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also dw theo is still the prettiest guy you've ever seen
#river dipping#theodore doe#echthroi#ts4#most normal oc haver takes screenshots of their oc so they can save them on their phone to look at whenever they miss him#but anyway. back to radio silence from me ☝#next time you see me hopefully it'll be in a post linking my new acc for anyone who wants it but !!!#i'm planning on my new blog being more of an oc/writing blog rather than a sims one... which is what i'd consider this one?#so. back to oc core posting and rambling and dumping screenshots and possibly................ sharing some writing.........#spongebob holding his hands out meme . nothing major . just random oneshots i'm working on.#like rn i've been having fun writing an actor au for mattodore lmfao. like nothing involving the actual Plot.#so yeah. anyway........ when this blog is backed up i'll essentially private it! i've already done so for a ton of posts manually#but i'll mass private everything else later#so. just a heads up.
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updating old poses 🚬
#to fix that weird bug that widens eyes on poses#river dipping#theodore doe#matthias evanoff#a burning house to live in#echthroi#ts4#hi chat. i’ve been waiting for tumblr to export my blog archive for almost a week now 🚬#so i can backup this acc and then i'm switching to a new one#which is why i'm not really posting or answering asks which!!!#anon who asked abt theo's memories!!! i can answer at length when i move but like. short answer is yeah. kind of.
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think i hauve covid
#river dipping#theodore doe#matthias evanoff#a burning house to live in#echthroi#ts4#ts4 screenshots#i'm looking through all the cas vs gp pics i took rn#i can tell this bloom is going to be a pain in my ass but it's so pretty.... it's where most of the orange in this is coming from#i tested it at night earlier but even w adjustments it looks a little different from this unfortunately :/#but it's so pretty..... YES matthias will turn into a ball of white if he stands outside at 12pm during a heatwave but ! it's so pretty!!!!#i’m going to download nsw’s darker lighting mod and see if that helps at all#<- guy who already knows their screenshots are dark and high contrast so this will likely be a disaster
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sharing these slutty photos i took of matthias while making a new cas preset
#river dipping#matthias evanoff#echthroi#ts4#ts4 cas#his juicy thighs spilling (clipping) out of the garters... comically loud gulp#trying to hit that pretty yellow green shade i like#always use matthias’s sim when i do preset work bc he’s pale enough that i can use him as a base kinda#to know how whites show up with the color and bloom shaders#then when i’m happy w how he looks i switch to theo to make sure the preset is still vibrant enough#this passes w flying colors and it’s just my gp preset with a few shaders off and adjusted bloom settings#also matthias has had some face work done… idk if it’s noticeable to anyone else tho 🤷
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it goes without saying but i'm going to say it anyway . i'm going to KILL MYSELF!!!!!
#THEOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#river dipping#theodore doe#matthias evanoff#a burning house to live in#echthroi#ts4#ts4 screenshots
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finally figured out how to add a pretty glowy bloom to my preset that doesn’t flashbang me when matthias steps into the light
#river dipping#matthias evanoff#theodore doe#a burning house to live in#echthroi#ts4#ts4 screenshots#haven't been on in a minute but i just wanted to pop in and post this bc i'm really proud!!#march is tearing my ass up so you will continue to see me sparingly#back to fiddling w the preset :)#i need to see what it looks like with white clothes and at different locations
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12 p.m.
#river dipping#theodore doe#matthias evanoff#a burning house to live in#echthroi#ts4#ts4 edit#ts4 screenshots#simblr#sims 4#the sims 4#was only after i edited this the other day that i realized that all of the recent mattodore posts i've made have been like this...#well... sharing anyway bc i already spent hours on it so shrugs.#i’ve been working on slowly making a bunch of domestic poses for them to fit some gameplay and this is one of them#i want to work on a permanent save file for them soon. i've been watching a ton of videos about where to start and getting some ideas.#mostly bc i just want to get back to having a proper oc save again after dumping my last one.#and i really want to give mattodore a daughter in it 🥺 i’ve found so much cute toddler cc lately like. i need this.#......................this has just been sitting in my drafts since the 13th idk why i didn't post it but here you go#came online to snatch up some recent edits to put in a commission reference folder :)#going to take new 360 shots of the boys next!!#fingers crossed the artist i want to commission is down for it#also i have blender screenshots of this to show you bc you really can’t tell but like.#matthias is so huge here… i’m seeing the mountain lion comparisons more and more each day
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Fady Joudah, from Footnotes in the Order of Disappearance; "Horses"
[Text ID: My heart's a doe's. A doe's made for running away.]
#seeing this incredibly late but WAHGHHHHHH YEAH.#THEOOO!!!!!!!!!!#rb#theodore core#a burning house to live in#echthroi#first core post in a long time it's crazy out here
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falls to my knees seeing the older version of this post was reblogged again instead of the NEW VERSION!!


i learned how to paint a flushed face, furrowed skin, and betters tears after i posted this originally so ignore the old version pwease the emotion on theo's face was all wrong 😞
memory holes litter my mind, blotting out years. i don’t follow the rabbit down them.
#river dipping#cw blood#i just didn't say anything after i updated the old edit bc i'm in my mentally-ill-because-it'll-be-my-birthday-next-month phase#plus i got bad vet news the other day and have just generally been <3 having a great time w my avpd lmfao#hence why i'm a 2-6am poster rn when not many ppl are online#but fyi!!!!!! i updated the edit. ignore the old version i fr don't like it fkdhng#W river moment editing the new version tho. what killssss me about pose making is that you can't really like. scrunch up a face.#like i WANT sneers to have those little lines around the mouth i WANT crying to look a mix between angry and pained#but yeah...#it is a little funny tho that i said i wouldn't think abt the edit anymore after i got it out of me#and then i ended up thinking about it a lot actually . . .#well . he's my number one guy and i never really stop thinking about him so... i inevitably kept thinking abt it until i fixed it#you understand#anyway. back to not saying anything again 🚶#it’s like that sometimes
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he's only two apples tall?
#river dipping#theodore doe#echthroi#ts2#i'm downloading cc atm and popping in and out of game to test it#i had so much fun playing earlier btw i'm a huge fan of the way you can just add shopping districts and unis to the world#and the categories section in cas is so helpful for throwing things theo would wear into it#also the fact that you can hover over cc and it'll tell you what it is and let you delete it as well??? HELLO?#ts4 you are literally nothing .
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here we goooo. i'm going to play for a bit just to test it out make sure everything's working and then i'll dl some cc and try to recreate mattodore in here :3c
#river dipping#if anyone knows any ts2cc similar to the cc mattodore use lmk#i'm actually so excited...#also this was way easier than i thought it would be#i should have sent jerma this link </3#this was way easier than when i tried to dl ts3
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#river dipping#literally fucking Yay! mattodore is here!#it's late and i need to get some sleep after the day i've had but i wanted to check that this would work first#will definitely need to think up what i'll actually want to use as my background here... have a cute domestic idea brewing#we will see.......#anyway. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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now that the edit is done i will not be thinking abt it ever again. here’s a screenshot i took to test new world lighting. theo joy 💓
#river dipping#theodore doe#echthroi#ts4#ts4 screenshots#the nightmares i had over that edit and the amount of times i cried. well.#i wrote a whole thing for it but only took out the opening for the caption#it was… ugh. ridiculously hard to put to words.#and the edit itself was agony.#and i didn’t even want to post it by the time i got in game to take screenshots.#which is why i wound up redoing the pose over and over only to wind up back at the first pose i made for it#redid the screenshots like four times i think#just. i dragged my feet a lot#it’s.#hm.#well i really hated every step in the process of making the edit and i don’t like the way it’s made me feel#but when i sit with that sick feeling and the acrid taste of it i do feel like i'm finally saying something#like there's something real there.#i've just been feeling that punch in the gut for years and i'm getting it out finally#multiple times while working on the edit i recalled this message an anon sent me about feeling weird over aspects of what they#share about their ocs and i think at the time i said something about how i don't ever feel weird about intimacies shared but.#i am protective over the hurt in the past...#so suffice to say. probably won't be sharing another edit like that one for a long time.#anyway...#i just spent forever in these tags...#like. an hour. i'm going to go read a bit and probably journal some too#society if i could just channel my feelings over my ocs into answering oc asks 🏙️🛸
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memory holes litter my mind, blotting out years. i don’t follow the rabbit down them.
#river dipping#theodore doe#echthroi#ts4#ts4 edit#ts4 screenshots#cw blood#i had these long rambling tags talking about the logistics of this edit bc i didn't actually want to talk about the edit itself#realized i was avoiding it and just deleted all of them. this is the edit i wanted to make for theo's birthday back in september.#i've worked on this preset/build/pose/edit in small sections for weeks now but finally locked in these past two weeks.#this is fifteen year-old theo in the hallway of his summer boarding school#i’ve talked previously about how theo has these gaps in his memory and struggles with probing questions about his past...#he has a very negative reaction to being asked them and there’s this dread that rises when there's nothing that floats to surface.#like memory is a reel of film left too long out in the sun. overexposed. spotty.#dizzy with all the light in his eyes when he tries to remember what used to fill the gaps.#it gets worse the further back he tries going like something’s sunken in there and he can’t touch his feet to it.#so he doesn’t think about it. he doesn’t follow the rabbit down.#this is only a glimpse of what spills out when a door is left ajar in his mind.#that's all i'll say#my oc...#yeah#quality kind of got nuked despite resizing so zoom if you want to see the details better
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woke up thinking about this again. they’re so beautifully rendered here i’m feverish and pacing around the room like a madman.
mattodore for @mattodore ❣️
#river dipping#i was looking at this on my lockscreen on my ipad just smiling to myself while half-asleep#i love the waves of theo’s hair sooo bad#and of course. fingers in glove.#veil inspired oc art you are everythinggg to me#i don’t ever do anything for my birthday since i normally get crazy in the winter months and it lingers through march#worse then even#so to come out of that fog and immediately have this shown to me was like. UGH.#so so happy with it and it feels so wonderful having art of my ocs done by one of my favorite artists#icb it’s almost been a year… woof
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ykw i actually really like this main menu update and i bet modders can do cool things with it
#river dipping#just opened the ea app to boot the game up so i can find cas cc to delete#but saw the update required notif and had to check the update list#and i actually want this 🤷#but i’ll wait to update until my mods are cleared
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Matthias does not care if he has hickeys all over his neck when he goes out?
Hey, I forgot to connect it to ask about matthias hickeys :)) do you use others creators cc or you make their hickeys from scratch ?
the hickeys are by other people! the ones i use the most are by nell, smsims, starry, prichalnaya, and simkoos
and... lmao. a major character trait for matthias is his complete lack of shame in anything. so he's unconcerned about wearing theo's lust and possession on his skin and, if anything, takes pleasure in it. he knows theo makes a mess of him on purpose so his reasoning is that if theo wants him to be so blatantly taken then he's going to show that off. matthias isn't one to mind others regardless, though. unless there's something he wants, he's not going to modify his behavior or cover up something other people would view as indecent. he's insouciant and lofty. you know. That Type.
#river dipping#asks#anonymous#oc extras#matthias evanoff#theodore doe#a burning house to live in#echthroi#theo on the other hand acts like oh oops :( every time he 'notices' the hickeys but then will reach over and fiddle with matthias’s clothes#loosening or even ‘accidentally’ unbuttoning them so that the marks are more apparent....... love u king you’re so normal#and like. matthias is very aware of theo's mean jealousy streak and likes the underhanded ways theo makes it known#he also enjoys feeding into it and watching theo react... evil man. but yeah... theo dog owner REAL
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