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There was a time I was hardly ever happy, frowned, I cried, I regretted then I realized, it’s up to me to be happy on my own, by myself, all for me and not for any other person, but me. So she said to her former self all to be re-lived by her present self.

Run, run, run, they said. She kept falling, she kept looking behind, she kept postponing, she kept it all in the midst of a darkened heart.…

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DO I HAVE A RIGHT TO LOVE YOU I keep thinking Do I have a right to love you Can I live for only your existence…

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MY HEART LATELY My heart has been ailing lately Your loss has been too much to bear My flesh keeps rotting…

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HE'S AN ILLEGAL THOUGHT

HE’S AN ILLEGAL THOUGHT

I keep thinking He could be mine Maybe even my forever lost love Everything about him Screams he is perfect for me I love the way he moves His lips keep talking But I look at how they breath Like I am taking the same air as his I love how he laughs Gives the hairs on my arms A light caress Why can I not forget him Knowing He is an illegal thought

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I WAS RECKLESS I was reckless I allowed lust to define me I let his words Drown me I let his lies…

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I WAS RECKLESS I was reckless I allowed lust to define me I let his words Drown me I let his lies…

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Unintentional Lust

Her: wait…. Seeing him going down on his knees Concern written all over his face, he gets up and looks squarely at her Her: I can’t let you commit before knowing this about me. I …. you see… its…. After narrating to him her past… tears rolling down her cheeks Him: I’m sorry I wasn’t there to comfort you when it happened… Her: I won’t hold it against you if you want some time to think about it, take…

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Unintentional Lust

Her: wait…. Seeing him going down on his knees Concern written all over his face, he gets up and looks squarely at her Her: I can’t let you commit before knowing this about me. I …. you see… its…. After narrating to him her past… tears rolling down her cheeks Him: I’m sorry I wasn’t there to comfort you when it happened… Her: I won’t hold it against you if you want some time to think about…

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FEMAL GENITAL MUTILATION, IS IT TIME TO STOP TALKING

FEMAL GENITAL MUTILATION, IS IT TIME TO STOP TALKING

standing up for women (ifworlddesignguide.com)

According to a United Nations report, 200 million girls and women worldwide have undergone FGM (Female Genital Mutilation). That is a staggering figure considering we are in the technological millennium where information is devoured like wild fire. FGM is quite an ancient archaic practice that is still continuing in at least 27 African countries,…

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Blessings & Blood

I never seen a man cry That hard In my life

But

That night he cried His self out His head on my lap

“That child ain’t mine she lied to me she fckn’ lied to me”

He wailed…

“I am with child your child”

I said

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HER IMPATIENT WAIST She dances at midnight Bright blue moon upon her belly button Shades of start twinkle against her lower back…

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37. Anyone and Anything that doesn’t make you happy We all have moments where we have things and even people who do not make us happy

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VAGINA WARFARE

How can flesh give so much pleasure Yet destroy at the same time The meeting of skins At a most vulnerable state of mind When sanity abideu not by the rules

How can fast breaths be so musical Yet damage at the same whisper The silencing of a thrust At a near hallucinating state of heart When conciousness abide not by the laws

She has killed by her vagina Survived by her vagina Birthed a nation by…

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Fiction - Christmas Diary 7

Fiction – Christmas Diary 7

Can you be Allergic to happiness? Sometimes I think I am. Self sabotage and all. There are times where I experience so much joy that I become suspicious and I’m like, hey, should I be this excessively happy? Is all this bliss about to end? That’s what I’m going through. With him. We can’t just seem to not be having fun! We’ve been chatting every single night for hours, checking up on each other…

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Fiction - Christmas Diary 6

Fiction – Christmas Diary 6

I honestly don’t have anything to say today except…

I’m falling for him. Hard

*Christmas diary is a ten part fictional series for ten days regarding a woman’s thoughts on a relationship…* Read Part Five

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Fiction - Christmas Diary 5

Fiction – Christmas Diary 5

It’s the week of a 1 year anniversary of someone I lost and I haven’t really been thinking about him that much. We have talked today yet I feel like I am so far away from all this. I just have mixed emotions. Like anger mostly, can you imagine I got so angry when he didn’t call that I contemplated ignoring his call. Sure he hadn’t done anything but I was angry, at him. I need to find somewhere…

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Fiction - Christmas Diary 4

Fiction – Christmas Diary 4

I’ve had my Reservations about diving all in. I have deeply loved and yet been hurt deeply. So I always think that it is better to be cautious about loving completely. Advice I got from a friend was that a woman should “marry the man who loves you more than you love him” I kind of agree with that because for us women, love grows, we were made nurtures so the love will grow, eventually. Why is it…