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need a cigarette to make me feel better

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see you July fourth 🪽

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my fit for Lana Del Rey in London! still cannot believe I’m going! AND that Addison Rae is opening…!!!! PINCH ME

🤎🩰

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May this kind of love violently punch me in the face.

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i was riding the bus today and an older man sat opposite me. suddenly he tapped my foot with his and I looked up at him in response. my eyes met his phone screen, which he held up vertically for me to read off it. “I know you’re very young, but you are cute”. my stomach turned and I just smiled and nodded at him. he was clearly twice my age (I am 17) and i was left super uncomfortable. he was wearing sunglasses but I could feel his gaze burning on me. when he finally got off he looked back at me and murmured “have a nice day”. why did he feel the need to open his written comment with the fact that he knows i am young? as if him saying that automatically justifies him thinking I am cute. or what? why even say anything if I’m too young WHICH I CLEARLY AM YOU SICKO.

WHY DO MEN.

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hi sweeties 🎀 anyone else who is seeing lana del rey this summer?

im seeing her in London the Fourth of July 🧸🩰

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they're always with me 24/7

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my absolute favorite tea- hibiscus with oat milk 🧺

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He said it’s all in your head and I said so is everything but he didn’t get it.

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We should make everyday Jeff Buckley Memorial Day

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I’m so so so stupidly obsessed with purple what the hell ….

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my tbr is miles long but I am urging to re-read ‘the secret history’.

I just might do not blame me. 🏛️🥀

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explaining my username “melancholydrinks”

one of my all-time favorite movies is called “the boy with the cuckoo-clock-heart”. it is a french fantasy-musical from 2013. the story of it begun in an album by the band Dionysus from 2008, and the line “melancholic drinks are good for the dreams” from that albums second track called “la berçeuse hip hop du docteur Madeleine” inspired my username.

i altered the line a bit, from “melancholic” to “melancholy”, giving it an alternate meaning. melancholy, a feeling of pensive sadness, drinks from your heart, thoughts, and soul - leaving you feeling empty.

basically this movie has fueled my life for many years, i thought i should devote my username to it. and it gives me a reason to talk about this masterpiece of a movie. i sincerely encourage you to see it.

also melancholy drinks sounds cool.