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Valentine’s day vibe💌💌💌💌

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Take it as a chance and use your voice.

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Jupiter in Ultraviolet from Hubble

Credits: NASA, ESA, Hubble, License, Judy Schmidt

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I wanna go to the beach again

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16 Dec 2024: Day 29 of Living with MS

Now more of my face is numb. Not only my cheek but also my forehead. Tired. Im so tired. Damn. I just wanna sleep all day. I don’t even know if it’s the depression or exhaustion anymore.

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4 Dec, 2024: Day 17 of Living with MS

I’m at the hospital now for my diabetes checkup. I hate it here. It’s like my entire dignity is dependent on lab tests. Every time I come to the hospital I leave crying. Been here at least 6 times over the last month now. Can’t wait to defend myself over my lab tests again.

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30 Nov, 2024: Day 13 of Living with MS

The days past by in a blur. This time it’s a positive patch coz the pain is reducing. Though, now of course the worry is my hospital appointment tomorrow and what they’ll say about future treatment..though the positive patch is good so I’ll enjoy it for now ❤️

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21 Nov, 2024: Day 4 of Living with MS

1.54 pm

Literally every small thing I do makes me sweat. BRUV IM A STINKING PIG

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19 Nov, 2024: Day 2.2 of Living with MS

Lashed out at family today coz I was in so much pain over my lumbar puncture headache. I fear I’m turning into my mom

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19 Nov, 2024: Day 2.1 of Living with MS

4.12pm

Finally figured out what was giving me these ridiculous headaches, it’s the goddamn post-lumbar puncture headaches. God it’s the worst, please, does anyone have any recommendations on how to ease the pain?

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19 Nov, 2024: Day 2 of Living with MS

9.00 am

Just woke up. The pain is always better after some time lying down. I have a long day lined up with ten thousand studying tasks to do..I really am scared to get up coz I really don’t want today to be filled with pain like yesterday too.

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13 Nov 2024: Gift from dad during the 1st MS Hospital Stay

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18 Nov, 2024: Day 1 of Living with MS

I’ve decided to start this blog ever since I left the hospital after an MS diagnosis because I want this pain to mean something. I want it to mean something because it’s too painful if it doesn’t. It’s currently 8:26pm, I’m taking a break from cooking (my favourite thing to do) because my head feels like it’s being slammed from a truck from my MS flare up. Everything hurts, but maybe starting this blog is the start of something good.