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don’t trust anyone immediately 

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many out there are desiring to be a leader but dont know how to be one maybe they wanted to be one cuz their in charge, the big guy, mr nothing to do, just command sit back and let them do things, a good leader should also be a part of the group should be the guy that every member should look up to in a good way and a good follower should be the one thats going to be the leader someday ready to know things, know how to cooperate, and follow without and probelm

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a true christian baptist is bayani oriented treat your friends like how you treat your family defend them as if their part of your family if one is i need the whole group will sustain 

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i think i have a weird way of handling stress why? because once I’m doing something like gaming or listening to music i forgot that i have a world to live i forget about reality I’m like F**K it forget the world forget bout everything forget bout everyone worry bout maybe later, maybe soon, maybe never, I don’t care this started when I’ve read a quote of a professional gamer saying “ to forget bout something do something that you will be completely in” i remember once I’m in the park waiting for someone i saw a fight 2 vs 5 and I’m like meeh ain’t my problem because am listening to music if i wasn’t maybe I did help because i know that guy(lol)

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For a guy like that almost don’t care about many things and a lazy student i need more than one mind map just to help me in my studies I’m kind of guy that only works hard when things are almost done (bruh) maybe because of I only aim for passing grades? maybe? but for me if I’m going to study i really need all of this things that are shown above but i really want to work hard every time but i just don’t know why i don’t work hard. and every time i study I only use the left side of the mind map and only use the right side when things are that serious.

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I don’t even know whats the connection between this photo and what am about to discuss this photo i guess is the only photo that i have that can relate to what is emotional management is. for me its maybe pulling yourself together, knowing how to control your emotion especially when feeling strong emotions, and how to counter it, or doing something that will make you forget about things, maybe for me the way i manage my emotion is by listening to music and watching the kind of view behind me at the same time in this way i feel completely nothing i feel so relaxed 

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Sleeping With Sirens - Do It Now, Remember It Later (Official Music Video)

im not so good with words and im not good at explaining but i guess this describes me 

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i did not do this on my own thanks to my friend in helping for making this one for me. this mandala represents my personality every color starting from yellow then to left or right and every wavy lines also represent the level of my personality from long means its not that big for me then short means I’m almost at my limit.

yellow means I’m still at the middle i don’t feel  sad and I’m happy and ready for anything

green to blue means form happiness to sadness blue means I’m not that sad but you can see it already that something is bothering me 

from blue to brown you can really see that im very very sad like i dont want to move, talk to anybody

yellow to orange means im happy nothing feels wrong i dont care on some things 

orange to red means earlier im happy because of something then for some reason i got mad 

red to brown you can see the im really really mad, sometimes people say that when they can see that im mad they are a bit scared to ask why only few people do :D 

this mandala is i think the only thing that can describe me because think that the way my life moves depend on something that i feel and in the center you can see nothing because i dont care whatever happens in the end anyway.

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I’m not that type of person that takes a lot of pictures and that’s the reason why I only have few to show. and am not so good with words  so if I’m going to describe my self if only use few words to do it. but others say I’am good at words but I don’t know if its true. I’m that type of person who don’t care about things that much I only do when it affects me, somebody special to me,or someone that i love, and also i just let things happen around me cause i think i cant do something bout it maybe i do but i’m just too lazy or i just don’t care about it, I love hanging out with my friends i don’t care what time it is whatever happening cause i think about a lot of things and the only way to stop its is to be with somebody.