get up. Gently, he placed you back on the bed as he walked off to brush his teeth and start breakfast. However, before he could even leave your side to get ready, your hand wrapping around his was all he needed to melt back to your side. Breakfast could wait till later.

Oikawa Tōru never expected to fall in love with anything or anyone other than volleyball, so, you could imagine his surprise when your three year anniversary was coming up this week. Thus, when his alarm went off way too early, just as it did every time for volleyball practice, he was already up and slamming it silent. He could not let it wake you up today, not that it usually did, as you had grown accustomed its buzz, but he absolutely would not let it wake you this time. You were his sleeping beauty and there was no changing that today. So, with the sun still not in the sky, he held you close for a second more, kissing your head and rolling out of bed. He needed absolutely all the time he could get today. Ring shopping wasn’t going to do itself.

Miya Atsumu was woken up to two excited kids bouncing by his head and you wrapped around his shoulders pressing kisses to his face. Your sweet pleads to get him out of bed so the kids could open the presents had him weak in the knees from the start, but the way your eyes glimmered almost as much as the kids had him realize, once again, why he had married you. Swinging his legs over the edge of the bed, his kids took his hands and rushed him downstairs to play Santa. Their faces glowed brighter as they eagerly unwrapped their gifts, whining when they saw Miya Atsumu’s hand on your lower back, kissing you deeply, and still fumbling with the gift marked for you. Let’s just say, that despite the kids whining, it was a pretty good morning.

Miya Osamu’s shop was open for lunch and dinner, which meant he had plenty of time to sleep-in and prepare for the opening time. However, he didn’t account for the fact he had to take you to the market with him, to get food for HIS opening. You really only agreed after he asked to go with you for the fourth time the day before, but now he was in bed and certainly not store ready. Damn you for having keys to his apartment. You were trying to get him up and at it for a solid twenty minutes now, and let’s say you were more than pleased to see that one smack to the back of his head finally did the trick. The string of choice words spilling from his mouth had come to an end when he realized it was you standing in-front of him. God, you looked amazing to him. “You wanna make the store trip a date,” his sleepy voice mumbled out to you, trying to save the seemingly broken pieces of this morning. He took your chuckle as a yes. Damn him for not asking you to be his lover yet.

Contrary to popular belief, Bokuto Kotaro wasn’t the biggest fan of waking up early. He also wasn’t the biggest fan of waking up in bed without you. So when he had woken up without you in bed and before 8 in the morning, his emo mode was going hard. However, it wasn’t as if you were far, no, you were brushing your teeth in the bathroom, quietly laughing at your oblivious boyfriend. He isn’t a child, he could handle himself, which made his sad walk to the bathroom all the better. A little pout on his face, dragging his feet, arms to his sides, eyes still clearly coated in the need for sleep. However, when he saw you in the bathroom, spiting the toothpaste from your mouth, his face lit up. Immediately, he walked behind you, wrapping you in his arms, kissing your neck, and practically falling asleep on top of you. He was so sweet. Only you could get that boy off you from there, and let’s be fair, you didn’t want to. You were happy to have him around you just as much as he was too.

Kuroo Testurō was a royal pain in the ass in the morning. Didn’t matter what time he woke up or where he was, man was a pain to get up. So when your husband was up and okay before you were that morning, you drew suspicions. Who knows what he had in store. However, when he wrapped you in his arms and whispered sweet nothings into your ear you could let those suspicions slide. He was a pain but he was perfect, guiding you to dance with him, humming your favorite song comically out of toon. You thought you knew the man you married well enough but I suppose volleyball trained him to keep everyone on their toes. Your studio apartment could not have felt more like a home than right now. Dancing with the man you married, forgetting the world and melting into each other. Today was just perfect. Little did you know though, he would fall asleep on you half an hour later. I told you he was a pain to get up. You didn’t mind.

Iwazumi Hajime just picked up a morning client. Of course you were proud of him, but you weren’t a fan of having to listen to his alarm. You were newly moved in with your boyfriend and was looking forward to sleeping in with him all cuddled up. However, that was not right now. Right now was way to early to have his phone going off and for him to need to get ready. So you got what you wanted, kind of. You got to cuddle your boyfriend all night, but 5 in the morning was not time to get up. Luckily for you though, he did your job for you. Outreaching his hand to his phone clicking snooze on the screen, he wrapped you closer into his chest. “10 more minutes. 10 more minutes is good. Sorry, for waking you my love.” God his voice was so nice in the morning. He brought your face up and kissed your lips softly. It didn’t matter how amazing you thought he was, he thought you were better. Absolutely perfect on both ends, the kind of relationship you only see in books. He thought you were beautiful while sleepy. You were gonna marry this man one day, both of you already knew it.

Kageyama Tobio had always been a hard head, so he was surprised to find himself being as quiet as he could around the club room for you to sleep. Don’t get me wrong, being a pro-volleyball player had its perks, but the fact people were still sleeping in the club room was not one of them. It wasn’t like you were anything more than friends, he didn’t owe you the sleep. But he also didn’t want you tired. However, his heart stoped when he knocked his water bottle to the floor right by your head. And you woke up. You woke up quite startled. “What the- oh hey Kags, was I’m sorry, I was tired.” He loved the way you said his name. “It’s okay.” But he sounded so annoying to himself. “I can get you another drink if practice doesn’t start too soon.” This was his shot. All the crushing he had done on you for Hinata to tease him about. “It was my fault actually, I can get us both drinks next door.” And that was seriously all he could add. “Really? Huh, that’s the date then.” You agreed!? “What?” Shit. “Yeah, actually, I’d like that.” You made the move. “Great. Let’s go then.” Yep, this was the first date of many. Just no one tell him you were freaking out just as hard as him. You two are oblivious when it comes to each other’s feelings.

A/N: I’m sorry this isn’t that good cuz I was very distracted but yk Haikyuu brainrot was eating away at me. Also, sorry if you don’t celebrate Christmas for Atsumu but it’s around the corner so I figured I might! <3 And this is y’all’s Christmas gift now

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Description: Ash Lynx x GN!Reader. Ash is having a little trouble with the mirror and youre here to give him a boost ! Relatively sweet.

Content/Trigger Warning: talk of body issues and small mentions of e&ting disorders,, ps you’re beautiful <3

REQUESTS ARE OPEN

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Ash stood in-front of your bedroom’s mirror.

To be fair, it was a quant apartment. The two of you had lived together for some time now. Just a small apartment, just outside Chinatown in New York. The start of a small dream for the two of you, calm, with absolutely nothing to bother you.

Except Ash’s mind.

He stared at the mirror and back at himself, face scrunching while remaining with stoic eyes. His hand trailed up and down his body, keeping the bottom of his shirt in the other one.

He didn’t like what he saw and felt.

It wasn’t that he thought it bad. He just didn’t think it good. He felt the same kind of gross he did when talking about his past, when suffering his own minds nightmares.

He pinched his own skin as he turned to the side, glancing to the mirror once more.

Gross, he thought to himself.

But there was something about you that always seemed to catch him at these ‘gross’ moments. And while he stared into the mirror, he caught the door handles jiggle, and he caught your form walking into the room.

“Whatcha been doing in here so long,” you asked, hand covering your mouth as you finished chewing the bite you had taken of your bagel.

“Just looking in the mirror.”

“Mr. Perfect’s looking in the mirror huh,” you teased, “who woulda thought.”

“Not like that.”

“Please, Love, I know.”

It was always that thing about you. The way you spoke his numerous nicknames, or the way you happened to always know what was on his mind. He loved you for it.

But for you, you could read him like a book. You could sense his emotions as if you had read him a thousand times.

“Don’t worry about it,” he responded.

“‘Don’t worry about it,’” you mocked his voice, “my ass. It’s my job, and pleasure, to worry about the Aslan Jade Callenreese.”

You took another bite of your bagel before offering some that you knew he would decline.

And he did.

He turned back around to the mirror after your offer, triggering your need to follow his body’s movement, walking over to him.

You brought the bagel up to his mouth and he took it, not taking a piece of it, but rather holding there. And just as the piece of food left your hand, you wrapped your arms around Ash’s waste.

He reached up to the piece of food in his mouth, taking it out and bringing it back to your face just above his shoulder. And just as he thought, you declined.

You lifted the hem of his shirt with your hand, poking him as a form of asking what’s wrong.

“I’m losing my abs,” he responded.

“So?”

“What do you mean ‘So’?” He was perplexed. What he worked so hard on keeping his whole life was, one, just a ‘so’, and two, he supposed, no longer mattered.

“I mean,” you trailed, “Why is having abs important?”

“Don’t you like them?”

“Sure, they’re good.”

“Then that’s why they’re so impo—“

“I wasn’t done!” You poked him again, starting over. “Sure, they’re good. But they’re not mandatory Ash. If you like them, and you want to work for them, that’s good for you. But they’re not what I fell in love with. I fell in love with you.”

You spaced, and he continued to listen, knowing full well you weren’t done.

“I fell in love with Ash Lynx, who I then learned was Aslan Jade Callenreese, who I then had the privilege of calling the light of my life. And yes, I find you, and your body, extremely attractive, but I prefer a healthy, happy, Ash.. not matter how broken you think yourself to be. I fell in love with you, handsome.”

Now you were done, giving him a squeeze of a hug to signal your end. Leaving a quick peck on his cheek as you awaited his response.

And surely, you got it. He turned around in your arms, a bright blush red covering his face, before pecking your forehead and shoving your bagel in your mouth. It wasn’t to say his thought process was ‘fixed’ but he hoped you could still eat after a bagel.

Ash likes to pull his weight when it comes to treating you to food, regardless of his very evident inability to cook.

He loved you, and you’d be sadly mistaken if you thought you could ever love him more. Because, he, was absolutely head over heels.

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A/N: I love him. Finally figured I would give into this fic tugging at my mind. I wrote this quickly and it’s my first post but I hope you enjoy! Is the banana fish fandom even active? either way <3 and uhmmm this is unedited so~

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