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If being in love is cringe then im so dank

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Dude it is so pissing down rain at work rn

God opened them cheeks up to let his girlrethra just shower down on us with fervor

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this one’s for all the fat girls who’ve cried in dressing rooms 💗

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Heard from a kid I taught today when she was touching the baby American Alligator that its like a "Tiny well-moisturized dragon" and she's so real for that.

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If there was a disaster that happens where I am frozen where I stand for the rest of eternity, like Pompeii everything is ash and stone.

I want to be found in the future like this.

My head on your arm and your hand on my back. If nothing else, I need them to know we were lovers.

If not my name, race, age, gender, anything of my identity, I need to let it be known that I was loved. By you. And that you were loved by me.

I understand now.

I want them to know we are lovers.

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I'm a sauce girlie because dry food is for dogs and I'm actually a pretty princess😼

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dead

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hey followers. have you ever wanted to know how it feels to be inside a bag of cornflakes

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the fact that languages change over time is so funny to me. we have thousands of language that work perfectly well, but no that's not good enough, we need to keep fiddling with them. no not making them better, just making them different. why? well, humans enjoy making up words and phrases. for fun. enrichment activity

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"wealth" means different things to different people. for me it means being able to live quietly and comfortably, adopt a pet, donate to charities I care about, be able to take care of myself in my old age, and eventually leave an inheritance to my loved ones, who will then be forced by the stipulations of my will to be locked at midnight in a Mystery Mansion and solve an elaborate series of puzzles while being mysteriously killed off one by one. and i don't think that's so much to ask

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I love early spring in Georgia. When heart grows hopeful for the future and softens with love for those around me. When the magnolia buds ripen and green after overwintering, their swaddling coats as soft and delicate as a kitten's ear. Winter's lingering kiss remains in wet lipped nights but her sister Summer is begging to come home to the antebellum south.

Everything is about to be new and I am here to hold a poet's witness

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Guys my boyfriend just said to me "our speakeasy will have a keurig" and I think that's beautiful

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Asexual watching monster porn for the creature designs

You want to get off your computer

You want to get off your computer and go here.

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Spent too long on tiktok too soon after the inauguration and now I'm presently spiraling about how the Equal Employment Opportunity Act is revoked via executive order. An act that has existed for decades now. That act was fought for by our grandparents to be released in the 60s to give women and people of color and marginalized groups equal opportunity at a job. Which in a Capitalist society is an equal opportunity for the right to Live freely and independently. The EEOA was done in 1965 and gave so many people the right to have an equal opportunity to employment and justified termination. This act is older than my mother. My mother worked in HR for a damn long time. She's conservative and has a lot to complain about Unions and other principles that I don't agree with, but the one thing she always respects and told me to remember my rights about was the EEOA. If I am fired from a place because of possible gender based discrimination my mother will be the first person telling me to line my happy ass up at the courthouse to sue. Because its not right, and its not legal.

Now I am privileged. I am white, I am middle class, I am cis and hetero passing. There's a lot of other minorities that are going to be swiped at the knees before me. But I can't help but think that if this was allowed to happen, so now any disabled person, person of color, LGBTQIA+ person can be fired or refused employment soley based on their identity and factors they cannot control, what's preventing people from outright banning certain minorities or women from working certain jobs entirely. Who says that I won't be banned from government administrative positions within the next four years. Who says my entire degree in Parks and Natural Resource Management won't be useless by the time I graduate because I won't be able to work in full time government positions because of my genitalia and gender identity. It's something that seems impossible but also in theory it should be impossible to revoke acts made in 1960 that give you the right to be judged equally under law within your workplace. I can't line up at that courthouse anymore and I can only pray I will never be given a reason to wish I could.

All of this and so much more in a week.

I am terrified.

But idk maybe hearing my grandmother talk about how excited she was to be able to have a job regaurdless of her sex so she could support her children alongside her husband radicalized me too much. Maybe hearing from my mother about when she had to threaten her boss in college to sue over violation of EEOA radicalized me. Maybe I'm just radicalized because of my college education and the year I spent studying history. Maybe the pattern recognition is just female hysteria.

Anyways I'm not even catholic anymore but I'm convinced DJT could be the antichrist.

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have the last five years been just a complete blur for anybody else

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i need this so bad