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flinch

summary: you flinch during a fight with eddie

pairing: eddie x female!reader

cw: angst w a fluffy ending, thoughts of abuse

word count: 1.5k words

a/n: wrote this v quickly so it’s not really proofread or anything. i could’ve done it better but i’ve been soo busy :/ might rewrite later

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you were in eddie's trailer, wayne had just left for work 10 minutes ago, and already you were in some silly little fight with eddie which you didn't expect to escalate how it did

"it's just sometimes guitar players think they're better than everyone else" you stated and eddie rolled his eyes, taking it as a personal jab to his skills

"okay but they almost make the band" he responded from the kitchen, hearing the clank of dishes as the water ran from the faucet

"okay but most of the time they are just assholes who just care about the sex, drugs, and rock n roll life style" you shrugged

"so you think i'm an asshole?" he responded back with a sharp tone and you shook your head

"no i'm talking about the people like mick mars who are so doped up and sleep with hundreds of women and just act like a douchebag" you said with a matter of fact tone

"well it kinda sounds like you're implying that i'm going to turn out like them" he snapped, turning off the water and drying his hands

"no! god no, i'm not saying that! i'm saying once in the spotlight, most people turn into assholes like that" you said, trying your best to stay calm

"so once my band makes it big, you're what- just gonna leave since you think it'll happen to me?" he questioned, turning the corner to meet you in the living room

"of course not! why would you say something like that?" you asked with a louder tone

"well it sounds like that's what you're expecting!" he said, starting to shout

"im not expecting it to happen!" you said, your voice growing to match his

"yeah well i'm pretty sure those 'friends' of yours think it will, they already think i'm in a satanic cult about to sacrifice you" he told you with a sarcastic growl, grabbing some extra dishes he found on the small table to put in the sink

"what the fuck is that about" you asked confused, remembering the party in which you two had met up with a couple of your girl friends but failed to recall them talking about that certain subject

"yeah you didn't hear what they said? we were at that party at steve's house the other night, and they started talking about how i'm some trailer trash wannabe rockstar" he angrily said, flipping on the water to keep working on the leftover dishes from the previous night

"okay first off, i never heard them say anything like that! second, why were you even hanging out with my friends if i wasn't there?" you rebutted, questioning him

"because i was trying to be a caring boyfriend and find you since robin said you looked a little too drunk and i didn't want you to hurt yourself" he snapped back

the volume of the argument kept escalating, which brought knots to your stomach. you hadn't really had fights with eddie and now that you're in one, you badly wanted to go back to how it was

"well i'm sorry i was trying to enjoy myself at the party but also i have never heard them say anything like that before in my life" you told him, starting to pace around, not knowing what else to do

"oh great and now you're defending them, what- do you agree with them?" he asked as you started to pick up empty cans and put them in the bin

"i do not agree with anything they said! but i've known those girls for a good few years now and i know they wouldn't say that about anyone" you tried and he laughed, putting his head down

"you are unbelievable!" he screamed and that's when you didn't care if you started yelling, the anger bubbling up inside you

"oh really so you want to talk about what friends have said about us? okay, well remember that time we were at the hideout and your friend hank said that he liked your other girlfriend before me better and was annoyed that you're whipped for some girl who was less pretty than she was!" you screamed, tears pricking in your eyes

you remembered that moment all too well when hank mentioned how much prettier eddie's ex girlfriend was, and your heart sank but you laughed it off, coming up with some smart comeback to brush off the pieces of your shattered confidence

"that was a joke! you even laughed!" eddie rebutted, slamming a cabinet door shut. you flinched at the loudness of it but he didn't see with his back turned to you

"i only laughed because i was uncomfortable! i didn't know what else to do!" you said, wiping away a tear that fell down your cheek

eddie angrily stomped out of the kitchen to his room and you followed, blinking away tears

"and i also don't exactly remember you defending me and telling him off!" you screamed and he turned to look at you

"because i didn't know you were uncomfortable!" he screamed back, looking around his desk for something

"well you should know from common sense that anyone hearing that would not find it amusing!" your anger was consuming you as you watched eddie throw a shirt from his desk to his bed

"well i guess i'm just not a very good boyfriend then!" he said throwing his arms up in the air

you stepped back, bringing your arms up in a defensive stance as your head turned, somehow expecting there to be an impact from his hand

eddie realized what happened as he stared at you with wide eyed and you slowly moved your head to look at him with your arms still up

you moved your arms down as eddie just stood there in shock, and you moved to wipe a couple more tears of frustration from your face

"y/n... did you think i was going to hit you?" he asked softly, a huge change in tone from what you previously were hearing, his stance deflating

you gulped put a small "no" not wanting him to think that you'd think he'd do such a thing. you knew he would never, but it was a natural reaction that you instantly regretted

"baby i..." he trailed off, taking a small step forward towards you. you didn't move back which he took as a good sign

"you know i would never ever do that to you, right?" he asked, taking another small step forward and putting a hand on your arm which was intertwined with your other arm, folded across your chest

"i know..." you muttered out, moving your head to look away from him, keeping your arms crossed

"can i please hold you?" he asked gently and you nodded, slowly moving your body into his open arms as he wrapped them around you, engulfing you into a giant bear hug

a few more tears fell down as he held you close to his body, and you leaned your head into his chest

"i'm so so sorry for yelling and getting mad, and i'm sorry i didn't defend you when hank said that bullshit, i love you so so so much" he spoke softly, his hand coming up and gently placing it on the back of your head

“and i want you to know that i promise you i would never hit you or do anything of the sort, i’m so sorry you thought that” he said with a shaky voice

"i'm sorry too," you started to apologize, feeling guilt run through your veins from not defending him earlier, and for reacting the way you did

"i didn't realize they said those things, and i know for a fact you aren't going to end up like mick mars or nikki sixx or any of those drug abusing rockstars, well maybe only with the level of rock n roll fame part, not the drugs" you joked with a sniffle

"and what about the sex?" he said with a chuckle, and you moved your body to face him, wrapping his arms around his waist and you moved your eyebrows up in a surprising way, pushing your head back in slight confusion

"you know, sex, drugs, rock n roll- they're a package deal... and obviously there's gonna be no drugs- well okay maybe weed, then a huge amount of rock n roll fame... what about the sex?" he joked making you smile with a small giggle

"well maybe, only if you'll still love and want me when you're big and famous" you told him with a small laugh, a smile growing on his face

"oh baby i will always love you and want you for the rest of my days" he said sweetly before leaning in and giving you a small kiss

when he pulled away he looked into your eyes, a hand moving to the back of your neck

"then show me how much you mean it," you said with a small smirk as he pulled you in for another kiss

he leaned in, kissing you passionately, his tongue fighting with yours as you moved you hands to slightly scratch down his back

"i- love- you" he said between breaths as he continued to kiss you, and you knew he really meant it

fin.

[myfictionaldreams]

First Date

Eddie Munson x fem!reader

Warnings: NSFW, 18+ ONLY, heavy petting, groping, slight hand job, dry humping

You both try to go slow, it's your first date after all. But it’s not as easy as it sounds when his hands are wandering and your lips are on his neck. Eddie has the top of your dress pulled down (he’d groaned dramatically when he realized you weren’t wearing a bra) and his body leans over yours, your thighs on either side of his hips and your back on the couch.

You knew you weren’t going all the way, but you’d told him he could take his jeans off. It was a selfish ask. It made it so that you could feel him better when you rubbed against him.

You suck lightly on his earlobe and Eddie gasps.

“Oh fuck.”

“Yeah?” you ask breathily, more tease than you would have guessed yourself capable of. He chuckles but it is half pant.

"Yeah."

You kiss his earlobe again, grazing your teeth lightly over the shell.

"I need to fuck you," he mutters, though he pulls back and away from your mouth. Eddie looks down at you with hazy. "But we're not fucking tonight, so I need a second to get my shit together."

While he takes a breath, he sits back on his heels, your legs still around his hips. He rests his hands heavy on your thighs and looks down at you in your amused, debauched state. It's absolutely not helping him calm down. Neither is the fact that he can't stop his hands from sliding up and squeezing over your exposed breasts.

"Fuck," Eddie mutters as he watches the supple flesh give and spill around his large fingers. His audible frustration makes you let out a giggle, and you notice that his cock twitches in his boxers at the sound. The sight has you ready to end this break, so you push him so that he's sitting against the back of the couch, clambering up to straddle him.

"You're hot," you mumble before kissing your way from his jaw to his lips. Your hand slides down his chest to rest on his abdomen. He cants his hips upward and the tip of his clothed cock taps your hand, obviously encouraging you to grasp it through the fabric. So of course you do.

"Shit, no you're hot."

You bite your lip to keep from arguing with him. He's calling you hot and if you're honest with yourself, you've never felt hotter than you do right now with his hands all over you, so you decide to go with it. Eddie hangs his head so he can watch you jerk him slowly through his boxers. It's hot and hard in your palm and you're sure to rub your thumb over the mushroom head, pleased to feel a little bit of sticky precum bleed through the cloth.

This is absolutely not what you'd assumed would happen when you agreed to spontaneously go on this first date earlier today. You'd guessed you would, at best, enjoy some good conversation and company. You hadn't anticipated agreeing to go back to his place after just a few drinks, but holy fuck are you glad that's the direction the night took.

It's not long before Eddie's hand drops over the back of yours, stopping your motion over his member.

"Baby...you're killing me. We might need to stop," he grunts. Contrary to his words, his hand continues to guide yours up and down his cock, making you laugh. Eddie's eyes flash up to yours in amusement.

"What's so funny?" he asks. You shake your head but keep laughing, so Eddie takes the opportunity to push you onto your back again. His hand cups between your legs, fingers pressing over where your clit should be. You lift your hips to seek out more friction, though you know it's a useless pursuit with how snug and thick your stockings are.

"Right there?" Eddie asks, pressing more pointedly. Your roll your hips, impatient.

"Yeah...under layers," you joke. His hand worms into the tight control panel waistband of your stockings so he can play with the top of your panties.

"You know," he says casually, as if his hand isn't between your legs making you melt. "I could go down on you."

You blink up at him.

"Huh?"

"I could go down on you," Eddie repeats, leaning down over you to kiss your neck. "If you want."

When you don't reply, Eddie pulls back to gauge your reaction. It spurs you to speak up.

"Nobody's ever done that before," you say quietly. Eddie continues to swirl his finger over the top of your panties, but the movement is gentle.

"Really?" he asks, voice colored with disbelief. You shrug and try not to show that you're embarrassed by the inexperience you're projecting. Eddie's having none of it. "I'd go down on you, baby."

You surge up then at his words and pull him into another deep kiss. It's all tongue and teeth with your hands in his hair, tugging hard. Eddie's hand pulls out of the waistband of your stockings so he can grip and grab at you wildly in response.

You do it so that it can distract him from the offer he was making. Because there's nothing you wanted more than to let him rip your stockings off your body and put that talented tongue to use at your apex. But you had promised yourself that - even if you were going to hook up pretty intensely - you weren't going to have sex on this first date.

Eddie finally pulls back to let you breathe, which you do with a gasp, and he rests his sweaty forehead to yours.

"Probably better not. If I go down on you...I'm pretty sure we'll end up fucking."

He says it with a smug grin on his face. Pure confidence that makes you laugh and want to contradict him, but you absolutely know the man is correct.

"Yeah, I guess that's right."

Eddie sits back up to give you room to do the same. You both sit facing the long dark television to catch your breath. Out of the corner of your eye you notice Eddie has his hand on his still hard dick, stroking softly. He catches you looking and shoots you a grin.

"Sorry, I'm so fucking tuned on." He's saying sorry but his thighs are manspread performatively and it's very clear he likes you watching him. Just as much as he likes watching your breasts bounce as you laugh and lean forward to kiss the tattoo on his pec. You rest your head against his shoulder so you can watch him touch himself for another few minutes before you sigh.

"I think I have to leave before I end up doing what I really want to do."

Eddie groans and stills his hand, moving it up instead to cradle your jaw, turning you towards him for one more lingering kiss.

"Let me call you a cab," he says against your lips and you nod.

While you run to the bathroom to adjust your dress and make sure it doesn't look like you'd just dry humped Eddie Munson for an hour, the man in question puts his jeans back on. You walk out to find him adjust his still hard cock in the confines of the garment, wincing.

"Alright there, champ?" you ask him with a grin. The cab honks its arrival out front.

"I will be jerking off the minute you leave, just know," he says matter-of-factly as he leads you out the door. "I don't know if girls need to do that, but I'm pretty much gonna die if I can't cum after all that."

He says it good-naturedly and for once in all of your dating life, you don't feel pressured or shamed. Just extremely flattered to have this kind of effect on him.

At the bottom of his front step you turn and place a hand on the side of his neck and pull him down closer to you.

"I don't need to make myself cum. But I'm definitely going to," you whisper into his ear before running off to the cab, sparing him one cheeky look over your shoulder so you can bask in his dumbfounded expression.

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[myfictionaldreams]

I concur. You, Dustin Henderson, are a… total butthead.

[myfictionaldreams]

18+ Dark winter soldier NON CON SMUT, forced breeding (for both reader and Bucky?), a lil fucked up for both because Bucky is still brainwashed by hydra, he’s actually still a poor sweet bb on the inside. angst 

“Don’t run from me bunny”  His voice was muffled by his mask, his Russian accent carrying through the dark woods you ran through, not another soul in sight. You cried out feeling his hand grab your hair, tugging it back, turning you around to face him. Your back hit the rough bark of a tree, whimpering when he pulled your hair harder, forcing you to meet his eyes. 

“P-please” You squeezed your thighs together when he trailed his hand down your body to the hem of your skirt, bunching it up around your waist, pulling your panties off. 

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sour girl

mean!eddie munson x fem!reader

summary: a project with the boy who makes your life a living hell turns into something completely unexpected. (5.2k)

warnings: smut (thigh riding, choking, impact play), enemies to lovers, girly!reader, mean,pervy!eddie. mdni.

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You swear you must be living a nightmare when your Creative Writing teacher points at you and then at Eddie Munson and says “the two of you are going to be working together for this project” in that ear-piercing, glass-shattering voice that had you wincing everytime she talks too loud or gets too close. 

You think someone who really, truly hates every part of your being must have cursed you with this painfully awful fate the second the gut-wrenching words came out of her sticky, red, over-lined mouth. 

You would have been completely fine, satisfied even, with any other person in your class. But the universe was definitely not on your side today and decided to assign you a punishment made for awful people like serial killers or dentists, not you! 

The chances of the two of you being paired together weren’t really that small considering the class only consists of ten students, and you have already worked on other assignments with the majority of them. So, you know directing your anger towards your teacher, the universe, and Eddie is irrational. But, still you are pissed the hell off and just want your teacher to laugh and to say it was a joke and assign you someone else.

To make matters worse, you were actually very excited about this assignment, looking forward to writing your own 10-minute play to add to your portfolio. But having Eddie as your partner has deemed the task impossible. 

Clearly, you and Eddie have never been friendly, rather the opposite, and it’s all thanks to his sadistic nature. You never showed him anything but kindness when you first met in class. That was until he started acting very mean towards you for no apparent reason.

With how often he torments you, you suspect he must take pleasure in making you suffer, getting off on constantly flipping up your skirt, tugging harshly on your hair, teasing your girly style, and stealing all your pretty accessories, like hair ribbons and bracelets, right off of you.

Unfortunately for you, if he’s a sadist, you’re a masochist.

Although you can go on and on about how much you despise the man, how much your blood boils with rage everytime he does something uncalled for, how much you want to scream at him for being rude, there’s a tiny itty bitty little portion of your brain that is disgustingly infatuated with every part of him. That piece of you feeds off of his constant attention and absolutely revels in his meanness, despite him being an absolute asshole to you at all times.

As if your infatuation with him couldn’t get any worse, you’re extremely unfortunate that he’s your type incarnate: long dark hair, pretty doe eyes, grungy style, kind of nerdy, can pull off a leather jacket, and a little mean. Though, a “little mean” might be an understatement.

It’s ridiculous, really, how a boy who makes your life a living hell could still fluster you with every touch and tease. It’s even more ridiculous that you think about him late at night when you’ve got a hand between your thighs.

You have to constantly remind yourself that you hate him and he hates you; otherwise, you would probably fall in love with him. There’s something about him, other than his pretty face and nice body, that just makes you swoon. You wonder if that tiny voice in your head was the one who manifested this torture on you but don’t let the thought linger enough for you to feel pissed at yourself too.

You wince as your mind tries to consider whether working with Eddie Munson is actually a good thing, despite your enraged initial reaction.

It’s awfully confusing to live with two opposing voices in your head. It’s as if one voice is an angel while the other is the devil, both sitting on either shoulder, bickering about Eddie Munson and whether you should kill him or kiss him. Except you don’t know which voice is the angel and which is the devil as both sides of the argument are equally as bad to you. It’s not like you want to hate him, but you definitely don’t want to like him either. 

When you approach him after your teacher dismisses the class, he rudely interrupts your kind greeting with a “I’m only free tonight. Your place or mine?”

He scoffs and is clearly annoyed when you aren’t prepared to answer his abrupt question right away. He doesn’t even bother to spare a glance at you throughout this exchange, so enthralled with doodling stupid skulls and ugly bats on his beat up notebook. You practically had to talk to his frizzy hair rather than his face. 

You respond in a low mutter that your place is better ‘cause your brother is probably gonna be gone all night to sleep at his girlfriend’s place and your parents are out of town but you’re busy until 8pm so it has to be after.

You don’t even realize you were rambling until he finally looks up at you with a bored expression and reaches over to tug on the elastics holding up the pigtail braids in your hair.

After that, he nods and leaves without another word, both of your pink elastics wrapped tight around his pale wrist, despite you trailing after him to try to get them back. 

You spent the whole day in preparation, both mentally and physically. You think about everything he might make fun of in your room while shaving your legs, what he might steal from you this time while doing your makeup, and if he’s feeling generous enough to give back the hair ties he stole today while you put on a low-cut shirt. 

Once he gets to your house, you both get straight to it and decide to settle on a plot to be able to start writing. “How about a romance between a bodyguard and a princess?” His laughter is so loud, it nearly shakes your bed.

“Absolutely not. How about a hero having to travel to the underworld to kill a dragon but it turns out that the dragon ends up being the hero of the story and the other guy is a villain?” 

“That is way too long and confusing for a 10 minute play. Plus, a play is meant to be performed on stage. How are you going to get a dragon on stage, Eddie?” It’s your turn to reject his idea. 

You go back and forth for what feels like hours. He keeps making fun of all your romance ideas while adding in his own ridiculous fantasy, Dungeons and Dragons-sounding ones.

At one point, you could tell nothing was going to get resolved unless you didn’t appease him. So with heaviness in your heart and a disappointed sigh, you did just that: letting him win and settling for plotlines that would be too incoherent and messy to any other person but Eddie. 

Once you finally get to a reluctant agreement on an unsatisfying, half finished plot that incorporates both romance and fantasy, you settle down on your bed with your laptop on your thighs.

You finally start writing the opening lines when you notice Eddie wandering off to look through the room, pulling drawers open and touching all the knickknacks you’ve collected over the years. Apparently, he’s decided satisfying his annoying curiosity by looking around your room was a better idea than helping you out with your joint project.

While staring him down enough to hopefully get him to back off and get back to work, you notice how silly he looks standing in your room. His roughed up converse, old black jeans, fraying band tee, and the silver chain on his neck stick out from your feminine room that is full of pink and white decor and smells like strawberries. The only thing on him that blends in are your pink hair ties around his wrist. It almost makes you laugh, but then you remember the little work he’s done and you’re serious again.

You think he’ll get bored at one point and get back to work. But ten minutes later, his laptop has been sitting untouched, the screen shut off and collecting dust in the middle of your desk while he makes fun of the things laying around. It is very much driving you insane.

“Really, a stuffed animal? Aren’t you a little too old for this thing? It’s pathetic.”

He picks up your vanilla-scented bunny plush by the ear, letting it dangle before tossing it to the side when you barely spare a glance at him. You think ignoring him will make him get bored quicker, but it seems to only make him more determined to get a reaction out of you.

He pulls open another drawer and takes out a few condoms a friend gave you when you thought you might get lucky at a house party. You didn’t. But you kept them anyway. 

“What do you need these for, hm? Let’s be honest here, no one’s fucking you, sweetheart. I can tell ‘cause you’re so uptight all the time. You just need a good fucking to get that out of your system.” 

You tried to ignore it, you really did, but for the second time tonight, he won. Something about him being right about your sexual dry spell made you absolutely lose it. 

“Fuck you, Eddie-“

“You wish,”

You ignore his teenage boy-ish comment even though it made your heart drop in rejection. “Go write your stupid play so you can leave me the fuck alone!” 

“Wait, I’ll do it in a minute just- fucking calm down. Clearly, I hit a nerve with that,” he mutters. You can almost hear the eyeroll that goes along with his frustrated sigh. You take a deep breath to calm your boiling blood before trying your next strategy to get him to write the rest of the play.

“Eddie come on, you said you’re only free tonight. I just need you to write the ending, and then you can go home. I already did most of it. Please, Eds.”

You feel pathetic to be resorting to such desperate pleading. But you know he likes it when you beg as he often makes you beg him to give back your dainty rings, pink lip gloss, or whatever else he felt like stealing that day. 

“Okay, let’s make a deal,” he gently pushes your laptop off of you and sets it to the side. At first, you think he may be surrendering and you won the war once and for all despite his victorious battles. That is until you remember a deal with Eddie is never a good one. He stands between your legs from where you sit at the edge of your bed. The closeness makes your breath shallow and your hands feel clammy. He stares at you with that stupidly mischievous smile on his stupidly pretty face. 

“For every line I write, you have to give me a kiss.” 

You freeze the second the words leave his plump, pink lips. Your heart feels like the only functioning organ in your body right now, beating so loud you think Eddie can hear it despite the small distance between the two of you. It only pounds harder in your ears when he steps almost impossibly closer, his intruding legs making the fabric of your skirt ride further up your thighs.

“Don’t act so shy now, sweetheart,” one of his rough, tattooed hands comes up to rest on your jaw, juxtaposing the softness of your skin.

“I saw those sexy little polaroids you left out on your nightstand. The one of you sticking your pretty tongue out and the other of your pretty tits, that’s my girl in those pictures, yeah?” 

My girl. My girl. My girl. His words repeat in your brain like a mantra, a prayer that someday you will actually be his girl despite all the dirty things he’s done to you. 

He takes your silence as a “yes” and as an opportunity to continue with his teasing. “You’re a smart girl, you would’ve remembered to put them back. Did you leave them there on purpose ‘cause you knew I was coming or are you just really that dumb?” 

Shit, you think. He caught you. 

Tears prickle in your eyes out of embarrassment and something else that makes your stomach twist into painful knots. It’s way too hard to look him in the eye, so you focus on the loose thread of your skirt instead. 

“I- Shut up, Eddie,” you try to say, but your throat gives out and you end up whispering the words. 

“Don’t be like that, sweetheart.”

He doesn’t let you sulk for long, pushing a finger against your chin to look back into his eyes. His thumb trails over your mouth, tracing your bottom lip that’s been set into a small pout since he first started talking about kissing you. As if weighed down by an anchor, your heavy tongue has sunk to the bottom of your mouth, completely incapable of letting out any words. 

“Are those pictures just for me, baby?” He tuts while dragging down your bottom lip. “C’mon, answer me,” he urges while his fingers tap against your lips a little harder before dropping back to your jaw. All you can manage is a tiny nod, head too busy spinning because you’re embarrassed and so close to him and miss the feeling of his thumb against your lips. 

“There she is, my pathetic girl, so thirsty for attention. I like the one of your panties. How’d you know I like looking up your skirt, hm?” His question is a sarcastic nod to all the times he’s flipped your skirt up in the halls. Just thinking about the mix of humiliation and pleasure you get from him exposing you makes your face heat up with warmth while your mouth slips out a desperate whimper. You hope he doesn’t notice the red-hot warmth on your cheeks.

“I wanna make a new deal, okay?” 

“Oh,” you breathe out through your heavy pants, hoping your hum didn’t sound too disappointed. Your brain is finally coming back to you, finally processing that this is really happening, and Eddie Munson is really giving you the attention you’ve been craving since you met him. The anchor on your tongue slowly comes back up to the surface, but your body still feels weak. 

He tilts your head back and presses his lips to move down your neck while his nose tickles at the sensitive skin. 

“We’re gonna start with a simple kiss cause I'm dying to taste those pretty lips,” He nibbles at you until he feels you nod from above him. He presses open-mouth kisses on to your flushed skin between his words. 

“Then, I’m gonna finish -kiss- writing my part -kiss- while you ride my thigh -kiss. You don’t get to -kiss- cum -kiss- until I’m done. Okay?”

You feel like you’re floating, so pleasurably dizzy it’s turned your head to mush. It’s hard to keep yourself upright, eyes rolling back, body nearly giving out. You try to remember why you hate Eddie so you could give yourself a reason to push him off. 

Unfortunately, the part of you that likes Eddie has completely taken over, not even a sliver of hate for the boy left in your brain. You only remember you have to respond when he bites the skin of your neck much harder than the tiny nibbles he’d been placing on so gently before. 

“Yeah- yes, please,” you plead, pushing yourself up on shaky wrists to reach him. And then he’s moving forward, smashing his lips to yours, caging you in with strong hands on either side of your face. The butterflies in your stomach turn violent, pulsing and pulsing until you feel like you’re exploding in pleasure. He tastes of cigarettes and something sweet you can’t quite place. You pass whimpers on to Eddie’s lips like tiny secrets you want him to keep, trusting him with all your pretty sounds. He’s pulling away far too soon for your liking, but his hands drifting up your skirt brings a new kind of pleasure and excitement. 

“Look at you, you’re already feeling better. I like you a lot more like this,” he mutters.

“I don’t want you to like me-“ You try, you seriously try so hard, to think of a mean comeback like the ones you usually bite back with. But all you can come up with after that sensual kiss is a pathetic lie, and both of you can see through it. 

“Really, that’s all you got? That’s okay. You’ll be fucked speechless by the time I’m done with you.” 

Your breath hitches when his middle fingers brush against the hem of your panties. “Need to take these off you, sweetheart.” You don’t really process his words, just eagerly nod until he’s kneeling in front of you, hooking his fingers over the waistband, and pulling. You lift up your hips to help him get them off. You’re not sure why you pull at your skirt to keep him from glancing at the sticky mess between your thighs, and you’re also not sure why Eddie lets out an amused huff when you do. 

He pulls the fabric down slowly, stopping to press a kiss to your knee when he slides it off your clothed feet. He scoffs and tugs at the lace of the white frilly socks you’re wearing, ‘cause it’s so you. He doesn’t dwell on it too much, though, instead bringing his attention to the lacy ivory thong in his hands. A jolt of arousal shoots through you as you watch him bring it up to his nose to sniff at the fabric. 

His pupils are blown with lust when he opens his eyes again, so enlarged there’s only a sliver of brown left behind. “Better than I ever imagined, baby. Bet you taste even better, but we can test that out later. C’mon, we’ve got a play to write, yeah?”

You hum out a response while firecrackers burst pleasure into your veins. He puts your panties in the pocket of his black denim jeans, making you bite your lip ‘cause he looks so fucking hot. You wonder if you’re getting those back, but you already know the answer to that question the second the thought runs through your head.

After he gets situated on your desk chair with his laptop in front of him on the desk, he beckons you over with a nod of his head. You step over to him on weak knees, until you’re close enough for him to pull your leg over his thigh.

You don’t drop yourself to sit on his thigh yet. No, you can’t just yet because the cold air of the room reaches your wet cunt, and you suddenly realize that you’re seriously about to grind your clit on Eddie Munson’s denim covered thigh. Eddie Munson, the boy you hate, or are supposed to hate. You freeze with a knee between his legs to keep you upright. You break eye contact with him ‘cause you don’t think you can handle looking straight into his tantalizing eyes. He seems to notice your hesitation and takes his hands off your thigh. 

“You okay, baby? We don’t have to do this,” he says, his big brown eyes looking like pools of sweet toffee. You don’t think you could ever say no to him, even if you wanted to.

“I want to,” you mutter, heart racing in your ears. You keep going when you realize he doesn’t believe you. “Just got nervous, but I wanna do it.” He nods and tugs on the hem of your skirt, signaling you to sit down properly on his thigh. When you finally do, you jolt forward, not expecting such intense sensitivity between your legs. That stupid smirk you’ve grown to hate appears on his lips, and you find yourself wanting to kiss it off instead of slap it off. 

“Whenever you’re ready,” he says while putting his free hand around your waist.

You inhale deeply through your nose and start making movements small enough to create a friction that’s just barely there. When he notices you’ve begun to rut against him, he presses a wet kiss to your cheek and diverts his attention to his laptop and begins typing. 

Without his full attention on you, you gain more confidence to move your hips until you’re fully grinding on him with a hand on his shoulder. The roughness of his jeans catches on your soaked clit just right, sending bolts of pleasure through you like electricity running in your veins. 

You watch him concentrate with squinted eyes and his bottom lip slightly bit between his teeth. You want to reach over, kiss him, and soothe the bite with your tongue. Instead, you bring your thumb up and pull on his lip, watching it pop out. He gives you a small appreciative smile and gets back to writing without another glance. It should leave you unsatisfied, but you feel too good to dwell on it. 

His hand sits on your lower back, drifting down to the tops of your ass when you rut forward. The only sounds in the room are the quick clicks and clacks of Eddie’s keyboard, the gushing wetness of your cunt, and your sex-dripping, breathy whimpers. Eddie’s hand on your back travels down to your hip, guiding you to rock against him much rougher this time. You bite back a moan at being manhandled in a way the sprouts chills from your core to your skin. You rut deeper and deeper until the bundle of pleasure starts growing in your lower stomach. 

Through cloudy eyes and static ears, you notice he stops typing. His head comes down to rest against your shoulder, lips pressing kisses to your warm skin. Your breath hitches into a shallow moan when your mind wanders to what those same kisses would feel like on your pussy. You turn to watch his eyebrows furrow in thought until he hums, sits back up, and starts typing.

Feeling needy for attention, you grab his hand off your hip and bring it up to your neck while still rubbing against him with the same vigor as before. 

“Naughty slut,” his raspy words and pretty smirk ignites another wave of wetness to drip down from you. Your eyes roll back when he squeezes the pressure points that makes your brain get all fuzzy. You feel his hand drift back down your neck, but you’re already grabbing it again to get more attention. 

“Please hit me, Eddie. Please, please just slap me,” you beg, your bottom lip sitting heavy into a pretty pout that he can’t say no to.

“The more you distract me, the longer it’s going to be ‘til you get to cum,” he doesn’t spare a glance at you. 

“Please, Eds.” You hold his wrist against your chest, clothed tits pressing against his skin, and squeeze it while you continue to beg. “Just one, please?” 

He sighs and without warning, slaps his hand across your face hard enough to hurt, but not enough to bruise. You let out a whine while a fresh set of tears start to sprinkle in your eyes. Your body gives out, making your head lean against his shoulder while you keep rutting back against him, tears-staining your cheeks so prettily. 

He doesn’t notice you’re crying until your sniffles replace your whimpers against his neck. With a furrow in his brow and a pout on his lips he pulls your head back to see your tears. 

“You okay, baby?” He smooths a hand down the cheek he slapped. 

“Yeah, it jus’ feels so good,” you promise, hips coming back down to rub yourself even harder- deeper. 

“Look so pretty when you cry,” you hear him whisper into your hair before pressing a kiss to the top of your head. You lay against him again, eyes fluttering shut from the strong friction against your core. Your breath hits his neck each time you puff out an exhale, raising goosebumps on his skin.

“Is it b-e-a-r- or b-a-r-e when someone says bear with me?” You nearly laugh at his audacity to ask you such questions when you’re floating in a completely different headspace. 

“It’s- oh god. The first one,” the end of your words drift off into a moan when his fingers clutch hard enough to leave bruises on your hip. Your hands tangle into his hair, while you change the pattern of your thrusts to be much shorter and quicker. 

“That’s my smart girl. Thank you.” His words only make the mess under your skirt even messier. You pump your cunt faster against his leg, the bubble of pleasure in your stomach growing and growing until it’s threatening to pop. He seems to sense this and halts your movements against him. 

“Woah, slow down. I still have a bit left to write. If you cum early, you’re getting a punishment, okay? My good girl doesn’t want that, right?”

My good girl. My good girl. My good girl.

You whimper in response, the words echoing in your head. Your hips go back to rut against him ‘cause your mind is too flooded of him, him, him to fully stop relieving the painful ache. You feel like you’ve been rubbing against him for what feels like hours, but in reality is probably ten minutes. His typing feels slower and slower the longer you hold in your pleasure. 

That is until you hear him close the laptop.

“I finished, but you have to beg me to let you come and maybe I’ll think about it.” That evil rasp that sits behind his voice has the tears returning to your eyes.

“Please, Eddie, let me cum,” you’re breathless and it’s so hard to get words out. 

“That’s the best you can do? I’ve seen you do better.” 

“I’ve been good- so good, can I cum, please?” you wrap your arms around his neck and press his forehead against yours. Your eyes flutter shut, getting pleasure from just being close to him. “I’ll do whatever you want, please. I’m yours, Eds, just wanna cum on your thigh.”

“Hm okay. You can rub your tight, messy cunt all over me ‘til you come, baby.” And then he’s bracing your hips with strong hands at either side to guide you into your climax. It’s so sudden and so fast that you can’t help the moan that leaves you when you come, loud and breathy.

“That’s it, good girl.” Every push against his thigh feels electric, making you grit your teeth together and squeeze your eyes tight as the shocking waves of pleasure explode and explode until he’s slowing down the rapid pace of your hips and you’re riding out the rest of the high.

“You did so good for me, sweetheart,” he whispers against your ear before smoothing a hand up and down your back, pressing soft kisses to your temple. When you open your eyes again, moving back to cup your face with one of his hands. The intensity of your climax juxaposing his gentle actions has you leaning forward to kiss him, unable to stop yourself. 

He kisses you back softer than before, delicately brushing his lips across yours. With your head clearer than earlier, you can finally focus on him, letting the smoky sweetness of his mouth invade your senses until your insides feel warm. When he pulls away, you’re chasing his lips for more, wanting to kiss him just a little longer before you go back to reality. He lets you get two kisses in before separating again. 

“You know this means I’m not gonna stop being mean to you, baby,” his face is twisted into a serious look. 

“I know, I didn’t think so,” you mutter back, lip pouting at his expression that’s borderline upset.

“Just means I get to ruin my girl now, yeah?” His smirk is back, so your worries are gone.

“Yeah, ‘m your girl,” you mutter dreamily, head falling back down against his shoulder.

“You wanna go to bed? Could get you some water or a snack.” Heart swelling, you revel in his sweetness.

“Can we just stay like this? Just for a little bit longer, please?” Your voice is tired. Every part of you is tired. But you want to appreciate the moment before it’s gone. 

“Whatever you want, sweet girl. Was thinking I could swing by tomorrow, and we can finish editing the play?” Oh god, the play! You’d nearly forgotten. 

“It’s okay, I can do it. I don’t want to bother you.” 

“It’s not a bother, sweetheart. What time should I be over?” You tuck your hands between both your bodies, occasionally brushing your fingers against his lean torso. 

“Eddie, seriously. I have no problem doing it. Didn’t you say you were busy for the rest of the week?” He laughs with that brilliant, contagious smile on his face. 

“I lied about that. I was just so eager to see you, I wanted it to be tonight.” You’re giggling along with him, despite your slight confusion on why he’d want to see you after he’s been so mean to you. 

“Okay, you can come tomorrow-”

“Yeah, that’s what I plan on doing. Think you gave me blue balls.”

You’re so flustered it nearly hurts. “Thought we were actually gonna edit the play…”

“Oh, yeah, we can do that too.” He looks at you with that stupid boyish smile that has you swooning.

“I hate you,” you murmur and for the first time you don’t actually mean it. 

He lets out an amused scoff, “yeah, I hate you too. I have to leave though it’s getting late.”

You nod and get off him, slightly disappointed that he has to leave so soon. It is nearly midnight though, and you should probably start cleaning yourself up and get ready for bed. You don’t miss the wet patch on his jeans where you were sitting and neither does he. But you decide to ignore it for the sake of not being embarrassed.

“Kiss for the road?” And how can you deny him when his hair is all messed up and his eyes look so soft. You give him a quick one, tucking his bottom lip between yours before pushing him towards the door of your room. 

“Wait, wait,” he hushes you, catching your hips and pulling you closer for a better kiss. One that has you leaning into him and wrapping your arms around his neck until you’re both pulling away breathlessly. 

“One last thing,” he drags himself over to the edge of your bed. Your heart flips when he picks up the sultry polaroids you so carefully left out. “Can I keep these? Just to help me get off tonight since you’re the one who caused this,” he points down to the prominent bulge in his jeans. That white-hot feeling returns to your cheeks and you’re nodding, trying to get your words out steadily. 

“Yeah- yes, take them, but I want them back,” you say as you lead him out the door to your room and walk him to your front door. He walks out, turning back to you.

“Can’t promise they won’t be covered in-”

“Bye, Eddie,” you slam the door in his face ‘cause maybe you’re back to being mean or maybe ‘cause you would’ve either passed out or dropped to your knees right in front of him if he finished that sentence.

<3

thanks for reading!

[myfictionaldreams]

I PROMICE I did not mean that ask to sound like "ooh why arnt you writing me fan fics" I just needed to talk about how entertaining it is lol. I will be looking into ACOSF probably will finish the video tonight as I found this woman on YouTube ( @cari can read) and she has done hour long videos explaining what I think is the entire plot although I can't promice I know EVERYTHING. I know of the authors other stories like the one you mentioned and i might start looking into those as well once ive finished ACOSF but i might need some downtime lol. You deserve breaks as a fellow writer of fanfics and my own OC stories I take massive breaks inbetween my spouts of creativity so I get it <3 I don't know how you feel about writing for female characters x reader so that's the only reason I didn't go straight in with an ask for feysand as I wouldn't want to make you uncomfortable. Give me time to think of a plot for you and I will for sure send you a few asks for you to choose from, I may end up doing a fic myself if so I will tag you on it (ik that kinda defeats the point of me using anon but I'm incredibly nervous about interacting with people and doing it the wrong way but you do seem really nice and I would want to share that with you if I end up writing one). Back to my previous point! Take breaks, wether that be breaks from specific characters (I'm looking at you mafia stucky I chat have you overworking this amazing person😬) or just writing in general becuse at the end of the day you are writing free content and is it YOUR time that you write it during <3

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You’re too sweet honestly ❤️

I didn’t take it in that way at all don’t worry! I was more excited that you were referring to acotar and a specific themed fic that I’d love to write so don’t worry about that. I’ve written f/f fics in the past and absolutely happy to write more! Also let me know your thoughts on silver flames, think it’s one of my favs!

Definitely send any ideas over! Also (trying to say this calmly) but pleaseeee tag me in anything you write! I’d absolutely love to read your fics (of any kind!) I know you’ve wanted to stay anon but you seem so cool & feel like we’d get on outside the anon messages 😁 but also no pressure as well, do what suits you best!

Thanks for the encouragement with the breaks. It’s a difficult one, I adore the fandoms I’ve written for and will write for again but there’s only so many times I can try and spin a story about the same characters. I need something new but then again, I’m so trapped in my cycle of reading it’s difficult to think of new ideas. I want to write but unsure of what! It’ll pass I’m sure ☺️

[myfictionaldreams]

So ACOTAR may have grown on me as I've now finished and pretty much know the plot of every book (except 'ACOSF'). It has left me feeling both insanely happy to have a new obsession and mildly disappointed at the lack of feysand x reader options fics there 😔. I mean Caspian and azriel are hot as heck and I looovvveeee me bat boys fics becuse they feed my strange appetite. Everyone in this book series is hot and it is very hard for me to not find (nearley) everyone attractive so... thank you for accidentally introducing me to this book series and (respectfuly) know that this rant is what you deserve for giving me soemthing to obsess over

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Omg once more you fill me with such happiness at the dedication but also IM SO HAPPY YOU LOVE IT!!! Will you be looking at ACOSF? ☺️

I’m more than happy to write for feysand x reader fics! If you ever wanted to request (or anything else acotar) please send it my way! Work has been kicking my ass this week so I don’t have much mental capacity to think of ideas at the moment 😂

I know your head is going to be full of acotar but if you ever are bored in the future, the author also writes an incredible series called Throne of Glads which is my soul but it’s a 9 book series 😂 I’ll be writing TOG soon but ahh it’s the best!

Anyway I’m so glad you love acotar! ❤️

[myfictionaldreams]

LOVED DONT TOUCH!!! need you to post your headcanon for nyx !!!

Ahhhh thanks!!! I’d absolutely love to write more Nyx so if anyone has any requests send them my way 😂 my headcanon/fic for Nyx is still very much in its basic form of bullet points haha don’t know if I’ll ever finish it to post but maybe one day!

[myfictionaldreams]

I love your writing so much!! i recently discovered you and let's just say i've been attached to my phone for ages. Keep up with the great work!!

Omg thank you so much 🥹🖤

[myfictionaldreams]

Missing mafiaStucky! A little extra recently 😪 hope they’re well.

Sorry my love! I hope you’re okay. They’re needing a little break just as I’ve written so many fics on them over the last few years so I’m sorry there’s been a gap now between posts for them - I’ll write them again of course but just need to have a little down time from writing them.

[myfictionaldreams]

Soooo, I keep wanting to read a smutty blurb/fic on Steve alternating between soft/gentle and hard/fast on female reader during doggy. I’d write it myself but I get too turned on to finish (the story anyway ayyyooo!)

hi bb! i saw your post and it had set my brain into motion and then when i saw you popped it in my requests I got so excited. needed to write something a lil dirty after all the fluff. i hope you like it! ♥️

wc: 1.1k

warnings: 18+, established relationship, unprotected sex, cream pie, spanking, steve’s a little cocky and we’re a little needy.

Steve’s hands keep a tight grip on the soft curve of your hips, the whites of his knuckles showing under tan skin. He’s mesmerized by the dip of your back when it curves to meet his thrust, the fat of your ass rippling against the tops of his hairy thighs.

“So pretty baby, god - so fuckin’ pretty.”

He leans forward, big hands leaving your hips to press down on the mattress next to yours, somehow pushing in deeper, punching a soft gasp from you while your fingers curl tight in the sheets.

Slick skin against slick skin, the sound of how wet you are is almost obscene as it mixes with each of his grunts that fill the quiet of your bedroom. Every slow drag of his cock against the velvet vice grip of your walls has your eyes rolling in the back of your head. His fat tip hitting that spot just right every time.

He keeps his pace slow, each roll of his hips precise in their mission to make you come undone for the second time tonight. The strand of hair he’s always pushing back drips sweat against his forehead while his lips ghost wet kisses along your shoulder blades.

“That where you want me?” He breathes hot against your ear with another short pump, obsessed with the small whine it gets him.

“uh huh” is all you manage to get out when he does it again.

“So good at takin’ all of me honey, always -fuck” he twitches when your walls squeeze at his praise,”always takin’ it all.”

His thrusts stay deep, slow, pointed and the coil that’s been tightening in your gut for what feels like hours starts to get painful. The need for more makes your hips push back before they circle, your arousal coating the dark patch of hair that frames what you’re begging for. Tightening your walls with purpose to antagonize him, the moan he gives you has your lips twist in a smirk.

“What? Am I not giving you enough?” He whispers when he regains control.

The tip of his nose trails along the shell of your ear, hot breath fanning down your neck before he lifts himself back onto his haunches, his hands grabbing greedy at your sides. squeezing, massaging.

Your legs shake when he stretches you out in a different way, your cheek hitting the mattress while your hips push up to try and take more. It was his favorite getting you like this. desperate.

One of his hand drops between your thighs, the pads of his fingers playing messy with your clit while the other restablishes a bruising hold on your plush curves. A soft chuckle leaving him when you gasp at the new sensation, teetering the edge of overstimulation.

“I asked you a question honey, it’s rude not to answer.” He pulls almost all the way out, making you dangerously close to feeling empty before he snaps his hips burying himself to the hilt. He ignores your cry and the way you almost rip the sheets off the mattress, asking again.

“Am I not giving you enough? You gonna tell me what you want?”

The palm of his hand cracks down against the side of your ass, the jiggle of it making him lick his lips. Your walls flutter, pulling him deeper when he rubs the sore spot, grabbing and squeezing at the soft fat to get a better look at how you drip for him.

“f-faster, please” you manage to squeak when his fingers between your legs start moving in more determined circle eights.

“Such a needy girl” He pulls all the way out this time, replacing his fingers on your clit with his leaking tip. He rubs it against your bundle of nerves, your slick making it slide easily from side to side with pointed pressure. It makes your jaw drop, eyes closing tight as you nod in agreement, your hips starting to rock against him with your orgasm dangerously close like this.

It doesn’t take Steve long to notice, his own release begging to come out with yours but he wants to be buried inside you first.

“Not yet.” He tutts, taking the attention from your clit with him, lining back up at your entrance. “Need you to do it on my dick baby, I wanna feel it.”

He doesn’t wait for your response, not that there was one when he stretches you back out again. It stings in a way that has your eyes watering when he’s half way in, your toes curling when his pelvic bone meets your ass cheeks completely buried, almost bullying your cervix.

“Fuck! - Steve!” You pant trying to adjust to his size again, but he barely gives you any recovery time before he’s setting a brutal pace.

“Just giving you what you want honey, this is what you wanted right?” He taunts between gritted teeth, his eyes threatening to hit the back of his skull when you start to meet his thrusts. Insatiable.

The sound of skin slapping against skin battles with the sticky mess of your arousal as he keeps pounding into you, pulling your cheeks apart to watch how you coat him creamy white. You’re close, he can feel it.

“Need you to be a good girl and cum for me.” He grunts, his long fingers finding their way back to your bundle of nerves making you clench hard around him. “Yeah baby, just like that. Come on, I know you wanna give it to me.”

The grip on your hip becomes iron tight as he drives into you relentlessly, the box springs of your mattress squeak while your head board smacks against the wall with each harsh thrust.

“I’m- I’m gonna - god” you moan loudly when he finds the perfect speed between his fingers and the quick rolls of his hips, the coil tightening to it’s limit finally snapping making you see white.

His name comes out in a scream as your orgasm washes over you like a tidal wave, bringing him to the brink with you. His body goes rigid, cock twitching deep inside of you. A guttural moan escapes somewhere from his chest when he paints your insides, your walls squeezing him so tight it threatens to push him out. He keeps the hold on your hips, making you take all of what he’s giving you before he finally collapses on your back, completely spent.

He leaves sloppy kisses anywhere he can reach, your shoulders, your spine, the back of your neck. Droplets of sweat drip onto your heated skin from his forehead, as he slowly pulls out wincing when he’s finally free. Flopping down on his back after, he doesn’t hesitate to pull you to his chest. He lips feather light on both your cheeks, your nose, and then finally your mouth, chuckling out of breath when you whine puckering for more. His needy girl.

[myfictionaldreams]

Fluff you say? What about sirius in an established relationship still pining hopelessly after reader, like she’s across from him in the library or they meet up after class and sirius is all heart eyes and trying to touch her and kiss her as if they’ve been separated for years???

thank you for requesting!🫶🏽

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One hour.

You had been apart from your boyfriend for one hour and he was acting as though you had been shipped off to war or something equally as dramatic.

He had a double free period in the afternoon, one hour of which he shared with you before you disappeared off to your herbology class. And unfortunately for his friends, it meant they were left dealing with an undeniably whiny Sirius until you returned.

“Pads, I swear to fuck—”

“This is not the support I need, Moony,” Sirius sighed heavily. “Where’s the emotional support in this friendship? Where is the concern for my happiness?”

Remus closed his eyes, his fingers pressed against his temples. “She’s coming back, I don’t know why you’re acting like she won’t.”

“Sorry for missing my girlfriend,” Sirius scoffed.

“You should be,” James piped up, lifting his head from the textbook he had been lying face first on. “You’re being dramatic. And that’s coming from me.”

Sirius glared between his two best friends. “Evans would never treat me like this.”

“Lily would hex your mouth shut before you could even start crying,” James snorted.

“I just want to be with—”

“Your girlfriend, yes! We get it!” Remus interrupted, opening his eyes just to find a pout on his friend’s lips. “Oh for fuck’s sake.”

Sirius lifted his chin. “All I’m saying is—”

“Oh no, what’s he on about now?”

All three boys’ heads whirled around as they watched you approach their table they had snagged in the courtyard. You had your book bag over your shoulder, a few books in your hands and a tired smile on your face as you walked towards them after your last class of the day.

It was a sight to behold as Sirius scrambled up from his seat, meeting you halfway as he grabbed your face and placed a smacking kiss against your lips.

“My love,” he grinned down at you as he quickly took your books and bag from you, placing them on the table before wrapping his arms around you.

“Hi baby,” you laughed, your arms wounding around his waist as you swayed back and forth.

“Missed you,” he murmured against your neck, letting out a wistful sigh as he felt your fingers run through his hair.

“You saw me earlier, Sirius,” you snorted, catching the eyes of both Remus and James over your boyfriend’s shoulders. “Can’t have missed me that much.”

James snorted. “Wanna bet?”

Sirius pulled back, ignoring both his friends as he simply smiled down at you. “C’mon, let’s go.”

Your brows furrowed together. “Where are we going?”

“To nap in my dorm,” he said with a cheeky grin. “And get away from these pricks.”

“Please keep your hands to yourself!” James groaned. “I don’t need to walk in on anything again.”

Sirius grabbed your belongings, not letting you hold a single item before he flashed his friends a smile, already dragging you away from the table.

“Keep your eyes closed then, Prongs!”

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[myfictionaldreams]

Eddie Munson x fem!Reader

Summary: When you confide in your boyfriend about your difficulty getting wet, his reaction is not what you'd expected.

Warnings: smut (18+ only, minors DNI!), fingering, oral (f!receiving), unprotected p in v (wrap it up), reader takes antidepressants

A/N: To all the afab folks who, for whatever reasons, can't get wet--this is for you.

Collaboration with the queen of fluffy smut, @corroded-hellfire 😘

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“Feel good, baby?” Eddie growls in your ear, his fingers digging into the skin above the waistband of your panties. His other hand cups your breast, still concealed by your bra, though you venture it won’t be long before it’s uncovered. 

You continue grinding on his bare thigh, his boxers pushed up high. The outline of his cock shows through the cotton, and you can’t help but grab it. He inhales sharply at the sudden contact, making you giggle.

“Love seeing you all turned on, Eds,” you murmur, sucking a bruise into his neck that has his eyes rolling back in his head. He moves his hand from your waist to your clit, pressing slow circles to the sensitive bud over the lace. A moan slips past your lips, quickly turning into a whimper of his name. “F-Fuck, Eddie. Right there.”

Despite your words and the drag of your cunt on his leg, Eddie can’t help but question whether or not you’re faking it. “How ya feelin’ baby?” he whispers, tiptoeing around the more direct question in a means of cushioning his ego. 

“So good.”

Okay. Good. You feel so good. Everything’s…good. Right?

Eddie pulls back, ducking behind his hair and missing your confused expression. “We can stop if you’re not into it,” he mutters. He’s not angry at you; he’s angry at himself, because he’s clearly doing something wrong if you’re not…

“Wh-Why wouldn’t I be into it?” Your eyebrows pinch together. You’d been together a few months and hadn’t slept together yet, but you’d thought tonight could be the night.

“Because you’re not really…” Eddie struggles to find the right words. “Like, you sound into it, but I don’t feel you getting turned on.”

Embarrassment heats up your body. You slide off of him and onto his carpeted floor, repositioning yourself so you’re facing away from him. You can still see him out of your peripheral vision, but you hope he doesn’t notice the tears welling in your eyes. “M sorry, baby.” Your voice is small, and despite your best efforts, it catches in your throat when you speak.

He rests his hand on your upper arm, gently caressing it with his thumb. “Hey, hey,” he says softly, trying to hide his disappointment at the unreciprocated longing. “We gave it a shot. You can’t help if this doesn’t get you going.” He gives a little shimmy, shoulders swaying back and forth clumsily.

You turn back around towards him,  “You think…no, Eds. You’re so sexy, even when you do your weird little dances.”

“I’ll have you know,” Eddie starts, giving you a playful look, “that my weird little dances have gotten me not one, but…yeah, okay, just the one hot girl’s phone number.”

“And it was mine.”

“Yeah, yeah.” He reaches for your hand and holds it tentatively. “But if I’m making you feel good, how come you don’t get…y’know…?”

Instinct has you wanting to turn away from him in shame, but his grip on your hand is enough to keep you where you are. It’s hard to meet his eyes, but once you do and that big doe stare tugs at your heart, you let out a sigh.

“You’re making me feel amazing, Eddie. It’s just…I don’t really get…I mean, I can’t get too…” The right words don’t seem to find you and frustration balls up inside of you. You slap your free hand over your eyes, partially out of frustration, but also to hide the tears that are beginning to well up. 

“Hey…” Eddie lightly chides as he rubs his thumb along the back of your hand. “You can talk to me. You know that.”

The hand falls from your face and you take a deep breath. Words jumble through your brain, trying to figure out how to come from another direction. “Y-You know how I have depression and anxiety.”

“Yeah.”

“Well,” you say, swallowing before continuing, “the meds they give me for them…they, uh…well, they kind of keep me from being able to get…”

“Wet?” Eddie offers.

You nod, a few tears breaking free despite your attempts to keep them in. 

“I can…a little…just not a whole lot. I’m sorry.” 

Eddie frowns and shakes his head. “Why are you apologizing?”

“Because,” you say, huffing a humorless laugh, “you’re so cute and sweet and I’m worried that when we actually have sex, it won’t feel good for you.”

He pauses for a moment, tongue poking out from his lips in the way that makes you melt as he reaches into his nightstand and pulls out a bottle of lube. He holds the small pink tube up between the two of you.

“Think this’ll work?” he asks.

You raise an eyebrow in amusement. The bottle is the last thing you expected Eddie to pull out of that unorganized mess he calls a nightstand. 

“Where did you get that?” you ask.

“Well, uh,” Eddie starts, cheeks tingeing pink. You notice he continues to look at the lube instead of you. “I use it every night when I think of you.”

The words take you by surprise, even though he’s your boyfriend. It’s not like you hadn’t gotten off thinking about him long before the two of you even started dating. 

“You…you think of me?”

“Well, yeah,” Eddie shrugs with a grin. “My girl is ridiculously beautiful, you think I’m not going to get off thinking about her every night before I go to bed? And most mornings before school?” He ducks his head and his bashfulness makes him look especially boyish. “Plus, there was all that time before we started dating when we were just friends…”

“So that’s why it’s more than half empty,” you say, a small smile breaking through on your lips. 

“I prefer to think of it as half full.” Eddie’s roguish smile has you breaking out into a full blown grin. You let out a chuckle as you pluck the bottle from your boyfriend’s fingers. 

“I didn’t peg you for a strawberry kind of guy, Munson.”

Eddie looks down with a shy expression on his face. Every time you make him flustered you take it as a personal victory.

“It’s, uh, it’s ‘cause it smells like your chapstick.” He leans up and presses a kiss to your nose. When he sees the effect that has on you, mischievousness creeps back onto his face. “What do you say…wanna give it a try?”

You exhale, still frustrated. The anxiety at the back of your brain is still saying that Eddie is just being nice about this. That he really thinks it’s weird and doesn’t want to have sex with you now.

“Are you sure you’re okay with this? With being with someone who needs to use lube?” you double check.

Eddie looks at you with an incredulous expression. “Baby, I’d use WD40 if it meant being inside you.”

A snort of laughter escapes you and you lightly slap his chest.

“Eddie, I’m serious!”

“I am, too! Shit, I’ll go grab some Crisco from the cabinet right now—”

“Eddie!” You sigh. “I know you’re going to wanna have, like, spontaneous sex. That might not be something I can do if we don’t have lube.”

Eddie shrugs without missing a beat. “I’ll carry it around with me. Like pocket lube or something.”

“Pocket lube?” you ask, raising an eyebrow. 

He laughs, stroking your cheek with his thumb. “We can keep this one here, and I’ll buy another one for the van. How does that sound?”

The offer has your heart melting and you lean into his body. “Sounds like you’re the best boyfriend in the world.”

“Baby, you ain’t seen nothing yet,” he smirks, tugging gently at the waistband of your panties. “May I lube up the fair maiden?”

“As long as you promise never to say that again,” you say, already climbing onto his bed. 

“Noted,” he agrees with a laugh before turning his attention to the panties that block his view of your beautiful pussy. He drags the lacy fabric down your legs and tosses it aside as you unclasp your bra. A goofy grin spreads across his face as he takes one breast in each hand. “Sorry,” he says, though his tone has no ounce of apology, “but you can’t just show off your tits and expect me to focus on anything else.”

You roll your eyes and giggle, a fluttering feeling in your stomach that goes beyond the moment’s lust. The way he can make you laugh in your most vulnerable moments is special, and you want to capture this joy and keep it forever.  

“Lay back and open these pretty legs for me, Sweetheart.” Eddie squeezes out some lube onto the tips of his forefinger and middle finger, gently pumping them in and out of you, going a bit deeper each time “‘S good?”

“Mhm. So, so fucking good, fuck.” Your walls clench around his fingers in a silent plea for him to be buried deep inside you. 

“Tell me if you need more, okay baby doll?”

You nod, really only able to fixate on the way his fingers feel inside you. The addition of the lubricant removes any unwanted friction, and you moan louder than you intend to. 

“Your noises…holy fuckin’ shit.” Eddie muses, palming himself over his boxers. 

You squeeze your eyes shut in embarrassment. “‘M sorry.”

He pauses his movements, drawing a whimper from your lips. “Don’t ever apologize for making such beautiful sounds. It’s crazy hot, baby.”

“Really?”

He uses his free hand to grab your wrist, bringing your palm to his tented boxers. The fabric strains against his raging erection. 

“Really.”

With that, you let yourself fully indulge in the feeling of his fingers. You barely recognize the noises you’re making; you’ve never felt this good in your whole life. 

The way Eddie’s tongue pokes from his mouth gives you another idea, and you press your thighs together to stop his ministrations. 

He looks up at you, brows knitted together in confusion. “What is it, baby? More?” He starts to reach for the bottle until he sees you shake your head. 

“Do you, uh, w-wanna taste the lube?” It’s as straightforward as you can manage, still overwhelmed by the pleasure washing over your body. 

Eddie’s cock twitches, his face contorted in amused disbelief. “Are you seriously asking me if I want to eat you out?” he asks. “Was it not obvious that that would be a yes?” 

He throws your legs over his shoulders so quickly that it has you laughing in surprise, but that laughter stops as soon as his mouth is on you. His tongue immediately finds your clit, flicking over it until your toes curl. He wraps his lips around it and sucks gently until he has you on the brink of orgasm. His fingers return to your needy hole, filling you expertly until you cum with a wanton moan. 

“So fucking good f’me,” Eddie says, still between your legs. His mouth and chin are covered in a slick sheen. “You wanna taste now, baby? Wanna know just how delicious you are?”

You open your mouth and eagerly accept his fingers. They taste of your arousal and a hint of strawberry; it does bear a striking similarity to your Chapstick. Once Eddie lets his fingers drop from your mouth, you’re whining and writhing below him. 

“Need you, Eds.” It sounds more like a whimper than a plea. But your beautiful boyfriend isn’t about to deny you a thing—let alone something that he also wants very badly. 

“Fuck, need you too, baby doll.” He launches his boxers across the room and smears some lube on his cock, bucking his hips slightly into his closed palm. He doesn’t break eye contact as he enters you, searching for any inkling of discomfort. The stretch is delicious, and you arch your back once he bottoms out. 

“Look at you, taking all of me. My good girl,” Eddie growls, watching his cock disappear into your cunt. “Holy shit; I can’t believe you’ve been hiding this perfect pussy from me.”

You shiver at the praise, blinking away the prickling tears on your lash line. 

Eddie gradually picks up the pace, snapping his hips into you. His pubic hair grazes yours and he lets out a groan of his own. 

“Could stay like this forever,” he mumbles in your ear, forearms braced on either side of your head. 

So could you. Except…

“Eds?”

“Hmm?”

You swallow your timidness. I can trust him. “I think, um…could you use some more lube?” You’re embarrassed and annoyed at yourself for having to interrupt the moment, but Eddie’s unfazed. 

“Sure. Can I just put it inside you? Cuz, uh, if I put it on my dick, I’m gonna bust in my hand.” He gives a small laugh, though you both know he’s not joking. 

Eddie gingerly fingers you, all-too aware of how oversensitive and overstimulated your pussy is. At some point, he’ll have fun teasing you with his touch, but tonight is about your comfort. 

He slides his cock back inside you. “Better?”

“Much,” you manage, re-acclimating your body to him being inside you. “Thank you, baby.”

“‘Course. Let me know if you need more again, ‘kay?”

You nod, relishing in the way he fills you. His cock presses against your walls; you can feel every last inch of him.

Eddie doesn’t stop showering you with praise as he pistons his hips. “Love when my girl tells me what she needs,” he says with a small smirk. “I’d do fuckin’ anything for you, sweet thing.” A few strands of hair cover his eye, and you swipe it away. “Thanks.”

“Any time.” You manage a smile of your own before he catches you off guard, positioning you so he can rub your clit while fucking you. Your jaw drops in surprise; it’s exactly the reaction he wanted. “Just like that, Eds. Holy shit, right there!”

“That’s what you like? Hmm? Like when I’m deep inside your perfect pussy, making you feel good?” The hand not making small figure-eights on your swollen bud grabs your ass, squeezing it possessively. “Like when I claim you? Let me show you who you belong to.”

The combination of Eddie deep within you and being claimed by him pushes you over the edge. The coil snaps and you choke out a sob of relief as pleasure invades your body. You finish on his cock, chanting his name like a prayer. 

“Fuck, c-can’t hold out anym-more,” he grunts, and with a cry of your name, he fills you with his own release. He stays inside you for a moment, catching his breath; when he finally pulls out, you can feel his cum dripping down your bare thigh. He hurries to grab the faded blue towel hanging from the back of his door, wiping you off before plopping next to you. He draws tiny circles on your forearm while pressing kisses to your shoulder. 

“Was that good? It didn’t hurt or anything, right? Because I kinda lost my mind at the end—” 

You silence him with a kiss that only ends because you both start smiling. “That was the best sex I’ve ever had. No one’s ever made me cum before,” you admit. 

Eddie scoots back slightly. “You’re shitting me.”

“Nope. You’re the first. So, um, thank you?”

He puffs out his chest, slick with perspiration. “No need to thank us, baby. We’d do anything for you.”

“‘We?’” You cock your eyebrow. 

“Yeah, me and the lube,” he states plainly, as if this is an obvious fact. “We make a pretty good team, dontcha think?”

“You’re an idiot, Eddie Munson.”

“I dunno, I thought my ‘pocket lube’ idea was pretty damn brilliant.”

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pretty boys whimpering, moaning loudly and grasping the sheets >>>>>

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request: nyx x female reader where they’re matted but don’t know it and reader visits him at the illyrian camps and she gets hurt and nyx loses it

Don't Touch // Nyx (ACoTaR) x Fem!Reader

A/N: I can't even thank you enough, anon, for this request! I've been desperate to write something like this (especially including my sweet love Nyx; I have an entire headcanon/long-form story of him already, oops). Thank you for requesting! To you or anything else, please request more SJM fics, I am adoring writing them.

Warning: there is a description of visibly seeing the colour of bruising on the skin. Also, intense emotions and responses to situations due to the mating bond.

Tags: 18+ readers only, smut, angst, minor injuries, possessive behaviour/sex, obsessive behaviour, over-the-top reaction (or just right depends how you like your partners), threats of violence, aggression, rough sex, oral (f receiving), multiple orgasms, creampie, size kink, intense emotions/sex, sex until passing out :)

Words: 6.3k

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"I've never seen you like this before, Mor" You observe your friend closely as the beautiful blonde woman checks her reflection in the glass of a passing shop.

Morrigan paused, where she was currently trying to perfect her already stunning hair. Trying not to baulk from the intense, fiery stare that turned your way as she raised a single well-groomed eyebrow and attempted to sound as unconcerned as possible, "I don't know what you're referring to. I'm acting completely and utterly sane".

Linking an arm with your friend, you both continued to walk as you sarcastically agreed, "Oh yes, of course. Except that was the tenth time you've stopped to stare at your reflection and tried to fix your already pristine hair, Morrigan".

Mor rolled her brown eyes playfully, moving closer as a brisk wind brushed over the two of you. "You already know I'm vain; why is it such an issue if I want to stare at myself?" she asked, leading in the direction the two of you were walking.

"I didn't say there was an issue. I'm just pointing out that we're heading towards a certain someone's shop, and she's going to love how you look no matter what". Mor hid her face for once, but you could still see the rosy colour deepening in her cheeks.

She quickly recovered by lifting her head and flicking the blonde strands behind her shoulders. "You're one to talk. I've seen you searching over your shoulder 50 times now. Wouldn't it be because of a certain family member of mine, would it?"

There was no hiding the grin that spread across your face as your pulse quickened ever so slightly. "Nyx doesn't even know that I'm in Windhaven. I might not even see him; I'm not here for him."

"Who says I was talking about Nyx? I'm pretty sure Feyre and Rhys are here too", she laughs as you shove your shoulder into hers playfully. As you both calm down, Mor's expression turns more serious. She glances at you, "I'm surprised he hasn't sensed you're here yet. I also don't necessarily think he'll welcome you with open arms; he's attempted to shield you from this side of his life. As hard as we are trying to change the cultures and traditions of the Illyrians, most of them are still unpleasant to be around, especially if you happen to be a female, wings or not."

"You didn't have to bring me here, you know".

"Yes, well, don't make me regret it. Stay nice and close to me, and anyway", Mor paused as she paused outside Emeries shop. "I needed an excuse to come here", she admitted with as much sheepishness as Morrigan would ever allow another person to see.

You couldn't help but grin as you squealed, "Ha! I knew it!"

The bell dinged above the shop door as you followed the blonde through the door. The answer, welcomed by Emerie by the counter, "There you both are! Welcome to Windhaven, stay away from the males, and please have a lovely time", she beams, walking around the counter towards Mor.

Glancing around to give both women a private moment, you admired her shop and eyed some of the winter clothing that would be perfect for the cold weather approaching Velaris in a few months. As you ran your fingers over the lining of a beautiful coat and casually suggested over your shoulder, "If you want, I can watch the shop if you two happen to find your way upstairs. Didn't you say you have some new socks in the back room?"

"Oh yes, thank you for the reminder!" Emerie played with your antics and took Mor's hand, dragging her into the back. Smiling at seeing their happiness, you couldn't help but let your mind wander to the man whom you'd been searching for from the second of landing in Windhaven.

You and Nyx had been friends since childhood. You'd spotted a young boy flying over the Sidra, mesmerised by the freeness of his movements, not watching where you were walking, tripped and scratched your knee on the pavement. Having watched it all from the sky, Nyx landed beside you and helped you home. He hadn't laughed like the other children; he'd shown compassion and kindness.

The son of the High Lord and Lady quickly became one of your closest friends, spending every waking hour possible together when you weren't in lessons or he was in training. Along the way, lines became blurred, and you were infatuated with one another. The relationship was intense, to say the least, and the two of you often joked about being mates, but no sign of the bond had occurred yet.

Not that this mattered to you. You were thoroughly and obsessively in love with Nyx, and he was with you. In fact, his obsession and possessive behaviour were renowned throughout Velaris. Every occupant knew that you were Nyx's; if a single hair on your head was out of place, he would bring all of the power of the Night Court down on them. It was extreme at first, but in truth, you were not much of a fighter, so being able to walk around Velaris with the reputation of belonging to Nyx was a relief.

Now, however, it had been weeks since you saw him as he'd been training with the other Illyrians, and even though he used his daemati skills to talk mind to mind with you or he left intimate little notes throughout your home, it couldn't ease the ache in your chest. So when Mor mentioned visiting Emerie's shop in Windhaven, you jumped at the opportunity to see, hoping you'd run into him, even if he didn't want you near the camps.

Lost in your thoughts of black hair and vibrant blue eyes, you'd not noticed that someone had entered the shop until a male growled from behind you, "Where is she?"

Jumping and turning on the spot, you looked the Illyrian over from the golden-brown skin covered in the darkest black tattoos that stretched up his neck and over the sides of his shaved head, leaving a tuft of hair down the centre. His membranous wings were widely spread as he stood in a defensive stance, fists tightly clenched at his side and armour creased from lack of care.

"Who?" you asked innocently, facing him fully and trying not to let his anger intimidate you even though you could already smell the sourness of your anxiety and fear in the air. The stranger walks forward, the tips of his wings knocking into a collection of hats, all toppled to the floor. "Watch where you're walking!"

The male stops a step away, tilting his head and frowning with even more vigour, "What did you just say to me?" As he took another step forward, you matched his step with one backwards until you were pressed against the wall with him towering over you.

"Just - Just watch it, ok? You're knocking over the display" You pointed to the knocked-over items, but he didn't take his eyes off of you, searching over your body until your skin crawled with discomfort.

"Wherever that thief is, give her this", he shoves the letter that had been screwed up in his meaty hands into your chest. You gasp out loud at the pain that rips through your shoulder, knowing it is going to bruise, and you have to look away to hide the tears that had formed as you grasp the letter and watch him leave.

It was only as the bell rang as the male exited that Emerie and Mor rushed into the room with a dagger in hand as they rushed to your side. If it wasn't for the shock and pain in your shoulder, you would have commented and jested how they both looked flustered with dishevelled hair and swollen lips, but this was the last thing on your mind now.

"Who was just here? Why do you smell of fear?" Mor asked as she rested a hand on your arm, looking at you furiously with concern.

"I don't know his name, but he gave me this for you, Emerie." You held out the letter, ignoring how your fingers trembled as she accepted it with a roll of her eyes.

"His name is Prumlos. He works closely with my uncle, and they believe they have rights to my shop. No matter how often I tell them, they keep coming back. Unlucky for me, he trains here in Windhaven and often brings new threatening letters from my extended family. He's a really brute", she pauses as she eyes you closely, "are you ok? Did he harm you in any way?"

Swallowing the thick lump formed in your throat, you attempt to compose yourself, not wishing to seem weak in front of these two strong females. Maybe you'd been sheltered too much throughout your life, but you didn't want to be emotionally broken just because one arrogant male was rude to you, even if your shoulder throbbed terribly.

"He just gave me the letter", you managed to spit out, not looking either female in the eye.

"Bullshit. I can still smell your fear; what did he do?" Mor demanded, stepping closer.

"Nothing! I mean, he was just an arrogant male and just wanted to scare me. I'm fine, really. But could we go, please? Sorry, I know we've only just arrived. Maybe I can wait for you in the High Lord's mother's home, Mor? I just need to be shown the way". You held your breath, waiting for Mor to answer, hoping she didn't try to question you further, but thankfully, she agreed.

"I'm sorry you've been shaken up; I hope it hasn't deterred you from coming to visit me every so often," Emerie smiled gently while holding your hand.

Thanking her, you and Mor left the store and began walking down the street. "Are you sure you're ok? I can see you're still shaken up; talk to me, Little star", Mor asks a couple of silent minutes later and hearing the nickname the inner circle had named you from a child finally brought a smile to your face.

But then Mor tried to link her arm through yours, and you couldn't help but flinch as the movement caused the pain in your shoulder to worsen. Mor noticed and stopped abruptly, turning you towards her, "He did hurt you, didn't he? Tell me so I can go and deal with him".

"No! Please, Mor, can we just go? You know I hate violence".

"Do you want me to go and find Nyx?" she asked, lowering her voice.

"No!" you say urgently, looking up at her with wide eyes, "Please don't, you know how he'd react. I just want to go to Rhys' mother's home and forget about the day. I'll speak to Nyx another time".

With great reluctance, Mor nods, and the two of you continue the walk back to the home. Once inside and next to the fire, you could finally stop and relax, especially as Mor offered you a hefty glass of wine to help your nerves.

After half an hour of sipping away at the absurdly expensive win, shoes off and feet tucked beneath you, Mor suddenly sat up further in her seat with a smile, informing you, "You're about to be a very happy female".

You're confused by her statement, but then you feel it: the connection in your heart is strengthening, like the missing piece to you was suddenly warming and filling in. The front door opened, and Feyre and Rhys walked in first, followed by Cassian and Nyx.

You're half aware of Cassian's joyful greeting: "Ah, Little star! You've finally come to join the camps. We'll have you trained in no time".

You stand quickly, eyes only on Nyx as he stands in the doorway, not breathing as he stares only at you. One second, you're near the table, and the next, you're running full speed towards him, sliding across the wooden floor with your socks, not that you care as you're suddenly in his arms.

The pain had diminished the second you were reunited with him. All you cared about was breathing him in, the relaxing scents of spice and lavender, the strength of his arms as they wrapped around your waist, keeping you up off of your feet that had tucked around his hips. Your fingers clenched into curling hair at the nape of his neck, not caring that it was sweaty from where he'd been training. He could be covered in mud, and you would have jumped into his arms with as much enthusiasm.

The others in the room pretended to look busy as he continued to hold you, his face moving into the nape of his neck, and he took a deep breath, breathing in your scents. Nyx's voice was like dark silk, wrapping around you entirely as he said, "I knew you were here. I mean, I thought I was losing my mind; an hour ago, the tightness in my chest eased".

You couldn't help but giggle, kissing his cheek, "That was me; I arrived about an hour ago". Pulling back in his arms, the back of your fingers caressed against his cheek, admiring the light stubble that had grown since you'd last seen him. "I like this", you admire.

"What are you doing here?" he asked, his thumbs stroking circles from where he still held up your body.

"I came to see my best friend, of course", you claimed, watching his handsome features as his smile grew to a grin, the dimple in his cheek deepening beneath your thumb. "Yes, I came to see my best friend Emerie", you joked as Nyx rolled his crystal blue eyes before moving his face back to nuzzle against your jaw.

"I've missed you", he mumbles, not caring that you both had an audience and your heart clenched tighter at the need in his voice.

"I've missed you too, more than you could ever know".

"If you two aren't mates, I'll eat my trousers", Cassian quips sarcastically over the rim of his glass of wine. Mor slaps his arm for interrupting as you're lowered back to the floor by Nyx, but you still lean on the tip of your toes, pushing your chest against his to remain close.

Admiring the passionate way Nyx is searching your face, you turn to grin as Cass is over your shoulder when the sudden deathly shift in the air has you freezing. The faelights casting a golden glow across the house dimmed as the room became cold, the fire extinguishing in a single breath.

Your head spins as you turn back to Nyx, who is staring at the opening of your shirt beneath your neck.

"What's that mark?" Nyx asked, his voice a terrifying tone you'd only heard on a handful of occasions. Instinctively, you were stepping back, but his gentle hand grabbed yours, keeping you close. You can sense his family moving closer, and Nyx doesn't wait for you to answer his question. He carefully releases your hand and pushes aside the material of your blouse until your shoulder is exposed.

Glancing down, you could see now that where Prumlos had shoved the letter into your shoulder earlier had now formed a deep purple bruise. Nyx leans forward, sniffs your skin, and his spine instantly stiffens.

"Who did that to you?" he asks, voice thick with venom and anger.

You're unable to give him an answer as Mor is suddenly by your side, holding open your shirt to stare at the injury as she gasps, "I asked if he hurt you!"

"He?!" Nyx growls, looking between Mor and you.

Attempting to take a step away from both of them, you try and calm the energy, sensing it is escalating to a level that could not be returned from. It wasn't that Nyx was scaring you; it was quite the opposite, as his protection made you feel safe; you were just frightened that he would do something he couldn't undo and start a war within the camps.

"I'm fine; it doesn't even hurt anymore" you tried to reason, but that only made Nyx breathe heavily out of his nose as he turned to Mor.

"Who did this? Give me his name. Tell me right now, Morrigan!"

Thankfully, Mor didn't answer immediately and glanced at you from the corner of your eye, knowing that you didn't want to cause a fuss, so she didn't respond immediately, which only frustrated Nyx more in his crusade for revenge. "This is why you shouldn't have bought her here! I told you on multiple occasions that it wasn't safe!"

"Nyx, you need to take a breath; maybe you and your father should go outside and release some of that energy" Feyre tried to reason with him, stepping closer, but it was useless; Nyx was like a boiling pot of deathly anger. Shadows pulsed and darkened around him, travelling up the length of his muscular arms and around his neck. Rhys and Cassian finally began to step forward, moving into a warrior stance between Mor, Feyre and Nyx, even attempting to urge you behind them, but there was no way you were being forced away from Nyx.

Stepping toe to toe with him, your fingers moved back to cradling his face, forcing his now icey eyes onto you, and for a fraction of a second, he seemed calmer. "Nyx, please listen to me, I'm fine. Everything is ok, it was just-"

You were unable to finish your sentence because his knees buckled, and he audibly gulped down air as all signs of anger and pain disappeared from his eyes and tears lined the edges. "Nyx?"

"Mate", he whispers in awe, leaning his forehead against yours as his arms come around your waist, holding you delicately.

You could feel it, too, like an elastic band was tied around your heart, strengthening with each passing second. "I can feel it too"," you confirmed with glee, tears beginning to fill your eyes with the sudden realisation of what was happening. You and Nyx were mates. The Cauldron had blessed you both; even after waiting what felt like a lifeline for the bond to confirm itself, you both knew it had only been a matter of time. The relief was unlike anything you'd ever experienced before.

"Finally!" Cassian cheered, loosening his warrior stance to return to his glass of wine, raising it towards where you and Nyx stood in the entryway. "Welcome to the family, Little Star!"

You grin up tearfully towards Nyx, who in turn returns the joy, but that all disappears as the anger and rage return full force as he growls, "Someone hurt my mate". Moving away from you, he faces Mor and demands, "Tell me his name, Mor, I know you know it. Don't make me find it out".

Morrigan shifts, rolling her shoulders back as she looks down at Nyx, which is an incredible feat considering the fact that he is considerably taller than her. "Are you threatening me, Nyx??

"He hurt my mate!" he bellows at her, but she doesn't so much as flinch as she shifts her gaze to you, looking like she's contemplating a hundred thoughts at once. Then, without looking away, she confirms the man's name.

"Prumlos".

Nyx vanishes before you have time to stop him, and seconds pass before the ground trembles and shakes the home's foundation. 

"No! I didn't want violence! Why did you tell him, Mor?!" you gawped at the blond, who didn't look remotely sorry.

As Rhysand grabs Cassian and winnows away, Mor steps closer with Feyre at her side. "I told him because we protect our own. Not only has he hurt you, but he's also threatening Emerie; he deserves what's coming to him. In fact, I shouldn't have faltered with telling Nyx, that is my only regret".

You feel defeated and stare at your feet with a thousand thoughts dizzying your mind. Was Nyx ok? Was he hurt? When would he come back? He was your mate. Nyx was YOUR mate.

A pair of brown leather boots entered your vision as Feyre stepped close, wrapping an arm carefully over your not-injured shoulder as she directed you towards the table, kissing your cheek as she moved, "Welcome to the family, properly that is. You've always been one of us, Little Star. Now, why don't you take a seat and I'll see if we have any healing ointments remaining in the cupboards".

Thankfully, Feyre had found a purple ointment that had already worked enough that the pain in your shoulder was considerably less, and the colour of the bruising was now a subtle yellow. Nibbling nervously on the corner of your thumb as you awaited your mate's return, it finally dawned on you. "Wait, how am I supposed to do this? Aren't mates supposed to have a ceremony or something?"

"There can be a ceremony where you offer Nyx some food; we can organise it once we return to Velaris if you'd like? Or if you'd rather not wait, you could offer him food whenever you'd like", Feyre explained warmly with a gentle smile that matched Nyx's.

"I don't think I want to wait. We've all known we would be mates, and waiting for this bond has been slow, so I don't want to wait to accept his bond.

"Why don't you go and have a look in the kitchen? There might be something here", Mor encouraged with a nod towards the back of the house.

You scoured the kitchen cupboards for any sort of food, but with the house having not been in proper use for years, there was nothing except some stale bread on the kitchen table with suspicious-looking green mould on the edges. Even after ripping away the discoloured sections of the bread, you still eyed it with uncertainty.

Stepping out of the kitchen and returning to the dining area, you were surprised to find that Mor and Feyre had gone, and Nyx now stood calmly in the centre of the room, his eyes watching your every breath.

"Where did everyone go?" you ask, trying to fill the thick tension with some noise.

Nyx smiled, not enough to show his dimple but enough to have your shoulders dropping with ease as he stated, "I don't care where they've gone, as long as you remain". Those blazing eyes lowered to your hands as he sucked in a powerful breath as he looked at the stale bread that you were still holding.

As he took several steps forward, you couldn't help but ask, "What did you do to him?"

"What he deserved". There wasn't a speck of blood on his leathery uniform. "What are you doing with that bread?" he asked in a low voice.

You're unsure why you're so nervous when you answer, "Oh, um. It was meant to be for you. I can't find anything else for the mating bond, but it's stale and has mould over it. Maybe I can find a little shop here to find some proper food and serve that to you- NYX!"

Closing the gap between you, he takes the bread out of your hands and, without taking his eyes off of yours, begins to chew the bread that was so clearly dry and stale as he chewed for considerably longer than he should have.

As he finally swallows, you're reaching up for him, resting your hands on his chest and feeling the racing of his heart beneath your palms. "You're my mate", you breathe in awe, forgetting everything that had happened that day and only focusing on the man before you.

"I am. I'm yours, and you're mine", he states with as much wonderment as you felt in your soul.

Grinning up at him, you remind him, "Forever. You're mine forever". The tension beneath your fingers eases as he takes a steadying breath, and then his eyes lower to the edges of your blouse.

You watch with bated breath as he checks the mostly healed bruise. "I'm sorry if I frightened you earlier".

"Nyx, you could never frighten me, " you reassure and tip a finger beneath his chin so that he has to look at your face, not the injury.

"I've always wanted to keep you safe. Seeing that bruise on you today, I was ready to destroy the world to find out who harmed you".

"I know". You watch as he nuzzles into your palm, kissing the centre as you try to lighten the mood, "You're very intense, you know that, right" you say with a light laugh.

Nyx grins, that precious dimple capturing your attention. "I'm more than intense; I'm obsessed. I've been obsessed for years, and now, there's no escaping me" he chuckles as his hand cups around the backs of your thighs and lifts you up, your arms and legs wrapping around his firm body.

"I thought it was just me with the obsession", you retort whilst curling your fingers into his hair once more. Leaning your forehead against him, you both just breathe the other in, eyes closed and hearing the hearts beating as one.

"There hasn't been a second since you entered my life where I haven't wanted you to be by my side. I think I always knew, even when we were children. And now, you're mine".

"Officially", you joke with a giggle, squeezing your arms and legs more firmly around him.

"Officially, my mate", he agrees and then sighs, balancing your weight on one arm so that he could move aside your blouse and kiss the lightening bruise. "I don't want you to come back here again if you can help it. I don't trust these males".

"That's fine with me. I don't particularly want to return, no matter how lovely Emerie's shop is. I don't know how you can stand to be here, let alone train with them", you agreed wholeheartedly.

"You deserve to be in nice and happy places like Velaris, and I can deal with dreadful places like this. It's in my blood, after all". Nyx took a moment to admire your beauty before he stepped forward and winnowed the two of you into his bedroom in the River House in Velaris. "Finally back where we both belong. Now, you're wearing too many clothing articles".

"Wait, don't you have training?" you ask in confusion.

"Not anymore. They'll have to come here and fight me to drag me back to that shit hole tonight. I have other plans now anyway". As he finished talking, he gently eased you onto the navy silk sheets of his bed, resting his arm next to your head as he looked down at you.

You giggle as his hair falls into his face. Reaching up, you pushed the dark curls back to see him grinning at you with just as much glee. "Mmm, I love that sound", he admires before lowering his face to the junction of your neck, his lips pressing against the sensitive area, causing a shiver to burst over your skin.

"What sound?" you ask in a daze.

"You laughing. Your happiness. It's the best sound in the world", he groans as his lips travel up the slope of your neck before teasing your earlobe.

"You're being extra soppy today, Nyx", you say halfheartedly, secretly loving how open he was with his emotions.

However, the man above you freezes, his mouth next to your ear as he asks, "Say that again".

You know exactly which word he wanted you to repeat as you sigh happily, close your eyes and say, "Nyx".

He moans deeply, his hips rutting into the bed with a thrust as a shiver shakes his large frame. "Again," he asks as he lowers his hands to palm your breasts through your blouse.

It was your turn to sigh before whispering, "Nyx".

He lowers his body, kissing down your sternum as he unbuttons the material, exposing your bra and soft skin to him. Your fingers continue to weave through his hair, subtly scratching against his scalp as he doesn't stop on his journey lower. Next, he removes your jeans and socks until all that remains is your underwear.

He appeared to be a man possessed as he stared at you beneath him, biting your lip in need. With an easy snap of his fingers, he tore through the centre of your bra and pushed the useless straps off of your shoulders and down your arms and then repeated the tearing with your underwear.

Nyx utterly admired every inch of your body, his eyes full of emotions and desires. He seemed conflicted, though, unsure whether to spend his sweet time kissing and tasting every inch of your body. Still, as you spread your legs and directed him where you truly wanted him, he growled lowly, lowering his body until he kneeled next to the bed, arms wrapped around your thighs and feasted between your legs.

"Nyx!" you cried out, eyes closing and back arching from the stimulation.

The two of you had been intimate for years, both losing your virginities together and exploring each other's bodies; you knew one another better than yourselves. Nyx liked to show this off as he perfectly flicked his tongue and held you firmly with his hands; you were begging in a matter of seconds. The man bringing you closer and closer to the edge chuckled as he felt you tremble with restraint, knowing he was only doing enough to keep you on the very brink, loving the desperate little cries you released until it was all too much, and you cried out, "Please! Nyx!"

Sucking on your clit was all that he needed to do to have you spiralling into euphoric bliss. Your thighs trembled as they squeezed around his head, but he would happily be suffocated between your legs, so let the warmth of the press into his cheeks until you'd calmed down enough to relax the muscles.

Breathlessly, you looked down your body to where he was grinning, kissing the top of your pubis before licking his shiny lips.

"You're wearing too many clothes". The armour he was wearing vanished in a flicker of magic. Sitting up on the bed, your hands wound around his toned shoulders,  feeling the muscle ripple and move beneath as you tugged him closer and kissed him with all the desperation you could muster.

Both of you were moving with such urgency that your emotions were overwhelmed, tears spilling down your cheeks as you cried out the words, "Mine!" repeatedly. You'd heard of the frenzy after a mating bond is accepted, but you never anticipated it to feel this chaotic. You needed every single inch of him, wanted to taste his body, feel the warmth of his skin, and hear the moans from between his lips. There was too much to do, and your brain was engulfed with the need to do everything simultaneously.

Gripping onto his arms, you pulled Nyx so that he was now the one lying in the centre of the bed as you moved to straddle over his waist. With your lips still desperately moving together, tongue caressing and deepening into each other's mouths, your hands finally grasped around the thick, veiny length of your mate.

During any other intimate moment, you would have admired the sheer size of him or the beautiful sensation of him throbbing between your fingers, but right now, all you were desperate to do was give him pleasure.

Squeezing your fingers more firmly around the shaft, you moved up and down, using your thumb to smear the precum over the head. He shivered at the touch, his abs tightening and flexing as he groaned in pleasure.

"Need to be inside of you", he pleaded against your lips. You didn't need to tell twice as you roused high on your knees and direct the tip of his cock towards your drenched hole. You only gave yourself a second to adjust to the sheer size of him before you were rotating your hips and beginning to rock back and forth with increasing speed.

Nyx's arms wrapped around your spine, reaching to grasp onto the back of your shoulder so he had a good foundation to hold and fuck his hips up in time to meet yours. The firmness of his strokes had you seeing stars with how deep he felt. You were utterly consumed by Nyx.

The two of you were fucking each other with such a bruising pace that all you could do was dig your nails into his chest and ride him like your life depended on it. It was only a matter of minutes until you were coming, squeezing your walls tightly around his cock until he, too, was tipping his head back and grunting your name with his own pleasure.

You all but collapsed on top of his chest, greedily sucking in air that smelled entirely of him, and you couldn't get enough. It seemed he couldn't for you either as you continued to feel his hardness within you, not softening even after his orgasm.

Before long, with your face still plastered to his sweaty chest, your hips began to roll, his cock nudging deep inside of you.

"I can't fucking get enough of you", you gasp as he throbbed within you.

Nyx rolled the two of you over, so now he was on top, your legs repositioned so that they were against his shoulders, and you were all but bent in half, the angle meaning he could fuck even deeper.

"Yes! Nyx, please don't stop!" you scream, reaching over his shoulders and stroking the sensitive membrane of his wings, watching them flare behind his back.

"Say it", he begs, his eyes glazed whilst looking down at you.

"Nyx!"

"Yes! Say you're mine!"

"I'm yours!" Nyx moves harder, his hand slipping down your legs until his thumb could circle your clit.

"That's right", he grunts between thrusts, "And I'm yours. Forever".

You orgasm so hard you're sure you black out for a couple of seconds because, in the next breath, Nyx is beside you, spooning himself around you, kissing along your collarbones and stroking his palm down your stomach.

"I didn't go too hard on you, did I?" he asks with a rough voice.

You smile softly whilst reaching up to scratch your nails behind his ear, tucking the curls behind his pointed ears, careful not to snag the strands on the multiple silver hoops in his ear. "Not at all, I loved every second".

Nyx grinned, and the starlight that usually glowed in his eyes returned for the first time that day, and he was finally at ease.

"I can't believe you ate that stale bread", you say, laughing at the memory.

"I would have eaten the mould too if you'd given it to me. Whatever food you gave me, I would have accepted it with need in my heart". Those perfect lips of his began to kiss across your cheek and down your throat; however, now that the madness of needing to have sex with him had calmed for a moment, you could actually look him over properly, and that's when you noticed the doting of bruises over his arms and chest, all in different stages of healing.

You tense and ask urgently, "Were these from him? Earlier in the day, I mean?"

Nyx moves away from kissing your throat to look at what you're referring to, shaking his head and casually explaining, "No, they're from training. That asshole didn't have time to make a move against me before I-". You'd lost the ability to hear anything further as a fire burned so thoroughly throughout your soul that it momentarily stole your breath. Red burning anger pulsed in your soul, unlike anything you'd ever experienced.

Before a coherent thought could drift through your mind, you're pushing away from Nyx and climbing out of bed on unsteady legs. Needing to half crawl on the floor before righting your posture, you marched towards his bedroom door.

"Woah, Little Star", Nyx is suddenly in front of you, blocking your exit as he holds his hands up.

You try and push past him, but he just carefully eases you away from the door, "Let me past!" you shout in frustration, trying to wiggle past him.

"I don't think so", he responds gently and calmly.

"Nyx, let me out of this house!" You don't get far through as he moves to press your body against the wooden door.

"And what exactly do you think you're going to do?"

Baring your teeth at him over your shoulder, you continued trying to get out of his hold. "I'll kill everyone who harmed you!"

"Oh really?" Nnyx says lightheartedly and with a slight chortle. "You'll kill them? Miss' I despise violence'?"

You turn around so that you're chest to chest with Nyx, looking up at his with eyes so full of fury he actually bulked and softened his laughter. "Whoever hurt you doesn't deserve to live! They hurt you. My mate. MY MATE. They won't live to see the night!"

Nyx wasn't sure how to calm you down, having never seen you with such anger pulsing through your veins before, but he did what he thought was best: distract you. His fingers clutched desperately into your hair as his mouth pressed against yours firmly enough to cause bruises.

You fight and push against him at first, but then thoughts of anger and pain dissolve into lust and need as you're once more desperately grabbing him. Tearing your mouth away, you kiss down his throat, tasting the salty spice of his natural scent.

"These feelings, they will pass", Nyx reassures as he closes his eyes, thoughts entirely on your mouth as you close your lips around his nipple, biting the sensitive bud.

"So you get to have revenge on someone that wrong me, but I don't get to do the same for you?" you ask whilst looking up at him through your lashes, your nails scratching down his abs before grabbing his once more hardening cock.

He releases another long breath, trying to keep his composure as he thrusts into your palm. "I'm saying that I've had a lifetime of training, and taking care of one pathetic asshole was light work. The mating bond is the intense anger you're feeling, protecting my pride. Everything is so new and fresh, but it will pass Little Star. You'll understand that these bruises were all part of my training in a couple of hours. Everyone has similar marks, making the training brutal and volatile. So this feeling, it will pass. Anyway, you are not leaving this room naked with my cum still dripping down my thighs".

You're finally beginning to relax as your harsh touches soften until you're gently cupping his shaft and looking up at him sheepishly, "I thought you would have liked it if everyone got to see who I belonged to?"

Turning on the spot, you rested your hot cheek against the cool wood of the door and began to grind your arse against his cock, "Mmm, don't tempt me", he growls against the side of your face as he moves closer, bending his knees so he could position his cock into your cunt.

Nyx proceeds to fuck you so hard against the door that it begins to crack down the centre. But neither of you stopped for hours. Not until you were both thoroughly exhausted that neither could stand.

"I love you," he whispers against your lips as you teeter on unconsciousness's edge.

"I love you too", you tiredly say back, eyes drooping, and the darkness of sleep welcomed you into its abyss.

[myfictionaldreams]

So... you may have involinterily encouraged me to watch 3 hours worth of youtube summarys on ACOTAR... do I regret it? Not necessarily. Is the book series for me? Possibly not. But I do really enjoy your fics about it so maybe it's just me 🤷‍♀️

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Omg the dedication 😭 I mean, thank you so much for enjoying my fics and going to those lengths for background info! Everything by the author Sarah J Maas has been such an obsession for me for years and I really regret waiting so long on taking the dive and writing SJM themed fics! (Currently writing one now to post later as I reply to this!)

I really appreciate your support with everything and even reading the stuff from fandoms you’d not been apart of before, you’re honestly the best 🩷 hope the deep dive wasn’t too much of a pain for you - just know it’s all beautiful fantasy characters that have my entire heart and soul 😂

[myfictionaldreams]

Soft Spot

Azriel x Reader

Word count: 3k

Synopsis: Azriel is very particular about his lovers; typically hard-hearted women chosen so they don’t develop an emotional attachment. Reader is one of these lovers, except she’s the sweetest and cheeriest on his roster. This causes Az to begin breaking his rules about intimacy, especially when she unwittingly ends up at his home for work one evening and spends the night.  

Warnings: Smut

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Azriel Shadowsinger. Methodical, efficient, focused. Rigid dietary habits, discipline in training, unwavering proficiency in espionage. The spies he trained were held to that level of diligence—hell, even the priestesses he oversaw knew he expected order even in his absence.

That detail orientation carried over to his sex life. The lovers he sought were deliberately chosen to allow him to maintain the level of control he desired. Women that understood what he wanted—how he wanted them. Women that didn’t grow emotionally attached, that understood it was purely a physical transaction. Women that he could keep from his busybody family, situated in parts of Velaris that weren’t in their usual line of frequenting.

Azriel found a positive correlation between softer, sweeter women, and their likelihood to form emotional attachment, and an equally positive correlation between women who fucked rougher, who were colder, more jaded, and their ability to remain unattached. Those who didn’t demand he slept over after, that he take them to dinner.

You were the closest thing to an exception, being the cheeriest on the roster, yet you never displayed any attachment to him. Never looked disappointed when he left without eating breakfast. That was one of the things he liked most about you; you were lively—more than any of his other lovers—so he could enjoy the more girlishly charming, satiating parts you offered, but you stayed within the limit of his preferred emotional detachment. It was like a controlled dosage of indulgence.

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