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batstarion sketch🦇

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Like that one movie.

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Also I learned today that exclusively pumping is more depression and messes with your hormones because you aren’t producing or receiving the same level of oxytocin (the happy chemical) from ur baby

So @ my baby for not knowing how to suck on a titty: ur making me extra emotional today i cried about soap. Not happy

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Postpartum depression stole the first weeks of memories of me and my baby from me

PMDD reared its ugly head 3 months PP after I started to feel better

and a BPD relapse made me want to unalive

And somehow I got through it all for her

Insane

The human ability to persevere is insane

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A final version of this piece! With Perona now.

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young sephiroth and young angeal!

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I just come back to tumblr to doom scroll and occasionally post about being depressed

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Snotgirl #16

Cover A: Leslie Hung

Cover B: Bryan Lee O'Malley (art), Rachael Cohen (color)

Release date: December 4, 2024

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Mother, Maiden, Crone

Idk what to post on this blog now that I have access to it other than my horrendous book brainrot. Throne of Glass and Crescent City are the superior series but Nesta will always have my heart and therfor so will ACOTAR.

Cosplayed the Archeron sisters with my best friends last summer<3

Nesta is me, Feyre is my pal Megan and Elain is user Beckelyn!

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having a baby is so weird

what do u mean my body just 3d printed a whole ass person that just sits with me giggling at my hair and watching me draw

mad

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its okay dude im not becoming evil muhaha. sorry i mean haha. dont know what happened there muhaha. sorry i mean

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This blog is so weird, it's like a morbid time capsule of my awkward teens and every great and awful thing i've ever been through. Mad.

Still crazy is that there's so many folks on here that I've been friends with for a third of my life or more. That's insane.

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Came back to this blog to find old mutuals that I’ve lost connections with, but also now I can share a bunch of pregnancy pictures that I love because I miss my bump 😭 my little lady is 4 months old next week! I only did 2 pregnant cosplays lmao, Wanda was how I announced her originally back in November last year and so took these a week ish before my due date💚 (she was actually 10 days late in the end lmao)

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Long time no post!

A lot has happened since I was locked out of this account, it’s been a crazy few years.

- family home burnt down. Lost all my childhood things, resulted in the loss of two beloved family dogs.

- had a cancer scare that was dragged out for over a year.

- got a dog who ended up having a super rare disease that only two specialist vets in the country knew how to try to treat who passed away from it before she turned 3.

- obviously rona

- worked my way up from the very bottom at TGI Fridays to running the restaurant in a year only to quit because the company is full of tax evading bullies and it made me want to unalive. Now general Manager of a cafe and very happy.

- got engaged to the love of my life of 12 years.

- had a beautiful baby girl this year and officially claimed milf title

- and like 100000 others things