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I hadn’t posted about my Mavyret treatment. I was waiting for the last set of bloodwork to be done and then I just kept forgetting. Finally got my results back last week, I am hep c negative! My blood work came back normal! I had little side effects from it! And it worked! So everything worked out well! I definitely recommend this treatment for anyone with hep c if you are ready! It’s a real blessing!!

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It’s been awhile since I have written about my Mavyret journey. I haven’t really written because I haven’t really had anything new to say. I would say I haven’t really had any negative effects this far, which I think is great considering I’m about to be a week over halfway through tomorrow. I missed one dose because I accidentally forgot. When I first got the medicine the pharmacist told me If I miss a dose do not double up. Just take it again like you have been when it comes time for your next dose. Still taking it at night, I haven’t woken up anymore feeling ready to go for the day at one or two am so that’s good… but wasn’t super bothersome anyway seeing as I was able to get back to sleep fairly quickly. I went on Thursday to have my blood work done since I was halfway done to see if the medicine is helping at all. Haven’t got the results back but I would say I’ll have them by Monday or Tuesday. They are usually pretty good about getting back to me! Anyway, that’s all on the Mavyret journey right now! I’ll definitely update when I get the results of the blood work! Hope anyone who’s following is doing well and I hope that someone, somewhere is receiving some encouragement from this!

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So, I haven’t written anything about the Mavyret. I started week two on Sunday. So far, there have been several nights where I have woken up at midnight to one am feeling like it was time to get up and moving. But was able to go back to sleep. The past two days I have kept a headache, but the pollen is crazy right now and so is the weather. I have been feeling sick for two days, but I am pretty certain it is the weather. I haven’t had much of an appetite today. Otherwise things are going okay!

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Day 4 of my Mavyret journey:

Still constantly eating, lol. I had a pretty intense headache today, but I took ibuprofen and it went away... so that was nice. So far so good!

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Day 4 with Mavyret :so far so good. Felt weird this morning, got shaky and my vision went weird again, plus I was feeling really tired for the first couple hours in the day. Other than that, nothing crazy! I do feel like I am constantly eating though, lol. I may have already said that... if I have, I’m saying it again because it hasn’t slowed down any! Lol

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Mayvret day 3: it was a decent day! I forgot to write about it last night because I got off kinda late but I just had a couple bouts of nausea but was fine when I ate. It seems like I am constantly eating though and I don’t like that. Lol

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Mavyret Day two:

Not sure if I clarified before, but I chose to take the medicine at night in hopes of avoiding any side effects. My first dose was Sunday night... anyway,

Today I woke up feeling okay and a couple hours into working I started feeling kind of weird and light headed, I started feeling really tired and achey. I can’t really pin point this on the mavyret to be honest. I work outside all day and for whatever the reason the pollen is horrendous this year so far. So I felt more and more crappy by noon, had a little nausea but I felt a little better once I ate, still didn’t feel great but a lot better towards the end of the day. I’m really not even sure why I felt the need to share this day by day, maybe it’s because I was really scared to take it and I am still nervous. But I hope it can help someone. I eat dinner and take the 3 pills about 10 or 15 minutes later. I drink a bottle of water with it. I also drink water consistently all day long, not only because I work outside in the heat but also because I have learned over time (with being someone who refused to drink water in the past) that I feel better both mentally and physically when I drink plenty of water. Anyway, not too much going on today for certain. I just took my third dose and about to catch some sleep! Goodnight blogger friends 🙏🏼

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Day one of my mavyret journey.

I took my first dose last night, decided to take this route considering a common side effect is fatigue. I was nervous to take it, and I read tons of reviews with many different perspectives. Decided to take it, because I figure it can’t be much worse than the ultimate outcome if I don’t take it. I ate a full meal, took the medicine and drank a bottle of water. Also took my nightly dose of magnesium. Two in the morning and two at night. This morning when I woke up, I didn’t feel awful or anything. Think I had a little bit more energy than usual. The day went by fine. Didn’t have any headaches or anything. Drank lots of water through the day as always during the summer at work. Tonight o feel good, just tired. Waiting on Roscoe to get home probably about to take the next dose!

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Psalm 55:22 (NLT) - Give your burdens to the LORD,    and He will take care of you.    He will not permit the godly to slip and fall.

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Man I really needed to see this today!

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Don’t be discouraged! Sharing My experience!

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Overdose Awareness..

This is a video I made a few months back sharing a little bit about my experience with addiction and the experience of losing alot of friends to drugs, this one is particularly about the loss of my sons father while I was in prison, due to a drug overdose. I hope this can shed some light for those struggling in addiction, and maybe give some insight to those who havent experienced, or dont understand it.

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Open Your Heart

Your security doesn’t come from trusting others. Your security comes from trusting and cherishing your own heart. Don’t let life shut you down. Open your heart as often as you need.

     -Melody Beattie (Journey to the Heart Daily Meditations on the path to freeing your soul)

I loved this so much, I had to share.

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I wrote this to one of my very best friends a couple of years ago, He has never seen it. But I wanted to put it on here so that I dont end up losing it somewhere along the way....

I wish that you knew what you meant to me, I do

when I say that i love you, please know that its true

I want you to hear me, from my heart to yours

knowing you’re hurting, runs deep through my core

Remember when you asked me, 

“Do you love yourself yet?”

Well I guess you could say, Im as close as it gets.

It hurts me to 

see you, still stuck on that path.

I’d do anything to fix it, 

But i don’t think it would last.

If I’ve learned one thing over these past few years,

Its that you can’t get the healing without facing your fears.

Have you looked in the mirror lately?

I wish that you would,

I wish you could see what I see, A heart full of good.

You’ve been through so much,

I know that you have.

I know you inside out, the good AND the bad.

Seeing you struggle, it really makes me sad.

I know I’m not there, but I know your pain

and you can’t let the devil keep you from what God has in store.

You are close to my heart,

to speak on all the good, I wouldn’t know where to start.

Our bond is something special, 

genuine and sincere.

You were always there for me, the fact that you cared for me was clear.

Alot of people i have questioned,

but with you, Not once.

You were always trying to protect me, no matter what,

We’ve had it all and had nothing,

but we still remained the same.

If I never ask you anything, Please do this one thing.

Please take the time to get better,

so you can be who God intended you to be,

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#MorningWord! Gm Tumblr Fam 😊

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Currently

I feel like alot is going on right now, not just in the physical...but in the spiritual realm as well. I havent really been finding balance or sticking with constant communication with God in these recent weeks like I like too. I can sit and make excuses all day, but Im not going too because there will never be one good enough for that. Regardless, Ive been having some attacks and some confusion in the midst of all of the shit and I am just pushing forward. Ive started reaching out to God again, doing some warfare prayers and just talking to him little by little. Even if I dont exactly know the words, I still reach out and just ask for help and he does. I want to get back into writing more but I just havent really found the time too. Im trying to get into the groove of things again and focus on some self care and Love and direction from spirit... But i suppose spirit is what led me here again, So i will be here more. I need to get back on track with my healthy outlets. Ive been slipping lately and just pretty much working and sleeping. Anyway, I guess thats it for this moment. Just a little vent sesh cuz I am ready for sleeeep.