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dont think i ever talked about her publicly but hey i have a roy OC ! first shot at editing her and this was so experimental lmao i need to get used to it a bit more but step by step

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im so ready to be the most annoying person when this movie releases I MISSED WILDEHOPPS

i dont care how much "bait" there is for the ship i gobble it all up cause i am STARVEDDDD

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waiting til 3am to play a couple episodes to be able to fill the whole bar in one go and then being hit in the face with all these fuckass timers kills the experience so fucking much for me im not sorry i need them gone what are they even good for dude

and the actual timer in the screen doesnt even actually work and i need to keep refreshing to see when i can actually play like ??

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in honor of chapter 4 of @infamous-if releasing a few days back, i redid a character sheet of my main OC that i never actually posted lol

i love my lil fandom mascot can u tell

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almost forgot to upload the fanart (is it still fanart if its my character only) of my girlie for the summer :>

she agreed to take tasha to the beach but its way too hot for her liking

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me: i am totally 100% gonna finish this wip and post it i mean its basically halfway done its gonna take me so little haha i can do this in two days

also me: *starts 4 other different wips to pretend the original one doesn't exist*

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Thomas Ep 17 Inspired One Shot

short drabbled very lightly inspired on ep 17 (because i havent been able to play it yet </3 but i thought it was a cool theme ^^)

i wanna write more about thomas in this AU of my own AU (?) cause im finding it super fun and its giving me fresher ideas :>

enjoyy

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been seeing some stuff lately that compelled me to make this

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writing is so funny because i could write nonstop for 9hrs and then hit a block where im like "how do i transition between this moment and the next?" and then i just dont touch it for 6 months

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Thomas Ep 17 Illustration Edit

didnt think i was gonna finish it today cause i thought the skirt was gonna give me a waaaaaay bigger headache but heeeey there it is

not a lot of changes in the end but i feel like my girlie looks much more like herself :>

freaky on stage huh (wanted to undo the corset too but a sleepy girly can only do so much)

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could not wait could not RESIST i think its my fav illustration this episode and it lowkey (highkey) tipped me over into actually starting the thomas AU with Candy (separating it from the Jason fic entirely)

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Why does it feel right every time I let you in?

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i hate writers block i feel like i cant write a coherent sentence im gonna chug down 4 cans of monster, a pack of ibuprofen and start praying for inspiration to the first deity that manifests to me

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bg3 OC fullbody monochrome commission ^^ (psst psst theyre openn)

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First round of edits to Company Policy is done~

Chapter 3, Chapter 4 and Chapter 5 have been edited :>

quite minor changes in the end tbh, i remembered it all WAY worse, lol will continue with the rest in the future but now i want to focus on finishing up ch9 (continuation of ch7) and ch10 omfg 10 already wtf (another flashback, i love flashbacks can u tell)

totally forgot if i mentioned it before but im calculating 15 chapters as the max max max for now with what i have planned but who knows i like to yap a lot and im still very obsessed with these two even if i have lost a lot of interest in the game

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REBLOG THIS TO GIVE THE PERSON YOU REBLOGGED THIS FROM A GOLD STAR BECAUSE THEY’VE BEEN STELLAR TODAY AND THEY DESERVE IT ⭐️

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I AM FREE I AM A FREE WOMAN I AM A FREE WOMAN TO GET LOCKED INSIDE MY ROOM TO WRITE WAWAWA

recap for myself lol of all im working on and i wanna get back to (im very serious about this okay):

company policy ch 8 + the flashbacks chapters i still dont know where to throw in

company policy ESP translation (im putting off the long chapters so much lol)

company policy edits (mainly ch3 but i need to overlook everything ig)

rafayel merman AU shortfic

second rafayel one shot

adult!zutara post canon AU (that i still dont know how to title pipipi help)

is this unrealistic? absolutely