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[mrsshabana]

𝐏𝐞𝐭 𝐚𝐮 𝐆𝐲𝐮𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐨 𝐛𝐨𝐭

♡ Talk to him here ♡

Content warning: MDNI 18+ This bot has a lot of angst, mentions of abuse, trauma, and violence. This bot also allows NSFW engagements.

I made a Janitorai bot based on my fic, "Dearly Discarded" The profile picture for this bot was also drawn by me! Keep in mind that this is an ai bot and sometimes it may say crazy things. If it says something strange just refresh the message. I tried my best to make this bot as accurate as possible but of course I cannot fit the entire contents of a fanfiction into a bot. However, I tried my best to create the universe in a way that the ai can comprehend. This bot can be used by anyone and will address you by your pronouns if listed in your persona.

I hope you all enjoy using this bot! I'd love to see how your conversations with him go, so feel free to share or publish your chats on Janitor ♡

Again, I want to thank @invertedphantasmagoria for creating this au and allowing me to write my fic and make this bot. Thank you for being so kind and creating amazing content ♡

[mrsshabana]

THIS IS THE BEST THING I'VE SEEN IN MY ENTIRE LIFE 😩💖

Yet again another amazing piece of art from you. This is perfection 🙏

Gyutaro x Hello Kitty 🤭

✅ Approved by Daki 💅🏻

Follow me on Ista btw 👊🏻

🚫PLS DON'T REPOST/REDRAW/TRACE/PRINT/PIN/USE MY ART ON FANFICS OR PFPs

[mrsshabana]

Ok, so I have a bit of bad news for some people.

Apparently I won't be able to ship the peeker stickers internationally. I reached out to etsy support last night and it seems like the shipping for something so small will still be very expensive. Just under $20 for a country that's right next to me.

I don't know why it's this way but it's super annoying. I could ship it a different way, not through etsy, but I wouldn't be able to provide a tracking number and that would cause a lot of issues on my end. So, unfortunately if you do not live in the U.S. you will not be able to purchase one.

If anyone knows how I can work around this please let me know. 😭 If you are international and purchased the stickers I already issued you a full refund ♡

[mrsshabana]

I want to draw something super illustrative of Gyutaro. Because I'm disgusted by the fact that I haven't done that yet. Something where I go all out and really show what I can do.

I'm thinking canon Gyutaro, full body, with a fully drawn background. That'd be cool right? Probably will take me 60+ hours but it'll be worth it. (Maybe I'll even record it too to make a speed painting video)

That will be my next goal (∩｀-´)⊃━☆ﾟ.*･｡ﾟ

Edit: I'm really drawing inspiration from one of my favorite artists right now, you should check out his twitter

[mrsshabana]

𝐆𝐲𝐮𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐨 𝐏𝐞𝐞𝐤𝐞𝐫 𝐒𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐫𝐬 ~ ✧

✧･ﾟ: Available on my Etsy :･ﾟ✧

My Gyutaro peeker stickers are ready! They are 4 inches tall and look adorable on my laptop! I have a human version and a demon version available. And if you'd like to buy both together you'll receive $1 off each sticker. Just select the "Both" option to receive the discount ♡

[mrsshabana]

the new chapter totally didn't make me cry 🥲 it was soo good tho, I was so into it that I didn't realise the story ended

Aw ty! I'm glad you liked it. And it's ok, I was crying too. Partially because it was so bittersweet to end it. But I knew I had to, and besides I can still write about the au here so it's not over forever. 🥹

[mrsshabana]

I am embarrassed I just let out the biggest squeal ever when I saw you posted DD part 6😭

Awwwww haha I hope you enjoyed it! I didn't realize how long it had been since I posted a chapter so I tried really hard to come up with how I wanted it to end.

Literally from 9 pm - 1 am on Saturday I was working on it. I'm so sad it's over but at the same time it needed to end. 😭

[mrsshabana]

𝓓𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓵𝔂 𝓓𝓲𝓼𝓬𝓪𝓻𝓭𝓮𝓭

𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 6 - 𝓓𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓵𝔂 𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮𝓭

"Gyutaro is beginning to realize that maybe he isn’t bad. Maybe he isn’t flawed like everyone has told him. Maybe, just maybe, he is perfect just the way he is."

I want to thank @phantasmiafxndom again for allowing me to write in this amazing au that they have created. If you haven't looked at their blog yet, please do. They are a phenomenal writer and have some amazing fics about the pet au ♡

[mrsshabana]

Thank you! But save some for yourself, you might need them too 😭

I'm totally not sitting here crying as I finish up this chapter... o(TヘTo)

[mrsshabana]

I'm totally not sitting here crying as I finish up this chapter... o(TヘTo)

[mrsshabana]

Do you do request or only commission? And if you do request then what kind?

I do both. If you'd like to read my request guidelines please look at my rules which is linked in my pinned post.

I get a lot of requests, I currently have 50, so it may take me a while to answer and I can't guarantee I will answer it. Since I have limited time I choose requests that interest me or spark inspiration. If you'd like to ensure that I write your request please consider commissioning me. Feel free to send me a dm if that is something you are interested in. ♡

[mrsshabana]

ok so someone's adorable fanart of Gyu caught my eye and ...

ballerina Gyutaro?

𝐁𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐨 𝐆𝐲𝐮𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐨 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬

I saw that fanart too! It was so cute. Here's a link to the original post if anyone would like to see it: Ballerino Gyutaro by @emo-toaster And no that's not a typo, ballerino is the male term for ballerina in Italian

Gyutaro and Ume are renowned ballet dancers in the industry. Constantly working on their technique and being booked for shows. They take their profession very seriously.

The duo is known for their lean bodies and long legs. Always moving gracefully across the stage. Ume is also well known for her beauty, while her brother is known for his unconventional yet appealing appearance.

Typically his face would be an issue, but all is forgiven because of his unique body shape. His body is like no other, making him an exceptional choice. His body is incredibly slim but he has the upper body strength to perform lifts with other dancers. He's very sought after for this reason.

Gyutaro is incredibly flexible, and even double-jointed in many areas. He can do the splits with ease and is a master at fouettés.

The siblings are most well known from their performance of swan lake. This performance is what brought them so much notoriety and made them a household name for ballet enjoyers.

Of course the fame is nice but it comes with it's downsides. After years of ballet the siblings have developed severe foot issues, causing chronic pain and disfigurement in their feet.

Even though Gyutaro is a phenomenal dancer and looks incredible on stage, many people attack him for his appearance. Saying the black spots on his face are hideous and distract from the dance.

Sometimes the harsh critiques get to him, but he's still booking plenty of performances so he doesn't mind too much.

The real issue is his social life outside of dance. He finds it difficult to make friends and form relationships because dance consumes most of his time.

And every time he goes on dates, or tries to talk to someone romantically they usually regard him with disgust. Sometimes even saying that his profession is too feminine and it's a turn-off for them.

Gyutaro takes his career and talent very seriously and never allows anyone to get away with saying such cruel things to him. Though deep down it makes him feel insecure, like he isn't good enough or isn't a man. Which in no shape or form is true, his sister always reassures him of that.

The only people that seem to understand are other dancers. So sometimes he will pursue something with another dancer, but eventually dance consumes their time and they no longer have time for each other.

He will never admit it, but he often wishes he could have a romance like the ones portrayed in his ballet performances. But at this point he's given up on romance and spends most of his free time practicing in the studio with his sister.

[mrsshabana]

When you get your car ready and everything's blown over let's go drive and run down whoever did it 😈😈😈

(KIDDING I DO NOT ACTUALLY CONDONE THIS hope you're doing fine, happy to know the police are doing something (they're useless in where I'm from 🤧🤧🤧). Your fics are THE best 💪💪💪 so no worries you'll have a lot of support from here!!!)

*sends paper airplane to you*

HJDBCVKJDBDJFGKBJVFJD

This genuinely made me giggle. Honestly idk if they will catch the person but I really hope they do!

Tysm for the support and the kind words. I have something brewing for you guys so I hope you will all like it once it's done 💖

[mrsshabana]

Thank you for the stickers you provide in Etsy purchases. They're cute and now I'm styled up.

You are very welcome!!! I have these new stickers I made and want to sell but I can't figure out how to package them for shipping.

I bought some pretty packaging but they are too small for the stickers. I'm not sure what to do because I want shipping to be as cheap as possible for them but I also don't want them to get bent in shipping 😭

[mrsshabana]

(Surprise hug) Hillo friend, hope you're doing okay. Judt dropping by to give a hug.

Hiii ~ ♡

Thanks for stopping by, I appreciate it. I'm doing a bit better now! The police got back to me about my police report and it looks like there might be a small chance I'll get reimbursed for the damages caused to my car. So yeah, there's some good news.

But besides that I've been working really hard on updating one of my fics. I thought I could finish it in about 3,000 words. But I'm at over 5,000 words now and still not done... So I apologize it's taking longer than I thought, but on the bright side you guys will get a long chapter! Plus writing this has been a really good distraction for me.

ANYWAY, I hope you've been doing well! Sending hugs ٩(◕‿◕｡)۶

[mrsshabana]

OH MY GOSH! YOU ARE AN ANGEL!!

This is the cutest thing ever! "Bud out crusty!" Made me laugh so hard, oh my god 😂

This just made me so so happy. You are so sweet, kind, and talented. This really did cheer me up. Thank you so so much for making this and thank you for your kind words. I'm so lucky to have amazing people like you who care about me 💖

I heard you were having a hard time so I drew a comic for ya.

I hope you like it @mrsshabana and hope things get better for ya

also let ya know ya awesome don't let things get ya down!

[mrsshabana]

Hi. I just wanted to let you know you're legit one of my favorite blogs. I love your drabbles and other writings a lot!

Awww thank you so so so much! This just made my day. ♡

This blog is honestly my main source of happiness, so it makes me so happy to know that other people enjoy it as much as I do.

Because honestly, my life is extremely boring irl and I don't have a lot of friends. So even though it's just writing, it feels good to feel needed in some way. And I honestly do consider everyone here to be my friends. Like - there are a lot of people that I recognize here who always like my posts. Even though we never talk directly I still recognize them and appreciate them. And when I see them unactive for a while I legitimately get worried and hope they are ok. And when they come back, it always makes me so happy to see them active again.

Anyway, thanks so much for the kind words. They mean more to me than you know ✧( ु•⌄• )◞◟( •⌄• ू )✧