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THE LIBERATION BALL
Speirs x OC!Nurse | Fluff
Warnings: None
As always, this story is based on the dramatized 2001 HBO series - Band of Brothers. This story is not meant to disparage or otherwise belittle the real stories of Easy Company and others that sacrificed their lives in World War II and armed conflicts thereafter.
It started with a whisperâan idea barely louder than the laughter of little girls.
The town was quiet now. Not empty, not eerie, just quiet in the way peace can be, when itâs new and everyone is still holding their breath to be sure itâs real. Easy Company had been quartered here just two days, tucked into aging stone apartments and half-crumbled storefronts that still bore the scars of occupation. Margaret Sinclair and the other rear aid station nurses were lucky to find themselves all in one building, crowded in with three families who hadnât evacuated, whoâd stayed through the worst of it.
The girls were the first to warm.
They spoke in halting English, eyes wide with fascination as they watched the nurses dab on lipstick with trembling hands, comb their hair into tidy plaits, and scrub blood from bandages like it was nothing. Louisa, no more than nine, had immediately taken to Maggie, her hands tugging gently at Maggieâs sleeve the second morning.
âMademoiselle⊠a ball. With dancing.â
âA⊠ball?â Maggie repeated, and Louisa beamed.
âOui! A ball. For⊠happy. For⊠not crying.â
Maggieâs throat caught.
The other nurses rallied around the idea like it was a mission briefing. A young boy named Peter, no taller than the mess tin he insisted on carrying, was sent running up and down the street to pass the word. By afternoon, the entire block was humming with preparation. Mothers shook their heads, insisting it was too much, too kind. But the nurses wouldnât hear it.
âYou let us in your homes,â Maggie told one woman, hands still wrapped around the ribbon she was tying into Louisaâs hair. âThis is the least we can do.â
The ball took shape in that magical, haphazard way only childrenâs dreams can.
Old dresses were pulled from chests, still faintly smelling of cedar and time. Shoes were polished until the scuffs shone like badges. Louisaâs dress was a size too small, its sleeves pinching her arms and the hem barely brushing her knees, but she twirled like it was made of diamonds.
Someone found a phonograph and a handful of records. Tinny French waltzes warbled through the broken windowpanes. Tables were dragged into the cobbled street, covered in wrinkled linens and set with chipped plates. Dandelions and daisies, picked from the edges of old craters, stood proudly in cracked jam jars.
Snacks were cobbled together from cupboard cornersâhard cheese, tins of fish, one blessed jar of cherry preservesâand whatever the nurses could spare from their rations.
The girls gathered shyly, unsure of where to begin. But one of the nurses stepped forward, spinning Louisa in a slow, careful circle, and suddenly the street was alive. They danced in groups, in circles, even alone. Some of the little boys tried to mimic them, only to devolve into wild whoops and staged tumbles that sent the girls into fits of giggles.
And then, a ripple of surprise.
The sound of boots.
The boys from Easy Company appearedâdrawn like moths to the laughter. Winters at the front, arms casually behind his back, nodded once to the gathered crowd.
âWe heard some ladies were throwing a ball,â he said with a small smile. âFigured you might need a few more suitors.â
Gasps and wide eyes. Peter actually dropped his mess tin.
The girls froze in delight.
Winters bowed deeply and offered his hand to the first little girl brave enough to step forward. She curtsied, awkward and delighted, and the entire block erupted into cheers.
Liebgott, half-smiling in that unreadable way of his, lifted Louisa into a proper waltz hold while Luz cut in to spin her sister in a clumsy circle. Perconte and Randleman began a mock duel for the childrenâs amusement.
Even Nixon got roped into helping pour âchampagneââwater and apple juice into mismatched teacupsâas Maggie hovered nearby, tucking curls behind ears and smoothing skirts with the kind of reverence usually reserved for battlefield wounds.
For a moment, no one was crying.
The sky turned a soft pink as the sun began to dip, and the girls, breathless and glowing, clung to their dance partners like royalty. Maggie stood with her arms crossed, watching the swirl of it all: a street turned ballroom, soldiers turned knights, a war briefly forgotten.
Winters came to stand beside her, brushing the edge of his sleeve with one hand. âYou did all this?â
Maggie shook her head. âLouisa did. We just followed orders.â
He glanced at the girlânow beaming up at Toye as he handed her a wildflower.
âSheâs going to remember this night for the rest of her life,â he said quietly.
Maggie nodded. âSo are we.â
Eventually, the light faded to gold and the street was bathed in the hues of a setting sun and the warmth of laughter that bounced off stone walls.
Tables sagged gently beneath the weight of empty cups and half-shared army chocolate. Maggie stood with one hand on her hip and the other resting lightly on Louisaâs shoulder as the girl caught her breath from another round of twirls. Peter had passed out, slumped against a nurseâs lap with crumbs on his cheeks.
But⊠not everyone was in the thick of it.
Off to the edge of the square, just past the reach of the phonographâs crackling music, a small knot of older boys hovered in a clumpâarms crossed, noses wrinkled, feet shifting like they might bolt at any second. They watched the dancing with furrowed brows and muttered in French too quick for the nurses to catch.
But one soldier noticed.
Ronald Speirs, sleeves rolled to the elbow, a stripe of dirt still clinging to one cheek, strode toward them with casual purpose. He held a tin cup in one hand and the gaze of a man whoâd crossed battlefields more comfortably than ballrooms.
He came to a stop beside them and looked down. âWhatâs the problem here?â
The tallest of the boysâJean-Luc, maybe elevenâlifted his chin. âBoys are tough,â he said in broken English. âThey donât dance in circles.â
A ripple of agreement passed through the group like a nervous current.
Speirs didnât flinch. He nodded once, slowly. âMaybe not in circles.â Then he leaned down, just slightly, voice low and conspiratorial. âBut boys who are tough dance with pretty girls. Donât they?â
Jean-Lucâs mouth opened and closed. He glanced sidelong toward the makeshift dance floor where Louisa, cheeks flushed and smile bright, was laughing with one of the nurses.
Speirs followed his gaze. âIâve seen you watching her.â
The boy flushed crimson.
âSheâs pretty,â Speirs continued. âAnd smart. Nurse Sinclair told us sheâs the one who put this whole thing together.â
Jean-Lucâs eyes narrowed in disbelief. âLouisa⊠got soldiers to come play with us?â
âYes, she did.â Speirs looked him square in the eye, expression unreadable but his tone just dry enough to provoke. âAnd if you donât go dance with herâI will.â
That was all it took.
Jean-Lucâs shoulders stiffened. With a deep breath, he stepped forward. He walked straight across the cobbles, pausing just behind Louisa and tapping her shoulder. She turned, surprised. He awkwardly offered his hands in something that resembled a waltz hold.
Louisaâs face lit up.
She took his hands without hesitation, and they began to moveâhesitant steps, uneven turns, more shuffle than spin. But it was dancing, no doubt about it.
The other boys stared like theyâd just witnessed a miracle. Then they turned, wide-eyed, to Speirs.
He didnât smile, exactly. But something like pride flickered behind his eyes as he barked, âWhat are you waiting for? MOVE, MEN. MOVE.â
The boys scattered like troops under orders, each scrambling toward a girl, a partner, a piece of the joy that had suddenly become acceptable.
The street erupted into a fresh wave of laughter.
Parents clapped from their stoops, nurses cheered. Maggie caught Speirsâs eye from across the square and shook her head fondly. He gave a barely-there shrug and smirked and took the now-empty tin cup with him as he strolled back toward the dance floor, passing Louisa and Jean-Luc as they spun into a too-fast turn and collapsed into a fit of giggles.
And behind them all, the phonograph played onâscratchy, warbled, perfect.
The music softened as the evening wore onâless wild giggles and chaotic twirls now, more swaying shadows and sleepy smiles. Some of the littlest ones had begun to nod off, heads in laps and fingers sticky with jam. A few older children still circled each other in mismatched pairs, reluctant to let the night end.
Louisa, never one to let a good moment slip away, clutched the edges of her skirt and spun once, her laughter ringing like a bell. Then she stoppedâeyes scanning the crowd of adults lining the edge of the square, lounging on steps and folding chairs, sipping from tin cups, hands idle.
She narrowed her gaze.
âThe grown-ups,â she whispered to Jean-Luc. âThey donât dance.â
Jean-Luc followed her line of sight and nodded solemnly. âWe fix that.â
They moved like a miniature tactical unit. Louisa zeroed in on another nurse, Este, who was mid-sentence when she was grabbed by the hand. âCome on!â Louisa declared.
âLouisaââ Este started, laughing, but the girl wouldnât be denied.
âYou dance now,â she insisted, tugging Este straight toward George Luz, who blinked as he realized he was being ambushed.
âSheâs yours!â Louisa said, beaming, and gave Este a final push.
Luz looked at Este, grinned, and offered a dramatic bow. âWell, if the lady insists.â
Este rolled her eyes but smiled and took his hand. âTry not to step on my toes, radio boy.â
Elsewhere, Jean-Luc had his own plan.
He approached Speirs slowly, hands tucked behind his back, wearing the same faint smirk Speirs himself had worn earlier.
Speirs eyed him. âWhat?â
Jean-Luc tilted his head, feigning innocence. âYou watch Nurse Maggie.â
That made Speirs pause. His brow liftedâjust a little. âI do, huh?â
Jean-Luc crossed his arms. âYou go dance. Or I will.â
Speirs blinked, and thenâsurprisinglyâchuckled.
âOkay, kid,â he said with a shake of his head. âTouchĂ©.â
Across the square, Maggie stood near the edge of a table, her hands brushing down the front of her skirt as she straightened a wildflower vase. She turned at the sound of footsteps.
Speirs stopped just in front of her, hands loose at his sides.
âLooks like Iâve been challenged,â he said, nodding toward Jean-Luc, who gave a smug little wave from behind. âKid called my bluff.â
Maggie laughed. âSo now you have to dance?â
âI guess I do,â he said, extending a hand. âUnless youâre going to make me look bad in front of a bunch of ten-year-olds.â
She took his hand with a grin. âWouldnât dream of it.â
The music played onâsoft, sweet, a simple waltz from a scratched recordâand Speirs stepped in, placing a careful hand on her waist, leading like it was something heâd done a thousand times.
Maggie blinked in surprise as he turned her, the motion smooth and sure.
âYouâre good,â she said.
He gave a tiny shrug. âMy mother insisted. Said a man should know how to dance and write a proper thank-you note.â
She laughed as he spun her. âI bet youâre hell with stationery.â
He grinnedâan actual grinâas they moved together, his steps guiding her through the slow rhythm of the street-turned-ballroom.
Then, without warning, he dipped her.
A perfect, movie-worthy swoop that pulled a chorus of gasps and dreamy squeals from the watching girls. Louisa clasped her hands over her heart. Este did a double-take mid-spin with Luz. Even Perconte let out a whistle.
Only Winters didnât blinkâjust raised his cup toward the pair and nodded, like heâd known all along.
Maggieâs breath caught, but she was laughing as he pulled her back upright, one hand steady on her back.
âWell,â she said, cheeks flushed and eyes bright. âThat was unexpected.â
Speirs tilted his head, still holding her hand. âThatâs war, Nurse Sinclair.â He offered a sly smile. âAlways keep âem guessing.â
As the music carried on, more adults joined the danceâmothers pulling fathers into long-forgotten steps, nurses trading partners with soldiers, laughter echoing under the stars.
And for a few more minutes, the war receded againâtucked behind the walls, hidden beneath the rhythm of old records and the flicker of candlelight.
ââââââââââ đȘđȘđȘđȘ ââââââââââ
The last notes of music had long since faded, replaced by the soft scrape of chairs being tucked in and laughter drifting into low murmurs. The stars above the town shone unobstructed for the first time in yearsâno blackouts, no bombs. Just quiet.
Soldiers helped sweep the street clean, Luz dramatically balancing a cracked plate on his head before depositing it with a bow into a bucket. Winters had rolled up his sleeves and was folding table linens with the quiet precision of a man who found comfort in order.
Parents gathered their children like petalsâcradling tired limbs, brushing dirt from knees, whispering promises of warm baths and soft pillows.
Maggie sat on the stoop of the apartment building, Louisa fast asleep against her side, her arms still curled like sheâd been dancing in her dreams.
Speirs approached without a word.
He crouched, hands gentle as he slid one arm beneath Louisaâs legs, the other behind her back. She stirred just onceâthen curled instinctively into his chest like sheâd always belonged there.
Maggie stood and followed, her steps light beside his boots as they walked inside.
In the kitchen, her mother, Jeanne, stood at the sink, sleeves rolled and hands slick with suds as she washed sticky cups and jelly-smeared plates. She turned when she heard them, a tired but soft smile on her face.
âMy sweet girl,â she said in French-accented English, âI saw her really smile tonight. A real one. First time in a long time.â
Speirs nodded once, voice quiet. âWhere should I put her?â
Jeanne dried her hands on a dishcloth and gestured down the hallway. âMy room. At the end of the hall. The girls sleep with me since their papa went into the resistance. He is away. To keep us safe.â
He met her eyesâsomething unsaid but understood between themâthen carried Louisa down the hall.
Maggie followed, silent.
They entered the room where Louisaâs sister already lay asleep, a stuffed rabbit tucked beneath her chin. Speirs knelt and gently laid Louisa down, brushing a stray curl from her cheek.
Maggie stepped in and smoothed Louisaâs hair, fingers lingering just a moment longer. Then she straightened, and together they slipped from the room, pulling the door closed behind them with the softest click.
In the kitchen, Jeanne was still at the sink.
âYou were good with her,â Maggie said as they walked back toward the front door.
Speirs gave her a sidelong glance. âYou sound like that surprises you.â
âIt does,â she replied, then stopped walking, turning to face him. âBut not because I didnât think you were capable. Because I thought you wouldnât want to ruin that killer reputation. Though I think your dancing prowess might have already poked holes in that.â
He smiled. An honest, warm, quiet thing. âI think Iâve got enough of a reputation that the men know well enough not to ask questions. Besides, like I said⊠youâve got to keep âem guessing.â
âAhh,â Maggie teased, arms crossing. âItâs all part of the bigger strategy. Your twinkle toes and way with children are tactics to maintain mystique.â
He tilted his head. âHmm. You might be a better intelligence officer than Nixon.â
She let out a laughâsurprised and delighted. âIâm definitely telling him you said that.â
From the sink, Jeanne turned, catching sight of them in the low light.
âLieutenant,â she asked, not stern but curious, âyou leave?â
Speirs nodded politely. âYes, maâam. I figured Iâd let you ladies get some sleep.â
But Jeanne just shook her head and said, âYou can sleep here, no? Real bed in Louisaâs room. With Margaret.â
Maggie blinked. âJeanne, that might not beââ
But Jeanne only raised a brow, that distinctly maternal mix of grace and steel. âNo scandal here. BesidesâŠâ She nodded toward the door. âYour friend Este, she went off with that loud little one she danced with. I doubt she will be back tonight.â
Maggie turned to Speirs, mouth twitching. âWell, Lieutenant⊠you up for a sleepover?â
He looked at her, at the warmth still lingering in the air, at the clean plates stacked and the hum of peace under the surface of it all. Then he gave a small smirk.
âI guess itâll add another layer to my coordinated mystique â
The house was still as they made their way down the hall.
From the kitchen came the faint sound of Jeanne washing the last few dishes, her movements gentle, like even the clinking of cups was afraid to break the spell of the night.
Maggie stood in what had once been Louisaâs bedroomânow hastily repurposed with army blankets and a secondhand pillow for her use. A tiny dresser still held chipped ceramic animals and the frayed ribbon of a childhood once uninterrupted.
Speirs leaned against the doorframe, arms crossed. He hadnât said anything when Maggie changed into her cotton nightshirtâheâd respectfully turned to face the shelves, as if pretending to study the titles of worn French books he couldnât read. But she could feel his presence all the same, like static in the air.
âYou stand like youâre guarding the door or considering a war crime.â she said lightly, sliding her brush through her hair.
His mouth twitched. âMuscle memory.â
She tossed the brush onto the dresser and turned to face him. âYou staying?â
âIâve been invited,â he said. âBy two women who are terrifying in very different ways.â
That made her laugh.
He stepped into the room then, slowly, and looked around. âThis used to be Louisaâs?â
Maggie nodded. âJeanne said she insisted I sleep here. Said it would make her feel better. Like she was doing something for us.â
He looked at the faded bedspread, still patterned with flowers, and the stack of folded pajamas left on the chair. âShe did plenty.â
There was a beat of quiet.
Maggie sat on the edge of the bed and pulled her legs up under the blanket. âYouâre not sleeping on the floor. Iâm not that cruel.â
âIâve slept in foxholes, Margaret,â he deadpanned. âI think Iâll survive a wooden floor.â
But she just lifted the corner of the blanket. âThereâs room.â
He hesitated.
âYouâre not scandalizing me,â she added softly. âJust⊠donât be weird about it.â
That earned a rare huff of amusement. âCopy that.â
He moved around the bed, pulled off his boots with quiet efficiency, and lay down beside her on top of the blanket, arms folded behind his head.
For a moment, neither spoke.
Outside, a dog barked in the distance.
Maggie turned her head slightly, studying the way the moonlight caught on his lashes. âYou really are full of surprises.â
âI try.â
âYou twirled me around the street like it was second nature,â she said. âCarried a sleeping child. Talked big tough boys into dancing.â
He turned his face toward her, one brow arching. âYou left out bedding down beside a nurse in a floral twin bed.â
âThat too.â Her smile curled, sleep-heavy but sincere. âRonald Speirs: war hero and master of unexpected tenderness.â
He didnât answer right away.
Then, voice barely above a whisper, âYou say that like itâs a bad thing.â
She looked at him, earnestly. âI donât.â
And with nothing left to prove, and no one left to impress, they both sank into the hush of night.
Not touching. But close.
Breathing in the same silence.
Morning slipped in slowly, casting gold through the worn curtains of Louisaâs old bedroom. Maggie stirred first, blinking against the warm light. Her arm was flung over the edge of the mattress, and the faint scent of soap and dust filled the air.
Ron was still beside her, flat on his back, arms folded loosely over his stomach. The floor creaked as Maggie sat up, stretching, hair a tangle over one shoulder.
âYou snore,â she murmured.
âNo, I donât,â he replied without opening his eyes.
âYou do. Not loud. Just enough to sound smug in your sleep.â
He cracked one eye open. âSmug breathing. Add it to the list.â
Before she could retort, the door banged open.
âMargaret!â
Louisa, in a whirlwind of curls and excitement, burst into the room like a bullet.
Jeanneâs voice followed in rapid-fire French from the hallway. âLouisa! Laisse-les tranquilles!â
The girl froze in the doorway, blinking as she took in the sceneâMaggie still half-tangled in the covers, Speirs in undershirt and fatigue pants sitting up calmly, boots still by the door.
Jeanne appeared a breath later, flustered and blushing furiously. âIâm so sorryâdĂ©solĂ©eâshe is excited, she forgets doors.â
Maggie just laughed and waved her off. âItâs alright.â
Ten minutes later, they sat around the kitchen tableâMaggie in her uniform jacket now buttoned and tidy, Speirs polished into his usual battle-ready presence. They ate slices of dark bread with jam, sipping watery coffee while Louisa perched on a stool, still talking a mile a minute.
Then the clock chimed the hour, and duty returned.
Speirs had a briefing. Maggie was needed at the rear station to help with triage reports and supply distribution.
They didnât have time for anything beyond a nod goodbye.
Around lunch, the makeshift mess was a bustling maze of folding tables, tin trays, and clatter. Maggie sat down with a bowl of watery soup and a hunk of bread, wedging herself between Este and one of the clerks from HQ.
Across the room, Speirs sat with Winters, Nixon, and Welshâeach man in varying stages of uniform, field maps and notepads scattered on the table between bites.
Then the door flung open.
Louisa charged in, skirt flaring, determined as a one-girl mission.
âMaggie!â
Maggie immediately stood, eyes scanning for signs of trouble. âIs something wrong?â
âNo!â Louisa said brightly, holding up a familiar silver glint. âYour soldier left this!â
In her small hand gleamed Speirsâ cigarette lighter.
Across the room, Speirs had frozen mid-sip.
Maggie felt the weight of a hundred eyes snap to her. She smiled through it. âThank you, sweet girl. Iâm sure heâd miss that.â
Louisa nodded, proud as anything. Thenâloudly, confidently, and without an ounce of hesitationâshe asked, âAre you getting married now? You slept in bed like my mama and papa.â
A clatter as Speirs choked on his coffee.
Winters blinked. Nixon lifted his eyebrows with barely concealed delight. Welsh smirked over his cup.
Around them, murmurs began. Suppressed laughter. Curious glances. A few outright stares.
Maggie threw her head back and laughed. âNo, sweetie. Iâm not marrying Lieutenant Speirs.â
Louisa frowned, turned, and scanned the roomâthen landed on him again.
âGood,â she declared. âBecause I want to marry him.â
The room erupted.
Luzâs cackle was the loudest. Someoneâpossibly Perconteâactually slapped the table. Even Winters ducked his head, biting back a smile.
But Speirs stood. Calmly.
He walked across the mess with deliberate steps and knelt down beside Louisa.
âMiss Louisa,â he said, eyes level with hers. âIâm honored. Truly. But I donât know where the war will take me, and I might be a little too old for you.â
She tilted her head. âYou donât seem old.â
That drew another ripple of laughter.
Speirs grinned. âEven so⊠I think Jean-Luc might be a good man to keep around.â
Her expression turned thoughtful. âHe did dance. And he gave me his dessert.â
Speirs reached up and unpinned one of his collar insignias. Carefully, reverently, he pinned it to her dress. âSo you donât forget me.â
Then he leaned forward and pressed the gentlest kiss to her cheek.
She beamed, eyes bright.
Maggie, watching it all, felt her heart expand in her chest like it had nowhere else to go.
âIâll walk her home,â she murmured, and Speirs nodded.
As she and Louisa exited into the street, chattering softly, Speirs turned and returned to his seat at the officersâ table.
He sat, deadpan, coffee cup in hand.
The looks hit immediately.
Nixon didnât even wait. âSo⊠smoking jackets or full tuxedos for the wedding?â
Winters, dry as ever, added, âIâll speak to Sink about adding a flower girl to the chain of command.â
Speirs raised his coffee. âYouâre just jealous no oneâs proposed to you.â
Welsh grinned. âIf I thought itâd get me a kiss and a pin, Iâd kneel right now.â
Around them, the laughter began again, but Speirs didnât look at them.
He looked toward the door.
Toward the street.
Toward where Maggie and Louisa were walking, hand in hand in the sunlight.
And for the first time that day, he smiled like he didnât care who saw it.
ââââââââââ đȘđȘđȘđȘ ââââââââââ
The sun had long since sunk behind the rooftops, turning the narrow alleys of the little town to soft shadows and golden lamplight. Most of Easy Company was packed up, trucks and gear staged, boots polished and orders given. The lull before movement always felt like a held breath.
Maggie found Speirs near the edge of the courtyard, where the town thinned into fields. He stood alone under a crooked tree, cigarette between his fingers, watching the smoke curl toward the stars.
She joined him quietly, hands in her coat pockets, shoulder brushing the worn bark as she leaned beside him.
âYou know,â she said, nudging his arm, âyour impromptu marriage proposal really turned some heads today.â
He exhaled a soft breath through his nose, amused. âSheâs a determined girl.â
âSheâs smitten.â
âClearly,â he muttered, holding the cigarette out to Maggie.
She took it, inhaled, passed it back. âThough I have to say, you didnât NOT encourage her. You gave her a whole pin, Lieutenant.â
âShe earned it,â he said evenly. âBoosting morale.â
âThe real kicker though,â he said, tilting his face to look at the woman beside him more clearly, âis how confidently you told her you werenât marrying me.â
âAww,â she teased, grinning. âI didnât mean to hurt your feelings.â
âHmm,â he replied, flicking ash into the grass. âThat implies I have feelings to hurt.â
She turned her head, looked at him through the dark. âYou do. Youâre just very selective about who sees them.â
He was quiet for a beat. Then:
âWell. I guess you should feel honored then.â
She didnât smile right away. Just looked at himâreally looked.
âI am,â she said softly.
That landed between them with a weight neither of them rushed to move.
The wind shifted. Somewhere behind them, a Jeep rolled by. Voices murmured from a barracks window, the low murmur of tired men playing cards, preparing their gear.
And then Maggie bumped her shoulder gently into his.
âIf you do ever propose to me,â she said lightly, âI want more than a standard-issue Army insignia pinâŠIâd at least expect some jump wings.â
That drew a laugh from himâshort, low, real.
She laughed too, tipping her head back, letting it spill out without apology.
They stood like that a while longer. Not making promises. Not defining anything. Just sharing a cigarette and a moment of rare peace in a world that rarely offered either.
Eventually, Speirs stubbed out the cigarette against the tree.
âWe roll out in the morning,â he said, voice quiet again. âZero five hundred.â
She nodded. âIâll be ready.â
He glanced at her one last time, then started to walk back toward his quarters.
Halfway there, he turned back.
âMaggie?â
âYeah?â
A pause. A flicker of something almost like a smile.
âYouâd look good in wings.â
And with that, he disappeared into the dark.
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âJe Suis LĂ â
Nixon x Reader One-Shot | Romantic & Raw
Warnings: None
As always, this story is based on the dramatized 2001 HBO series - Band of Brothers. This story is not meant to disparage or otherwise belittle the real stories of Easy Company and others that sacrificed their lives in World War II and armed conflicts thereafter.
Paris, 1944
The rain had just started when you stepped off the curb outside the HĂŽtel Pont Royal, the kind that begins soft and slow, more suggestion than storm. The kind that makes the cobblestones slick and the whole city seem to sigh.
Paris was supposed to be a dream. Liberation. Light. Music in the cafĂ©s and kisses by the Seine. But this week had been anything but. Youâd patched too many wounds, seen too many wide eyes staring at the ceiling, heard too many voices say the name of someone who wasnât coming back.
You were awarded a three day furlough to Paris. So you set out with no real plans, just a deep-seated to desire to remember who you were before all of it.
Thatâs when you saw himâleaning against the corner of the building, collar turned up against the chill, a bottle of something brown dangling from one hand.
Captain Lewis Nixon.
Youâd seen him before. Knew him in passing. Intelligence officer with Easy. Always sharp. Always a little drunk. A little haunted.
But tonight, he looked wrecked.
You almost walked past. Almost let him vanish into the rain like the rest of your ghosts. But then he looked upâright at you. And his eyes didnât slide away. They held.
âRough night?â you asked, your voice low.
He gave a huff of a laugh. âRough week. Rough war.â
You took a step closer, boots clicking on the wet stone. âYou donât strike me as the wine type,â you said, eyeing the bottle in his hand.
He tilted the bottle. âIâm not, but itâs what was available and I was hoping it would do the trick.â
You nodded, lips quirking. âDoes it ever?â
He didnât answer. Just looked at you for a long moment, like he was trying to decide something.
âWant some company?â you asked.
That surprised him. He blinked, then gave a half-shrug. âSure. Unless youâve got somewhere better to be.â
âI donât.â
He gestured vaguely toward the alley beside the hotel. âThereâs a little place down the block. Not much, but they serve it cheap.â
You walked with him in silence. The kind that wasnât heavy, just⊠open. Like there wasnât any point pretending either of you were whole tonight.
âââ
The bar was quiet. Low lights. A chipped piano in the corner someone had given up trying to tune. You slid into a booth across from him. He bought a bottle. Poured two fingers each.
You drank.
You didnât ask why he was here. Why he wasnât with his unit. You didnât have to.
Instead, you asked, âWhat was she like?â
His hand froze around the glass.
You didnât apologize. Just held his gaze.
He let out a breath. âPretty. Smart. Bored, I think.â
You nodded. âShe left?â
âYeah.â A bitter smile. âTook the house. The kid. The dog she hated.â
He swirled his drink. âIâve only seen my son twice. Once when he was born. Then before Toccoa. I was already in officer training when she found out she was pregnant.â
You listened. Didnât offer empty condolences. Just let him talk.
âI think I got good at being gone and she got good at living without me.â
You reached for the bottle and topped him off.
He watched you. âWhat about you? You married?â
You shook your head. âNever found the time.â
âThatâs a lie,â he said.
âMaybe,â you said softly. âMaybe I just didnât want anyone waiting for me.â
He studied you for a long beat. âSmart.â
The rain thickened outside, misting the windows in silver. Inside, the bar faded until it felt like you were the only two people left in Paris.
âI keep thinking,â he said suddenly, âthat when this is all over, I wonât know what to do with myself.â
âYou will,â you said. âItâll come back. Youâll come back.â
He looked at you like you were speaking a language he hadnât heard in years. Then: âYou really believe that?â
âI have to.â
Silence. Thenâ
âCome on,â he said, standing. âLetâs walk.â
âââ
You walked the river.
The Seine cut the city like a wound, quiet and glittering under the night. Nixon lit a cigarette and offered you one. You took it.
âI used to think Iâd really be someone,â he said. âThat Iâd matter.â
âYou do.â
He scoffed.
âYou matter to your men,â you said. âTo Winters.â
âThatâs not what I mean.â
âI know,â you murmured. âBut itâs still true.â
He looked at you then. Really looked. Eyes tired but sharp. Glassy from the drink. And something deeper, something flickering.
He stopped walking. You stopped with him.
For a moment, the world stilled.
Then he reached outâhesitant, gentleâand brushed a strand of wet hair from your cheek.
âI donât think I want to be alone tonight.â
You didnât answer. Just stepped forward and rested your forehead against his.
âIâm here,â you whispered.
âJe suis lĂ ,â he echoed, breath warm.
âââ
You didnât sleep with him out of pity. And he didnât kiss you like he was trying to forget.
He kissed you like it was the only real thing left.
Like maybe, for one night, he could come back to himself.
You stayed in his hotel room, curled beneath a threadbare blanket. His hand on your hip. Your breath on his neck. No words.
Morning came slow and soft. Pale gold on the wall.
He looked at you like he might say something, then stopped.
You didnât push.
You got dressed in silence, smoothed your hair in the mirror, and looked back once before you opened the door.
âYouâll be okay,â you said.
He gave a slow nod. âSo will you.â
And that was all.
âââ
Outside, Paris stirred.
The city was still broken in places. So were you. So was he.
But youâd seen him.
And for one nightâthat was enough.
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Fortune Favors the Bold
Ronald Speirs x Reader
Warnings: None
As always, this story is based on the dramatized 2001 HBO series - Band of Brothers. This story is not meant to disparage or otherwise belittle the real stories of Easy Company and others that sacrificed their lives in World War II and armed conflicts thereafter.
The rumors started shortly after D-Day. The men whispered about Speirs. How he had shot one of his own men and had allegedly given German prisoners cigarettes before brutally gunning them down. Whether it was true or not, it had cemented Ron as some sort of mythical figure. No one dared to take a smoke from him anymoreânot after the stories made the rounds.
The rumor had taken on a life of its own. Turned into a joke of sorts. Anytime someone needed a cigarette, there was always some wiseass muttering, âYou could always ask Speirs, but he might kill you after.â
You werenât superstitious, nor were you the type to balk at rumors. You didnât believe half the things said about him, and as for the rest? Well, you knew the order theyâd been given that day. No prisoners.
So when you found yourself patting your pockets and coming up empty one evening, casually asking, âAnyone got a smoke?â, Luz smirked and shot back, âGo ask Speirs.â
A few of the men chuckled, expecting you to roll your eyes or scoff like everyone else did when the joke came up.
Instead, you just shrugged. âYeah, thatâs a safe bet.â
Silence.
Their heads turned in unison, eyes darting between each other as if waiting for you to say you were kidding. You werenât.
âWait, youâre serious?â Malarkey blinked.
âSure,â you said, already stepping away. âHe always has some, right?â
The stunned murmurs faded behind you as you crossed the camp, weaving through groups of men until you found Speirs sitting alone, quietly cleaning his weapon. He didnât look up as you approached.
âHey, Lieutenant.â
His dark eyes flicked up, brows lifting slightly in question.
âYou got a smoke?â
For a second, he just studied you. Not suspiciously, not threateninglyâjust observing, like he was trying to decide whether you were being serious.
Then, without a word, he reached into his pocket, pulled out a pack of Lucky Strikes, and tapped one out. He handed it to you, and as you slid it between your lips, he flicked his lighter open, cupping the flame against the wind as he lit it for you.
You took a slow drag, savoring the burn before exhaling. âAppreciate it.â
Then, before he could say anything, you leaned in and pressed a quick kiss to his cheekâsoft, barely there, but enough to leave a warm impression against his skin.
When you pulled back, his face remained unreadable, but something flickered in his gaze. Something amused.
You just smiled, turned on your heel, and walked away.
Behind you, Speirs huffed a quiet breath of laughter, shaking his head as he flicked the lighter closed.
â
A few nights later, you returned to your cot after a long day, rolling your shoulders as you prepared to collapse onto the thin mattress.
But something was waiting for you.
A pack of Lucky Strikes.
Your brows furrowed as you picked it up, turning it over in your hands. A slip of paper was tucked underneath, torn from the corner of an old letter envelope.
Scrawled in bold, precise handwriting were four simple words:
âFortune favors the bold.â
Below, a signature.
R.S.
You felt the corner of your mouth twitch as you read it again.
Then, with a small chuckle, you tucked the note into your pocketâright next to your fresh pack of Luckies.
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Band of Babysitters
Easy Company x Child!Reader | Pure Fluff
Warnings: Cursing; Questionable Babysitting Choices
The boys of Easy find themselves out of their depth when a routine sweep leaves them with an unexpected guest.
As always, this story is based on the dramatized 2001 HBO series - Band of Brothers. This story is not meant to disparage or otherwise belittle the real stories of Easy Company and others that sacrificed their lives in World War II and armed conflicts thereafter.
The town was quiet.
Easy Company moved through the bombed-out streets, clearing the buildings with steady efficiency. It was routine nowâstack up, enter, scan, move on. They werenât expecting trouble, not here, not after the initial push, but caution was habit.
Perconte kicked open a door, rifle up. âNothing,â he called over his shoulder before stepping inside. Luz followed, Malarkey close behind. They moved through the wreckageâoverturned furniture, shattered glass, walls that barely held together. Just another ruined home in a war full of them.
Then Luz stopped. âHey.â
The others turned to him.
âDid anyone else hear that?â
They paused, listening.
A whimper. Soft, high-pitched. Faint enough that they almost missed it.
The men exchanged glances. Luzâs brows lifted. Malarkey sighed. âThat ainât good.â
They followed the sound, stepping carefully over splintered wood and broken brick. In the next room, half-buried under debris, was a child. A little girlâ about two years oldâsitting curled up beside a still figure. Her mother.
Perconte exhaled sharply. âDamn.â
The womanâs body was slumped protectively over the child, shielding her from the rubble. Sheâd died keeping her daughter safe.
The little girl blinked up at them, tear-streaked and silent, hiccupping on shallow breaths. She was covered in dust, her tiny hands gripping the fabric of her motherâs dress.
For a second, none of them moved.
Then Malarkey muttered, âWell, shit. Anybody know what we do with that?â
Perconte scratched the back of his head. âAinât exactly in basic training.â
âSheâs alive,â Luz said.
âYeah,â Malarkey muttered, shifting his rifle. âNow what?â
Luz clapped a hand on Malarkeyâs shoulder. âCall Roe.â
Malarkey frowned. âWhy? Sheâs not wounded.â
âSheâs alive.â Luz shot back. âItâs Docâs specialty keeping alive things alive⊠isnât it?â
ââââââââââ đȘđȘđȘđȘ ââââââââââ
Perconte jogged through the ruined streets, boots crunching over debris as he made his way toward the makeshift aid station. He found Roe sitting outside, rolling a cigarette, while Lipton stood nearby, speaking quietly with one of the nurses.
âHey, Doc,â Perconte called. âWe got a situation.â
Roe glanced up, flicking his lighter closed. âSomebody shot?â
âUh⊠no,â Perconte admitted. âMore like⊠we found something.â
Lipton frowned. âWhat kind of something?â
Perconte hesitated, scratching the back of his head. âYou just gotta see it.â
Roe exchanged a look with Lipton before standing. âAlright. Letâs go.â
ââââââââââ đȘđȘđȘđȘ ââââââââââ
The moment Roe stepped inside the building and saw the little girl, his expression shifted. He crouched beside her without a word, his usually sharp demeanor softening as he ran careful hands over her arms, checking for bruises, cutsâanything out of place. The girl flinched slightly but didnât cry, just stared up at him with wide, tired eyes.
âShe alright?â Lipton asked.
âSheâs not hurt,â Roe murmured. âDehydrated. Probably hasnât eaten in a while.â He gently lifted one of her tiny hands, frowning at how cold it was. âWe need to warm her up, get some fluids in her.â
âRight,â Malarkey said. âSo what do we do?â
Roe exhaled, sitting back on his heels. âTake her to the aid station.â
The men nodded like that had been the plan all along.
ââââââââââ đȘđȘđȘđȘ ââââââââââ
The nurse looked from the baby to the men standing awkwardly in front of her, then back to the baby.
ââŠWhat do you expect me to do?â she asked flatly.
âYouâre a nurse,â Malarkey tried.
She arched a brow.
âAnd a woman,â Luz added.
The nurse inhaled slowly, as though counting to ten in her head. Then she rubbed at her temple. âSo what, that means I have all the secrets of childcare?â
The men exchanged glances.
ââŠYes?â Luz offered weakly.
She let out a long sigh, rolling her shoulders back. âAlright, boys. Here we go.â
Her tone shifted, all business.
âLuzâfind me some clean cloths and safety pins.â
Luz snapped a mock salute. âOn it.â
âPerconte,â she continued, pointing at him. âGo pull MREs with soft food. Applesauce, oatmeal, mashed potatoesâwhatever she wonât choke on.â
âGot it,â Perconte said.
âMalarkey,â she turned to him next, âgo back to where you found her. See if you can salvage any clothes. And grab Speirs. If anyone can find her something in this mess, itâs him.â
Malarkey blinked. âYou mean âcause heââ
âYes,â she cut in. âBecause he finds things.
Malarkey smirked. âRoger that.â
âGene,â she said, turning to Roe, âyou stay here and help clean her up. Check her over again, make sure we didnât miss anything.â
Roe nodded.
âAnd for the love of God,â she finished, hands on her hips, âsomebody go get Winters.â
The men hesitated.
She narrowed her eyes.
âMove it, men!â
The room erupted into action.
ââââââââââ đȘđȘđȘđȘ ââââââââââ
The little girl sat freshly cleaned in Liptonâs lap, bundled in a too-big, questionably patterned dress that Speirs had managed to scavenge from⊠somewhere. The moment she was settled, she let out a sudden wail, tiny face scrunching up in distress.
Lipton winced, rocking her slightly. âAw, come on, kid. You were fine a second ago.â He glanced down at her outfit, grimacing. âYâknow, maybe itâs the dress. I donât blame youâIâd cry too.â
Speirs, standing off to the side, raised a brow. âItâs not the dress. Itâs you.â
Before Lipton could adjust his hold, the baby hiccupped through her sobs, little arms reaching toward Speirs.
The men collectively held their breath.
Speirs didnât hesitate. He simply reached out, lifted her into his arms with practiced ease, andâjust like thatâshe stopped crying.
Silence.
âWell, Iâll be damned,â Malarkey muttered.
Luz let out a low whistle. âGuess we know what it takes to tame Speirs.â
Speirs didnât even look up. âSay another word, and youâre pulling latrine duty for a week.â
The baby babbled something incoherent, smacking him in the cheek with her tiny hands.
Speirs sighed. âGotta nice swing. Tougher than the replacements.â
ââââââââââ đȘđȘđȘđȘ ââââââââââ
A short while later, Luz knelt in front of the little girl, holding a spoonful of applesauce. âAlright, sweetheart. Open up.â
The baby stared at him.
Luz wiggled the spoon. âCome on. Airborne applesauce. Itâs got extraââ
The baby slapped the spoon clean out of his hand.
Applesauce splattered across Luzâs shirt.
The men roared with laughter.
Luz stared down at the mess, deadpan. âOkay. That was uncalled for.â
Malarkey wiped tears from his eyes. âHey Speirs was right⊠sheâs tougher than the replacements.â
âYeah?â Luz scooped another spoonful, narrowing his eyes. âWell, I got stamina, kid. Weâll see who cracks first.â
The baby smacked the second spoonful straight into his forehead.
ââââââââââ đȘđȘđȘđȘ ââââââââââ
Winters hadnât hesitated when the nurse suggested a quiet place for the baby to sleep. His quarters were the most private, the warmest. He didnât mind.
Now, as the room settled into silence, he held the little girl in his arms, her tiny body tucked against his chest. Her eyes were already drooping, her small fingers curled into the fabric of his jacket.
âAlright,â he murmured, carefully lowering her toward the makeshift bed.
The second she lost contact with him, her face scrunched up, and she let out a quiet, miserable wail.
Winters instinctively pulled her back against his chest.
The crying stopped immediately.
He huffed a small, amused breath. âWell. That settles that.â
The nurse smirked from the chair nearby. âYouâd be a good father, Major.â
Winters looked down at the little girl, brushing a bit of hair from her forehead.
âMaybe someday,â he murmured.
ââââââââââ đȘđȘđȘđȘ ââââââââââ
The next day, the men were hovering.
âAlright, hand her over, Malark.â
âNo way, Perco, I just got her.â
âYeah, well, youâre hogginâ her.â
âShe likes me.â
âShe likes all of us, dumbass.â
âIâm just sayinâââ
âJesus,â Luz muttered, rubbing his temples. âWe sound like a bunch of kids at recess.â
Before anyone could argue further, Nixon strolled in, waving a slip of paper. âAlright, boys. I got some news.â
They all looked at him expectantly.
âTracked down some family,â he announced. âAunt and grandparents. They evacuated with some other refugees a few towns over. Transportâs arrangedâtheyâre coming to pick her up tomorrow.â
The excitement of the moment dimmed.
The men fell quiet.
None of them said it, but the air in the room shifted. The last twenty-four hours, theyâd been caught up in the chaos of taking care of her, of laughing at Luzâs applesauce disaster, of watching Speirs turn into a baby whisperer. Now, it was sinking inâshe wasnât staying.
ââââââââââ đȘđȘđȘđȘ ââââââââââ
The mood was quiet as the men gathered early the next morning. The baby, oblivious to the melancholy around her, was bundled up against the cold, staring up at them with wide, curious eyes.
Before sending her off, they each gave her something. A small pin, a patch, a lucky charm.
Luz pinned a small Airborne insignia to her jacket.
Malarkey handed over a button from his uniform.
Perconte tucked a tiny scrap of his parachute into her pocket.
Someone with a camera snapped a few picturesâone for them to keep, one to send with her.
When her family arrived, the men stood back as the nurse carefully passed the girl into her grandmotherâs arms.
The older woman turned to them, eyes brimming with gratitude. âThank you. Truly. We will tell her about the kind Americans who took care of her.â
Winters nodded. âShe was in good hands.â
The truck rumbled to life, pulling away slowly, taking the little girl with it.
The men stood in silence, watching until she was gone.
Malarkey exhaled, shaking his head. âDamn. Feels weird.â
âYeah,â Perconte agreed.
âYou think sheâll remember us?â Malarkey asked after a beat.
Nixon smirked, looking at the photo.
âIf not,â he said, tucking it into his jacket, âsheâll have proof she was once babysat by the toughest damn paratroopers in Europe.â
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A Steady Hand (FINAL PART)
PART THREE
Chapter Ten: Is This the End?
September 1945, Austria
The news didnât come immediately. Weeks passed after Germany surrendered, filled with rumors and speculation, the men stuck in limbo as the world outside continued to shift. The Pacific war loomed over them like a storm cloud, a lingering threat none of them could shake. And then, one evening, it came. Japan had surrendered.
She was standing near the edge of the field when she heard the commotionâlaughter, shouts, the kind of unrestrained joy that had been absent for so long. She turned to see Winters making the announcement to a crowd of men near the baseball diamond. The cheers that followed were deafening.Relief swept over her like a wave. No one had to go to the Pacific. Not Winters. Not any of them. The war was truly over.
She watched the celebration unfold, the weight of it settling over her. The men clapped each other on the back, shouting about going home, about seeing family, about finally living beyond the battlefield. She smiled, feeling their joy, but deep down, an unease settled in her chest. What happened now? What happened to whatever had been growing between her and Winters? They had shared something profound, something that had meant everything in the moment. But the war was what had brought them together. With it over, she feared it would slip away, becoming just another piece of history, another thing left behind in Europe.
Later that evening, she found him sitting on the steps behind the barracks, staring out at the fading light. She approached, keeping her voice light, testing the waters.
âSo,â she mused, crossing her arms as she stood beside him. âNow that the war is over, are you going to go rejoin your cows and Quaker brethren in Pennsylvania?â
Winters huffed a quiet laugh, shaking his head. âStill not a Quaker."
She smirked. "I know. But you never did a good job of convincing the others of that."
He exhaled, looking down at his hands. âActually, Lew offered me a job. His family business. New Jersey.â
Her brow lifted. âNew Jersey? So youâre sticking with Nixon and his antics even in civilian life?â
Winters gave her a sideways glance. âHe grows on you.â
She snorted. âLike a stubborn rash.â
A small smirk tugged at his lips before she continued, her tone light. "You know, youâre going to have to find a woman who can tolerate all thatâyour unwavering loyalty to Lewis Nixon and his near-constant presence."
Winters didnât miss a beat. "The woman I have in mind already has some experience dealing with Nix."
Her teasing expression faltered as realization dawned. She turned fully to face him. "Is that so?"
For the first time in a long time, Winters smiledâa real, full smile, the kind that reached his eyes.
She held his gaze, searching for any hesitation, any doubt. But there was none. He wanted her to come with him.
She grinned. "Jersey, huh? Well⊠I guess it canât be any worse than Bastogne."
Winters chuckled, shaking his head. âNo, it really canât.â
As the sun dipped below the horizon, she sat beside him, their shoulders brushing, the quiet promise of a future together settling between them.
Chapter Eleven: Epilogue
April 1948, New Jersey
Winters paced the hospital waiting room, his hands clasped behind his back, tension wound tight in his shoulders. Nixon sat nearby, watching him with an amused smirk, feet propped up on an empty chair.
"You know, wearing a path in the tiles isn't going to make the kid get here any faster," Nixon drawled, swirling what was probably coffeeâbut knowing him, possibly something stronger. "Youâre making me nervous just looking at you."
Winters shot him a look, but Nixon was undeterred. "Christ, Dick, you survived D-Day, Market Garden, held us all together in Bastogne. Youâd think youâd be a little less rattled by a baby."
Winters exhaled sharply, rubbing the back of his neck. "This is different."
Nixon grinned, leaning forward. "Yeah? How so?"
Winters gave him a flat look. "Because theyâre mine. Theyâre a little person that I helped create.â
Nixonâs smirk softened slightly, something almost fond flickering behind his teasing expression. "Yeah, I guess that would change things."
Before Winters could respond, the nurse appeared in the doorway. âMajor Winters?â
He was already moving before she finished speaking. When he stepped into the room, his breath caught. She was propped up in the hospital bed, looking exhausted but radiant, cradling a small bundle in her arms. The baby was tiny, pink-cheeked, wrapped snugly in a white blanket.
She looked up at him, smiling softly. "Dick, come meet our daughter." For a moment, he couldn't move. He had faced battle and carried the weight of menâs lives on his shoulders. But nothing had prepared him for this.
Carefully, as if she were the most fragile thing he had ever held, he reached out and took her into his arms. The baby squirmed slightly, her tiny fingers curling against his chest. Winters let out a shaky breath, overwhelmed. "Sheâs⊠perfect."
Nixon leaned against the doorway, grinning. "So, do I get the honor of being the godfather, or are you planning on giving that job to someone more responsible?"
Winters chuckled and cast him a quick glance before looking back down at the baby in his arms. "Youâll do."
Nixon crossed his arms. "Damn right, I will. Hope you know this child is going to be incredibly spoiled."
She laughed softly, watching the two men banter, and Winters looked back at her, gratitude filling every part of him. He had made a promise on D-Day, in the dark fields of Normandy.
God, if you get me through thisâthrough the Day of Days and the ones to followâIâll find peace. When itâs all over, Iâll live quietly, away from all this.
And now, in this little hospital room, holding his wife while his best friend, his brother, cooed at his new daughter, Dick realizedâGod had kept His end of the deal. Now it was his turn to keep his.
PART THREE
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A Steady Hand (Part 3)
Part Two | Part Four (Final)
Chapter Seven: The Horror of Kaufering
April 1945, Kaufering Concentration Camp
The months rolled on. The bitter cold of winter in the Ardennes finally melted into Spring as Easy pushed through Belgium and into Bavaria. They had seen other skirmishes since Foy, including a prisoner snatch in Hagenau that left PFC Jackson in a damp basement, crying as he choked on his own blood. After that a steady-growing apathy spread its way through the men. Watching Jackson die, it made everything seem so⊠futile. It had everyone questioning. Was any of this - the pain and the loss - worth it? Then came the camp.
She had seen death before. She had seen men torn apart, crying out for their mothers as the life drained from them. But this â this was different.
The smell hit her first, a putrid mix of decay and rot. The skeletal remains of those who had not been liberated in time lay in shallow pits, their eyes hollow, their bodies twisted. She pressed a hand over her mouth, her stomach roiling.
Winters stood beside her, his face carefully blank. But she knew him now. Knew that behind the mask, something inside him was shattering.
âThis wasnât war,â he said finally, voice tight. âThis was something else.â
She swallowed hard. âWhat do we do?â
His fists clenched at his sides. âWe call command for support, get these people help, and make sure it never happens again.â
Chapter Eight: In the Aftermath of Surrender
May 1945, Austria
âAll troops stand fast on present position,â Thatâs what the oder said. Hearing the German army had surrendered while enjoying the view and top-shelf liquor at Hitlerâs prized âEagleâs Nestâ felt like some sort of poetic justice. Everyone wanted to celebrate â and they did. But they soon found out that war has a way of lingering, of sinking its claws into men who have known nothing else.
She was at the aid station later in the evening, reorganizing supplies when Roe and Speirs stormed in, Grantâs unconscious body between them on a stretcher. Roe was holding a bottle of plasma over his head, trying to keep Grant from slipping into shock. Blood pooled beneath Grantâs head, staining the stretcher as they laid him down. He had been shot by a drunk and troubled GI from another company after trying to calm the man.
The doctor looked at the wound, his face grim. âThereâs nothing I can do. He would need a brain surgeon, and even then there is no guarantee heâd pull through.â
Before she could process what was happening, Speirs had lifted the stretcher again, catching Roe off guard as he scrambled to pick up the other side. She grabbed the plasma bottle from Roe and quickened her pace to follow Speirs as he stormed into the night. She helped Roe keep Grant still and stable as Speirs hoisted the stretcher into the back of a Jeep.
âWhere the hell are we going?â she asked, breathless.
âTo find a damn brain surgeon,â Speirs replied matter-of-factly.
Sheâs not sure how he managed it, but after half an hour and multiple conversations with locals in butchered German, Speirs was banging on the door of a German doctor. When he answered, Speirs was standing with his pistol steady in his grip.
âSave him,â Speirs gestured to the Jeep.
The doctor didnât flinch at the sight of the gun. It was clearly not the first time he had a gun trained on him. âThere is no need for the weapon. Iâll do what I can for your friend.â
She watched as Speirs led him to the vehicle, the tension in the air almost suffocating. She checked Grantâs pulse. He was alive, but fading.
âWe need to get him into surgery as soon as possible. It will be faster if you let me drive to the hospital,â stated the doctor. âI know the way.â
Speirs silently conceded and climbed into the passenger seat as the doctor, still in his pajamas and dressing gown, slipped behind the wheel.
It was hours before they got word on Grant. The doctor finally emerged, thankfully, with good news. She breathed a sigh of relief as Roe muttered something she assumed was a prayer of gratitude in Cajun French.
When they made it back to camp, Speirs and Roe wasted no time getting to HQ - set up in an extravagantly decorated house - no doubt the former home of a Nazi insider.
Perconte and Randleman were sitting near the glass doors to the parlor, playing poker, barely looking up as Speirs pushed past them. But she saw the way their shoulders stiffened, the slight tension in the air as the sound of blows landing reached her. The man who had shot Grant was already bloodied, slumped in the chair, shielding himself as the others took turns beating him. The rage in the room was thick, palpable.
Speirs didnât hesitate. He strode in, gun in hand, stepping between the men and the soldier. The room went silent as he raised the pistol and pressed the barrel against the manâs forehead.
âSpeirs⊠donât.â Roeâs voice was low, a quiet warning.
Speirs didnât move for a long moment. The man trembled beneath the steel, eyes blown wide with fear. Then, just as suddenly, Speirs lowered the gun and slammed it into the side of the manâs head. The impact was sickeningly loud. The man groaned, slumping forward. Speirs grabbed him by the collar, yanking him up, then throwing him toward the other men.
âTurn this piece of shit over to the MPs.â His voice was ice. The others didnât argue. They grabbed the soldier roughly, dragging him out of the room. Liebgott paused as the boys moved outside.
âWhatâs the word on Grant?â he asked hesitantly.
âKraut doctor says heâs gonna make it.â
Joe gave a quick nod as he went to catch up with the group. Speirs turned without another word, striding out the door. Roe shot her a brief look before following, and she took a steadying breath before stepping away. She found Winters out back. He stood with his hands in his pockets, staring out at nothing, his expression unreadable. But she knew. She always knew when something was weighing on him.
âDick,â she said softly, stepping up beside him.
He didnât turn, but his jaw tensed. âI wanted to be in there.â
She exhaled, nodding. âI know.â
His fingers flexed in his pockets. âI wanted to hit him. I wanted to break something.â
She looked at him, watching the war play out in his eyes. âBut you didnât.â
His lips pressed into a thin line. âBecause it has to stop somewhere.â
She reached for his hand, hesitating before finally threading her fingers through his. âAnd you made sure it did.â
He let out a slow breath, squeezing her hand just slightly. For the first time in months, she felt him relax a little.
Chapter Nine - The Argument
June 1945, Austria
The war in Europe was over, but peace had yet to settle. Not for Winters, not for any of them. She found out about his transfer request from Nixon.
"He put in for a transfer to the Pacific," Nixon had said casually, swirling the last of his whiskey in his glass. But there was something in his voiceâsomething wary.
She felt the ground beneath her shift. "What?"
"Yeah." Nixon exhaled, shaking his head. "Said if he was going he wanted to go ahead and get it out of the way."
She stormed across the compound, barely aware of the men around her as she threw open the door to Wintersâ quarters. He was seated at his desk, writing, but he didnât even flinch as she entered.
"Tell me itâs not true," she said, voice tight.
Winters set his pen down slowly. "What are you talking about?"
"You put in for a transfer." She barely managed to keep the anger from her voice. "To the Pacific."
Winters exhaled through his nose, standing slowly. "I did."
"Why?"
"Because itâs not over yet." His voice was level, too calm, as if that explained everything. "Men are still dying. If I have to go, I want some say in it.â
She shook her head, disbelief crashing over her. "Youâve done enough, Dick. You donât have to keep proving yourself."
"Itâs not about proving anything." His jaw clenched. "Itâs about having agency. I canât just sit here and wait. I need to get it over with."
Her hands curled into fists. "Get what over with? More war? More death? Havenât you seen enough? Havenât you lost enough?"
He looked away, but she stepped closer, forcing him to meet her gaze. She whispered, her voice breaking. "You said you wanted peace when this was all over. That youâd find a quiet life.â
Winters swallowed hard. "What if I donât know how to do that? What if I donât know how to let this go?â
Her heart cracked. "Then let me show you."
She reached for him, kissing him, pouring everything she couldnât say into it. He hesitated, then responded, his hands moving up to cup her face, grounding himself. Her fingers went to his collar, working at the buttons of his uniform. But before she could go further, his hands gently closed over hers, stopping her. He pulled back, his forehead resting against hers.
âI donât feel right,â he confessed. âI canât share this with you, not like this. If Iâm reassigned to the Pacific⊠I donât want to hurt you, to leave you, afterâŠâ
His words trailed off, but she could see the conflict in his eyes. Her heart swelled, and she shook her head. âYou donât get to make that decision for me. If youâre going to leave⊠if youâre going to face death again without me, I want to share something real with you.â
The air between them shifted, the vulnerability thick between them. His hands trembled slightly as he kissed her again, this time with all the emotion he had buried so deep. They undressed slowly, each piece of clothing discarded like layers of the past they were leaving behind. He looked at her in awe, almost as if she were something he couldnât quite believe was real. "Youâre beautiful," he murmured, brushing his lips over her shoulder. "So damn beautiful."
She smiled, cupping his face. "So are you."
As they came together, he was slow, carefulâholding back, always holding back. She could feel the tension in him, every muscle taut with years of unspent energy. He whispered her name, her breath catching in her throat at the sheer sweetness of the moment. It wasnât about urgency or rushingâit was the slow, deliberate unfolding of trust.
"Dick," she whispered, threading her fingers through his hair. "Let go." His breath hitched, and she smiled softly. "Iâm stronger than I look. Youâre not going to break me." Something in him finally cracked, and this time, he did let himself go.
After, they lay tangled together, his fingers tracing idle patterns along her back. She pressed a kiss to his chest, listening to the steady rhythm of his heartbeat. For the first time in a long time, he felt light. As sleep pulled them under, he held her tighter, as if anchoring himself to something he wasnât ready to let go of.
Part Two | Part Four (Final)
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A Steady Hand (PART 2)
Part One | Part Three
Chapter Four: The Bitter Rain of Holland
Holland, September 1944
The rain had been falling for days, turning the fields to mud and the air to a biting chill as they made their way out of France and into Holland. She wrapped her arms around herself as she sat in the back of a transport truck, listening to the distant rumble of artillery.
Luz climbed in beside her, shaking the rain from his jacket. âHell of a vacation spot, huh?â
She snorted. âWell itâs our own damn fault for coming during the Winter off-season. Someone should have told the US Army to book this little trip in Spring. I hear the tulips are beautiful that time of year.â
Winters appeared at the back of the truck, ducking beneath the tarp. He was soaked through, but he didnât seem to notice. âYou two warm enough?â
Luz held out his hands. âOh yeah, boss, weâre great. Just having the time of our lives back here.â
Winters ignored him, turning his attention to her. âYou should get some rest. Itâs going to be a long night.â
She tilted her head, studying him. âYou should, too.â
He exhaled through his nose. âI will.â
Luz snickered. âSure you will.â
Winters shot him a look, but his lips twitched slightly. He glanced at her once more before stepping back out into the rain. She watched him go, feeling something unspoken settle between them.
Chapter Five: Hold the Line
Bastogne, December 1944
The cold was unbearable. There was no escaping itâevery breath burned, every movement was stiff and slow. The wounded were piling up, and supplies were running low.
She found Winters standing just outside the makeshift aid station, staring into the distance. His face was unreadable, but she could see the tension in his jaw, the exhaustion in his stance.
âCome inside,â she urged. âWarm up for a minute.â
He shook his head. âTheyâre still out there.â
âI know.â She stepped closer, lowering her voice. âBut you canât keep going like this.â
Winters sighed, rubbing a hand over his face. âI canât ask them to do anything I wouldnât do myself.â
âYou donât have to.â She hesitated, then reached for his hand, her fingers cold against his. âYou would tell them to warm up and take a second to breathe.â
His fingers curled around hers, brief but firm. âFine, just for a minute.â
Chapter Six: The Battle of Foy
Foy, January 13, 1945
The attack had gone sideways almost immediately. From her position at the aid station, she could hear the heavy thud of artillery shells and the intermittent crack of rifle fire. The men of Easy Company had waited for this moment for weeks, shivering in their foxholes, but now that it had come, it was chaos.
Dike had fucked it up.
She didnât need to see it to know. The hesitation, the indecisionâit was costing lives. The men needed leadership, and they werenât getting it.
Then, she heard a voice cut through the air. It was distant from her safe distance behind the line, but it was clear and commanding:
âSpeirs, get yourself out there and relieve Dike!â
From her vantage point, she caught sight of movement near the tree line. She watched as Speirs ran to meet Dike where he cowered behind a pile of hay. Winters had done what needed to be done. He had made the call, but she knew, without even seeing him, that the weight of all of the chaos sat heavy on his shoulders.
By the time she found him after the battle, he was propped against the wall outside command, hands clenched in his pockets.
âYou should be inside,â she murmured, stepping up beside him. âItâs freezing.â
He barely glanced at her. âI should have pushed harder to have Dike relieved earlier. The men, they told me their concerns⊠â
She sighed, wrapping her arms around herself. âMaybe. But if you had pushed, thereâs nothing to prove it would have changed anything. You would have been just as likely to get a reprimand for questioning chain of command. Besides, even if Dike had been pulled, I doubt theywould have chosen Speirs, and he was obviously the right man for the job.â
Winters shook his head. âThatâs not an excuse. I knew Dike was incapable.â
She let out a breath, watching it cloud in the air. â Yes, you knew it was a problem and that it was out of your control. In the end, you still managed to fix it.â
His jaw tensed. âNot soon enough.â
She reached out, resting a hand on his arm. âTheyâre alive, Dick. Theyâre alive because of you.â
He exhaled sharply, looking away. âI donât know if thatâs enough.â
âIt has to be.â
For a long moment, he was silent, his breathing measured. Then, finally, he nodded. âCome inside,â she gestured.
She smiled faintly as he opened the door, following her in.
PART ONE | PART THREE
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A STEADY HAND (PART 1)
Richard Winters x Nurse!Reader | Angst + Fluff
Warnings: Mentions of war, violence, blood, maybe a few curse words
Hi! Iâve really been in a writing mood, and as should be obvious by this second BoB fic, I am also really deep in my World War Grandpa Era. This story is in multiple parts, but theyâre all completed and being posted at once.
As always, this story is based on the dramatized 2001 HBO series - Band of Brothers. This story is not meant to disparage or otherwise belittle the real stories of Easy Company and others that sacrificed their lives in World War II and armed conflicts thereafter.
Prologue: A Vow
Normandy, June 6, 1944 â Nightfall
The night was eerily quiet, save for the distant echoes of artillery fire. Winters sat alone, a short distance from where some of his men had gathered after a long, harrowing day. The fighting had been relentless, and the weight of command pressed heavier on his shoulders than his gear ever could.
He ran a hand through his dirt-slicked hair, his thoughts racing. The men who had followed him, trusted himâthey had made it through the jump, but the war was just beginning. He had seen death today, more than he ever wished to, and knew he would see it again. Gazing up at the darkened sky, he let out a slow breath. And then, in the quiet between shell bursts, he made a promise:
"God, if you get me through thisâthrough this Day of Days and the ones to followâIâll find peace. When itâs all over, Iâll live quietly, away from all this." He forced himself not to flinch as another explosion echoed in the distance. He had never been a man to make reckless vows, but this one? This one, he meant.
Chapter One: First Encounter
Aldbourne, England â 1944; 2 Weeks Before D. Day
She first met Richard Winters in the chaos of Aldbourne. The air buzzed with anticipation, filled with the scent of damp dirt and gun oil. She had been assigned as a field nurse to the 506th PIR, a role that felt both too small and too consuming all at once. Her duty was clearâmend the wounded, keep them moving, and stay out of the way of the men fighting. She had expected hardship, the ups and downs of dealing with men at war, but she hadnât expected him.
Winters was everything the rumors suggested. Steady, intelligent, and composed, with a quiet authority that made men stand taller in his presence. He wasnât one for unnecessary words, but when he spoke, people listened. Including her.
It had started simply enough. She had walked into the command tent with a supply report, only to find herself caught in Wintersâ unwavering gaze. He had nodded, taken the paper from her hand, and murmured a polite, âThank you.â That should have been the end of it. But Nixon had other ideas.
âWinters, you didnât tell me the Army was finally sending us someone who can actually stitch us back together after a night of drinking.â Lewis Nixon quipped, leaning against the nearest table, whiskey already in hand. He shot her a grin, the kind that promised trouble. âWell, not you, obviously,â he spoke at Dick. âYouâd rather drink a glass of milk and read a field manualâbut for the rest of us degenerates, this is a much-needed addition,â he gestured in her direction.
She arched a brow at Winters. âIs he always like this?â
Winters exhaled sharply, the ghost of a chuckle passing his lips. Nixon looked delighted.
And so it began.
Chapter Two: A Reunion in Normandy
Normandy, June 1944
She arrived days after the initial assault, landing with a group of medics meant to assist in stabilizing the wounded before they were moved to field hospitals. The beaches still carried the scars of battle, but Easy Company had already pushed inland.
Reuniting with Winters and the boys wasnât immediate. Reports of Easyâs movements were scattered. Dick was always at the front, always leading. When she finally saw him again near Carentan, he looked different. His uniform was dirtied and stiff with bloodânone of it his own, she noted. But his presence was still the same, an unshakable, steady force in the storm.
âYou made it,â he said simply.
âEventually.â She glanced at the makeshift aid station. âLooks like I missed the welcoming committee.â
Nixon smirked. âYeah, youâre a little late for the fireworks. Mortars, machine gunsâ real nice way to kick off a party.â
Winters shook his head at his friendâs remark before turning his attention back to her. âYou doing alright?â
She nodded. âYou?â
He hesitated, then nodded once. It was a small moment, but in a war that moved too fast, where time for reflection was scarce, it was enough.
Chapter Three: The Road to Carentan
Normandy, June 1944
The fields of Normandy were thick with hedgerows, each one a death trap. The wounded arrived in wavesâshrapnel wounds, bullet holes, burns. She had seen it all before, but never this relentless, never this unending. The air smelled of blood, damp earth, and the acrid tang of gunpowder.
Winters came in just before nightfall, his uniform dark with sweat and dirt, his eyes sharp as ever despite the exhaustion that lined his face. He barely had time to sit before she thrust a canteen into his hands. âDrink.â
He took it without argument. She knelt beside him, pressing a fresh bandage against a gash just below his elbow. He flinched but said nothing.
âYou need to be more careful,â she murmured.
Winters let out a tired breath. âNot always an option.â
She looked at him, taking in the quiet determination in his eyes, the burden he carried. âThen let someone look after you for once.â
His lips twitched, not quite a smile. âThat what youâre here for?â
âSomeone has to make sure you donât run yourself into the ground.â She secured the bandage, brushing dirt from his sleeve. âYou know you canât take care of them if you donât take care of yourself.â
Winters met her gaze, something unreadable in his expression. For a moment, she thought he might say something, something real. Instead, he simply nodded. âIâll try.â
That was the closest thing to a concession she would get.
Part Two
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Close to the Fire
Ronald Speirs x Nurse!Reader | Fluff + Angst
Warnings: light swearing, mentions of war, period-typical violence, and concentration camps. Suggestive scene, but no smut.
OK BESTIES, here goes nothing! This is my first time actually publishing a fanfic. Constructive criticism is welcome, just be kind about it. I cry easily lol.
Had to start of with one of my fave fandoms and characters⊠Ronald Speirs from BoB.*
*This story is based solely on the portrayal of the men in the 2001 HBO series, Band of Brothers. It is in no way meant to disparage the actual men of Easy Company or the other countless men and women who risked their lives in World War 2 and armed conflicts since then.
The ground was slick with mud and blood, the air thick with the acrid scent of gunpowder. You knew you had gone too farâcrossed the invisible line between safety and chaosâbut when you heard the wounded cries from the treeline, hesitation hadnât been an option.
Now, lying in the dirt with pain radiating from your leg, you regretted nothing.
You blinked against the haze of pain, your breath coming in shallow gasps. The sounds of battle had moved away, but not far enough. If you didnât get out of here soon, someone would find you, and there was no guarantee it would be a friendly face.
A shadow fell over you, and for a moment, you thought you were done for. Then, sharp eyes met yoursâCaptain Ronald Speirs, his expression set in stone, his gun slung over his shoulder.
âWhat the hell were you thinking?â His voice was low, edged with something that might have been angerâor fear.
You tried to push yourself up, but your body refused to cooperate. âSomeone⊠needed help.â
Speirs knelt beside you, assessing the wound with practiced efficiency. A bullet had grazed your thigh, tearing through fabric and flesh. It wasnât fatal, but the blood loss and shock were taking their toll.
âYeah? And now someone needs to help you.â He pulled a bandage from his kit, his hands surprisingly gentle as he pressed it against the wound. âDamn foolish thing to do.â
You swallowed hard, wincing. âYouâd have done the same.â
His jaw tightened, but he didnât argue. Instead, he tore a strip from his own undershirt to reinforce the bandage. The rough fabric smelled like gunpowder and sweat, but it was warm, grounding.
âThink you can walk?â he asked, his voice softer now.
âI donâtââ You didnât get the chance to answer before he was shifting, slipping an arm under your shoulders. In one swift motion, he lifted you against him, his grip firm but careful.
âYou donât have toââ
âYes, I do.â His tone left no room for argument.
You rested your head against his shoulder for a moment, exhaustion winning out. âYouâre softer than they say, Captain.â
A huff of amusement, barely there. âDonât tell anyone.â
As he carried you back toward safety, every step measured and careful, the adrenaline finally wore off, and the pain set in. You bit your lip to keep from whimpering, but Speirs must have noticed because his hold on you tightened slightly.
âAlmost there,â he murmured, voice uncharacteristically reassuring.
The world tilted as he eased you behind the nearest cover. He set you down against the base of a tree, kneeling in front of you. His hands moved quickly, checking the wound and fixing the bandage. For a man known for his brutal efficiency in battle, he was remarkably gentle now.
âYou should have waited for help,â he muttered.
âI couldnât,â you admitted, swallowing against the dizziness. âI didnât think. I just acted.â
Speirs sighed, his expression unreadable. He pulled his canteen from his belt and pressed it into your hands. âDrink.â
You obeyed, the water cool as it calmed your dry throat. He watched you, as if making sure you wouldnât pass out, before finally speaking again. âAs stupid as it was, that was pretty brave for a nurse.â
Your lips quirked in a small smile. âThat almost sounded like a compliment.â
He smirked, shaking his head. âDonât let it go to your head.â
For a moment, the war seemed distant. The gunfire, the shouting, the chaosâit all faded into the background. All that remained was Speirs, his unwavering gaze locked on yours.
ââââââââââ- đȘđȘđȘâââââââââââ
Foy came and went in a blur. You heard the story secondhand, from murmuring soldiers and adrenaline-fueled gossip.
âRan straight through German fire like it was a goddamn Sunday stroll.â
âI thought he was dead for sure, but then he ran back.â
âWhat kind of man does that?â
The answer, of course, was Ronald Speirs.
When you finally saw him again, he was unfazed, as if he hadnât just made history with his reckless courage. But you were furious.
You found him, standing near the remnants of a crumbling wall, speaking briefly with a soldier before turning to light a cigarette. He barely acknowledged you as you approached.
âAre you out of your mind?â The words burst from your lips, anger fueled by fear still coursing through your veins.
He exhaled a slow drag from his cigarette before giving you a sideways glance, brow furrowing slightly. âWhat?â
Your frustration mounted. âYou ran through a field of fire. Straight into German machine guns! For Godâs sake, do you even realize how close you came toââ You cut yourself off, because saying it out loud made it too real.
Speirs still looked puzzled, like he wasnât sure what part of this was upsetting you so much. âIt worked,â he said simply.
That was it. That was his entire justification.
You threw your hands up. âYou donât get to do that. You donât get to lecture me about being reckless, about taking risks, and then turn around and pull something like this a few days later!â
His expression darkened, something raw flashing behind his eyes. âYou put yourself in danger because you wanted to help. I put myself in danger because it was the only way to get the job done. I knew what I was getting into when I joined up.â
Speirs exhaled slowly, the smoke from his cigarette curling between you. His expression remained composed, but something flickered in his eyesâsomething just beneath the surface, like a battle he wasnât sure he wanted to fight. You continued to meet his gaze in the tense silence.
âI donât take unnecessary risks,â he finally said.
You let out a dry, humorless laugh. âUnnecessary? You ran through a battlefield, Ron.â
âIt had to be done.â
âAnd if it didnât work? If you were shot down in the middle of that field?â Your voice wavered, betraying you. âWhat then?â
More silence was the only answer.
You swallowed hard, pushing past the lump forming in your throat. âI came here knowing Iâd see things Iâd never be able to forget. I knew the horror, the bloodshed, the deathâitâs why Iâm here. To care for men like you. But it doesnât mean I have to stand by and watch you take stupid risks and throw yourself away like your life doesnât matter.â
Speirs shifted slightly, gaze never leaving yours. âI told you. Iâm a soldier. I signed up to fight.â
âI signed up too,â you countered, voice steady despite the pounding in your chest. âYou donât get to act like your choice is more justified than mine. That somehow you not caring about your life makes you more noble. I didnât come here to watch from a distance. I came here to stand in the middle of it all. I came here for you â every single one of you.â
His jaw tightened, but he didnât speak.
For a long moment, neither of you moved. The tension, thick and suffocating, crackled like a live wire between you.
Then, just when you thought he might retreat behind that iron-clad mask again, he sighedâa quiet, weary sound, as if something inside him was finally cracking.
His eyes softened, just enough for you to see it. âI care,â he repeated, the words rough, almost reluctant.
Your heart pounded at the admission, at the weight behind them.
But before you could say anything else, before you could make sense of what it all meant, he straightened, the shift almost imperceptible. The momentâthis momentâwas over.
âWe should get back,â he said simply, his voice composed again.
You knew better than to push. But as he turned, you saw the way his fingers curled into a fist, the way his shoulders were just a little too tense.
And you knewâthis wasnât over.
Not by a long shot.
ââââââââââ- TIME SKIP ââââââââââ
The smell reached you before anything else. It was thick, rancid, almost suffocating, and it coiled in your lungs like poison. The men of Easy Company had smelled death beforeâon the battlefield, in the foxholes, in the ruins of war-torn towns. But this was different.
This was something deeper. Something rotting.
You followed the line of men as they advanced cautiously through the trees, rifles lowered, steps careful. No one spoke. The only sound was the distant creak of wind against rusted metal and the occasional sharp caw of crows overhead.
Then you saw it.
The barbed wire fence, twisted and rusted, stretching in jagged lines across the landscape. Beyond it, skeletal figures moved sluggishly, wrapped in tattered rags, their hollow eyes darting toward you with something between fear and disbelief.
A camp.
Your stomach turned violently, a cold shudder crawling up your spine.
The closer you got, the worse it became. Piles of bodies stacked like discarded trash. Wooden barracks that smelled of disease, filth, and despair. And the prisonersâif they could still be called thatâstared at you with faces so sunken, so gaunt, that they barely looked human.
You had spent the entire war treating wounds, doing everything in your power to put men back together after battle had torn them apart. But thisâthis wasnât battle. This was cruelty.
The men of Easy stood frozen, silent in the face of what they were witnessing.
Winters was the first to move, stepping forward with careful but purposeful steps. He reached the fence, eyes scanning the scene, his jaw clenched so tight you could see the muscle tick.
Leibgott was the first to break the silence. âWhat the fuck is this?â His voice was hoarse, nearly breaking.
A prisonerâthe closest one to the fenceâstaggered forward, barely able to hold himself up. âAmerikaner?â His voice was barely a whisper, raw and weak.
Winters nodded once, his voice steady. âYes.â
And then the man fell to his knees, his skeletal fingers gripping the dirt, his shoulders shaking as a broken sob wracked his frail body.
That was all it took. The others moved. Prisoners stumbled toward the fence, some falling before they could even reach it, their bodies too weak to sustain the effort. The sight of themâso thin, so hollowed out by starvation and sufferingâmade your throat tighten painfully.
A hand touched your arm, and you turned to find Winters watching you. âGo,â he said softly. âHelp them.â
You nodded, already moving.
You had seen wounded men before. You had seen limbs mangled by gunfire, men drowning in their own blood, bodies broken beyond repair. But you had never seen this.
It wasnât just physical. The damage here ran deeper.
You knelt beside a prisonerâan older man, his ribs so pronounced beneath his thin skin that he hardly looked real. His lips were cracked, his fingers trembling as he clutched the corner of his tattered uniform. His breath came in shallow gasps.
âWater,â he rasped.
You uncapped your canteen and held it to his lips, tilting it gently. He drank in weak, desperate gulps, some of it spilling down his chin. You wiped it away with your sleeve, ignoring the sting in your own eyes.
âEasy,â you murmured. âIâve got you.â
Nearby, the men worked quickly. Spears had been set down, rations passed through the barbed wire, blankets stripped from packs and draped over shivering shoulders. But there were too many.
You turned, scanning the area for Winters. He stood near the fence, speaking with a civilianâone of the local townspeople, a man who looked like he had been dragged here against his will.
âMajor,â you called, pushing yourself up and striding toward him.
Winters turned to face you, the strain evident in his expression. âWhat is it?â
âWe need a plan,â you said, your voice tight. âSome of these people canât even stand. They need food, medical attentionââ
âWeâre doing what we can,â Winters said, his tone even.
âItâs not enough,â you pressed. âWe donât have the supplies for this.â
Winters nodded, his gaze shifting back to the prisoners. His jaw clenched. âWeâll call in support. Get the word out to command.â
You hesitated. âAnd the Germans?â
Wintersâ expression hardened.
You had both seen the townspeople lingering near the camp, some watching in horrified silence, others looking away entirely. They knew. Maybe they hadnât been the ones holding the whips, maybe they hadnât pulled the triggers, but they had known.
âTheyâre already being rounded up,â Winters said, his voice cold.
A flicker of something dark and furious burned in your chest, but you pushed it down. There was too much to do.
You turned back to the prisoners.
No time to think about justice. Not yet.
ââââââââââ- đȘđȘđȘâââââââââââ
Later that night, you tried to keep busy. You had moved from one weakened body to another, doing what you could, but it was never enough. You could still hear their cries, still see the haunted eyes of those who had survived.
Now, standing outside the makeshift HQ, your hands clenched into fists at your sides, your entire body thrummed with something you couldnât name.
Rage.
Despair.
Hate.
It boiled inside you, a violent, sickening thing that made you want to scream, to cry, to throw up, to kill the men who did this with your bare hands just to feel something other than helplessness.
Footsteps approached, and you didnât need to turn to know it was Speirs.
He stopped beside you, silent for a long moment.
ThenââYou need to breathe.â
You let out a sharp, humorless laugh, your throat tight. âDonât tell me to breathe.â
Speirs didnât flinch. âYou want to hit something?â
âYes,â you admitted through gritted teeth.
âThen hit me.â
You turned to face him, and for a moment, you actually considered it. But there was no mockery in his expression, no amusement. Just quiet understanding.
You exhaled sharply, shaking your head. âI need something good.â
Speirs watched you, his expression unreadable. Then, before you could think, before you could stop yourself, you surged forward, grabbing the front of his jacket and pulling him to you.
You kissed him. Hard.
For a moment, he let you. Let you pour every ounce of rage and frustration and need into the kiss. Then, with a quiet groan, he pulled back just enough to look at you.
âNot like this.â His voice was rough, strained. âNot when youâre hurting.â
Your breathing was uneven. âRonââ
His hands found your face, his touch uncharacteristically soft. âWhen it happens, I want it to be because weâre choosing each other. Not because of the war. Not because of anger.â
You swallowed hard. âOkay.â
âCome here.â He pulled you into his arms.
You buried your face against his chest, his warmth steady, solid.
âStay?â you asked quietly.
He didnât hesitate. âYeah,â he said before following you inside.
And as you drifted off, his arms still around you, Speirs stayed awake.
Watching.
Thinking.
Trying to understand what the hell he was supposed to do with this thing growing between you.
Something dangerous.
Something real.
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The official word came down: Hold positions. Hitler was dead. The Nazis surrendered. The war in Europe was over.
Some of the men cheered, others just stood in stunned silence. The weight of years of fighting, of constant survival, finally settled onto their shoulders, leaving them exhausted, relieved, and restless all at once.
You barely had time to process it yourself before Easy Company made their way up the winding roads to KehlsteinhausâHitlerâs prized Eagleâs Nest.
The view was breathtaking, mountains stretching endlessly beyond the horizon. But it wasnât the luxury or the stolen wealth that stuck with you. It was the absurdity of it.
All this opulence, all this grandeur, and yet it had been built by men who let their fellow humans starve in camps not far from here.
You tried not to dwell on it. Tried to enjoy the moment with the people around you.
But Speirs? He disappeared almost immediately.
âWhere the hell did Speirs go?â you muttered, arms crossed as you stood with Lipton and a few of the other nurses.
Lipton smirked knowingly. âScavenging.â
You huffed. âOf course.â
It was well known that Speirs had some seriously sticky fingers. From pieces of jewelry to entire silverware sets. The man had plundered his way through half of Europe in his spare time.
âHe actually asked us for some help,â Lip said, rubbing the back of his neck, his amusement evident.
You blinked. âHe what?â
Before Lipton could answer, one of the nursesâHannahâgiggled beside you. âHe came back with a dress. An actual dress.â
You stared at her. âYouâre joking.â
âNope,â Lip confirmed, suppressing a grin. âFound it in one of the houses. Brought it back and asked if we could, uh⊠âmake it work.ââ
A slow, stunned smile crept onto your lips. âRonald Speirs found a dress for me?â
Hannah nodded. âItâs actually beautiful. Little wrinkled, but itâll do. And he asked us to get you ready tonight.â
Your stomach flipped, warmth creeping into your chest.
Speirs wasnât the kind of man who said things outright. He didnât do grand confessions or flowery words. But this? This was more than enough.
You turned to Lipton. âAnd whatâs your role in all this?â
He chuckled. âHelping him set up a dinner. Well, his version of a dinner.â
âWhich means?â
Lip gave you a knowing look. âYouâll see.â
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The sun was beginning to set when Hannah and the others finished their work.
You stared at yourself in the broken mirror of the commandeered bedroom, running your hands down the fabric of the deep blue dress. It wasnât extravagant, but it fit well enough, and after years of nothing but military fatigues, it felt strangeâgood, but strange.
Your hair was pinned back as best as it could be, and when you stepped outside, the fresh mountain air sent a pleasant chill across your skin.
Speirs was waiting just outside one of the empty halls, hands in his pockets, his usual composed expression in place. But when he looked at you, you swore you saw something shiftâsomething unreadable but warm.
âDidnât think youâd actually wear it,â he said, tilting his head slightly.
You smirked. âYou went through the trouble of looting it. Figured I should.â
He stepped closer, his gaze sweeping over you. âLooks good on you.â
Your heart skipped a beat, but you masked it with a teasing grin. âCareful, that almost sounded like a compliment.â
His lips twitched. âDonât let it go to your head.â
He offered his arm, and you took it without hesitation.
The âdinnerâ was set up on a balcony overlooking the valley. A bottle of wineâalso pilferedâsat on a small table along with a few plates of whatever food Lipton had managed to scrounge up from the kitchens.
It was simple. No candles, no extravagant decorations. But it was real.
Speirs pulled out a chair for you before sitting across from you, pouring the wine without a word.
You swirled the glass, watching him as he leaned back slightly, eyes on the horizon. âSo,â you mused, âwas this your idea, or did Lipton bully you into it?â
Speirs smirked faintly. âI donât think Lip has ever bullied anyone. He did help me put together a plan.â
Your chest ached at the thought of him putting effort into this. âWhy?â
He didnât answer immediately. Instead, he took a sip of wine, the soft breeze ruffling his hair. Then, finallyââBecause you deserved something good.â
The lump in your throat nearly stole your words.
You reached across the table, fingers brushing against his. âSo do you.â
He didnât pull away.
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The room was dimly lit when you reached it later that night.
You had barely closed the door when Speirs caught your wrist, tugging you gently against him. His hands found your waist, steady but certain, his forehead resting against yours.
You inhaled sharply. âRonââ
âI want this,â he murmured, voice low. âI need you to know that.â
Your fingers trailed up his chest, feeling the steady thrum of his heartbeat beneath your palm. âThen donât stop me this time.â
He didnât.
His lips crashed into yours, the composure he always wore finally breaking. His hands were everywhereâtrailing down your back, pressing you flush against him as he walked you back toward the bed.
It wasnât rushed, wasnât frantic. It was deliberate.
For once, neither of you were caught in the middle of a war.
For once, you were just two people, rediscovering what it meant to be alive.
Every touch, every kiss, was unspoken confirmationâIâm here. I want this.
When he finally laid you down, hovering above you with a rare softness in his eyes, he hesitated. âAre you sure?â
You curled your fingers into the fabric of his shirt, pulling him down. âRon, Iâve never been more sure of anything.â
And so he kissed you againâdeeply, reverently.
This was no battlefield, no reckless moment of desperation.
This was something real.
Speirs remained awake long after you had drifted off, your body curled against his.
He traced idle patterns against your bare shoulder, his mind restless.
He had spent years convincing himself that attachments were dangerous, that caring too much would only lead to loss.
But here you were.
And for the first time in a long, long while, he didnât feel the need to run.
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The waiting was the worst part. The war was over in Europe, but still raging elsewhere.
Days passed with no word on whether Easy Company would be sent to the Pacific. Some of the men started relaxing, letting the weight of the war finally ease off their shoulders. Others remained on edge, unwilling to believe the fight was over.
Talbert, lucky bastard, won the lottery and was getting sent home.
You found him sitting on a crate outside one of the barracks, scrawling another letter to the girl he never stopped writing to. Smirking, you leaned against the doorway, arms crossed. âSheâs gonna be sick of hearing from you by the time you get back.â
Talbert grinned, unfazed. âNot a chance.â
You sat beside him, nudging his boot with yours. âTell me the truth, Talbert. You gonna marry this girl?â
He huffed a laugh, shaking his head. âIâd propose the second I stepped off the train if I thought it wouldnât scare her half to death.â
You nudged him again, teasing. âOh, I think sheâs stuck with you at this point. No way she wrote back this many times without knowing what she was getting into.â
Talbert grinned. âYeah⊠yeah, maybe.â
You smiled, but deep down, your stomach twisted. You were happy for himâyou really wereâbut as you watched him tuck away the letter, reality crept in.
What if Easy was reassigned? What if the war wasnât really over?
And worseâwhat if they went to the Pacific, and you didnât?
The thought nearly stole your breath.
Talbert mustâve caught something in your expression because his grin faded slightly. âYou okay?â
You forced a smirk. âYeah, just thinking about home.â
He let it go, but you knew he didnât buy it.
That night, you found Speirs sitting outside one of the barracks, smoking, his Thompson resting against the wooden steps. The sight of himâso steady, so composedâmade something in you snap.
You sat beside him, exhaling sharply. âIâm scared.â
He didnât look at you right away, just flicked his cigarette into the dirt. âOf what?â
You swallowed, staring at the dark horizon. âOf getting left behind. Of you all going to the Pacific without me.â
Speirs was quiet for a long moment. Then, finallyââYou think Iâd let that happen?â
You turned to him, brows knitting together. âRon, itâs not exactly up to you.â
âNo,â he admitted. Then, after a pause, âBut this is.â
He reached into his pocket, pulling out a small gold ring, the metal glinting faintly under the dim light.
Your breath hitched.
It wasnât extravagantâsimple, a little wornâbut it was undoubtedly an engagement ring.
And, knowing Speirs, it was also undoubtedly looted.
Your heart pounded. âRonââ
âWhether I have to jump into Japan or not,â he said, his voice steady, unwavering, âI know one thing for certainâIâm not letting you leave Europe without my last name.â
A laughâbreathless, disbelievingâescaped you. âYou stole an engagement ring?â
He smirked. âYou expected anything else?â
You stared at him, your chest aching in the best possible way.
Then, slowly, you reached for his hand, curling your fingers around his. âYou better mean this, Speirs.â
His grip tightened slightly. âI wouldnât say it if I didnât.â
That was all you needed.
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Two days later, the entire company gathered in the open field just outside the barracks. The sun hung low in the sky, casting everything in a soft golden light.
An army chaplain stood at the front, flipping through his worn Bible, waiting patiently. Winters stood beside you, adjusting his uniform, looking strangely at ease in his role.
And then there was Speirs.
He stood tall in his formal uniform, his polished boots planted firmly in the grass, looking every bit the legend he had become. Beside him, Lipton stood as his best man, hands clasped behind his back, a proud but amused smile on his face.
You, on the other hand, were adjusting the fabric of your dressâanother âfindâ from one of the local homes âfitted as best as you could manage with the help of your fellow nurses. It wasnât perfect, but it was clean, and for the first time in a long time, you felt soft again.
Winters cleared his throat beside you. âReady?â
You nodded, taking his offered arm. âYouâre sure about this, Major? I mean I know I donât exactly have family here to walk me down the aisle, but I could always walk aloâŠ,â he didnât give you the chance to finish.
Winters gave you a rare, soft smile. âFamily isnât just blood. Itâs my honor to do this.â
Your throat tightened. You squeezed his arm gently. âThank you.â
Then, the two of you walked forward.
Speirsâ gaze locked onto you immediately, and for the first time in your entire relationshipâif you could call it thatâyou swore you saw something like awe in his eyes.
When you reached him, Winters gave you a small nod before stepping aside.
Speirs eyed your dress, his smirk barely hidden. âWhereâd you get that?â
You smirked back. âYouâre not the only one with scavenging skills, Captain.â
Lipton huffed a quiet laugh beside him.
Speirs chuckled, shaking his head slightly. Then, his expression softened. âYou look beautiful.â
Your heart flipped, warmth blooming in your chest. âCareful, that almost sounded like a compliment.â
His lips twitched. âDonât let it go to your head.â
The chaplain cleared his throat, and the ceremony began.
It was quick, simple, but perfect. When Speirs slid the ring onto your finger, his hands were steady, his grip sure.
Then, as soon as the chaplain pronounced you husband and wife, Speirs didnât hesitate.
He pulled you to him and kissed you, slow and deep, his hands curling around your waist like he wasnât letting go.
Applause and cheers erupted from the men, Lipton giving an approving nod while Luz whooped loud enough for half the barracks to hear.
But none of that mattered.
Because as you pulled back, catching your breath, Speirs met your gaze, and in that moment, you knew
No matter what came next, no matter where they were sentâ
You were his.
And he was yours.
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EPILOGUE
Colonel Sink signed off on the marriage paperwork the next morning, making everything official in the event Speirs and the boys were reassigned.
But, as fate would have it, the war ended before that could happen.
Easy Company wasnât sent to the Pacific.
They went home. Together.
And Ronald Speirs, the man everyone swore was made of steel, returned with his wife.
#band of brothers#ronald speirs#speirs x nurse#ww2#romance#Ronald Speirs x Reader#BoB#hbo war#band of brothers fic#dick winters#joe liebgott
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