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Holding on to hurt.

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"Be my friend of escape, my friend."

Then a voice asked, "where to?"

Where to? Is there a place in this world I belong to? Without trying to fit in. Where is the place I supposed to call home?

'Where to?' Became a heavy question. I guess, it was the case I wanted to escape. I don't know, "Haha what a funny world." I laughed, when there's nothing to laugh at.

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In the zone of totality. Phone camera does not do it justice. Absolutely lived up to the hype.

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All my problems stays within me,

The haunted, the misery, the things I couldn't manage to settle.

I opened my eyes wide open,

And foreseen things to end up like holograms in a way it changes its color,

The tunes I wish for not to hear,

And when the midnight turned to be able to hold it screams and tears,

To the end of the battlefield,

I chose to let go.

Until I can't, no more.

-somehow it's beautiful, but I can't even touch it, like a mirage. You are an illusion to begin with, just, maybe.

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TAYLOR SWIFT Announcing her new album 'The Tortured Poets Deparment' at the 66th GRAMMYs (Feb 04, 2024)

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how "human animals" treat hostages

how "civilized democratic human beings" treat "prisoners" and "under 18s"

don't stop talking about palestine

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It has been hard for me to talk about how what is going on with Israel and Palestine is affecting me personally, but I grew up in Gaza and most of my family still lives there. My father did not survive the bombings last week and I have not been able to contact my younger sister in days. I am try to being understanding that most people do not have personal connections to what is happening and therefore are justifying their silence, but is heartbreaking to see this misinformation being spread. What’s happening there is a genocide, not a war. It is not antisemitic to support Palestine, it’s not even antiemetic to criticise Israel. There is no grey area or neutrality regarding this, and it is so easy to find resources that will educate you on the subject. It is my people and my home being destroyed so I will never be silent about this, but I please urge everyone to get informed and start speaking up and finding ways they can help.

decolonizepalestine has tons of information on Palestine’s history/propaganda that has been spread throughout the years

UK citizens can email their MP asking for a ceasefire

US citizens can call/email their local government officials asking for a ceasefire

Jewish Voice for Peace also has many resources for ways for US citizens to get involved, including protests

Donate to Palestine Children’s Relief Fund

Donate to Medical Aid for Palestine

Donate to help get food and hygiene kits to Gaza

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ECLIPSE :D!!!

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"Carpe diem." They said.

But I'm not sure if I could pick today.

I, who avoided sunrises just to rest and close eyes.

"To maintain today." I said.

Is it worth it to live just to feel your breathless air, suffocating, to call it surviving?

A memory of today, someday becomes history.

Giving a smile to a stranger, to water plants,

Or maybe writing a poem.

You don't know what will come next, tomorrow is a surprise.

Carpe diem. Even you, what you could do, is a surprise for you. Pick today. See what's coming.

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It's 3 am,

I still can't sleep.

The thought of the morning will come faster haunting me.

I just couldn't fall asleep,

It's still sensed in my veins rejecting my existence

The thoughts of being not good enough.

Everything around me are running faster,

And the age has changed, here I am at the wind strike traveling hindsight until my vision go blind and left me with nothing but emptiness.

I should crawl, i should fathom the atmosphere that slowly drying my throat, i'm breathless and sinking to endless darkness.

"Feel free to speak up" People said,

But no one listen. So where should I found my self again? I felt like strangers in my own blue planet.

Sometimes I think, nothing against me but my own mind.

It's an endless midnight, but I fear the morning light.

Where should I find my path? In this storm there's no way to go. I think the first thing I need to do is to be kinder to myself, it is hard to let yourself be your own nemesis.

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‘My cat Max’ by Irina ♡

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one day you think: I want to die. and then you think, very quietly: actually. actually. I think I want a coffee. a nap. a sandwich. a book. and I want to die turns day by day into want to go home, I want to walk in the woods, I want to see my friend, I want to sit in the sun, I want a cleaner kitchen, I want a better job, I want to live somewhere else. I want to live.

- via duckbunny