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My identity appeared intangible, faded as it was after years. Sooner or later Wren would learn that the person she’d befriended was a phantom at best.

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i've reached the point where people at uni come up to me to tell me they like my poetry, which basically means i've made it in life

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don't you just love coming back to a wip after a while and reading through your outline/notes again and discovering things that you'd totally forgotten and you realise this is actually a cool idea and it's SO MUCH FUN

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you helped me rediscover myself when you left.

two years have passed since then I’ve discovered myself again and again and all the versions I’ve been have admired the pain I was in and none of them blamed neither you or I— though lamenting the theft of a proper goodbye— but gratitude you deserve none. the growth only started when you were long gone.

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Sanober Khan

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yeah babe you look like a vampire yes you look undead i promise love can we go now

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LIKE OKAY. Y’all wanna discuss the ethics of vampires stealing from blood banks??

1) The blood in banks has been (God willing) freely given away. There are no consent issues there because I agreed they could get the blood out of my veins and give it to someone in need.

2) BUT??? Do I know vampires exist?? Maybe I don’t. Maybe I think the blood is going to humans. If it’s going to vampires instead, well, that isn’t what I agreed to, and that could be skivvy. 

3) Furthermore, if the vampire drinks my blood, humans that needed it won’t get it… but they both need it. So how do you decide who deserves it? Who decides what life is worth saving? Why is the hospitalised human more deserving of blood than the starving vampire?

4) Maybe the human being is paying for it in his hospital fees, and the vampire is not. But does the vampire deserve to starve just cause he hasn’t any money??

5) Or maybe the vampire is centuries-old and has lived plenty already, so maybe he should fuck off and let humans, with their puny lifespans, get help first. Y’all know this is a Whole Thing already with life expectancy and transplant lists, right?.

6) Or actually, why is this being treated as a zero-sum game, like the vampire is taking blood bags directly out of patient’s IVs, instead of a blood bank that can manage stock, even with difficulties? Maybe we should back up and try to fix the blood bank stock issue before harassing vampires about it?

SEE, THIS IS HOW YOU MAKE FUN VAMPIRE DISCOURSE.

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so i managed to go two years in a pandemic without getting covid and just when it's the absolut worst time to sit in isolation the test results come back positive grrrrr

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jokes on people who think there's no time for relationships at uni. i'm going to my boyfriend's where he'll watch my favourite tv show as i sit beside him and write my essay which is due this week, and i will not let it distract me. not in the slightest. no

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Hi. How are you doing lately?

hey, so nice to hear from you!! i'm doing really good :) i'm a little (very) inactive on the social media side of things and all my wips are gathering dust like crazy since uni's started, but there's been a few amazing changes in my life this year and i'm so excited about it! thanks so much for asking, how are you?

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MY COMMISSIONS ARE FINALLY OPEN BESTIES

(payment thru venmo or paypal)

u can contact me on insta @ecesdrawings13

or at my email ecedraws@gmail.com for more info !!!! Love u all muah

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i think that feeling in your chest when you close the front door behind you after you've come home from a date is so specific and weird

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why does my body know i'm anxious before i do and why is it doing this i feel fine i don't have to be nervous ughhh

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just spent half an hour stalking my old twitter and all i can say is i miss the time i used reaction pics to everything (i was hilarious) but i'm also incredibly proud of myself for not being the same person as the one who ran that account skdjdkdk

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Fariha Róisín, How to Cure a Ghost

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Mary Oliver, from "Evidence", Devotions

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i’ve found my favourite ashen embers scene. i just took forever writing it. and by forever i mean several hours in an otherworldly, ecstatic state of mind and oh my dear soul this scene..... i love wren and miyo even more now if that’s possible