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good news you guys I am a proud poser I don’t really care for youtooz as a brand but I do like that they have characters I like so this girl right here came in an order with Ross Federman and Anya Mouthwashing also her hair glows under blacklight anyways her music is okay and I love her to death. She sits with my tally hall knicknacks, the beanie baby collection of animals my mom doesn’t care for, and my instrument playing frogs

I don’t know specific Hatsune Miku songs but I like adore her as a character so every once in a while to justify the fact that I just think she’s really neat I go shuffle Hatsune Miku playlists on spotify idk how to like actually get into vocaloid stuff though. I have a hard time listening to music in different languages because I have this nauseating NEED to understand what’s going on I end up translating it if it has a different language in it. Also I refuse to say that I like celebrities until I like the large majority of their art. I wouldn’t say I liked Will Wood until I liked the majority of every single album of his and sometimes I still feel bad about it because I haven’t listened to every single live or remake. I feel like a liar for not knowing her music but thinking her as a character is neat. Anyways all the love in the world to Hatsune Miku I still point her out anytime I see her I think she’s awesome and I’m sorry to real Miku fans for being a poser.

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Jack Stauber style Cheshire Cat. I’ve been doing this thing where I try to make Cheshire Cat in as many art styles as I can think of to practice my art but this is the only one I was proud enough to post. Honorable mention to the Cheshire Cat Inscryption card

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I saw the tv glow but like transmasc. I painted this around the time of the strawberry moon. Stood outside and stared at it while listening to cavetown then when I went to sleep I had a dream that the strawberry moon was my personal Ms. Melancholy so uhh yeah

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Both versions of Cavetown’s “This Is Home” followed by “That’s Enough, Let’s Get You Home” by Will Wood on repeat, by god we going home with this one 🔥💯

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Somewhere there is a boy that’s dying. He could have been everything, he could have meant the world. But he scares me, so I acknowledged him and walked past. And he haunts me still. He tells me to cut my hair and he tells me to put on rings and chains and he tells me to cover my chest. Sometimes I listen. Because it’s a lot scarier to ignore him. Ignoring him hurts, it feels like letting him die, and I think if he dies, so do I. But if he were to possess me, carry my corpse, turn me into him, take my chest and cover me in hair, what would my mother say? And then, worst of all, what if he possesses me just to leave again? So I won’t dare to allow him in. I may dress up like him, but I’ll never have his name, and I’ll never have his body, and I’ll never have his pronouns. And when my family buries me whether that be tomorrow or in seventy years, they’ll put me in a dress and makeup, and they’ll put my name on a stone the way I put it on worksheets and important papers but never anything I do for pleasure, and they’ll really truly banish him. And it’ll hurt like hell to see, but by then it won’t matter because I’ll be in hell anyways.

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I think a lot is to be said about you based on how you complete the ‘weird band trinity’ as some call it. Everyone has Will Wood and Tally Hall. Then the third is iffy. Most put Lemon Demon. Maybe Jack Stauber. Oingo Boingo. Miracle Musical even though that’s more or less Tally Hall again. Countless others. Anyways I think it’s really interesting that a lot of us agree that Will Wood and Tally Hall are high up on the weird band scale but after that it’s a hard choice. What do you guys think is the third band or should it just be a group at this point

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Man those stardew valley mods that are more or less just sprite changes are super funny to me because if I made a whole ass game and put all that care into it just for people to go “hmmm, fun, but I think my art looks better actually” and go through the effort of modding the game just to change my drawings I’d literally figure out how to make it unmoddable lmao

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How do I explain to my mom that pleakley not getting to cross dress in the live action version sucks? I just think it’s weird that they needed to change that, it’s not something that needed rid of and I can’t like really explain why it feels so wrong because I suck with words. Btw I haven’t watched it so I’m sure there’s other shit wrong with it but that’s all I know about it

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I think I’m masculine in the way that a boy can be feminine but I’m feminine in the way that a girl can be masculine if that makes any sense

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Okay I like the cartoon and the tim burton films as much as the next person but if I don’t start finding merch for the John Tenniel illustrations of Alice in Wonderland I’m gonna lose my shit. I have one shirt with the caterpillar scene that I got a size too big from a thrift store and nothing else. That’s not even my favorite, I want cheshire cat I like cheshire cat I made a post about how much I love him my dearest creature from my favorite book. I want merch of the John Tenniel cheshire cat.

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fun fact to all the people who post about miraculous ladybug I don’t watch the show or intentionally look for content about it so any time I see it abbreviated as ‘mlb’ I read it as major league baseball and get really confused. I know that little red thing is not swinging a bat.

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My favorite way to draw is using the most obnoxious excessively neon colors I can and nothing else. The saturation stays 100.

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Kuchisake Onna but she’s one of those tik tokers that interviews people in the street

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Wow! This character is so cool, I hope I don’t learn anything fucked up and disturbing if I look up what they’re based off of haha

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“boring” my ass, this is fire. Twilight would be in my top ten favorite films if it played out this way. And it’s not like it’s too much different? This guy would probably get those permanent vampire fangs to complete his aesthetic for fun AND he dresses even more vampirish, if bella likes the look she should commit to the emo guy in his black shirt and tie with the hair swoop instead of dating a guy who thinks khaki pants and a beige sweater looks good. I think “author who turned down immortality to live with her emo highschool sweetheart writing mediocre romance novels” would be a banger movie.

So my mom and sister recently made me watch (most of) the twilight movies but I realized they really weren’t made for me because WHILE I think Edward and Jacob are too awkward and generally uncomfortable to watch for me to find them attractive I DO find Bella’s dad hot, but more so if he was not a cop. Also I said Bella should have just gotten with that emo kid she met on her first day of school he was kind of cute and a lot less uncomfortable than the others. They didn’t agree with me.

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top five favorite characters from any media ever GO

1- cheshire cat (1865 book)

2-cheshire cat (1951 movie)

3-chessur (live action movies)

4-cheshire cat (disney dreamlight valley)

5- six way tie between the defect (slay the spire), puppet/marionette (fnaf), sebastian (stardew valley), hansel (sodikken), simon (miracle musical), and the cat (coraline)

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Man I used to get so much joy out of being a girl why don’t dresses and skirts and lace and pearls feel good anymore this is so fucked up. I miss when dressing like a 1950s housewife was all it took to make me feel good about myself.