merkova2-0

[merkova2-0]

I have done things to survive that make me want to unzip my skin and burn it all in a big pile under a bridge

In an oil barrel.

Underneath him to win back my ID,

Half-wondering if he was about to pull a gun out from behind the pillow,

Half-wondering what it would feel like to smash the bedside lamp into the side of his skull.

My guts hurt and I can’t clean them or sew them shut.

My guts hurt so I spill them on the floor at his bitch mother’s funeral.

[merkova2-0]

I remember having this dream the second night about stabbing your ex-girlfriend’s father to death and dumping his body in the woods.

When I woke up, you and I fucked for hours without speaking at all.

Not a word

Until the sun was up and we couldn’t move anymore.

Until I forgot what he had done for a few seconds.

[merkova2-0]

[merkova2-0]

Nazi propaganda and Trump propaganda are the same thing. Republicans are too busy licking boots to say anything.

[merkova2-0]

It’s uncanny how similar Trump is acting like Hitler. People are now doing the Nazi salute. They’re drawing the symbol. The KKK was seen in Kentucky asking people to join them. ICE has been ripping families apart. Companies have pulled back Diversity Initiatives. We’re no longer part of WHO and there won’t be any communication from the CDC at least until February 1st. We’re being censored and the news can’t be trusted. Thousands of Americans didn’t know there were protests against Trump yesterday outside the U.S. Quotes from The Handmaid’s Tale and Anne Frank have been compared to what’s going on right now.

According to The Lemkin Institute for Genocide Studies and Prevention the U.S. has officially been given a red flag alert for Genocide.

I’m exhausted but I will never stop being angry.

[merkova2-0]

Republican racism has harnessed a South African Nazi. Nativist MAGA douchebags love it.

[merkova2-0]

Doxxing the judge's daughter with tax info you stole?

Republicas are Russians. This is Putin scumbag intimidation. Unelected Musk is a terrorist.

[merkova2-0]

DEADASS why’d they do that??? 😭😭😭

[merkova2-0]

(Rewatching “American Horror Story: Cult” and getting confused because you keep thinking the tv switched to CNN without you noticing)

[merkova2-0]

Anakin Skywalker//Eric Draven

[merkova2-0]

I put it off for four years, but I finally got around to watching the last five seasons of FTWD. Well, almost.

Last couple of episodes, y’all. My brain is absolutely broken.

“I don’t have time for this right now, Madison,”

What the actual fuck? 😭😭

[merkova2-0]

I miss them 😔

[merkova2-0]

[merkova2-0]

This was an interesting read. Surprisingly nonpreachy given the subject; and well worth the time.

[merkova2-0]

it's rotten work, but without the rot nothing can grow

[merkova2-0]

Sometimes I imagine what it would have been like if we hadn’t been in that place at all.

[merkova2-0]

You deserve a warm life, a cozy life, a life free of pain and full of people who genuinely care. A world where, when you experience pain, people are still there for you. You will find a soft future. It will be a slow process, full of missteps and fumbling, but someday you will look around and realize that you were right to keep on going.