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i’ll be like “need him so bad it makes me stupid” and it’s this guy:

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Nach Mera Hero (Alfasl Alkhamis)

A/N: Getting into the Moonknight series now! Wanna be added to the taglist? Just let me know! :)

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If you’re still taking requests, I was thinking something with Poe where the reader had a pretty shitty family that constantly guilted them for everything and they just feel this big hole inside of them because of that? And basically just Poe comforting them about it. Harry Styles new song Matilda has me in my feels about my family lol so sorry it’s oddly specific

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You Don't Have to Be Sorry

Pairing: Poe Dameron x GN!Reader

Request: If you’re still taking requests, I was thinking something with Poe where the reader had a pretty shitty family that constantly guilted them for everything and they just feel this big hole inside of them because of that? And basically just Poe comforting them about it. Harry Styles new song Matilda has me in my feels about my family lol so sorry it’s oddly specific (anon)

REQUESTS ARE OPEN!

Warnings: there's some angst

Word count: 885

A/N: I really struggled with this for some reason I'm not sure why but I hope it can bring you some comfort! I hope you enjoy, comments and feedback are appreciated ♡

Everyone was happy.

The resistance had succeeded and finally it seemed like happier days were ahead for everybody. The celebration was bigger than you had ever seen it, everyone on base was out tonight partying. Someone had brought in drinks and music. You were happy, everyone was in high spirits and their happiness was rubbing off on you. The alcohol definitely helped.

As you were making your way through the crowd, trying to find Poe, a conversation caught your attention.

“I wish my family could be here.” Daro, one of the maintenance crew members, was talking to a small group. “They should be here for this.” 

There was an agreement among the group and it was cliche to say that the world seemed to slow down around you but it did as dread and guilt took over your happy buzz. Your family hadn’t crossed your mind once during the party until then.

They hadn’t crossed your mind in months.

Unfortunately that was the case for most unpleasant thoughts. You tried your best to push them to the back of your mind but it takes one reminder to bring them all flooding to the surface. 

There were many bad things you wanted to forget, being in the resistance meant there were more bad days than good. But your family was the thing you wanted to forget about the most. 

And that guilt tore at you, made you feel awful that you wanted to leave your own family behind. The first thought that crossed your mind when Daro had talked about his own family was how you were glad your family wasn't there and that they didn’t deserve to be. 

How could you think that about your own family? 

You had to get away, the middle of the celebration wasn’t the place to be having these thoughts. There was no reason to bring anyone else’s good mood down. That's why instead of continuing your search to find your boyfriend, you headed in the opposite direction. 

There was one spot on this planet that always worked to calm you down whenever your thoughts became too much. It was a clearing that showed you both the greenery of the planet for miles and the stars above. The best of both worlds.

With how much time you spent in the stars, you would think seeing them would get boring fast but they would never cease to amaze you. How peaceful they were. They had been your biggest comfort before Poe and the rest of your new family had come along. 

When you’d first joined the resistance, you were running away from your old life and you thought for once everything would be different. 

It wasn’t.

When you first joined, there hadn’t been much difference between your old life and your new start. You were still ignored, it was war so nothing you did could possibly be good enough. It was still better than when you were at home. During those times, the stars had been there for you. You could cry to them and they would listen.  Then you had met Poe and his friends and everything changed. 

With Poe you felt seen, appreciated. He always made you feel loved and like you finally belonged. 

“Hey, what are you thinking about out here?” Speak of the devil.  

You smiled up at Poe as he came to join you on the floor. “You.” 

He smirked like that was the obvious answer but you could see in his eyes that he was waiting for you to tell him what was really on your mind so you heaved a heavy sigh and looked down at your hands. 

“My family.” 

“Do you want to talk about it?” He asked, his hand reaching out to squeeze yours. He had a basic understanding about how you felt when it came to your family. You didn’t like to talk about them.

“Do you think it’s shitty of me that I'm glad they aren’t here?” You couldn’t look at him, afraid of what you’ll see. “That I'm glad I'll probably never have to see them again?”

When Poe didn’t respond, you thought the worst. He loved his family and probably thought you were a horrible person for thinking something like that about your own. You risked looking over at him and were shocked by the look on his face.

He was smiling softly over at you. His eyes were gentle as they took you in. 

“You’re amazing, you know that?” When you just continued to look at him in silence, he carried on as his hand came up to cup your face. “You’re so strong, you left to make your own way in the galaxy. We fought against the empire and we succeeded. You succeeded.” 

A tear slipped down your cheek and he brushed it away with his thumb. “You are not a shitty person. You don’t have to be sorry about leaving and growing up.”

“Thank you.” You whispered as more tears fell. You never knew how much you needed to hear those words. That it was okay to leave your old life behind. You have a new family now.

The resistance was your family. Your friends were your family.

Poe was your family. 

Not the people you had left behind. 

“Let’s get back to the party.”

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Pedro Pascal predicts Grogu’s first word will be ✨Zaddy✨

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Snarl ™

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And why, late at night, you have sometimes wished to follow me. Follow me into death. That is why I am here, Max. To end your suffering once and for all.

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» Pedro Pascal Takes the Stage at SWCA 2022

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I just want everyone who's sent an ask to know that I am working on your fics but my posts are also being hidden from the search tags so I'm waiting for a response from the support team on that!

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NATALIE PORTMAN as JANE FOSTER / THE MIGHTY THOR THOR: LOVE AND THUNDER (2022) dir. Taika Waititi

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Let me tell you the story of the space viking, Thor Odinson.

Chris Hemsworth as Thor Odinson in THOR: LOVE AND THUNDER (2022) dir. Taika Waititi

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STEVEN GRANT, MARC SPECTOR, JAKE LOCKLEY // HOW THEY WOULD COMFORT YOU AFTER A BREAK-UP HC

Request: To fit my new situation... can I get the Moon Boys comforting me after being dumped??? (@n1ght5h4d3-24)

Warnings: angst, swearing, mentions of plotting violence

A/N: I'm not very good at comforting people personally so I hope they can manage to comfort you!! I hope you enjoy, feedback and comments are appreciated ♡

STEVEN GRANT

The second he picked up when you called him, he knew something was wrong 

There was something off about your tone 

"What's wrong?"

And the second you heard his voice you just broke down crying 

You tried to tell him that you’d been dumped whilst sobbing

"I can't understand you love… Where are you?"

He showed up at your flat not long after, quietly knocking at the door to not startle you 

He ushered you further into the flat as soon as you opened the door before tugging you into his arms, one hand going to the back of your head and the other keeping you close.

"Let it out, it's okay." 

He silently rubs your back as you cry into his neck

Once you've calmed down to just sniffling, he placed you on the couch before walking into the kitchen to make you both a cup of tea.

When you're both finally settled on the couch, he turned to face you

"Okay explain to me again what happened."

This time you manage to get out that you had been dumped without breaking back down into sobs.

Steven sighs, reaching across to grab your hands.

"I know it's hard right now but you will feel better over time. They weren't right for you and now you can focus on the person who matters the most. You."

The rest of the night, you sat cuddled together watching whatever was on the tv

Neither of you were paying attention as Steven was rambling on about something he’d recently read about and you always made sure to listen to his interests 

MARC SPECTOR

When he opened the door to you crying, he immediately assumed the worst 

That you’re injured or someone had died 

“What’s happened? Are you hurt?”

You could only shake your head as you cried loudly

Marc was starting to panic, this had never been his thing 

Comforting someone was never his strong point, it wasn’t needed for his line of work

And he wasn’t used to receiving comfort either

So he was coming up blank on how to handle this situation

Steven would know

“Do you want steven?”

You only shook your head again as you stepped forward, pressing yourself against him.

With your face pressed into his chest and your snotty nose, your reply was muffled.

"Want you.”

That sent a thrill through Marc’s body

That you wanted him 

He wrapped an arm around you to bring you further into the apartment

"It's okay, you're okay."

He silently stood there, hugging you close for as long as you needed

He still had no idea what had caused you such distress

And he wondered if he was truly able to comfort you like this 

He didn't really know what to say 

When you finally pull back and tell him what had happened, his worry slipped straight into anger

He’d always known they were no good for you

He wanted nothing more than to leave the apartment and hunt them down 

But he knew that wouldn’t help right now 

You wanted him and he would be there for you

JAKE LOCKLEY

I feel like for Jake he would be the worst out of the three 

Not in terms of comforting you but in terms of managing his anger

We've seen what he is capable of doing to strangers who just happened to get in his way 

So can you imagine how he would react if someone close to him were hurt or upset

When you'd entered the apartment and told him about what had happened, he was visibly very angry. His hands had balled up into fists and his eyebrows were doing the thing

"I'll kill them."

One look from you and he backed down but you could never tell if he’d back down for good or if he was just pretending

“I just want you to comfort me… Please.”

“No problem doll.”

The cocky smile and wink already had you feeling slightly better, not that you would tell him.

He slumped down on the couch appearing relaxed at last and held his arms open for you. 

“Come on, you know I’m the best at giving hugs.”

You rolled your eyes as you fell into his arms, wrapping an arm around his middle and pressing your nose against his neck

You silently inhaled his scent for a while trying to calm yourself down.

Jake only let you wallow in self pity for so long but the second you let out a sniffle,

He pushed you away and kept you at arms length 

“Don’t waste your tears on that piece of shit.”

He wiped your tears away as his mind came up with different ways he could get rid of that son of a bitch

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Billy and Steve having an argument and Billy storms off

And Steve goes

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WANDAVISION: THE SERIES FINALE (2021) dir. Matt Shakman

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Florence??

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Nach Mera Hero (Alfasl Alraabie)

A/N: Had a hard time trying to find the right Steven and Marc pics for the photo collage. Tried my best to make due with what I could find. 

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