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tw:SH

today i did it again,i have been clean for five months,but today i lost it. i felt lonely,replaced and the test i studied a lot for went horribly.so i like cried my way home and smoked like half of my pack of cigarettes.so when i went home i genuinely lost it and did it

i also believe that everytime someone hurts me or i hurt myself a fawn dies to yeah i’m crazy

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i post for litteraly nobody i feel schizophrenic 💔make me famous

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one thing that i started doing after watching brooklyn nine-nine is referring at myself in third person like terry

like i randomly go “mady hates x” and i cringe but i love it so much

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the eyes, they never lie

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I HAVE DISCOVERED HOW TO MAKE EDITS ON CANVA I AM UNSTOPPABLE

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me trying to survive season one of dr house without crushing out over that ass ship of cameron and house.STOP TRYING TO MAKE IT HAPPENN AHHHH

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i fucking hate jegulus

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missing someone that’s it’s still there hurts so bad,like,you are here,but YOU are not HERE

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begin replaced it’s the worst thing that happens to me.first in middle school my best friend replaced me with this girl (she also became my bestie later) and i felt so sad (now she’s still my best friend) then my online friends replaced me with her and now one of my best friend i made in high school is replacing me WITH THE SAME GIRL.i don’t hate her,we are kind of friends,but i feel so sad

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felt cute might die later

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now that i started house and i eat a tic tac i feel like house taking his vicodin

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the version of me in my mind is so cool i love her

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when i’m bored i watch old gacha life and feel a big wave of nostalgia

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dick