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That's somewhat encouraging, actually... Maybe I could try it? I'm still scared of fully transitioning, but ironically, HRT seems like the safest way to test the waters

How do I tell Tumblr to stop showing me pictures of beautiful trans women? I mean, good for them. But I've been battling with Gender dysphoria lately and It makes me feel really insecure about transitioning 😭

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How do I tell Tumblr to stop showing me pictures of beautiful trans women? I mean, good for them. But I've been battling with Gender dysphoria lately and It makes me feel really insecure about transitioning 😭

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Also the gender for people who forgot to buy Counter Strike: Source

🗝️Memglitchgender🗝️

🗝️ This is a xenogender where one feels as if their gender is affected/defined by having a "glitched" memory, be it due to serious memory loss, mental illness, or just regular forgetfulness.

🗝️ Someone who is memglitchgender may feel as if their memory of their gender itself is glitched, but that's not the only way to interpret it!

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I'm scared to transition and this doesn't help. I'd never be this pretty 😭

Hell, I don't think I'd ever even pass. Shit's depressing

Still happy for her, though

Living My Best Life

A little sparkle never hurts

Be your own kind of beautiful

Confidence breeds beauty

Confidence level: selfie with no filter

I'm not bossy, i'm the boss

Less perfection, more authenticity

Sassy, classy, and a bit bad-assy

Sunshine mixed with a little hurricane

Too glam to give a damn

Catch me with a smile

Chasing Dreams

Chasing dreams and wearing cute outfits

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BALLSACK

EMOJI

what the fuck

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Thalassophobia AND Megalophobia both in a single post? Sweet!

mermaid megafauna

patreon . bsky

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No transphobes allowed, only transborbs.

Check out my stuff!

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I’m not a linguist, so there’s every possibility in the world that I’m not defining things correctly, but in the same way that cold is the absence of heat, I do think that shame is the absence of pride.

It’d be easy to say that it’s silly to be ashamed of aspects of yourself, but that’s neither true nor fair.  If you’re ashamed of the circumstances of your birth, that doesn’t come from you, that comes from a world that has socially conditioned you to believe you are less than.

I grew up in a politically conservative family.  I’d be in the car or on the couch or in the kitchen and my parents would have on conservative talk radio or fox news or similar, and I was conditioned to think that my gender issues were something that I should be ashamed of, something I needed to keep hidden. 

My shame was a learned behavior taught to me by my family.

It took decades, but I did learn to love myself.

I did come out.

I did develop a sense of pride over who I am.

If you’re someone who’s in the closet, or someone who is struggling with their identity, or feeling shame over who you are, you’re not alone. 

You’re also not to blame for feeling that shame.  There are always going to be people who try to “other” folks.  Those people are the issue, not you. 

It takes time to overcome the feeling; it doesn’t happen overnight.

Someday, I hope you can feel the same pride I do now.

Happy pride.

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oh!!!!!!!!!

spamming a ton of tags for awareness

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"Barney attacked us"

I'm sorry, you just can't say that with a straight face 😂

I’m having a normal one this morning

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Based on the photos of Jessica and Roger in Roger's wallet!

Old doodle

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This is literally how me and my bf met. We were both hyperfixated on Luca (the Pixar movie about the gay fish), and met through a community specifically dedicated to it lol

What if we hyperfixated together? 😗 JK JK… unless- 😏

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What if we hyperfixated together? 😗 JK JK… unless- 😏

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Gnarly. I love it

scraps. oil painting on linen

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That's the most interesting firing position I've ever seen

Soldier of the People's Liberation Army.

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Facts 😂

Facts just facts