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#all I want is a love that feels secure#safe#unshakable#not not be afraid#not to go back and forth between tender and terrifying#it’s okay right now but the floor will drop again soon#and when it does#what if it’s worse than last time#I know I should say ‘if’ and not ‘when’#but it’s been at least 5 times now#to ignore it would make me stupid#so once again I’ll go around damaging myself to feel something#I feel like im in a fear factor challenge#trapped in a box of water with a grate at the top#the water level rises and falls#but for periods of time I struggle to breathe through the grate at the top#gripping at the wrought iron bars to pull myself up for air. gasping. water in my lungs.#only for the man who poured all the water in to begin with to pull the plug and let the water out. to ask me to comfort him.#it was so hard to watch me drowning#yet you did nothing to help#I’ll sit here and spiral and wonder what I did wrong#why I deserve the water#as he locks my ankles back into the box and tells me he won��t pour any more water in. he won’t drown me again.#how many more times before the water fills my lungs#before my lifeless body rises to the top
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Guilt and blame and anger. Anger into acting out. Acting out to guilt. It’s a circle. A mean cycle.
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I miss you.
#what a cheap immitation of you I’ve found#you’d be the same but you’d love me#I’d be your everything#and you’d be my rock.#🌲#👨🏫
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I can’t even read through my own journals anymore. It’s all you.
Sometimes I wonder who Im running from. What I’m really trying to escape.
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You build in nights watching award shows. You build in drunk texts. You build. Your hands should be calloused.
#I hate holding back from you because I know you see right fucking through me#no soldier think#I’ll want to keep you close to me. forever.#I’ve missed that especially lately.#your skill. your scenes.#your devotion. your wholehearted want to love me.#you’d adore me#and I’d be yours completely.#messy messy boy#meet a stupid stupid girl#but make them closet poets who live for a niche reference#make them equally smart#make them teach each other new things#and then don’t let them crash and burn#stop the two meteors hurtling toward each other#I’m sure they won’t feel the phantom of that crash for the rest of their lives#/#can’t crash into you like any wrecks do
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Having a crush on someone is nice until you start losing your mind.
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I need to delete this. I need to move on and let this go to stop thinking about it .
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#why are you on my mind#(I know why you’re on my mind)#I shouldn’t entertain these thoughts as much as I do#missing your brand of attention but hate chasing you to feel it#ugh
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#not this stupid boy having REALLY cute pics of him snuggling his cat#and you know what#it’s fully my fault#I asked#and I shouldn’t have#but I’m just a girl and I wanted to see pics of the cat#I didn’t think he’d look so cute in them#god this little shit I swear.#if you would’ve asked me. out of this whole class of students. which one id develop an inappropriate crush on.#just from pictures he would’ve been at the bottom of my list#but it’s embarrassing that I know for certain that if we would’ve met in college I’d be sitting in his lap at every fucking party#I’ve never been interested in someone like him before.#it like. feels like it’s in my genetics? bc of my dads heritage?#hard to explain#this is stupid#obvi will never do anything about this but try not to aggressively flirt#despite my very very flirty personality#he appeals to the side of me who loves ambition and he seems like a Good Fucking Time#like would smoke and yap for hours and the morning would be like the one at Preston’s#also his name is so fucking stupid#THIS IS DUMB#anyway goodbye diary
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If someone makes you feel, let them.
Reyna Biddy
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“You’re different, and I want you to know that you are”
#after everything#I just can’t quit you#you haunt me everywhere I go#my beloved ghost and me#sitting in a tree#d-y-i-n-g
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