#muttkin

[monst3rmutt]

I crave connection but am always on the outside.

I want to find where I belong.

This human existence is terrifying when you are a monster.

It is scary when you are alone.

No one who understands. No thing to turn to.

Howling endlessly.

[dazydawg]

more thoughts but i definitely think i’m some sort of shark kin/therian. i’m not sure if i like both as a label but i feel heavily connected to carpet sharks (orectolobiformes) and bullhead sharks (heterodontiformes). i just notice that those orders of sharks relate to being muttkin in that they’re both kinda bottom feeders. carpet/bullhead sharks don’t necessarily scavenge, nor entirely do boonie dogs. however they’re relatively more passive than others members of their genus. i just think it’s kind of funny :P

[fictionkinfessionsarchived]

It’s such a weird feeling... wishing to go back to a place that left me fucked up and un able to trust anyone but my brother for years after we got to the surface.... I want my brother and my friends back even if it means going back to the underground and having to fight for survival everyday.... miss u bro -mutt(fellswap papyrus)

[scenemutt]

I AM LITERALLY SCOURAGE!!!! XwX, FITE ME!!!! KINNIE HOURZ!!!!!

[monst3rmutt]

I do not remember my name. Nor do I remember when my time was. But what I do know is that I am monsterkin.

Not bad monsterkin. Not scary by choice. I was a smoke creature, but not sure if that is my final visual form. I dont have much memory of my past life so far as I kind of fell into a deep spiral and disconnected from what I knew. No introspection. No shadow work. Just spiral.

Not many know I am monsterkin but my cat knows. I strongly believe my cat is my past bear companion in a new form. The way he communicates with me, the way he always finds me when I am in distress. The way he looks at me. It all is too familiar. I thought my companion was in the form of a mate but that is false.

I hide my creature tendencies behind that of a pet player and primalist. I am most comfortable as a dog. Dehumanized but adored. This human life is too much.

I honestly just want/need more friends and real life isn't working anymore. I have been on other social media but none have felt right nor have they been beneficial to my mental health.

I hope to figure out more of my past lives, if many at all. I want to find and connect with others. I just want to be welcomed to some degree. I am very introverted but enjoy being part of the pack.