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I do not remember my name. Nor do I remember when my time was. But what I do know is that I am monsterkin.

Not bad monsterkin. Not scary by choice. I was a smoke creature, but not sure if that is my final visual form. I dont have much memory of my past life so far as I kind of fell into a deep spiral and disconnected from what I knew. No introspection. No shadow work. Just spiral.

Not many know I am monsterkin but my cat knows. I strongly believe my cat is my past bear companion in a new form. The way he communicates with me, the way he always finds me when I am in distress. The way he looks at me. It all is too familiar. I thought my companion was in the form of a mate but that is false.

I hide my creature tendencies behind that of a pet player and primalist. I am most comfortable as a dog. Dehumanized but adored. This human life is too much.

I honestly just want/need more friends and real life isn't working anymore. I have been on other social media but none have felt right nor have they been beneficial to my mental health.

I hope to figure out more of my past lives, if many at all. I want to find and connect with others. I just want to be welcomed to some degree. I am very introverted but enjoy being part of the pack.

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I crave connection but am always on the outside.

I want to find where I belong.

This human existence is terrifying when you are a monster.

It is scary when you are alone.

No one who understands. No thing to turn to.

Howling endlessly.

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The canine urge to be let loose into a field and to run for decades lord yES PLEASE

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my OC Tom with his dog I’m still searching for a name, so drop your suggestions! story time: The dog was actually meant to be a military service dog. Tom entered a program for dog handler training. The trainer assigned this puppy to Tom and it was love at the first sight. Unfortunately it turned out that the pupper is a big yellow belly and was not suitable for duty because he is too soft and too scared of everything and interprets the training as playtime, so he can’t get very serious about work. So Tom decided to keep him just as his friend. The doggo looks scary but is actually just a cuddle-addicted floof. 

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Everytime I have a toothache or feel how bad my teeth have gotten, I am reminded of the decay of this human body.

I fear the decay of this body.

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I do not remember my name. Nor do I remember when my time was. But what I do know is that I am monsterkin.

Not bad monsterkin. Not scary by choice. I was a smoke creature, but not sure if that is my final visual form. I dont have much memory of my past life so far as I kind of fell into a deep spiral and disconnected from what I knew. No introspection. No shadow work. Just spiral.

Not many know I am monsterkin but my cat knows. I strongly believe my cat is my past bear companion in a new form. The way he communicates with me, the way he always finds me when I am in distress. The way he looks at me. It all is too familiar. I thought my companion was in the form of a mate but that is false.

I hide my creature tendencies behind that of a pet player and primalist. I am most comfortable as a dog. Dehumanized but adored. This human life is too much.

I honestly just want/need more friends and real life isn't working anymore. I have been on other social media but none have felt right nor have they been beneficial to my mental health.

I hope to figure out more of my past lives, if many at all. I want to find and connect with others. I just want to be welcomed to some degree. I am very introverted but enjoy being part of the pack.

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Y’all say you are monster fuckers until the moon presence descends.

Cowards.

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Nesting

Todays kink topic is nesting/ den making!

A fun kink overall! I think the variability for this kink can be quite large from kintype to kintype. I also think theres a fair perspective of “is this a kink even?” But really it comes down to what each individual considers kinky. Which i think my new favorite definition is “something considered non-normative and intimate” nesting is definitely both of those things in a human society.

I think this is a very sweet kink overall. I really can’t say I wasn’t excited when i got to sit in my dog bed for the first time and fill it with blankets, pillows and stuffed animals. Its my little safe space! I always get excited when it comes to nesting.

Picking materials, location and season can all be factors determining a nest. It could also be things like a sudden prompting or command, urge, new stage in life as your kintype. I definitely didnt have the urge for a nest until about maybe a year ago. This urge also typically leaves me when i’m single. Cause why would i need one? I’m not expecting anything or need a place to share.

Preferably i like placing my nest either with someone else or close to them. I really enjoy the idea of having my dog bed under my partners desk while they work. Make leetle noises. Take objects and put them in the nest. Bite intruders. It is my nest.

I think the kink is a great aftercare element for scenes. Hard time recovering from a particularly rough scene? Its nest time. Drink lots of water n cuddle in a nice leetle nest. I think it’s typically a home for me. A place to recharge.

Typically im a dom and i cant say my feelings shift much about nests from that perspective like yes. I will maim you and after i know your okay i am going to my own nest or sharing yours.

Fun activities!

Fetching and bringing toys to your nesting site

Inviting your play partners to have a game night or cuddle time in the nest

Go shopping for new nesting materials pick out what makes you feel safe and excited

Add scents to your nest like a favorite smell, partners scent, or nice food that makes you feel comfy

Sleep! Sleep in the nest it’s great

Make it unique to your kintype

I may prefer a dog bed you may prefer a pillow hoard. Experiment and see what trips your kintypes trigger

Collect and build your nest. You can have multiple nests, you can expand nests, you can expand your territory as you get more comfortable. You may start with a comfy blanket then maybe a few pillows and slowly collect over time.

Figure out what you like about your nest

Take the time to enjoy the vibes and enjoy the happiness for a moment. I typically happy stamp for a hot minute before calming down and passing out in my nest lol

Questions?

Send an ask!

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Feels like home

Antisocial/Outsider Kin vibes. We're free in the shadows, in the storms, in the placed deemed "off-putting".

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shout out to the creatures who bite as a form of affection. creatures who experience deep loyalty instead of love. creatures who are considered too monstrous by both humans and their own kind. hedonistic creatures. gluttonous creatures. creatures who would eat the meat served to them raw if it was acceptable. creatures who like getting more than having. creatures who are bloated corpses of their former selves. creatures who live for nothing but themselves.

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✣ Unholy Nonhuman Flag

(A variation of the Nonhuman Flag by @kenochoric)

A flag for unholy nonhumans of all kinds, such as ghosts, fallen angels, monsters, demons, or any other creature that can be labelled unholy!

(Requested by @th0rnd0g, flag made by Damien.)

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Please understand that being a Beast does not mean I am cruel.

These clawed hands are gentle and kind.

These sharp teeth carry gifts from the woods.

These old wings protect what is dear.

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Yes, I am an evil creature of night and darkness. Yes I fall asleep early and get cranky if I don't sleep well. Those two things can coexist.

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Moodboard | Carmilla

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