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cute bpd things!!

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*small inconvenience* BREAK UP BREAK UP BREAK UP BREAK UP

yeah im fine lol look at this meme :D

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mood depending on them

every text hurts or feels way too good

intrusive thought yeouch okay ouch thats another one yeOOUCH

the 50000+ articles on how youre abusive

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fp is bad for me but its ok i love them<3

"if i hurt someone its gonna be myself"

becoming completely obsessed with someone the moment they give you the slightest attention

never being able to cut anyone off ever. immediately go running back

cry because theyre talking to someone that IS NOT ME

oh my fp isnt here. okay. oh im dissociating okay i dont have any purpose to continue living without them okay my life literally revolves around them i want to die where are they are they safe i dont know what to do with myself

"just leave. everyone does anyways"

5 minutes later theyre the worst person ever

*looking for an identity* hmmm, where could it be?

dependent on fp like theyre a parental figure you never had

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If you have bpd reblog this so I can follow you

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2024 is the year I heal

2024 is the year I have my biggest relapse yet

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how do people get over things i have never gotten over anything in my entire life

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feeling empty

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i cooka da pasta 💀

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Good morning sluts time to sin

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Watching gore while eating

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@savemerina on instagram <3

reposts only okay with credit!

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Reblog if you will answer LITERALLY ANY anon questions.

BRING IT ON

I can’t sleep so ..

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oh the consequences of my own actions😨😨

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i just want to bite him. and cut him. and use his blood in my baking so that i’ll have a lil piece of him in me always.