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Vending Machine Choco

Kara's POV~

“What's up my homo?” Brainy says when I open my door after he knocked.

I choke on the juice I had been drinking, laughing. “I'm sorry what?” 

“What is up? I thought that that was what I was supposed to say.” He says walking into my apartment.

“I meant the other thing, you called me your homo.” I can't help but laugh.

“I was under the impression it meant friend, is that incorrect? Did I just say something rude? I said it to Alex earlier and she laughed but didn't say anything about it.”

I laugh to myself again, “Of course she didn't.” 

“I really don't understand. Does homo not mean friend? Alex would have corrected me if i used the wrong word.” Brainy seemed a bit stressed, I hadn't meant to freak him out.

“I think the word you are looking for is homie, not homo.” I explain.

“Ah, I see. Well then why didn't Alex correct me? What does it mean?” 

“It is short for homosexual, meaning someone who is gay.” Brainy still seems a little bit confused. “Do you not have gay people from your time?” I ask seriously concerned.

“I am not sure what you mean? Is it a kind of alien? I don't recall anything about gays.” Brainy looks deep in thought.

I smile, taking another drink of juice, “It's not a kind of alien, it just means someone who likes the same gender as them. Do you honestly not have gay people in the future? That's terrifying.” I can't really imagine a world where Alex couldn't be herself.

“Oh no we have them, they just don't have specific labels, you guys are really big on labels here.” Brainy explained.

“Wait, so you just don't question it, there are no labels? You just like whoever you like? People don't just assume you're straight?” That actually sounds amazing, I know what it's like to have to hide a part of who you are from everyone, and while being an alien is different from being gay, coming out is hard. 

“I'm not quite sure what you mean by straight, however there really aren't assumptions, and the only labels people use the genders they are attracted to, and even then only sometimes. Do you guys have multiple labels? It just seems inconvenient.” 

“It is, and it's also really stressful for people who aren't sure who they like.” I say.

“You mean like how you are confused about how you feel for Lena?” I nearly choke on my drink. 

“I'm sorry, what?” I am definitely not confused about how I feel about Lena. I'm just in denial, and I would like to keep it that way.

“Is that not common knowledge?” He says calmly as ever.

“No, i have no idea what you're talking about.” I want to change the subject. “Do you guys not have labels for transgender people either?” 

“I actually know that one, I once heard some people bothering this lovely lady for it, so I did my research. In my time we don't need a specific label for that, it's just widely accepted. Why do you ask?”

“I'm just curious,” I was also partially asking for Nia, because I know how she feels about Brainy and how heartbroken she would be if Brainy were to be upset if he found out. 

Then there was a knock on the door. I quickly x-rayed the door to see who it was. “Speak of the devil,” I say opening the door to Nia.

“Was the devil spoken of?” Brainy questions.

I see Nia visibly stand up taller when she sees Brainy, but I can also see that she looks slightly disappointed to see him. “Nia how are you?” 

“I've definitely been better, but um, I was just coming to talk to you about a dream. I've actually been having trouble sleeping, but every time I close my eyes I have this dream.” Nia says still standing at my front door. 

“Well come on in, tell me about this dream.” I close the door behind Nia and we go sit in the living room with Brainy following closely behind us. 

“Well, every time I close my eyes I see the same thing. It's nothing overly terrible but I just see it so much that it haunts me.” She looks tired, Nia is always sleeping, I can't imagine how this is affecting her.

I set down my cup. “What is the dream?”

She takes a deep breath, “Well, I'm standing in the hospital hallway, and the vending machine falls on me. It hits me but I get out and I don't get crushed. But I don't understand it, why would I dream of having a vending machine fall on me?”

I don't know what to tell her, I don't have the answer she's looking for. But I guess I don't have to, as Brainy speaks up. “Was there any other details? Any clues that could help decode what the dream is warning us about.” 

“Um, I haven't really checked for small details,” Nia looks slightly ashamed. “Hold on,” Then she closes her eyes for a brief moment before they snap open. “The light in the hall is flickering, and when the machine hits the ground, a choco bar falls over by my foot. There are other candy bars too but that one is just more clear.”

None of that means anything to me, but it seems to mean something to Brainy. 

Brainy POV~

“Hospital hall, vending machine choco, lights flickering.” I list off. I see understanding cross Nia's face. 

She stands up, “Um, I should go,” she says.

“No, I am the one in the wrong here,” I say, I realize how tired Nia looks, and she looks thinner too, I can't imagine being the reason she can't sleep or eat. “I should be the one leaving.” I start to walk over to the door.

“I have absolutely no idea what is happening between you too right now. However I have a feeling this is something you two should talk o-” Kara was cut off by the sound of sirens. “You guys stay here and talk this out,” Kara sped over to her room then out the door. I guess she hadn't put her suit on under her clothes today. 

Nia looks at me wordlessly, she sits back down on Kara's couch. “I'm sorry, I made this weird, I should never have kissed you. I was so stupid.”

I feel a twisting in my gut, something I've never felt before, I would be rather upset if Nia had never kissed me, even if we can't be together. I sit down on the couch facing her. “Don't apologize, it wasn't stupid.” I say, I'm always right, but what if i was wrong this time? 

Nia looks at me confused, “It wasn't?” 

I'm not sure what to say now, I should have the answer, I always have the answer. Nia is doing something to me, I can't think straight. It's true that Nia and I can never be together, it would never work, but I can't shake the feeling of her lips on mine, her hands on my cheeks, and her telling me to listen to my gut. I know how i feel about intestinal inclination but maybe there is more to it “No, it wasn't stupid at all.”

Nia looks slightly confused, but she smiles anyway. “What are you saying?” She asks softly.

“I- I don't know.” It's true I still don't know, but I'm starting to doubt myself and regret my actions.

Nia POV~

“No one has ever made me feel this uncertain.” Brainy says twisting his ring around his finger anxiously.

I'm not sure how to respond to that, I don't want to make him feel uncertain, I want to make him feel safe and loved and supported. “I didn't mean to make you feel uncertain, I'm sorry.”

"It's nothing to apologize for, I've just never felt like this before." He says without looking up at me.

"Well how do you feel?" I know exactly how I feel, I feel bad about kissing him because it made things weird between us and I am mad at myself because I still want to kiss him again. However, I have no idea how he feels.

He takes a deep breath and looks up at me, "Honestly, I'm not quite sure. It's very unsettling because i am always certain, but right now i am just very confused. I don't want you to regret what happened at the hospital, I definitely do not." He doesn't regret it, that's good, but I'm sure there is more. "But there is a big part of me that is telling me that it could never work, I have seen first hand how relationships between those who work together work out, and it's not pretty." He looks sad, I really didn't mean to make him sad, I just want him to be happy.

"Brainy, do you like me?" I know that he's not great with subtlety so I figure the only way to get through this is to be direct.

"Well actually I believe that I am in love with you." He replies. That is not at all what I was expecting.

"Well," I'm at a loss for words, how do I respond to that. All I want to do is kiss him and cuddle up next to him but I know that that wouldn't be very fair of me. He thinks he loves me, but he thinks it'll never work. "What would you do if I kissed you right now?" It escapes me before I really process what I'm saying.

"There is an 89% chance that I would internally panic." He replies immediately.

"In a bad way?" I ask,

"No," He says. I move closer to him slowly, giving him time to pull away, then I lean in and kiss him. Brainy pulls back and meets my eyes, "make that 100%," he says softly.

I giggle, if I'm honest, i think i might be internally panicking as well. "If you think that it won't work out, then I'm going to respect that, I realize I didn't last time and I'm sorry. So I will respect whatever your decision is, but just keep in mind that number one, if you let doubt and fear hold you back, you won't get far and number two, even if it doesn't work out, we will still be friends." 

"Nia?" He whispers,

"Yes?"

"Can I kiss you?" He says louder this time.

"Definitely," I smile. He leans in and places one of his hands on my waist, which I must say, I really like. I'm really confused though, he said that we can't be together but he also just said he loves me and now he's kissing me on Kara's couch and good God i hope she doesn't come home yet. Brainy pulls away and looks into my eyes silently, I can't tell what he's thinking, but he looks so annoyingly adorable so I lean in and kiss him again.

"Nia?" Brainy whispers again as he pulls away.

"Yes?"

"Would you like to go out with me? On an actual date this time and not just an outing?" He looks as if he's expecting me to say no, I'm sitting here on our friends couch kissing him and he thinks I'd say no to go out with him, for a twelfth level intellect he's not very smart.

"Of course I'll go out with you Brainy," He looks relieved and surprised, honestly, sometimes he just baffles me. 

"Fantastic," he says cheerfully.

Then I kiss him again pushing him backward on the couch until he was laying down with me over him. But what I was not expecting was the gush of wind coming in the door that scared me so bad I fell off of Brainy and thumped onto the ground.

The gush of wind had been Kara as I realized as I stood up looking flustered. "What did I miss?" Kara says looking between Brainy who is still laying down on her couch and me now standing looking quite flustered.

"Oh nothing" 

"A lot," Brainy and I reply at the same time. Kara looks back and forth between us and just laughs. 

"Well since everything is fine at the DEO now and you two seem to be getting along would you like to stay and watch a movie? I could use the company," Kara offers. 

Brainy looks over at me questioningly and sits up, "I would enjoy watching a film with you," he said turning to Kara. 

"I think I could go for a movie too as long as you have popcorn," I say,

"Of course I have popcorn," She smiles.

. . .

 

Kara POV

I don't know if they think I don't notice that they are sitting closer together than usual or that they are holding hands even though they are trying to hide it. I just smile and look back to the TV. Then Nia stands up and walks to the door opening it as if she's expecting someone. Sure enough just then Lena pops up and smiles brightly at Nia. 

"I hope you don't mind that I stopped by, I was bored of being alone." She says walking into the apartment.

"Of course I don't mind, I love having you here. We were just watching a movie if you'd like to join us." Lena takes off her heels and walks over to sit next to me on the loveseat.

"I'd love that," She says. "Hello Brainy," she smiles over at Brainy.

"Hello Lena," He replies as Nia takes her seat next to him, I think even closer than last time.

Lena looks over at me with a questioning look and I just shake my head smiling.

We sat and finished the move together. I was expecting Nia to fall asleep on Brainy at some point, but somehow Brainy ended up falling asleep on Nia. I think Nia was as equally surprised as Lena and I. Brainy isn't one to let his guard down around others however I had noticed that he looked as if he hadn't been sleeping well or at all recently. So it's good for him to get some rest, and him lying on Nia's shoulder with his long hair covering part of his face is absolutely adorable and the little smile on Nia's face everytime she looks at him makes me happy. They both deserve this.

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Catcalls

It had been a couple weeks since Brainy and I had officially started dating, and so far it's going great. We had just been paintballing and there was a bunch of kids having a party, but we absolutely destroyed them. 

   "That was a lot of fun," I say squeezing Brainy's hand as we walk back to my apartment.

   "Yes it was," he replies staring up at the beautiful sunset. "However I think anything could be fun when I'm with you."

   I'm still not quite sure how to respond to things like that, I've never had someone who enjoyed spending a lot of time with me that wasn't family. And I haven't had the best luck dating so when Brainy makes sweet little comments it kind of catches me off guard. Luckily, Brainy isn't one to expect an immediate reply, he's quite patient so I never feel rushed. "Would you like to do something again tomorrow?" I ask.

   Today is Friday, so I don't have to work tomorrow, and technically neither does Brainy, but the DEO doesn't always let you make your own plans. "I think that would be delightful." He replied raising our joined hands and staring at them with a smile on his face. So far from what I've seen, I make him happy and he makes me happy too. 

   I have gotten kind of used to getting visions occasionally even when I'm awake, but it still startles me everytime, like now when i get a flash of something just seconds in the future. "Ignore it," I say, Brainy looks at me confused but then a man whistles and calls out "Hey there gorgeous, why don't you come over here?" 

   I have heard worse so I'm not overly bothered but Brainy looks outraged. "Just ignore it?" He says as if it's crazy.

   "Just don't pay any attention to him, it happens all the time," I say.

   "This happens regularly?" He asks outraged.

   I shrug my shoulders, "Ever since I was young. I think every girl gets it." 

   "And no one does anything about it?" For a minute I think he might stop walking and turn around and go up to the guy but he doesn't.

  "There's not really anything we can do about it so we just ignore it."

  He looks down for a moment then squeezes my hand. "I am sorry that that happens to you. People can't really get away with making comments like that in the future." 

   Hearing that things are different for girls in the future is a relief. "Sometimes I wonder if they realize that they are being rude. Like sometimes a stranger will give me a complement and it makes me feel great but I guess catcallers are still giving complements, just in a creepy way."

   We reach the front door of my apartment and I grab my keys and let us in. We're standing waiting for the elevator when Brainy speaks up. "Nia?" He says softly.

   "Yes Brainy?" I reply

   "You are rather gorgeous." The elevator doors open and we step inside.

   I think he might just be trying to cheer me up from the guy, but I can tell he really means it. "Thank you, you're quite good looking yourself. With and without your image enducer." 

   His cheeks flush a little bit at that and I smile at him. We exit the elevator and he walks me to my door. "I love you Nia Nal" he says raising his hand to tuck my hair behind my ear.

   I move in to give him a hug resting my head on his shoulder. "I love you too Brainiac 5," then I kiss him gently and pull away. "Until tomorrow,"

  "Until tomorrow," he echos, smiling sweetly before he turns and walks back to the elevator and I walk into my apartment.

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Hey, so I just started uploading fanfics on here so any encouragement would be greatly appreciated. If you have any story suggestions let me know. I'm not usually happy with my writing but I'm actually proud of some of these even though I wrote them a while ago. Anyway I hope you enjoy :)

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I Can’t Stop Thinking About You

“I have a problem,” Brainy says.

Nia looks concerned, “What is it?”

“I cannot stop thinking about you.” Brainy replies, Nia looks at him doubtfully. “What?”

“You can’t stop thinking about me? That’s your problem?” Nia questions.

“Yes. No matter what I do, my mind connects every single thought I have to lead back to you. I can’t focus at work because I just can’t get you out of my head. I can’t stop thinking about how caring and brave you are. I can’t stop thinking about your hair and how beautiful it is. I can’t stop thinking about your face and how gorgeous it is. I can’t stop thinking about how you got me to finally understand the feeling of butterflies in your stomach. I can’t stop thinking about how you make me feel. I can't stop thinking about when you kissed me. I can’t stop thinking about kissing you again but the most concerning is that I can’t stop thinking about the fact that I could never be in a relationship with you because you deserve way better than me.” Nia stands there in complete shock.

“Well, I hate that you think you aren’t good enough for me, because you make me smile, and laugh and you make me feel so special, and I think about you a lot too. You are definitely more than good enough for me Brainy.” Nia wants so badly to just hug Brainy and tell him that she loves him, but she knows that’s not a good idea.

“Do you really think that?” Brainy asks,

“Of course, I really care about you,” She didn’t want to scare him by saying that she loved him, but she needed him to know how much she cares,

“May I kiss you?” Brainy asks quietly,

“Yes,” Nia responds. He steps forward and places his lips against hers gently. Nia leans into the kiss and places her hands on Brainy’s shoulders as his hands fly to her waist pulling her closer to him.

Brainy pulls away first, “I don’t think that that is going to help my problem,”

“Probably not,” Nia says kissing him again.

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Awwwwwww i miss when Brainy was asking for help 😭😭😭😭

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Kara, I’m not okay. I am so overwhelmed, and this guy just triggered everything.

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Home

Before, I knew for certain that the future was home, but now I'm not so sure. As much as I love the Legion and all of my friends, no one appreciated me back there as much as my friends do here, they expected me to do everything and no one was ever grateful. Here I feel loved and appreciated by all my new friends. Kara, Alex, Lena, James, J'onn, everyone, has made me feel like a part of their family, and they are grateful that I'm here, and for everything I do. And then there's Nia. No words in any language can explain properly how she affects me. She makes me feel happy and inspired and I feel breathless when I'm near her. She amazes me with everything she does and makes my chest feel all tight and makes me feel giddy. But most importantly when she holds my hand, I feel like I'm home. When she wraps her arms around me, I feel like I'm home. When she kisses me, I feel like I'm home. When I'm with her at all, I feel truly at home, like that is exactly where i am supposed to be. And that is why I don't know if I ever want to go back to the future.

It's not fair of me to leave Winn there, and it's not fair of me to abandon all my friends. But the friends I've made here treat me better than all my old friends and the connection I have with Nia is way more than anything I've ever felt from the future. If I went back to the future I would probably never see Nia again, I would never get to feel the gentle weight of her head as she lays on my shoulder because she fell asleep during the movie we were watching. I wouldn't feel the peace that radiates off of her as her eyes flutter in her sleep.

Then suddenly Nia bolts awake tears already forming in her eyes. I may not be great with social situations but I can tell she's hurting and I want to help her. “Nia what is it?” I ask pulling her into my chest and wrapping my arms around her in what I hope is a comforting manner.

“You- you're……. Leaving me.” She said quietly sounding absolutely defeated.

“Did you dream that I returned to the future?” I asked.

“Yes, you just left me,” Nia pulled out of my embrace to look at my face.

“I will admit, I have been thinking about it.” I feel awful admitting it but I would feel worse keeping it a secret. “The future is my home, and the Legion is there,”

“If you have to go home, I will understand. I won't be happy, but I'll understand. When I left home and moved here I missed my family every day, and I could go visit them whenever I wanted. I can't imagine if they were in a totally different time period.” Nia moves away from me, I immediately miss the warmth and pressure of her next to me.

“I used to know 100% that the future was home, but since I met you that number is steadily declining.” I reach out and hold Nia's hand in mine.”

“What are you saying?” She asks confused.

“When I'm with you, I feel like I'm home. Not like I'm back in the future with the Legion, but I feel safe and peaceful but giddy and excited and i know that I'm where i belong. You make me feel better than anyone from the future ever did.”

“So you’re not leaving?” Nia’s expression is hard to read, I can’t tell at all what she’s feeling.

“I don’t know, on the one hand, my whole life is in the future, all my friends are there, the Legion is there, but on the other, I’ve had a chance to restart my life here, where no one knows my past, and I’ve made new friends that I would even consider family, and I love you and I don’t know that I ever want to leave you.”

"Brainy, I don't want you to make some big life changing decision just because of me, make sure that even if I wasn't here and you decided to stay, that would still be the right decision for you." Nia says gently.

I don't understand why she says it, but when I think about it, I don't have anyone like Nia in the future, what's there is my friends and the Legion. Here, I have a new family and the DEO as well as the Super Friends. So even without Nia, the twenty-first century has more to offer me that the future. "I think I am going to stay here," I say finally.

Nia smiles at me, "I'm glad to hear that," She places a gentle kiss on my forehead and sits back down next to me. "I love you," she whispers against my shoulder.

"I love you too Nia Nal," I grab her hand and lace her fingers with mine.

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Fearless

~Inspired by the song Fearless by Taylor Swift~

It’s been a week since I did the interview as Dreamer for Kara, and since then Brainy and I have worked together every day. We started meeting up at my house so we could work in private, but he’s seemed slightly, distant almost like he’s hiding something. I try to ignore it, I figure he’ll tell me when he’s ready, but I can’t help feeling like maybe he’s not hiding something and it has something to do with what I said on the interview. I mean I did say that I love cute nerdy boys who think too much, and while I didn’t say him specifically or what kind of love, i think it was pretty clear. Maybe he’s upset about it, upset that I said it on a very public broadcast or upset because he already knew that I liked him and he had told me that nothing could happen between the two of us and i said it anyway. Both of those are very valid reasons and he has every right to be upset with me, but I just wish he’d talk to me.

    I heard a knock on the door, I jump up off the couch to answer it. I’m not expecting anyone, Brainy had already been over earlier and my roommate is out of town for the rest of the day. I open the door and see Brainy on the other side. “Nia Nal,” He says sounding surprised.

    “It’s my apartment, who did you expect to see?” I ask confused.

“Well, you.” He says quirking his eyebrow in the way he does that makes my heart flutter.

    “So why do you seem surprised to see me?” I ask,

    “I wasn’t surprised, I was just… not prepared.” He absentmindedly runs his hand through his long hair, god he’s gorgeous.

I try to clear the thought out of my head, “Prepared for what?” I ask confused.

Brainy’s hand is shaking, something that I have never seen him do, my mind immediately worries if he’s okay. He takes a deep breath and I’m so confused, he’s never like this. “This,” He says quietly, my heart races and Brainy takes a step forward. He places his hands on either side of my face and places his lips on mine almost exactly how I had done at the hospital. At first, I’m a little shocked, Brainy made it pretty clear that nothing could happen between the two of us and now he’s here kissing me in my doorway. I wrap my arms around his waist loosely feeling a little brave. It’s obviously not our first kiss, given that I kissed him at the hospital, but it’s flawless, really something, it’s fearless.

Brainy pulls away slightly but leaves his hands resting on my cheeks which are now probably quite flushed. We stand there for a moment in silence, the only noise is the sound of our combined breath, but I’m sure he could definitely hear my heartbeat. My mind is racing trying to wrap my head around what just happened. I hear my neighbour begin to twist their doorknob to open the door and realize we're still in the open doorway. I quickly pull Brainy inside and close the door behind me.

“Hi,” He says softly looking into my eyes. I spun quite awkwardly when I closed the door, so now my back is pressed against it and Brainy is standing extremely close to me.

“Hi,” I laugh, I’m still feeling quite brave so I lift my hand to his face and I twirl a piece of his long dark hair. I lean in and kiss him again, not too gently, but not too forceful either. I feel him slide his hands across my waist and pull me closer to him. “So you changed your mind?” I ask him when he pulls away.

“I was thinking a lot about facts and calculations, what would happen, but then I was thinking about what you said about intestinal inclination, and about what wouldn’t happen and how I'd feel if I didn't go for it.” He took a step back to give me more breathing room. I let my hand fall to my side. “I also thought that today would be a good day seeing as it’s the last Thursday of April.”

I don’t understand how it being the last Thursday of April matters at all, but then it hits me, the broadcast, “I love Thursdays and April and nerdy boys who think too much.” I whisper.

“It’s a good thing that I happen to love gorgeous, brave, kind hearted girls who stand up for what they believe in, but there’s this one in particular who caught my eye….” He trails off, he lifts his hand to my face and runs his thumb over my cheek.

“Oh really?” I place my lips on his again, he fumbles with his hands, not knowing what to do with them. “What are you doing?” I ask,

“Overthinking,” He replies honestly.

“Well then stop thinking and just kiss me.” I say,

“I think I can do that,” He lowers his hands to my waist, pulling me toward him again as he kissed me passionately. I run my hands through his hair, I had always wanted to be able to play with his hair. Brainy pulls me away from the door and we stumble over to the couch not taking a break to navigate my apartment. We trip over a basket sitting on the floor and Brainy lands on top of me on the couch.

Just then I hear the door open and the familiar voice of my roommate, Yvette. “Damn it, girl, I knew I shouldn’t have come home early.” Brainy quickly scrambles off of me and falls onto the floor in the process, his face is redder than mine, and that's saying something. “At least you’ve got good taste, I’ll leave you two alone and let you finish whatever you had going on here. Text me when it’s safe to come back.” She opens the door again and steps out of it, locking it behind her.

“Well that was a little bit awkward,” I say,

“I’m sorry if I embarrassed you,” He looks over at me, his hair is a bit of a mess, but god he’s so cute, I can’t handle it.

“Of course you didn’t embarrass me, she just walked in at an awkward moment without any context. And she told me I have good taste then left the house very suggestively. If anything, she embarrassed me.” I smile at him and offer him a hand up.

“How can one leave suggestively, what was she implying was going to happen while she was gone?” He took my offered hand and sat down next to me. “Oh, oh!”a blush crosses his face as he realizes what she meant.

“Don’t let her get to you,” I say laughing, I lean in and kiss him quickly and softly.

“Would you like to ‘Netflix and chill’ as they say?” Brainy asks.

I nearly choke laughing. “I really don’t think that means what you think it means,” I reply.

“I do not understand,” He says quirking that damn adorable eyebrow again.

“I would love to put on a movie or something and relax if that’s what you meant,”  I suggest.

“That is what it means is it not?” Brainy asks.

“That's definitely not what it means,” I reply with a smile, not giving him any hint that I'd be okay with what it actually does mean. Brainy gives me a questioning look. “It's, um, very suggestive,” I say blushing.

“Oh,” He says, “that definitely isn't what I thought it meant," he blushes slightly and lays back against the couch.

I smile at him and grab the remote, then I lay back against his side. I put on a movie, but all my attention is on the warm pressure of Brainy’s skin in contact with mine.

…

I don’t remember falling asleep, but I wake up lying against Brainy, who is still sleeping, he looks so peaceful I just want to cuddle into him, so that's exactly what I do and I place a kiss on his forehead.

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😭😭😭💔💔💔

#the saddest parallel of all times

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please…. theyre my emotional support couple

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Brainia, 15, 19, and 20!

15. When they watch a film what do they choose and why? Who gets the final vote?

we know brainy has made it his mission to watch every keanu reeves movie and they have their wildcat reference. and also he watched the devil wears prada at some point. nia is a classic movie nerd and gets really excited sharing her many views and opinions on them. so she is determined to show him all the greats and he is so smitten with her when she gets geeky and excited about her favourite movies so it’s usually nia that gets to pick. and nia loves horror movies even though she gets scared and brainy just doesn’t see the logic in that until they’re watching a movie and something makes her jump and she snuggles up to him and hides her face in his sweater and now he’s starting to see the appeal.

19. Where do they go on their first date?

nia likes to surprise her boyfriend so when they go on a date, he’s expecting the traditional dinner and movie deal but nia’s like nope surprise we’re doing an escape room then paint balling and marathoning all of the harry potter movies. she gets the giggles in the middle of the escape room when brainy gets frustrated because the clues just don’t make sense and didn’t work in any of his escape simulations. they get asked to leave the paint balling arena though because nia got the jump on him and backed him against a wall to shoot him and they were making out and sir, ma’am, there are children here can you please stop??

20. Where do they go on holiday?

i’d love for nia to take brainy to see parthas to see where she grew up and meet her family but things are still tense with her sister so that’s not much of a holiday. they deserve a relaxing vacation with endless hours sunbathing and swimming in the sea and snuggling by a bonfire at night on the beach and stargazing and just being cute and relaxed. so wherever the nearest beach is, that’s where they’re going.

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My heart is honestly shattering over here

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😍😍😍😍

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My beannssssss

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