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Just putting this here

Over 3 weeks, I feel so proud. I know it's not even a month, but the longest I've been able to stay clean since I was 12 is almost 5 months, and most of the time I'm not clean for more than a few days.

Honestly, this is mostly tnx to my girlfriend, I don't know if I'd be able to find a reason to stay clean if it wasn't for her ❤️

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does anyone ever wish they had a partner that would tend their wounds and kiss all the pain away

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It's okay wifie :3

i miss my wife

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tw harsh meanspo!

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• you don’t look hungry. you look stuffed. bloated. soft. like you gave up.

• bones aren’t gonna show through all that. try harder. hurt for it.

• you breathe like you’re starving but your thighs say otherwise.

• you’re the friend people feel better standing next to.

• that ‘treat’ you want? yeah, it’s the reason your jeans from last year don’t fit.

• cry all you want, your body still looks like failure.

• you say your starving but your thighs still clap when you walk like they are proud of how huge they and you are.

• ___ pounds at ___ years old? Girl, what the hell were you doing all those years? Eating your goals?

• you say you’re trying. But what part of your body shows that? Your double chin? Your arms that keep waving after you stop?

• no one sees “potential” when they look at you. They see failure. Covered in rolls and excuses.

• people smile at you out of pity, not admiration. They say you have a “nice personality’’ because that’s all you’ve got left.

• you say you hate your body, but not enough to stop feeding it like it’s starving.

• you walk into a room and take up space like it’s owed to you. It’s not. You haven’t earned even the oxygen you waste.

• you cry about being left out, but do you ever think it’s because no one wants to be seen next to someone who makes them look thin by comparison?

• you could’ve been the pretty girl. You could’ve been the one they talk about. But you ate that chance away.

• if you really wanted it, you’d be starving right now. But you’re full. Full of food. Full of lies. Full of failure.

• every bite is a decision to stay ugly.

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You are so right mootie same 😭😭 why they look so yummy?!

wanna chew on a jellyfish so bad

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Or! All 3... at once :3 (kill me now please)

Holy trinity

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im sooo ready for summer🫩

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Manifesting -5kg for everyone who reblogs

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Just putting this here (that's my post btw) in 2 days I'm 20 days clean!! I feel so proud!

Idk who cares but im 2 weeks clean

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Fish!!

not to sound like a whore, but can we go to an aquarium date?

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non sexual intimacy!!!! bathing together, washing each other, playing with each other's hair, kissing every inch of their body, writing love letters on their back with your finger, connecting their moles and freckles to create constellations on their skin, running your hands up and down their thighs, ugh just expressing physical love without it having to be about sex!!!!

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I don’t want a weighted blanket, I want a girlfriend to lay on top of me for the whole night while we cuddle and I feel safe

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Feelt kinda pretty for once

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Need to grow my hair out so me and my gf can braid each other's hair!!

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thinking about my ugw being 103 lbs. but 100 lbs looks so much better, doesn't it? maybe 99 even?

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I love coping personalities ,my favorite hobby ;3

Right now I’m coping like animated characters personalities because there’s no cool people I know :<

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Idk who cares but im 2 weeks clean