mrsdaqota

[mrsdaqota]

Hello!!! This is important...

So a friend of mine just sent me the screenshots to this post. Please read all of it and reblog it if you can! I think it's important to share my point of view.

TW: mentions of suicide

This is pretty upsetting to me!!! I haven't targeted anyone. I never said I hate Glass Joe yumes, I only mentioned disliking one and even then I never specified their name!!!

I do do my best to be nice. Even if there is people I don't like in this fandom, I don't go out of my way to harass them or spread rumors like it's being done in this post. I just block and move on, and all I want is to make friends and show my art in this community.

I am obsessive, yes, and I can't really control that. I've been going to therapy, but as of late I have not been able to afford it due to financial problems. Both my Tumblr and my Twitter are personal blogs where I occasionally vent since I don't have many people to talk to. I can show you all my PMs and you'll see I have NOT been mean to a single person in this fandom ONCE. Because that is not my goal and saying it is is degrading and slandering. I just recently joined Tumblr and started regularly posting here after my 18th birthday or so and I'm already getting callout posts about me. I think this is insane.

Regarding Anira and mrsdaqota!!!

I can confidently say I didn't meet them long ago and only did so because a) Anira asked me for an art trade and b) I asked mrsdaqota for an art trade. From there, they added me to a group chat with them. I didn't actively check out their profiles to check for anything problematic because I didn't know them or their reputation. Apart from that, I didn't make a Telegram JUST to talk to them, and that's a lie... I've had it for a while, and mrsdaqota agreed to help me open a Telegram channel.

Overall

I can... hate people. I genuinely do not see what's wrong with that. I haven't done anything to the people I dislike, I haven't disclosed who they are openly either, I just mentioned not liking them I did not take the time to look at all my friends posts in their profiles and that's why I mentioned the fact that I have not been disrespected by them... Because I haven't. I just said "I'm Glass Joe's real wife" and "That fucking double that I hate" and I'm getting my ass hounded because I expressed dislike towards a person whose name wasn't even disclosed? I think it's clear that if people weren't being mean to me, they wouldn't be using the anonymous ask feature to send passive-aggressive stuff to me. I PROMISE you, if you have criticism you can say it to my face constructively and I WILL try to change my behavior.

I think making a post about it and then blocking me so I can't see it or respond to it is counterintuitive, and I think trying to gather "proof" that I'm a bad person over me saying that a) I don't like other doubles, b) have friends I didn't know were problematic and c) wanting to kill myself is not the way to go about this situation in my opinion. If I have problematic friends, instead of calling me a pick me, just tell me what they did instead of sending an anonymous message telling me I'm a bad person. In our Telegram group chat, I've stated my boundaries both towards Anira and Daqota.

About my other claims

On another note, I'm not being nice to the people that aren't being nice to me. I thought that would be obvious. I don't enjoy being hounded on my personal blogs. Also, making fun of me for having suicidal crisis is NOT okay, no matter how much you dislike me. The fact that I'm having a bad day and had to take a trip to the hospital about it to not kill myself and you people are adding it as if it were problematic and I deserve to be isolated because of it is insane to me.

I NEVER said I poured bleach into my eyes, also... I said I almost drank bleach, is all. Because I wanted to kill myself. I DO need professional help. I've BEEN trying to get it. Unfortunately my family is gone for about three months and I am currently living alone, mostly. Anyway, that's not the point--I'm not trying to victimize myself in any way, but I do want to say that I think it's unfair that I don't get to know what's being said about me and people are spreading misinfo about me. I'm not helpless and not stupid, so I can admit that maybe I don't act the best of ways sometimes, but I also don't think it's reasonable or okay to pick on me instead of just... expressing your criticism directly to me. You're not obligated to, of course, but I'd say going on to demonizing me immediately isn't the right move either.

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Guys, we need to talk🙏 There was a total drama in PO fandom (again), but it wouldn't bother me sm as if not me and my friends were mentioned there. So much water has flowed away while I was busy with my irl job and helping on countryside, but I still feel the need to point it out. I am already tired rn, so i won't be swearing and screamin out towards any other people, but guys listen - all I post are just my stuff that help me go through harsh time and renewable oppression on myself. In my bio it's said that i mostly shitpost in a drunk state so yeah, we got that right. If it somehow may offend you then it's only your probs, bc i never pursue the goal to do so. The situation with my opened telegram channel was so misinformed and honestly I'd better not mention it, since I am not RU or UA sided. This post was just a mockery of both, and fuck it, it was posted a long time ago. The only benefit from this drama i can see in perspective is to make another account. Just need some time to get together... I was thinking about this already bc this is my 7 yo account and i probably got shadow banned by the platform, but you know, it's really frustrating when somehow got into new fandom, making a lot of content that may be ragebaiting, but also some with cool ideas, and then you're getting ignored by some of the incompetent people in fandom, who are (let's be honest) dgaf about you and some of them are just neutral to you, but can be against you so easily. I got through that so i'm not so emotional about this. It's just a fact. If there's anyone who wish to follow me, discuss all of this and blow off their steam on smth - you can DM me, I won't mind to talk if you're not bullshitting me. 💩❌

In the end I just want to say thanks for staying with me, there was a period of time when I was really vulnerable and only PO fandom was a relief to me, and thankfully I'm alright now and having my job. (Btw I'll buy a new graphic tablet soon so I hope I'll be posting a lot more then usual!🤩🤩) I really adore having some fun time with my friends from PO fandom, even if they are regebaiters, but if to know them better - they're really good people. I respect that and it means a lot to me, no matter race or nationality😌😌

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Besties discussing news over the dinner☺️☺️

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Unfortunately, there were some problems in my personal life, so I didn't have the energy and motivation to draw something normally and post it here, but I'll try to come back. I just realized that I didn't show you my OC for Punch Out. she slipped into art trades with some people a couple of times, if you've seen her - a girl with a long nose, let's say:")

I come up with her a long time ago, but I've only done a normal design now. I thought it was done now

I can probably partially count the problem with the constraint of dont showing a character, because I don't always accept characters for… a huge audience, let's say. people won't like something anyway, you can't make someone perfect, so I decided to do it the way I wanted and left it

perhaps when I make a couple more drawings with her, I can safely show her to you and tell you. maybe

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My part of the trade with @glassjoeswife I don't mind to do it again in the future 💅💅

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The Big deal

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Can we see some more Soda👉👈✨? Maybe even some Soda and Kaiser being bros-

Omg finally I have some free time to draw something silly! SOO i'll check for ask box😁😁 here's Soda and Von Kaiser (sorry guys if I haven't respond in time, i have some troubles with using tumblr or irl business ><)

he couldn't stand comrade welcoming gesture, what a weakling

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why does candy have slanted eyes if she's white?

I don't think people should be put into boxes anon

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Von Kaiser has such a dork face on my fanarts 😅😅 (Most of these arts i post only on Telegram, so if you're interested, @daqodaqo my tg channel)

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My very 1st Von Kaiser fan art. No he's not a modern day Nazi, his outfit is based on the now defunct of M.Tart/ﾄｰﾁｬﾝ蝸牛/Heinzlike. Anime-eyes alert!

Added some more details and flaire.

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[WIP] Based on Ed Harris' role "Enemy at the Gates" 01'

Major Erwin Konig

Karabiner 98k

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WHAT is punch-out even about 😂😭⁉

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Silly fan edit for @glassjoeswife 😋😊

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them big ol naturals

oc on the right (Riya) belongs to @mrsdaqota

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Small crossover fanart bc I have some thoughts about making the novel game for Punch Out!! I just need some advices and free time for this. (if you have some exp in making novel games or any ideas for the PO game, feel free to write me in dm)