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No one is taking my migraines seriously. They keep saying it’s “a headache” god I wish it was just a headache. I hate being in constant pain

I don’t think my doctor even takes my migraines seriously and I’m on medication for it!

Life with chronic pain is hell

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Waiting for the day I become too comfortable with my English teacher and just start joking about my mental health.

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My English teacher and I spoke after class today and I love the validation I got <3

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I hate that people can perceive me, think about me. Please don’t

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Is my school great? Yes

Do I love the stuff and my teachers there? Yes

Is my home life pretty good right now? Yes

Do I think everyone at school hates me and thinks I’m stupid? Yes

Wait why am I even depressed..?

Edit: right cause I have trauma

Edit two: I just have mental illnesses that causes a constant chemical imbalance

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Life keeps presenting great opportunities to off myself. Death is seeming like a good option right now

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Bethan!

GOD BLESS…Y ES

Send me a ship and I’ll tell you:

who is more likely to hurt the other? Okay honestly sometimes Ethan can be really brutally honest and blunt with his words so yeah Ethanwho is emotionally stronger? Benny!who is physically stronger? Benny lolwho is more likely to break a bone? Ethan since he’s a smol who always gets targeted by the supernatural baddieswho knows best what to say to upset the other? Okay they know each other so goddamn well so I’d say both? Benny would be affected more than Ethan tho probably he takes everything Ethan says to heartwho is most likely to apologize first after an argument? Benny…he’s so bad at staying mad/holding a grudge against Ethan and the guilt would eat him up insidewho treats who’s wounds more often? Ethan is always the one to get hurt for some reason so yeah Benny does the treating (though he receives his fair share of injuries as well)who is in constant need of comfort? Ethan oh my god what would he do without his constant ray of sunshine with him every day (Benny. Benny is the ray of sunshine)who gets more jealous? BENNY…who’s most likely to walk out on the other? Benny he knows to give Ethan space and doesn’t trust himself to be around him when he’s angry ‘cause his magic might mess up and cause havocwho will propose? Benny totally would and in the most extravagant but geeky way possiblewho has the most difficult parents? Uhhh Ethan since Benny’s parents…RIPwho initiates hand-holding when they’re out in public? BENNY IS ALL FOR PDA JESUS CHRISTwho comes up for the other all the time? Doesn’t count since they live. Right next to each other but uhhh Benny probablywho hogs the blankets? Benny, duhwho gets more sad? Ethan ;m; My poor psychic boywho is better at cheering the other up? Oh my god Benny obviously it’s hard not to smile when he’s around!who’s the one that playfully slaps the other all the time after they make silly jokes? Ethan does, do you know how often Benny makes jokes? And dirty ones, at that?who is more streetwise? Benny :0who is more wise? Ethan! He always manages to find a way to get them out of sticky situations, smart boywho’s the shyest? ETHANNNwho boasts about the other more? BENNY!! Oh my god he would sing praises for Ethan all day if he couldwho sits on who’s lap? Benny sits in Ethan’s lap all the time especially when he’s being stubborn

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tell me more about the forbidden seasons owo

3rd season

jesse tries to get ethan on his side and Ethan uses the 'in case of evil benny' spell

we still see him around but as that one not quite redeemed villain that is an annoyance

Ethan and Sarah start dating but dw that doesn't last

a book hits Benny's head like three times in the second episode and he ignores it but it's actually important. insists book is evil andd out to get him.

Evelyn starts recovering her mind

she's making progress until a creature that eats memories appears and they don't find out til a couple episodes later

we get to meet the girls' families

Ethan starts having visions of people with magic

Jane gets a power up at the end of the season just like Ethan's

4th season

secrets the morgans have secret s

Ethan finds out he's adopted

we get a badass scene of ross and samantha protecting the kids from a living statue with a hatchet and magic

yea jane got it from her mom

we also get a demon duck. doesn't last rip demon duck.

basically there's a lot going on

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Rest of the mbav lyric analyst. Context post here (part two of two):

Keep reading

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I kin Ethan, Benny, and Rory. I have no braincells

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Zee’s Masterlist

Poly! Masterlist

My babysitter’s a vampire

Ethan Morgan

➛ Blushy Much? (Ethan Morgan X reader)

➛ Oh my Stars! (Vampire!Ethan Morgan x reader)

➛ Are you gonna kiss me goodnight? (Ethan Morgan x reader)

Benny Weir

➛ Pretty boy (Benny Weir x reader)

➛ Tree House (Benny Weir x reader)

➛ Crush (Benny Weir x reader)

➛ Best friend’s ex (Benny Weir x reader)

Rory Keaner

➛ Partner? (Rory Keaner x reader) (gender neutral pronouns)

➛ Popularity is overrated anyways (Rory Keaner x reader) (no pronouns)

Zane Hijazi

➛ So this is love, huh?

➛ Dinosaurs in love

David Dobrik

➛ Roots

Lucifer (Netflix)

Lucifer Morningstar

➛ Happy (Lucifer Morningstar x reader)

➛ You love me? (Lucifer Morningstar x reader)

➛ Nightmare (Lucifer Morningstar x reader)

➛ Flower crown worthy of a princess (Lucifer Morningstar x reader)

➛ Now and for eternity (Lucifer Morningstar x reader)

➛Devil’s got a weak spot (Lucifer Morningstar x reader)

➛Not going anywhere (Lucifer Morningstar x reader)

Mazikeen

➛ Vanilla and strawberries (Mazikeen x cottagecore!reader)

Sean Lew

➛ It’s me?

➛ Take care of you

Miraculous Ladybug

Adrien Agreste/Chat Noir

➛ Paris Lights (Chat Noir x reader) (no pronouns)

➛ Sick little lady (Adrien Agreste x reader)

➛ Headcanons (Adrien Agreste x blind!reader)

➛ End of all things (Chat Noir x witch!reader) [1] [2]

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one of my biggest issues with the mbav series as a whole as a benny stan is the lack of CASUAL MAGIC in the universe. benny’s grandma uses it sometimes (an example that comes to mind is making jane’s picture come to life) but benny doesn’t really, and maybe i’m just projecting but i would LOVE a casually magical benny. one who carves runes onto the soles of his sneakers, who has herbs drying in his window, who enchants the snacks he brings to movie nights at ethan’s with protection spells. imagine him having an altar in his room next to his comic book collection and incorporating the pop culture into his craft, starting to learn about the magical connotations of different ingredients and making his own potions, giving ethan a tarot deck so that he can try to hone his abilities as a seer, etc… just a little bit of realistic magic for my fav witch <3

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Top favorite shows rn-

Kipo and the age of the wonder beasts

The Hollow

My Babysitters a Vampire

The Owl House

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It hurts when I feel myself genuinely smile for once then I just stop. I force the happiness down till my nothing so I don’t give myself false hope that I’ll finally be okay

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I hate caffeine. Every time I drink it I feel like a walking zombie. Everything doesn’t feel real anymore and I feel fake. My head feels fuzzy and lightheaded but so heavy at the same time. It’s like taking Adderall. I hate Adderall too. It fucking sucks. My vision changes too when I take it, in a bad way. I move so slowly. My heart goes crazy and I feel like it will stop. Everything becames annoying to me and I get way overstimulated. All my emotions go away. All I’m able to feel is annoyance. My thoughts shut off and I’m unable to think properly. Then once it starts wearing off I get a bad migraine. Over all -♾/10

Also when I drink caffeine or take Adderall I feel like im not in control of my body anymore and I’m spectating. (I take Adderall if needed for my ADHD) oh also the shakes I get when I drink caffeine or Adderall too.

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Sorry not sorry