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First screen cap is so iconic to me. Literally making fanart rn LOL

baby seasons change but people don't

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#000000

This absence of color is never ending

But I keep bending to its laws

To the phantom of the baseline in my mattress

To the idea of its trust

Nothing in something

Everything reflects the pointless

Shameless regret, shameful remembrance

This empty space created a dense imagining

– Mena

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I love this photo.

For those of you who don't know: my birthdays tend to be the worst. I have a lot of mean memories that come with June 6. Some are unfortunate, and some are just bad luck. And even though this year wasn't perfect, this year I got to smile.

I'm so happy I forgot to make a wish.

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done healing my inner child. next up is my inner teen. her highness demands a sword.

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sometimes i'm a writer. most of the time i'm a graphic designer. and during the dead of the night, I'M A ROCKSTAR FAIRY

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how i feel 24/7....

being a writer is feeling like a genius and a fraud at the same time

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life is IN FRONT OF US!

bitch this is all you’re gonna get. this life, this face, this body. you better not ‘maybe in another universe’ your way out of everything. sit your ass down and face this. go make tea and have a picnic and read a goddamn book. kiss your loved ones, send that damn text, and hug your siblings. this is all you’re gonna get.

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Hey! I'm Mena.

This new era calls for a reintroduction.

My name's Ximena [hee-men-ah], but everyoneeeee calls me Mena. or M. or X! With any of those four, I'll turn my head.

Must knows about me:

23 in fairy years (irl too, duh)

I'm a polaroid fein.

My friends say if I were an animal I'd be a bunny. Or a black cat. Or a black lab. [Range I say.]

I'm a professional graphic designer (clark kent of me asf)

My biggest dream is to write a best selling novel. I've been writing my novel 'Arcane Voices' since I was 14! I have a strong calling to be an author and I won't rest until my dream comes true!

I'M SUCH A BIG HALSEY FAN. SHE MY NUMBER ONE.

I. shred. (a little). I named my guitar Sweet Baby Juno!

proud mexican american <3

If you find me in the abyss, now's your shot to claim your 'i knew mena since tumblr' ticket. I have so much in store, I'mma rock y'alls world.

Side note: I'm a lady. Please be kind to me and my friends.

I'm human.

— Mena.

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Don't belong to no city, don't belong to no man.

Rockstar Lady means two things: I'm an angel on guitar (I'm still learning and I fumble really bad in the middle of moth into flame) and I'M A LADY. I'm kind to an extend. I wanna talk writing. books you're reading. guitar. HALSEY. Not looking to BE YOUR LADY.

In the words of H: Don't belong to no city, don't belong to no man.

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I turned 23 last friday and I realized I really wanna start a blog (again). And I KNOW, 23 isn't OLD, but when you have a little brother putting BC after it, it makes you think. (Yes, Ricky, my ass was around for color.)

So, I'm back on here to throw my thoughts into the abyss. Including my large collection of polaroids.

Oh. And this is your chance to say 'I followed Mena Perez since her tumblr days'. Because double surprise: I graduated with a bachelor's degree in graphic design + I'M WRITING AGAIN!

I'm here. I just wanna be your rockstar lady.

— Mena.

[p.s. I'm going to be so annoying about Halsey on here. MOTHER.]

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surprise ૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა ♡

apparently I remember the password to this account...

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feeling like im pretending this feeling away

MATINS - Louise Glück

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Stop worrying about someone that isn’t worried about you.

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Basically Eric and Reyna from my WIP Voices !!!

One of my favorite dynamics in media is “boy and girl who are a pair but not in a romantic or sexual way.” I love it when there is a boy and a girl and they are a pair and it’s not romantic or sexual

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lucky

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Slow Mo

Was ruining my comfort 

the best you could’ve done?

Was rustling in your diamond dress 

The only way you could have stolen this golden room?

I know violin strings sing in your presence, 

but Darling, I can cause scenes in better ways. 

Like marking my steps in clicks and 

Laughing this insufferable ache to death.

This ballroom goes wide when I look at you. 

Dance, your eyes say. 

My lipstick smears on the rim of my glass. 

Don’t you take this room away from me.

I drink in the challenge,

 and you sway towards the moonlit balcony.  

I smile like I’ve never seen a woman before. 

– X.P