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Trapped in My Mind

I’m trapped in my mind, I don’t know why

I always feel like I’m being left behind

Even though that’s not how it is at all

I still feel my mood start to fall

Why am I filled with this jealousy and rage

Like they’ll leave me behind like turning a page

A story, pure fiction, never reality

But still I’m stuck within this mentality

I’m trapped in my mind, please set me free

I just want to be happy, being me.

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Venting bc of the endless fight in my head about stuff that shouldn't matter.

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Days 15 and 16 of drawing susie every day until the chapters release

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Hehe, fifty shades of moff. 😋

One of my finer shit posts if I do say so myself.

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Fifty Shades of Moth

CW: Suggestive

She was stunning.

Atop one of the largest trees in the forest, she stood staring at the sky. The setae on her back glistened in the moonlight, her wings spread out, almost as if she was absorbing it all. He knew she was the one. She was the one that should, no, had to have his larva. He had already started flying towards her without even thinking. His wings fluttered on their own, drawn to this spectacle, this epitome of beauty. He landed quietly on the tallest tree and scuttled towards her.

She was startled when she heard something approaching her from behind. She spun around quickly to assess the noise, and she was stopped dead in her tracks. He was huge. He was easily twice the size of any male she had ever seen. His antenna seemed to reach up to the moon. She couldn’t move, she couldn’t think. He was approaching her, and there was only one word that could describe the look in his massive eyes.

Lust.

As soon as he reached her, he grabbed her by the abdomen. Even if she had wanted to, she couldn’t resist. She melted under him. He wasted no time, he knew what he wanted and he was going to get it. His abdomen pressed against hers, as his-

“VAL! WE NEED TO GO!” Vox yelled, panic apparent in his voice. “Voxxy, I was just getting to the good parrrrt!” Valentino groaned in response. Vox had made it to Valentino’s room now, grabbing him by the collar. “ALASTOR FOUND OUT ABOUT THE SHRINE. If we don’t leave right now, he is going to KILL US!” Vox exclaimed, his faced somehow displaying even more panic than his voice. Valentino looked at him confusedly. “Shrine? What are you talking about-“ Valentino’s question was cut off by the sound of the door to his room slowly creaking shut. In front of it stood Alastor, his smile as wide as ever, but his eyes filled with hatred and disgust.

Valentino didn’t hesitate. He knew what would happen to him if he didn’t act now. He flung himself over the back of the loveseat he was on, and then through the window. He figured that he would rather suffer whatever consequences that would earn him, than to stay and find out what that smiling freak would do to him. He heard Vox’s screams ring out over the city.

He almost felt bad.

Almost.

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Hey, how are you?

Hope your doing fine....

I have been reading the comics and loving the posts you make. I wanted to ask you genuinely how are you feeling about all this. It must be very taxing to keep up with a fan base that wants more and more of your work and mind, I just hope your not stressing and overworking yourself. I'm now in my second year of college and I've had meltdown and shutdowns over my assignments (I do games and animation btw), I have just calmed down to start thinking properly and I have released that THIS IS how content creators deal with.

(Also I'm sorry if I'm just repeating a question that someone else asked)

I don't post here alot but I do on other platforms for fun but nothing too serious just silly lil art pieces :P

I hope this comment tells you that we really are grateful for all you've made for us to enjoy together!

Lots of love for me! 💖 I hope you have a nice day.

HA YOU'VE LOWERED YOUR GUARD!

Get punched in the butt .w.

I've said it before, but I never expected all of... THIS.

I never was a big artist and I would rather throw myself out of the window than to view myself as such. But I kinda have to come to terms with Twin Runes being popular. By all means, I am VERY grateful for every reader. For every person who engages with the story. For everyone who holds emotional value in this story. I know for a fact there are people out there like that.

There are people out there who translate this comic into other languages. There are people out there who put their heart and soul into dubbing it. HECK, there are even people who make music for it. I STILL don't get it. But I am honored that people would put their time and effort into honoring the comic in their own ways. Guess it means I'm doing SOMETHING right.

But I dunno if I'm doing a good job at being an online presence. I only know I'm doing a good job drawing and and doing an alright job writing a story. I don't know how to engage with an audience, but I'm trying. Part of me wants to scream at times. And the other part of me tells the one that wants to scream to shove it.

I try to treat people with respect, but I sometimes wish it happened the other way around as well. But I've noticed that people are either intimidated by me, or absolutely have no filter at all. (The kinds of asks I get are concerning at times...) I guess that is what you're getting into when you become a decently big online person.

Despite that I never expected this story to make it big at all, I am very glad I ended up creating it. Because there's always something to learn. I wanna be better. Not just as an artist.

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ten is not a good age to have an identity crisis, can you guys play tag or something instead

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march 1st will probably always be a particularly Difficult day for me and thinking about the things i like definitely helps <3 i really love this scene from kekkai sensen and i thought it fits the dreemurrs very well so why not draw something nice for a difficult day :)

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hate drawing backgrounds

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Just finished the colour

Original

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Undertale fans, is there a fanfic about Frisk being able to somehow bring one of the Dreemurr children back to life, but only one and has to agonize over the choice, or will I have to write it myself if I want to see it?

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Not being canon at all with this one but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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Sans teaching Asriel to use the Blaster

[aka Gaster Blaster Disaster]

(Nyctotale)

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Here is a series of illustrations I did for Deltarune hype, trying to guess who The Knight might be. I'll probably do more sometime, these were a lot of fun to work on.

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i don't think they're getting paid for this guys

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don't mind me, just replaying undertale and thinking about frisk and asgore and how, technically, in a true pacifist route, asgore is the only monster frisk ever sees get killed

just thinking about how frisk is constantly compared to asgore throughout the game--extending kindness to others, being a shoulder to cry on (both figuratively and literally lol), liking golden flower tea, burdened with their powers and responsibilities and the choices they make

just thinking about the way asgore constantly reassures frisk as he leads them to their fight in a way that almost seems fatherly. "are you ready? if you are not, i understand. i am not ready either" like SHUT UP OMG

just thinking about the way asgore's hand doesn't hurt frisk's soul if they touch it during his boss fight. how asgore looks away from frisk at all costs. how he destroys the mercy button in hopes to make frisk's decision to "kill or be killed" easier WAHHHH

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Wasn't very effective...?

I've been having fun with Red and Yellow.