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Reblog with a picture of you before you realized you were queer and a picture of you now!

It’s so cool to see how people change and become more confident!

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Me: Wow, the stars look beautiful tonight.

Person: Yeah.

Me: You know what else looks beautiful?

Person: *blushes* what?

Me: Viria's art is the new official art for Rick Riordans website.

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Official Percy Jackson and The Olympians and Heroes of Olympus Art! So excited for Viria and can’t wait for more~ Check out Viria’s blog, right here —-> http://viria.tumblr.com/

Oh my gosh…. ALMOST 7,000 notes?!?! Where did that come from??? ALMOST 10,000 NOTES?!?!?!

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“In the real world, the smartest people are people who make mistakes and learn. In school, the smartest people don’t make mistakes.” – Robert Kiyosaki 

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“Beware that, when fighting monsters, you yourself do not become a monster. For when you stare long into the abyss, the abyss also stares into you” - Friedrich Nietzsche

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This Society Sucks

The other night my friend and I went to a dance together that my church holds once a month. She was my ride and on our way home our conversations turned from funny and random things to some deep stuff.

One of the things I talked about was the fact that I wondered if it was selfish of me to decide that if I ever had children, I never wanted them to meet my abusive father who is also a jerk, an alcoholic, and smoker. He screwed me up so much that if I ever have kids, I never want him to influence them. My friend replied saying yes an no. I don't remember what else she said but I've decided now finally that it's my choice and it's what's best for my children. I don't give a crap if they're his family. He will come nowhere near him and if it’s possible, I will get a restraining order so he’s won’t be able to. I haven’t talked about this with my mom or any other family because I just know that they’ll be all “oh but they’re his family he should be allowed to see them and spend time with them” and/or “he can change and he probably/might change when you have kids”. I don’t want MY kids to end up like me.

Another thing we talked about is the fact that there are so many people that can’t accept the lgbtq+ community or refuse to do so. Especially people of my church. My friend has some problems with her parents and the lgbtq+ community and it’s hard for her to deal with. I am bisexual and now, I feel like I don’t feel the need to hide it anymore. The only people I ever want to hide it from is my family until I’m 18 and moved out so they can’t influence me if I don’t want them to. I think it’s so stupid how you can’t just accept these people as just normal people. Why does it matter who they love? They’re just freaking people with lives and feelings and opinions! Leave them alone! You don’t have to agree with their views on love or whatever but that doesn’t mean you get to treat them like crap or make them feel like there’s something wrong with them because there isn’t. That’s just who they are! That’s the way their personality is and that’s the way they work. You can’t control every little thing about you and you can’t control every little thing about other people and the rest of the world so just leave them alone. You can love them or you can hate them. Just leave them alone and stop spreading hate! It’s ruining lives!

I also want to say that this world needs to change badly. Everyone probably already knows that. Our generation, Gen Z and the Millenials, and everyone else who uses social media like me and knows all about how much crap our generations get because “we can’t do anything right and our generations suck” and whatever, we need something to remind us that we’re not alone. I think everyone wants to make a difference in the world, whether it’s good or bad. About a year or so ago I started writing a book. Like really got into it. I kept rewriting things and coming up with ideas and I’ve got my main plotlines and all that, it just now needs to be put into words. This book is the thing I hope can remind people out there that they aren’t alone. Because no one is. No one is alone in anything. The main character in this book is based on me and everything I’ve ever wanted to be. When I get down or feel like I can’t do something because I’m weak or something like that, I remind myself that this character (whose name is Kaida), that’s me. If she can do it, I can do it. And it helps me. Ever since I’ve started writing this book I’ve become better. I’m more confident. I’m not afraid to be myself as much. I’m able to feel like I’m just the average human being because I AM! I am a human being with problems and that’s okay! That’s what I want this book to be for people and I love it so much I probably annoy my friends cause I talk about it so much. But I need people to be reminded that they’re okay for not being perfect. Kaida, my main character, she’s not perfect! I’m not perfect! Our imperfections are what make us perfect and that’s what people need to learn and understand and be reminded of. Having problems doesn’t mean you’re not a normal human being. Normal isn’t a thing. Nothing is normal. That’s why I use the word average now. Average doesn’t mean everyone is the same. It means people are similar but they are still different. I remember saying to my friend that the people who now their imperfections but accept them as who they are are just beautiful and I love them so much! I love everybody so much because there are just so many people who I want to help and be there for and just hug but I can’t. And that’s what I want this book to be for people and it’s why I think society sucks so much!

Society sucks and we need to change it! I don’t care who you are, how old you are, your race, you gender, your sexuality, I don’t care! You are a person and you deserve respect. We as a people need to rise up and fight for it. We need to raise awareness of the problems in our society like rape, equality between everyone, not just gender, suicide, awareness of abuse, any kind, mental, physical, whether it’s on a child or not, it needs to stop! This world is a mess and we need to make it better. I know there are people out there working to make this world better and I love anyone who is helping whether you mean to or not or whether or not you realize it. We are all beautiful people and that’s what the world needs to know. The world can be such a beautiful place and that’s what we need to fight for. This is our world. Our home. We need it to be the safest and welcoming place we could ever be. Anyone who disagrees with me on anything can fight me. I will fight anyone if it means I can make this world a better place for everyone.

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My Music Problem

So I listen to a lot of different songs and genres on youtube because I use Amazon music when I don’t want to deal with ads and stuff and because Youtube lets you listen to mash-ups and nightcore and a bunch of other fancy stuff without having to pay a single cent because, as long as I skip the ads, I’m perfectly fine.

So one day I was looking at how many freaking playlists I had just for music and they were all just a mess. I would usually listen to the same playlist until I added so many songs that I got bored. Then I would make a new one and repeat the cycle.

So I’m just like “screw it! I’m going to organize my music!” and proceeded to go through each freaking playlist of music I ever had (which was like ten playlist that ranged from 10 - 50 songs each) and put them all in one playlist. Then I made categories. Things like Hamilton, Dear Evan Hansen, Pop, Nightcore, etc. Then I made another playlist called Current which I would edit to the songs I was currently into and whenever I found a new song I would add it to my main music playlist (which has over 150 songs in it), and then put it into the correct category playlist, then add it to my current playlist.

Why did listening to music have to become so freaking complicated?!

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My friend recently got me into the show My Hero Academia and she added me into a board of all the MHA/BNHA stuff she pins so we can both use it. So I was just scrolling through trying to organize it when I see three of the same freaking posts pinned by her. I’m dying inside from laughter and start texting her when I see the fourth one. I send her a picture of the four posts circled and we both just die of laughter. This made my freaking day.

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class change!

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uravity

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she do martial art

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I feel a deep connection to this

Let me just say this…

Just because you share the same blood doesn’t mean anything. Blood does not make you family.

If someone who is “blood” screwed you over more than you can count, did something to loose your trust, betrayed you, abused you, whatever the case is

You are allowed to hate them

You are allowed to dislike them

You don’t have to trust or respect them

So stoping saying “You can’t hate them they are you mom” or “You should respect me because I am your parent” & so on

No. Just no

Don’t feel bad for hating them, or guilty. If you have a reason, then hate them all you want