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i take it back my friend sent a silly yakuza screenshot to cheer me up

right so i just really need to vent and prolly /tw

guess who missed a finals deadline cause it was due 5pm and not 11:59pm on a tuesday when you have ankther critique for that piece on thursday as well!

and my teachers will probably not give me any grace!

i genuinely hate how easily this has brought me back down to such a fucking low and im so glad im in a dorm with access to absolutely nothing bc i am not very ok rn 👍

yippee to me having absolutely no support system and not trusting my friends of like idk, 6 years, to even respond or give much of a shit

i feel like i whine too regularly (our discord has priv chats where you can put thoughts in, and other ppl cam read them but not type in that channel) in my channel that anytime im like, im not ok and im crying, no one gives a shit bc i use hyperbole way too often

and im very much not close enough with my single decently close friend at college! bc i have issues that idk what they are!! abandonment issues? other shit? just straight anxiety? who fucking knows! but it keeps leaving me in a situation where im sobbing and at an all time depressive low and my only outlet is my fucking art tumblr bc im too scared anyone i know irl of seeing this stuff

dont even get me started on trying to find support via my parents, bc it just wont. or at least im just that emotionally disconnected from them

anyways ive spent the past hour agressively scratching my thighs for some kind of relief and to not keep sobbing bc my roommate is asleep, and thank fuck i keep my nails short.

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right so i just really need to vent and prolly /tw

guess who missed a finals deadline cause it was due 5pm and not 11:59pm on a tuesday when you have ankther critique for that piece on thursday as well!

and my teachers will probably not give me any grace!

i genuinely hate how easily this has brought me back down to such a fucking low and im so glad im in a dorm with access to absolutely nothing bc i am not very ok rn 👍

yippee to me having absolutely no support system and not trusting my friends of like idk, 6 years, to even respond or give much of a shit

i feel like i whine too regularly (our discord has priv chats where you can put thoughts in, and other ppl cam read them but not type in that channel) in my channel that anytime im like, im not ok and im crying, no one gives a shit bc i use hyperbole way too often

and im very much not close enough with my single decently close friend at college! bc i have issues that idk what they are!! abandonment issues? other shit? just straight anxiety? who fucking knows! but it keeps leaving me in a situation where im sobbing and at an all time depressive low and my only outlet is my fucking art tumblr bc im too scared anyone i know irl of seeing this stuff

dont even get me started on trying to find support via my parents, bc it just wont. or at least im just that emotionally disconnected from them

anyways ive spent the past hour agressively scratching my thighs for some kind of relief and to not keep sobbing bc my roommate is asleep, and thank fuck i keep my nails short.

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my friend who does not know anything abt hsr said this abt boothill and im cackling

(the writing says "hat on, tits out, hips exposed, i am forcibly escorted off the train)

hes taking this pic in the bathroom after sneaking back on

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ok quite frankly i was gonna try ny hand at those nice and neat vent comics but i dont have the time or energy for it in the midst of finals and everytime i pick up my stylus i frankly want to smash my head against my tablet

but yk the hole borer drill bit thingys? i need someone to like, bore a hole through my gut or smth

im like 70% sure itll help me immensely if we ignore the bleeding out to death portion. big possibility of changing something, good or bad i will not be saying

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gunslinger

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HAHAHAHA everytime i bump the mourning jy post i get a fresh wave of entertainment (pained tags)

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mourning

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HAHAHA YES I FINISHES WRITING MY TERM PAPER

ITS 3429 WORDS IM FINALLY FREE

now i just gotta get it proofread and edited,,,

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someone needs to give me the ability to draw women

hell ill even take other men

all i am capable of drawing is jingyuan

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even more leech mom!! 🌊

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i enjoy the comittment to the bit on tumbler

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Having anotheg 'gork we have got to get out of bed faster then this' morning

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does anyone else ever forget how to draw something and have to look up their own previous art