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Natalie Wee, Least of all

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Unfinished

I can’t seem to finish a poem.

         I write and

         write but restlessly.

How do I write a poem?

        I stumble over metaphors

        and imagery.

I write despite this. I will rise.

        I don’t know when

        though, unfortunately.

I won’t even finish this one.

        I’ll try to write more,

       probably.

How do I finish a poem?

       I write some words

       but I can’t seem

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Good information

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It’s hard to actually work on your life when you constantly feel like you’re not even real.

- it’s even harder to explain it.

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You were meant to read this!

Hi!

This is the sign you’ve been looking for, you did not stumble on my post on accident. Please remember that you are a lovely human being who deserves all the good things in life. You deserve roses on your doorsteps, forehead kisses and/or hugs from loved ones, and most importantly, the feeling of knowing that YOU, lovely reader, are going to be just fine. Mistakes happen, wrong choices are made, but that doesn’t change the fact that you need to treat yourself with a little bit of self care. :)

Take a deep breath, relax your shoulders, and let yourself feel whatever you may be feeling. 

You will be okay, everything will eventually work out one way or another. Pain is inevitable, but it does not last forever, suffering is only optional.

Don’t leave without seeing the clouds clear after that rainy day, alright?

Stay.

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King Princess will forever be my HoeLy vibe ❤️🥺

Lesbian/wlw songs (because they don’t get enough attention):

Girls like girls - Hayley Kiyoko

Honey - Kehlani

Alanis’s interlude - Halsey

Girls - Beatrice Eli

Pussy is God - King Princess

Only a girl - Gia Woods

Girls - girl in red

Holy - King Princess

Sleepover - Hayley Kiyoko

I wanna be your girlfriend - girl in red

Talia - King Princess

Peppermint smiles - tiffi

I wanna be hers - Abbey Glover

PrettyGirlz - WILLOW

Pussy mine - Bella Thorn

Beyond the sea (cover) - Kina Grannis

Slow dance (from Adventure Time) - Olivia Olson

She likes girls - Metro Station

Strangers - Halsey

Cherry wine (cover) - Jasmine Thompson

I kissed a girl - Katy Perry

Girls / girls / boys - Panic! At the disco (bi)

Earned it (cover) - Jasmine Thompson

Feels like home - Bea Miller and Jessie Reyez (this song isn’t super gay but it sounds like it could be)

Different Colors - WALK THE MOON (this is more of a gay rights song but it’s a bop and underrated)

I need a woman to love - Kesha

Night go slow - Catey Shaw

Fast car - Tracy Chapmen

You need to calm down - Taylor Swift (gay rights/support)

Bad at love - Halsey (bi)

Marceline - WILLOW

Girls - Rita Ora, Bebe Rexha, Cardi B, Charli XCX

Same love - Macklemore & Ryan Lewis, Mary Lambert

She keeps me warm - Mary Lambert

She’s so lovely - The Butchies

Wish you were gay - Claud

Kindergarten - chloe moriondo

Girl crush - Little Big Town (it’s not meant to be gay but it sounds like it)

She - Abbey Glover

What I need - Hayley Kiyoko, Kehlani

Vanilla sundae - Emily Burns, Olivia Nelson

Brooklyn girls - Catey Shaw

bitches - Tove Lo

Girl - Donna Missal

Pretty much ever song by girl in red, King Princess, and Hayley Kiyoko belongs on this list, I just pointed out my favorites by them as well as some other songs. On YouTube, Chloe Moriondo and Abbey Glover also have more wlw songs and covers.

Color coding: orange, soft/acoustic; red, sexual(ish); purple, just has gay vibes/isn’t necessarily gay/is a bisexual song; pink, any other category/just an amazing wlw songs

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BAKA SAKAL-I

Pinipilit ng kabataan ngayon maging modernisadong Rizal,

Dahil katulad niya'y isang kabataang nagnanais din ng kapayapaan, pagkakapantay pantay at kalayaan.

Kabataanng marami na ring nabuklat at naisulat

Kaya't sya na rin ay namulat.

Pinipilit ng kabataan ngayon maging modernisadong Bonifacio.

Sumisigaw at nakikipaglaban kasama ang kanyang mga kasamahan,

Ngunit nakakapagdalawang isip

Ang dami kasing ngunit, datapwat at subalit.

"May binaril!" Ito na marahil ang dahilan kung bakit nakikiusap ang aming mga magulang na tumigil.

Pinipilit ng kabataan ngayon maging modernisadong General Luna

Na kayang mamuno, may paninindigan at kayang tumayo.

Ngunit ito na naman,

Naglalabasan na naman ang mga katagang "Bata ka pa at wala ka pang alam".

Pinipilit ng kabataan ngayon maging modernisadong bayani,

Dahil sa pag-asang baka nga kami ang pag-asa at sakali.

Sakaling makapagpabago,

Sakaling makatulong,

Sakaling maging dahilan ng pagmulat ng karamihan,

Katulad ng ginawa ng ating mga bayani noong araw.

Oo! Maaaring wala pa kaming napapatunayan

Pero paano?

Kung ang kalayaan ay para lamang pala sa mga kataas taasan.

Paano?

Kung ang boses ay tila ba musika ngunit pilit sinisira ang plaka.

Paano?

Kung ang mga kilos nami'y mistulan palang bala sa inyo...

Isang kabataan na naman ang muli'y nakalatay

Dahil sa pagbabakasaling... isa s'yang modernong bayani.

At kung ako'y ngayo'y mamamatay,

wala na sa aking ang konsensya

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Sa ngalan ng Ama, ng Anak at ng Espirito Santo

Ngayo'y sa misa sinubukan kong dumalo

At pangita, kung gaano kadalubhasa ang aking mga tenga sa pakikinig ng sermon ng nasa una

Palibhasa ay wala na itong ginawa kundi ang makinig sa sermon na nangagaling sa aking diwa

Mga salita na sa kahit anong pilit ay hindi na mawala wala

Mawala wala

Nawawala

Hindi ko na alam kung saan ako nagsimula

May patutunguhan pa ba ang landas kung ito ay matatapos na

Sa Hilaga, sa Timog, sa Kanluran, sa Silangan

Isa nga ba akong makasalanan?

Kung nais ko lamang ding magkroon ng sariling kapayapaan dahil

milyong milyong salita ang bumuo ng talata, ngunit wala ni isa ang nakaabot ng tuldok na tatapos sa panungusap, bagkos ako ang natapos

unti-unti akong naubos

Tila ba hinihigit ako ng aking mga paa sa gitna ng altar papalapit sa pari,

Papalapit sa gitna ng kalsada kung saan may mananagasa

Papalapit sa pari

Papalapit sa kalsada kung saan may mananagasa

Papalapit sa pari

Papalapit sa kalsada kung saan may mananagasa

Papalapit sa gitna-

"Ang katawan ni Kristo"

"Amen"

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For our life’s an unexplainable fairy tale, Where we are the protagonist

In our antagonistic life.

Not a story full of magic and prince charmings, but still a fairy tale

Because I have you and you have me.

And when I tell you that “dreams do come true”, Just look at you.

You are one of my greatest dream that has ever come true.

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You shine so bright

That you cast the darkenss away To make me see that I exist

You let me feel the sense of belonging From the warmth of your rays That hugs me as a whole

You were like my sun,

My blessing.

My new hope in every other day

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You are like an abstract.

Not everyone will like you, but a few will give

you that look, a judgement. But surely someone will like you, will see your beauty,

your worth,

your meaning,

your individuality,

You

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And midnight thoughts says,

"HEY! WHAT'S UP?!"

And you were like

“Back off! I’m trying to sleep”

But he says,

“Oh! C’mooon!!!”

“You can’t resist me.”

“Tell me what happened earlier...”

“I saw you”

And that woke you up.

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Shadows

Shadows are proof that you are real and that you exist, that means you have a worth.

Worth means value, and things with value

doesn’t have to be things. Sometimes, it just have to be you.

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SILHOUETTES

I do love the silohuettes of you

You, who thinks beauty was just under those hue

Hue’s a color that fits you. But you,

You are more lovely to see, than those shadows that casts away your beauty

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Dear Homosexual!

Welcome to society,

A construction of what you should be,

A community where uniqueness questions its individuality.

This is what you should be and not what you really wanted yourself to be (?)

And I am sorry,

These people does doesn't know how acceptance should look like.

So dear Homophobic,

What is your stand?

You talk about freedom and love yet you gave us closets,

Unlocked but still closed

Dear Homophobic,

Saying you're not against any of the homosexual people,

And be using the word "but" as a continuation

Doesn't make you look innocent.

Dear Homophobic,

Yes! God created Adam and Eve

But so is Adam and Steve, and Ava and Genevieve

Dear Homophobic,

I respect other people's opinions, but yours just doesn't sound like one.

Dear Homophobic,

I heard you wanted my apologies?

Don't worry, I already feel sorry for you.

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Poetry was my escapement until i got lost to the words that found me

These letters sunk unto the deepest core of my veins

Until it got mixed, scrambled and unscrambled

Was it a poison, hallucination or medication.