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just got back from a Thing! An Event! I’d like to crawl out of my skin and maybe rot. with music.

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I can’t see the word parmesan without crying over a rat what the flip when I catch you Will Wood

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Sometimes I feel like a guy but then I remember I’d look more like my dad if I transitioned and grew up and that’s mildly terrifying so I’m just gonna ignore that thought for now and hope this is some kind of a phase <3

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too weird for the normal people and too normal for the weird. Aw, shucks.

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Who the fuck does william wood think he is writing Tomcat Disposables (and Euthanasia). I hate my life. I fucking. I hate everything. WHAT THE FUCKKKK

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Bye guys! Going to listen to some Will Wood!

*…Well, Better Than The Alternative*

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I need to get my hair trimmed soon but I hate it so much. like. Yeah. I know you deal with. I know you deal with like 8+ spray-tanned blonde girls my age coming in for a root touch up and a trim every day. Yes. But. i just. I want what I have, okay? but shorter. its what I want. it’s not very clean and it isn’t very pretty and girly. yes i want this. yes this one. please dont ask for pictures, i dont know. i dont. i just. i want this. I want my hair shorter. Put the layers higher and make it shorter. I dont know. my mom is watching with judgment and i just want to feel human again and this hair will do that for me, i’m sure, if only for a moment. so please just shorten it. please just know how to make me feel like a person. not like the girls you deal with, not like my mother or my sister sitting to the side, not like you, that isn’t what will make me alive. If i want to feel human i have to feel like myself first. and. I can’t do that. i don’t have pictures of how to do that. All of them that I found felt wrong, they could be exactly what I wanted and still to show them to you in the presence of an audience is so vulnerable somehow. to show you what I want is like opening up my chest and telling you that I am different. You could already tell that I was. but to admit it is do much harder. and embarrassment is painful. I just want to look like me, can’t you do that? I’m sorry. I should have known better before I came in, but i don’t. i’m just trying to play human

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Little guy <3

I drew Hansel. I love him so much. I almost cried drawing him. ahjavaggsbabgsgsgvbbbb :( he’s so silly he’s so sweet I can’t deal with this I hate that I couldn’t save this fictional winged rat creature I want to hug him

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I always get confused when one of my pinterest boards starts to have the same one guy in it over and over but then I realize it’s The Bleeding.

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I’M NOT OKAY

HELP I HATE THIS SO MUCH HAS ANYONE ELSE EVER WATCHED THE MUSIC VIDEO FOR HANSEL BY SODIKKEN?? I HATE IT I HATE IT SO MUCH HE’S SO SILLY HE’S SO PERFECT I LOVE HIM I KNEW HE WOULD DIE I DIDN’T EXPECT THE LITTLE WALK CYCLE TO FADE OFF THE SCREEN THIS IS SO INCREDIBLY GUT WRENCHING I’M SOBBING I WANT TO HUG HIM SO BAD YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND I WANT TO HELP HIM I CAN’T HE’S NOT REAL HE’S SO ME YES BUDDY THERE’S SO MUCH OF YOU THAT’S APPEALINGLY SWEET PLEASE YOU CAN’T DO THIS TO ME WHY WOULD SHE MAKE THE DESIGN SO PRECIOUS TO ME I’M GONNA BE SICK

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*insert the most raw depiction of beautiful domestic life that media has managed in years*

Some tiktoker: Ewww!!! I just got the ick… how could anyone possibly do this without cringing 😭💀 like, I could never look at him again… She’s so strong for that ❤️

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if my sister claims that I’m just like Sadness (Inside out) what does that say about me as a person

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Dude I so totally want to dress like how The Mind Electric feels. How do I come out vaguely threatening and ominous in a god awful batshit eccentric way

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Genuine fear of mine: fire alarm going off in the middle of taking a shit. Like what do I do in that situation. I’d rather let the flames engulf me than get up at that point

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You know what? the song made me uncomfortable but I can applaud Ricky Potts for just. being brave. more than just a monsterfucker. this man is not JUST an alien fucker, not JUST a catgirl fucker, not JUST a robot fucker, he chose to go all out. Robot-like alien catgirls. Good for him. really went for it

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hey how do I explain to my mom that grown adult men can be babygirl? because I slipped up. she’s confused. she wants to know why I called a grown man that lives in his parents basement my “babygirl emo boy”

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Heres a cookie recipe

2 1/2 cups [382g] All-Purpose Flour

1 teaspoon Baking Soda

1 teaspoon Salt

1 cup [226g] Butter, softened

3/4 cup [150g] Granulated sugar

3/4 cup [160g] Firmly packed brown sugar

2 Large eggs

1 teaspoon Vanilla

2 cups [340g] Guittard Real Semisweet Chocolate Chips

1 cup [120g] Chopped walnuts (optional)

Directions

Preheat oven to 375ºF.

In a small bowl combine flour, baking soda and salt; set aside.

In a large bowl cream butter, sugar and brown sugar until light. Beat in eggs and vanilla until smooth. Gradually add flour mixture until combined. Stir in chips and walnuts.

Drop by well-rounded teaspoonfuls onto ungreased cookie sheets. Bake 8-10 minutes or until golden brown.

The Original Chocolate Chip Pan Cookie: Prepare dough as directed. Spread evenly into greased 10x15x1-inch pan. Bake at 375ºF for 20-25 minutes. Cool before cutting into 48 two-inch bars.

needs more vanilla I think