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Reblog to get sent assumptions about you. Interests, habits, favourite colour, height, anything goes >:3

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executive dysfunction is legitimately physically uncomfortable. i’ll be trapped between two things, weirdly caught on how-much-time-it-might-take-me. i take hours worried im going to take hours doing things. i’ll sit on the floor for the entire day, caught up in the middle of not-doing the chores i actually do want to be doing.

& the amount of mental energy that goes into it. & the legitimate amount of anger and discomfort and self-hate. is not “being lazy”.  it’d be a lot less work if i didn’t have to fight myself to just get up and do it. 

i just need you to understand it’s not effortless. it’s never effortless. it’s not “okay let me just get up and finally start doing this.” it’s more like. i am slamming my foot on the pedal but the car is in neutral and nothing is moving. it’s more like shouting instructions into a dying telephone. it’s more like being trapped in a small electric box, and someone who hates me is administering shocks. 

im trying. im trying. please help me get up.

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If you're reading this you should dm me. and if you're trans you should really dm me. And if you like fat futch tgirls you should REALLY ABSOLUTELY dm me.

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Reblog if your blog is a safe space for girls with huge cocks !!

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If you're reading this you should dm me. and if you're trans you should really dm me. And if you like fat futch tgirls you should REALLY ABSOLUTELY dm me.

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Where are all the horny transbians in my DMs? Am I not good enough?

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Reblog if you hate distance and want to cuddle and love your fellow transfems (I'm one of them pleasepleasepleasepleasdpleaseplewsdple-)

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I've been seeing a lot of knight posts recently. pretty great

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This is Gilbert. He’s been around a while. Attributes his long life to many, many years of always getting what he wants

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if you read books titled "A Blank of Blank and Blank" i dont want to hear your opinion ‼️

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Date. Me

Friend spoke to me like serpent in the garden of eden and said there is lots of pretty transbians on this site. I am a large butch woman and if you date me I vow that if one day marriage is on the table I will wear full armor and propose with a large sword.

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I'm like if Brienne of Tarth became a genderbent Robert Baratheon because while I'm a large knightly woman I'm also a fat depressed drunk dying in my bed saying "gods I was strong then" to myself (I am thinking of when I could stay up past 1am easily)

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I need an actual companion. Be they friend or lover I need someone to come home to. To end my day with. Someone I can really turn to at a moments notice. Someone I can dedicate myself to and get the same care in return

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Lesbians

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Bunch of lady d doodles

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"Thoughts on women?" Yeah pretty much constantly