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dude, i am so tired right now, it’s unreal.

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“i’m super professional, so…”

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tom holland owns my soul

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tom holland emoji series part 2

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he is really so beautiful

💌

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'Cause You Feel Like Home

HELLO! I am new here and I tried to something. I hope you guys gonna like it, don't forget to say something about that story. It will long a little bit. Part II is will come soon.

I have a fucking social anxiety, and you know what? I am going to a party with my best friend and his boyfriend Harrison. He is best friend to my ex-boyfriend!

  I always hated parties. I burned my cigarette and started walking alone. My best friend, Diana and Harrison walks together, holding hands, hugs etc. I really dont wanna see their love things.. When i see Harrison, he is reminds me him. He said Tom is not there. He is better if it’s true. Or i dont wanna kill him and make my best friend sad.

It's been a year since we broke up. My heart still hurts, i am still angry. But, who cares? Does someone out there really care that I'm offended? I needed some love, some hug, some help, I needed someone to say to me "everything will be okay" but i am lucky to have Diana. I am so much better now. Except my cigarettes. Diana always says i smoke a lot. Tom said that too. He always discuss with me cause he thought i was smoking a lot and i stopped smoking cause it was what he wanted. But when we broke up, i started to smoke a lot again.

Oh! yeap. We came at party house! There’s a lot of people.  God, please let me breathe. I don’t wanna panic attack or something. Let’s partying and then go home and sleep! 

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We are here for a like 30 minutes, we are drinking beer, talking to with friends and I am trying to looks happy and comfortable. After 5 minutes later. Diana said what I did not want to hear. 

Please let me think. Did Diana just said, "he is here." ??? And Harrison just said, "join us bro!" ????? They must be kidding. They must be kidding. They must be kidding. 

He is walking to here. 

 "Diana, i am not ready to see him after all this time. Please let me go." my tears so ready to flow. Harrison did not let her to reply and said, "He don’t bite. Stay calm." He is really want to die. 

"Hi, everyone!" Tom said. He hugged with Diana. "It's been a long time, Diana! How are you?" I tried to smile. I tried not to cry. I cant believe this is all hapening. I just looked his face and I wanted to kiss him and forget everything that passed between us. I missed him so much. I missed his smell, his hugs, his kiss, his voice. This is the first time I've seen him since we broke up. 

He looked my eyes and tried to smile. "Hello, Meredith. How are you?" yeah that was my name. Smile, Meredith. Smile! 

 "Very well!" I said, I turned my eyes off and left them behind. He seriosly trying to talking with me?? I didn't hold my tears. I went to toilet, i locked the door, i seated on the floor and started to cry. My tears burned my eyes. I cried a lot. I tried to stay calm but the music is so loud and my anxiety didn’t let me breathe. I swear to God, i felt like i am losing my mind. I texted Diana and I said she should come here.

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Tom Holland saying "Darling"

Reblog if you agree

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My friends: Man, I love school!

Me: Yeah, but like... where's Peter Parker at tho??

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“I was like love…”

I’ve never heard anything so beautiful I’m crying

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There’s this certain face Tom makes when he laughs that really makes my heart melt

he like closes his eyeS AND HIS FACE GETS ALL SQUINCHY WITH JOY

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Chris was awesome, you know? I mean, he’s a little too handsome for my liking.

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