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reading this next not so hopeful tho

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Who’s tryna play “wrestle”?

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hi! I never do this but I’ve been out of a job and I’m $150 short on rent and could use some help if anyone can do so my venmo/cashapp is pearsefoni

paypal: brialexandria

it’d be very much appreciated!

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please help share!

hi! I never do this but I’ve been out of a job and I’m $150 short on rent and could use some help if anyone can do so my venmo/cashapp is pearsefoni

paypal: brialexandria

it’d be very much appreciated!

[mazzenine]

hi! I never do this but I’ve been out of a job and I’m $150 short on rent and could use some help if anyone can do so my venmo/cashapp is pearsefoni

paypal: brialexandria

it’d be very much appreciated!

[mazzenine]

hi! I never do this but I’ve been out of a job and I’m $150 short on rent and could use some help if anyone can do so my venmo/cashapp is pearsefoni

paypal: brialexandria

it’d be very much appreciated!

[mazzenine]

hi! I never do this but I’ve been out of a job and I’m $150 short on rent and could use some help if anyone can do so my venmo/cashapp is pearsefoni

paypal: brialexandria

it’d be very much appreciated!

[mazzenine]

hi! I never do this but I’ve been out of a job and I’m $150 short on rent and could use some help if anyone can do so my venmo/cashapp is pearsefoni

paypal: brialexandria

it’d be very much appreciated!

[mazzenine]

hi! I never do this but I’ve been out of a job and I’m $150 short on rent and could use some help if anyone can do so my venmo/cashapp is pearsefoni

paypal: brialexandria

it’d be very much appreciated!

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finishing up wuthering heights after catherine’s death is honestly a pain

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still thinking about this

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The fact that im getting raw dogged by life everyday. Don’t have any medication to take the edge off. Nor any addiction, I don’t even got a religion or spirituality to fall back on. Im facing this life stone cold sober every goddamn day??? Why???

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Nadin’s Hope: A Mother, A Memory, A Future

Hello, my name is Nadin I’m from Gaza. I’m a graphic design graduate. I’m a wife. And now — I’m a mother.

I finished my design studies just before the war began. I had dreams of starting a small design studio, of making art that told stories. I used to think about colors, fonts, sketches. I used to think about the future.

Then the war came. And the future became something we tried to hold onto, moment by moment.

On October 22, 2023, I was pregnant when a missile destroyed my husband’s family home. 25 members of our family were killed — his mother, his siblings, his nieces and nephews, children. Entire branches of a family tree gone in seconds.

We were displaced twice after that. Everything we had disappeared — home, safety, routine, rest.

A few weeks later, I gave birth to our daughter. There was no crib. No stillness. No celebration.

But she came into the world quietly and beautifully. And in her eyes, I saw something I hadn’t felt in weeks: life that still wanted to grow.

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Now, I spend my days holding her and trying to build a world around her that doesn’t shake with explosions.

We don’t know what comes next. There is no clear path. We are walking toward the unknown, step by step — with our daughter in our arms and hope as our guide.

🧡 How You Can Help

This is why I’m asking for support. Not for comfort — but for survival. To help care for one baby girl who entered the world after everything else collapsed.

If you can spare anything, it will help us:

Cover basic needs, so we can breathe and heal

Support a path toward even the smallest stability in a place that has none

My husband manages the donations securely through a U.S.-registered Stripe account. Everything is converted to USDT and exchanged here in Gaza. The rates are difficult — $100 becomes only 245 shekels — but we use every shekel carefully, with full transparency and documentation.

🎨 Sharing a Piece of Me

I want to share more than my need. Over the next few weeks, I’ll begin posting some of my graphic designs from before the war. They are pieces of who I was — and who I still am.

They may not be perfect, but they hold something real: my story before the silence, and my belief that beauty can still live alongside survival.

If you’ve made it this far, thank you. If you can give — thank you. And if you can’t, just sharing this post is a form of support I will never forget

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youve heard of 'california sober'.. get ready for 'portland monogamous'

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I dont really fuck with american pop culture and its discourses anymore but Beyonce celebrating ethnic cleansing with her tour shirt is tooooo on the nose

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baby girl i can get melancholic and sentimental over things you can't even imagine