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it happened but I caught it and deleted it immediately

one of these days I'm going to accidentally reblog mclennon yaoi to my Doctor Who blog with 200 followers and then it's really gonna be geover

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That one fateful meeting of ours

happy july 6th

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what you learn from hobbies:

consistent practice opens up whole worlds of skill that you couldn't imagine

making mistakes in the process of learning is not only natural, it is also essential

activities that you enjoy can give you more energy back than you spent on them

wow everything is so expensive

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THE BEATLES

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mclennon haters on tiktok are so funny because you can tell they didn’t actually bother researching them at all. Like they 100% think everyone who ships mclennon is doing baseless rpf, but which normal platonic friendship produces the lyrics “I seen religion from Jesus to paul” and “I’ve called out your name john every night since then” and also “dear friend throw the wine im in love with a friend of mine, really truly, young and newly wed” like I’m sorry I didn’t know you guys were giving the Doomed Romantic Treatment out to just anyone

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happy late mclennon day!!

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two of us

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the only thing that dictates where i end a chapter is vibes. i dont care if its in the middle of a scene or we've been going for 9k words. its over when i say its over

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"It's ok to disappoint people." has got to be MOST powerful, life changing advice I have ever heard.

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persecution...complex? I suppose the myriad ways this world has tormented me would confound less formidable intellects than my own.

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Yes obviously I think Susie and Noelle are cute together. But Susie and Kris is the stronger relationship to me. Not a romantic one but just. They get eachother on a deeper level yknow. It's a stronger bond. I'm more compelled by their friendship than I am by any notion of romance

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some Wilburys doodles

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ITS RINGO’S BIRTHDAY!!🎂🎊

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I need to draw Morat one of these days, too, but for now, the Beatles !!!!

It's almost 4am, I'm tired and hungry 🫣

I tried to cover Ringo's jacket bc I got mad while trying to render it😭

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Portrait day baby!!! I think I’ve improved since my first one (March 7th)

And a big happy birthday to Ringo! Today’s gonna be a great day

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A few years ago while trying to find ways to commit suicide as painlessly as possible, I came across a PDF of Dr. Paul Quinnett's The Forever Decision. Thinking it might go into actual methods of suicide (I read an article once that actually did that and was trying to find it again) I started to read it, and I think I only got about two pages in before I was crying too much to actually see the words.

I downloaded the PDF to my hard drive and I open it again whenever I'm feeling too suicidal to do much else, but not enough to start booking a ride to the hospital. And every time without fail I only go up to a few pages before backing off and choosing to live another day just because suicide suddenly seems even more unbearable than whatever the hell upset me in the first place.

All the book really does is [I'm pulling a summary from GoodReads here as, again, I've read no more than 5 pages] "discusses the social aspects of suicide, the right to die, anger, loneliness, depression, stress, hopelessness, drug and alcohol abuse, the consequences of a suicide attempt, and how to get help."

But it also starts with the author kindly asking the reader to complete the book before going through with anything, and for some reason I'm compelled to really just try to read it all before finalizing everything. Despite not yet completing it (hopefully never will) I think I can safely say it's saved my life at least a few times now.

It's intentionally legal to copy and redistribute this book to keep it as accessible as possible, and it's very easy to find, but here's a link for it anyways.

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URGH. Emmerich Holyblade and I just went to The Ceremony to receive our RPG Job Titles, and he OBVIOUSLY got Chosen Hero Sword Saint. So now he's gonna set out to kill the Demon Lord of Darkness.

Me? I just got Dark Mage. Honestly, it's pretty rare, but the job opportunities are also limited. You either get into covert assassination or dungeon raiding.

God, just because we're the only two kids in The Village, Emmerich Holyblade automatically assumes this makes us friends. He doesn't even realize I hate him and his stupid smug swordsman ass.

URGGHHHH he just asked me to join his Grand Hero's Party. fuck. I can't just say no if the Grand Holy King himself is gonna payroll us to do this shit. Whatever man. Let's rock till the Demon Lord of Darkness is dead, and then I can retire and never see Emmerich Holyblade again.