morquetherat
morquetherat
the rat reservoir
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morquetherat · 21 days ago
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I am starting to feel like my relationship with my mother will never be the same again. As I am crying about that I feel a panic attack coming, can't feel my body, can't breathe. The only thing that helps is a specific breathing technique. Here i am, breathing in and out and in again, and all of a sudden I remember how it was my mother who taught me that technique, who was trying to help me, who cared for me. Basically my only coping mechanism is gone now. I can't breathe to calm myself without thinking about what once was, how it could be, and then I'm right back where I started
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morquetherat · 1 month ago
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we sob into the ashes of our cigarettes
standing over the drain
our bodies are aching
we never stay the same
we're twitching and lifeless
the soiled needles around us
reflect the moonlight like a lighthouse
and it burns, oh, it burns
the radio's too loud
so we inject the sound
holes in the walls, holes in our skin
stains on our bones, dust in our veins
flies watching us from out of the alleys
birds singing their spiteful sonnets
the sun don't dare to touch our fingers
it just screams, just screams
and crumbles up like this
we can't breathe down here
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morquetherat · 2 months ago
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morquetherat · 2 months ago
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My favorite colour is green, how could I not listen to Type O Negative?
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morquetherat · 2 months ago
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I don't fear death. I fear dying before death even finds me.
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morquetherat · 2 months ago
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i soon will join you yet
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morquetherat · 5 months ago
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gravity eater, glitch dreamer, useless void deer
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morquetherat · 5 months ago
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like zombies eatin' dust in mexico
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morquetherat · 6 months ago
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i think god is moving its tongue
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morquetherat · 7 months ago
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para toda mi vida
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morquetherat · 7 months ago
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one of these days, I'm going to cut you into little pieces
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morquetherat · 7 months ago
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the walls are bending shape
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morquetherat · 7 months ago
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i'm not gonna hurt you yet
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morquetherat · 7 months ago
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in fields of dead daisies i live tranquilized
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morquetherat · 7 months ago
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unmercilessly we will take you away to slumber, but only if you can recite avogadro's number
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morquetherat · 7 months ago
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a cool summer breeze on all hallow's eve
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morquetherat · 7 months ago
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to be made of flesh was humiliation
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