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HEY FRIENDS

Just a reminder that my blog is here now, so please follow me there instead of on this one because ahaha there’s not going to be very much activity here. I will be starting commissions, so please look into those as well!! 

THANKS!

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Hey friends, instead of attempting to clean out this blog, I’m starting a new tumblr blog over here: x - username is the same. It would mean a lot if you could follow me there, though it is gonna be less fandom related and focused more upon my writing and art etc. Plus aesthetics annnd fandoms I am trash of (star wars star wars star wars). Thanks for following me for so long on this blog. :)

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From Afar Background reference: x

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Work in progress... MURRRRRR

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48, F O O L S

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49, E A S E

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50, B I T E

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YOU’RE JUST A TINY PIECE OF STAR DUST FLOATING IN AN UNFATHOMABLE UNIVERSE AND YOUR EXISTENCE IS SO IMPORTANT AND YOU ARE DOING SO WELL

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i love the scene in attack of the clones where anakin and padmé have dinner together for like no reason bc

the only food is a single Space Pear

padmé absolutely intends to eat it with a fork and knife

ok so obviously the Space Pear slice that anakin force-floats onto her fork is cgi but they dont swap it out with a piece of real, non-space Pear once its actually on her fork and so she puts what is essentially a lump of bad animation into her mouth and it kind of clips through her face and like this could have all easily been avoided 

this is an excellent film

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Hope is not lost today, it is found.

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closer and closer to an art blog every day

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Childhood dotted with bodies. Let them go, let them be ghosts. No, I said, make them stay, make them stone.

“Origin of the Marble Forest” by Gregory Orr (via ghoststudiesstuff)

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sometimes i want to pull my hair out because i want to see just ONE female character i can relate to in terms of their romantic/sex life

i want to see a girl in her mid twenties who has never been kissed

i want to see a girl who is confused because she has literally no experience

a girl that has panic attacks when she thinks of sex and cant stop thinking about what kissing is like while also being terrified of it

a girl who cant figure out her sexuality because she’s never gotten to try

a girl who self destructs because shes terrified of how bigger her baggage gets with age

i’m sick of seeing woman in tv and movies who date and have sex and still have relationship hangups, not because that doesnt exist but because i cant relate to those women

i want to turn on the tv and see a 25 year old woman who has never been with anyone, was genuinely not looked at for a long time and has become terrified of attention, who’s anxiety cheats them out of dating, who greets every birthday with this feeling of dread in the pit of their stomach because they’re getting older and older and it feels weirder and more wrong with every passing year

i know i’m not the only woman like this, but with the way the media is, it’s maybe the most alienating baggage i carry. everywhere i look, it’s weird that this is my experience. i feel ashamed and i feel scared that i one day have to tell a person to their face that i’m am adult who has never had a first kiss. its terrifying and consuming and confusing and awful. you start to believe it isnt meant for you - not just sex, or intimacy, but fucking love itself. because you dont turn on the tv and see people like you. “unlucky in love” means slightly clumsy and loud on dates and fear of commitment. its a quirky girl who probably has had sex with multiple people and just ~cant figure it out~!!!!!

i want a girl who feels so alone because she literally always has been

that’s what i wanna see

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First artwork of 2016: Ciri

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I am terrified by this dark thing That sleeps in me ; All day I feel its soft, feathery turnings, its malignity.

Sylvia Plath, excerpt of Elm (via henrydear)

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work in progress still and i love to die

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Work in progress: ciri

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more arting now that i’ve gotten back to my tablet