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[myquizzilablog]

100 questions

1. Relationship status: Single 2. Last phone call: Mom 3. Last text message: Azita 4. Last song you heard: Can’t remember 5. Last time you cried: A couple days ago 

HAVE YOU EVER: 6. Dated someone twice: Never really have dated anybody 7. Been cheated on: Nope cheated with 8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Yeah 9. Lost someone special: Yeah 10. Been depressed: Yep 11. Cried over something stupid: I think that we all have

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 12: Blue 13: Green 14: Black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made a new friend: Yeah 16. Fallen in love: With Dakota. Well, at least the idea of him.   17. Laughed until you cried: Yeah 18. Met someone who changed you: Changed a certain thing about me, sure.  19. Found out who your true friends were: I’ve always known 20. Found out someone was talking about you: Don’t think anybody has, I been a ghost this year. Nobody got the opportunity   21. Did something you regretted: I thought I would have, but everything happened as it was meant to. 

YOUR LIFE. 22.How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: As if I’m gonna think too long and hard about that  23. How many kids do you want: I think I might wanna pop out 3-4 but it also depends on my partner. If he wants more or less I’ll take that into account  24. Do you have any pets: 2 25. Do you want to change your name: No  26. What did you do for your last Birthday: Went to soul burger with my loves, got a tattoo, went to Melbourne. I really treated myself this year.  27. What time did you wake up today: 10 AM 28.What were you doing at midnight last night: Going to sleep 29. Name something you cannot wait for: summer beach trips and starting work with the best friend 30. Last time you saw your mother: Today 31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: my life is a work in progress slowly going where its supposed to.  32. What are you listening to right now: Meditation music 33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yes 34. Who's getting on your nerves right now: No one 35. Most visited webpage: twitter  36. Whats your real name: arezu 37. Nicknames: rose, rosey  38. Last hug: mom  39. Zodiac sign: scorpio   40. Male or female: Female 41. Primary school: liverpool public school 42. Secondary School: quakers Hill High 43. High school/college: Wyndham/TAFE/WSU 44. Write what ever you want here: i’m feelin’ blue and i miss dakota  45. Tall or short: in between 46. Favorite person: dakota  47. Do you have a crush on someone: dakota 48. What do you like about yourself: my compassionate nature.  49. Piercings: none  50. Tattoos: 4 for now  51. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS: 52. First surgery: i think i was a kid and it had somehin to do with my teeth   53. First piercing: Ears 54. First best friend: sophie and rebecca  55. First tattoo: three dots on my middle finger  56. First vacation: its a bit complicated. was born in iran, moved to turkey living there for a year+, then came to australia. VIC state first place, then moved to NSW state and then... first vacay... QLD yeah.  58. First name: havent you asked me this like three times lol 

RIGHT NOW: 59. Eating: lentil rice mixed with beans/tomatoes and pickles on the side  60. Drinking: water 61. I'm about to: eat more rice  62. Listening to: med. music  63. Waiting for: kota to get online and update us with something & monday. 

YOUR FUTURE: 64. Want kids: Yes 65. Get married: i would love to  66. Career: something in media where i can work for myself. 

WHICH IS BETTER: 67. Lips or eyes: eyes  68. Hugs or kisses: kisses, that leads to fucking without the awkwardness. when i hug a guy i dunno if im at times absorbing their energy but sometimes i get horny and i guess its because they’re horny  69. Shorter or taller: taller plz   70. Older or Younger: a bit older  71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both 72. Nice stomach or nice arms: i’d like a guy who is fit.  73. Sensitive or loud: both 74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationships

HAVE YOU EVER: 76. Kissed a stranger: well kinda. if we’re gonna get metaphorical i’ve kissed men i dont even know that well so yeah in that sense i have.  77. Drank hard liquor: no 78. Lost glasses/contacts: nah just kinda stopped usin’ em   79. Kissed someone your not dating: always 80. Broken someone's heart: probably.  82. Been arrested: no 83. Turned someone down: yeah  84. Cried when someone died: no i laughed my head off  85.fallen for a friend: Yes ❤️

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 86. Yourself: yes 87. Miracles: i dont know 88. Love at first sight: no 89. Heaven: Yes 90. Santa Clause: yeah but hes not on this planet anymore  91. Kiss on the first date: Yes 92. Angels: Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY: 94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No 95. Did you sing today: yeah 96. Ever cheated on somebody: with 97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? if i could only go at the age i am now. either 2004 and i would beg my dad to go see a doctor so that he could catch the lung cancer and i could warn him about the heart disease because of his diet. it would change everything about my life.  98. The moment you would choose: the beginning tbh 99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: kinda 100: did u answer these Truthfully? YES

[myquizzilablog]

Do you ever have days where you just don’t do anything? Yeah, I’ve been having a lot of those lately. I just don’t want to be anything or do anything. 

Have you ever been extremely tired but refused to go to sleep? It’s not that I refused, it’s that my brain wouldn’t let me.

What is your favorite episode of True Life, if you have one at all? Never watched it.

Have you ever experienced something paranormal? Nope 

What’s the longest amount of time you’ve been stuck in traffic? I haven’t a clue. Maybe 40-50 minutes 

Best field trip experience? Taking a tour of Liverpool then going to this really cool park haha that had astronomy stuff and playgrounds haha

Have you ever been to New York City? No 

If so, is it all it’s cracked up to be? - What is the most amount of money you’ve spent on a meal before? I don’t remember 

What museums have you visited, if any? Haven’t. 

Have you ever had a group project and one of your partners bailed on you? Yeah 

What’s your worst traveling experience? Not sure 

Have you ever dealt with noisy neighbors or roommates? How did that go? Yeah. It started many fights. 

Who was (or is) the teacher that gave you the hardest time in school? Mrs. Powell. She was a fucking bully. 

Best muffin you’ve ever had? Not sure 

Have you ever taken a woodshop class? Kind of

How much time do you spend on Facebook, if you have one? Maybe 2 hours max each day. I really don’t go on it much. 

What area of math are you best at? Worst? The basics 

How do you feel when you meet someone with the same music taste as you? Excited as fuck 

What is the strangest thing you’ve ever seen outside of your house? Never really seen anything strange 

Do you believe in luck? Yes I believe in luck. 

How often do you “half-ass” things (put little effort in)? Most of the time 

Do you ever feel self-conscious when you eat around other people? No

Has a teacher ever made you hate yourself/your work? Yeah 

How reliable is your internet connection? It’s reliable but its annoyingly slow. 

Have you ever missed a meeting/event that was required/necessary? No

What’s something that makes you incredibly nervous? Not getting an instantaneous reply to something important. 

What’s the latest you’ve ever stayed up to finish homework/a project? All night

If you don’t have glasses, how would you feel if you had to get them? I’d feel a little down I guess. This year I became allergic to cats and it broke my heart because I have two already but it upsets me because I’ve always been a person who truly believe I’ve have perfect everything like no allergies, no diseases, perfect vision, amazing hearing but if that were to go one day I would hate it. 

How many vegetarians do you know? I know a few vegans, but don’t see them 

Have you ever considered going to art school? No

Is there anyone in your life who consistently angers you? Slow drivers haha

What is the worst thunderstorm you’ve experienced? Not sure 

How quickly can you write an essay? Depends on the essay

Have you ever had problems falling asleep in class?  No 

Have you ever been on the barrier or front row at a concert? Yes, it was amazing 

If you have a job, who is your least favorite coworker/manager? DOn’t have a job

Favorite episode of Spongebob? I need to watch it!!! 

Do you have any silly/odd emotional connections to anything/anyone? Not really, wouldn’t call it that 

What bug frightens you most? People I love dying. 

Are your parents supportive of you? Yeah

How often do you take the train to go places? Rarely

Do you play with your phone in awkward situations? Sometimes 

Have you ever participated in a mock trial, or a real trial? Yeah 

[myquizzilablog]

aries: what are you passionate about? Veganism, spirituality, family, friends, technology, mysteries of the universe

taurus: name 3 of your favorite books. Old Magic and Guardians of Time trilogy 

gemini: what was the last text you sent? I don’t remember 

cancer: if you could choose your child's zodiac sign, what would it be? Leo for a girl, Pisces for a boy. 

leo: name something you love about yourself. My ability to bounce back each and every time. 

virgo: what's your #1 pet peeve? Selfish people. 

libra: describe your dream partner. Funny, free thinking, open minded, furtherest thing from selfish, passionate, good looking, ambitious, loving, strong and into the same geeky things as me. I like a man who notices things and appreciates the smaller things too. Loves sex, wants to travel, talks to me about his feelings.

scorpio: do you trust easily? Not really. 

sagittarius: if you could travel to any place in the world, where would it be? I want to travel everywhere. I want to see the whole world. 

capricorn: what's your dream job? Not sure. 

aquarius: do you believe in aliens? Yes. 

pisces: describe someone you love. She’s been the most selfless person I have ever met in my life, she’s been my biggest inspiration and she is the most patient person ever. She is an angel in the form of a human being and I love her endlessly and infinitely. My mom. 

sun: describe yourself in 3 words. Passionate, strong, mostly happy. 

moon: what's your favorite song? Theres a lot but I really am enjoying Holiday by NBN lately. And Endless Love 

rising/asc: how would you describe your style? Very basic, I like leggings with a simple crop top or tee 

mars: are you easily angered? Only when it comes to animal injustice. 

venus: what's your aesthetic? Pretty lights, enchanting like backgrounds like astronomy or space photography, or even scenic photography 

mercury: what color do you talk in? Blue haha 

jupiter: what moral do you live by? Within reason, only consider the treatment bestowed unto you by others, and extend no more or less kindness, love, mercy and forgiveness strictly adhering to what they absolutely deserve and are entitled to. So with that being said, I will never forgive certain people who have crossed certain lines. These lines typically include: excessively lying, emotional abuse, selfishness where it was truly ugly and unforgivable and no due remorse had it been too late and they can fuck right off :) I don’t wish people who have wronged me any good at all, and I don’t feel bad for that at all anymore. 

saturn: what's your biggest fear? Dying or having the ones I love dying an untimely death. 

uranus: are you rebellious? Somewhat :P 

neptune: share one of your dreams. Too long to do so haha 

pluto: what's the biggest thing you've learned by far in your life? Don’t forgive people who are fucking selfish and lie about you. 

lilith: do you have any guilty pleasures? Oreos with peanut butter and soy milk 

chiron: have you ever broken a bone? Nope 

ceres: are you a momfriend? Kind of 

pallas: do you have a good relationship with your parents? Yep :) 

juno: do you believe in soul mates? Indeed I do, I have many of them right now. 

1st house: are you confident? For the most part, yes. I have moments of self doubt, but I just simply remind myself that everything is temporary and if people try to invalidate me then thats not something I can help and I should be myself no matter what, anyway.  

2nd house: if you could only keep one of your personal items, what would you choose? You cannot aks me that. 

3rd house: do you like to read? I don’t mind it, but I could never stay still enough. 

4th house: what does your bedroom look like? A mess confined of clothes all over the damn place 

5th house: name your favorite movie or show. Heart and Souls and Charmed. 

6th house: do you participate in community service? Nope 

7th house: if you could choose, what zodiac sign would you like your dream partner to be? Pisces or Gemini.  

8th house: do you believe in reincarnation? I do indeed. 

9th house: what's your favorite quote? "Grace is what matters. In anything. Especially life, especially growth, tragedy, pain, love, death. About people, that's what matters. That's a quality I admire very greatly. It keeps you from reaching for the gun too quickly; it keeps you from destroying things too foolishly; it sort of keeps you alive and keeps you open for more understanding."

10th house: are you good at public speaking? I can be I suppose. 

11th house: what sign(s) is your best friend/squad? They’re all fire/air - water/fire combinations. 

12th house: do you like to be alone? Sometimes. 

[myquizzilablog]

To a lil bitch:

If you are going to go and dislike someone’s video, at least have the fucking decency to watch THE WHOLE THING to see if you actually disagree with the points being made.

I see you, passive aggressive troll. I see you.

[myquizzilablog]

Vanilla Chai Latte : Are you in love? No  Flat White : Coffee or Tea? I like both, but typically barista coffee.  Cappuccino : What’s your middle name? I don’t have a middle name  Mocha : Dream Job? I would love to work at my university in any field, long term. I also want to get into animal rights activism  Pumpkin Spice : Dream car? Any newer model Holden car. I love Holden cars. They’re the best.  Jasmine Tea : If you could go anywhere in the world, where would it be and why? Iran and Turkey, because I want to re-visit my roots and remember where I came from and Italy and Greece because those places are just so lovely lookin’.  Old English : You’re stranded on an island, who do you bring with you? I wouldn’t want to bring anybody with me.  Iced Chocolate : Do you have a crush on someone? Kind of  Caramel Frappe : Favorite video game? Final Fantasy 8  Iced Lemon Tea : Favorite song/band? Coldplay, OutKast, Nirvana...  Iced Cafe Mocha : Favorite thing to do on rainy days? Sleep in, wait for the night so I could watch thrillers or horror movies.  Hot Chocolate : Are you an affectionate person? Sometimes. Mostly towards my cats though.  Caramel Macchiato : You’re traveling the entire world but you can only take one person with you. Who do you take? That’s hard. I’d rather just have all my best friend with me because I want them to experience everything I do, otherwise it’d just feel like a waste of time to me.  Green Tea : How tall are you? I don’t know my exact height.  Early Grey Tea : The inevitable Zombie Apocalypse is upon us! What’s your plan of action? Lol let me die idc  Mint Tea : How do you relax? Listen to rainy mood  Vanilla Latte : Board games or drinking games? Board games as I don’t really drink much  Iced Coffee : Do you like reading? If so, what’s your favorite book? I do like reading but it’s the same with videos games, I can’t focus because I feel like theres so much else to get done and if I dabble too much in a book I’d lose sight of my responsibilities so I just avoid doing it to begin with. But my favorite book is Old Magic by Marianne Curley.  Italian Soda : Describe your dream date Vegan restaurant with lots of laughs and talks about weird things and having the night end with either of us driving the other back home and getting to know each other even more.  Sparkling Water : Describe what qualities you look for in a person Just be weird and open minded and not arrogant and self absorbed, not too sensitive either.  Orange Juice : Have you ever had a valentine? Kind of. This year I had my first valentine’s day kiss but thats about it.  Rose Hip Tea : Describe your first kiss At a park, near a pond. Kind of romantic, perfect kiss as well. But I later had to learn the hard way that the guy was fucking insane. Took me 5 years though.  Herbal Tea : You’re at a candle shop, what scented candle do you buy? Jasmine scent. 

Cafe Asks ☕️

[myquizzilablog]

When was the last time you saw a doctor? Today

Which internet browser do you use? Chrome.

Have you ever lived on a university campus? No but I’d love to at least once.

Do you know anyone who is a firefighter? Yeah I know someone who has been one 

What’s your favorite alcoholic beverage? I don’t drink alcohol

When was the last time you saw a photo of your ex? I don’t have an ex, but the guy I’ve come closest to having a relationship with just a couple of weeks ago 

Do you have any piercings besides your earlobes? No

How many push-ups can you do? Not more than 10

What time is it right now? 10:33 PM

What color are your eyes? Brown

Do you “binge-watch” tv shows? Sometimes

What is your opinion of clowns? Don’t care about em

Did you wear a necklace today? No

Have you ever received a compliment from a stranger? Yeah

Do you plan ahead when it comes to your outfits? Hardly ever anymore

What color is your front door? Cream 

Do you take the stairs or the elevator? Either

Do you know anyone who lives in Long Island, New York? Nope

When was the last time you wore a button up shirt? Can’t remember

What’s your favorite song at the moment? In Bloom by Nirvana

How many times have you consumed alcohol? Not that many times

Do you often forget what you were just about to say? Not often

When was the last time you were at a party? Can’t remember

Do you own any striped sweaters? Yes I love them

Have there ever been any forest or grass fires in your area? House fires

Do you ever get any important emails that need attention? Yeah

Are you any good at packing a suitcase?: I think I would be

What are you hungry for right now, if anything?: Nothing

Have you ever had a white hot chocolate? What did you think?: Nope but I’d love to try

What will you be doing in twenty minutes from now?: No idea

Is there anybody in your house’s bathroom right now?: No

Have you ever witnessed a serious physical fight?: No

How much does gas cost in your area?: between 105 - 117 cents per litre.

Are you a fidgety sort of person?: Sometimes

What was the last thing you ordered at a restaurant?: Tomato omelette 

How do you like to spend your alone time?: On social media, watching a movie or tv show, reading a book, looking up facts, talking to friends

Have you ever mowed a lawn?: Yeah, briefly

On average, how many hours a day do you spend online?: Not sure

When was the last time you were yelled at? What had you done wrong?: Some stupid reason by my mom

Do you enjoy corn on the cob?: Yeah :) 

Is there anything good on television at this very moment?: I recently watched sense8 and loved it. 

Have you ever bought alcohol or cigarettes for someone underage? Nah

Do you do your laundry regularly, or do you let it pile up?: Let it pile up 

Did you ever play Habbo Hotel when you were younger?: No

What about Neopets?: No 

Have you ever had to comfort a friend over the death of a loved one?: No

In your opinion, what’s the ideal age to start having children?: Don’t matter, it depends on the person 

Have you ever stabbed a friend in the back, intentionally or not?: Don’t think so

What’s the longest you’ve ever slept in one go?: No idea, I sleep too much, too often

Do you check the weather forecast everyday?: No 

Have you ever dated someone with an accent different than yours? I kind of have to, I live in Australia

What brand is your desktop or laptop?: Apple

Do you enjoy the smell and taste of cinnamon?: Taste

If you use Snapchat, have you ever had a screenshot taken of you?: Yeah I think so

Who were you last in a car with and where were you going?: With mom, we went to Blacktown and Grandma’s

Does caffeine affect you, or not so much?: Coffee hypes me up and makes me sweaty and dizzy sometimes, cola makes me feel full and drained, tea is the only safe ground. 

Do you make your bed everyday?: No 

Is your birthday before August? No

Are you an Aries? No

Would you consider yourself artistic? In a way yes

Are you a brunette? Not quite

Where is your dad right now? His physical body is in a casket and his spirit is roaming around somewhere probably trying to find a freaking place that acknowledges him :( 

Is it past 11am? Yeah

Are you a Gemini? No

What do you hear right now? Some stupid show on TV and the sound of rain

Does your birthday fall in the months of January, June, or July? No

Do you regret your last kiss? No

Do you have any kids? No

What is your favorite kind of music? Anything that makes me feel

Do you have any nieces or nephews? Kind of. 

Do you live on your own? No

Are you the oldest child? Sometimes feel like it

Do you know anyone who lives in Oregon? Yeah

Do you have any pets? Two cats

How many tattoos do you have? None as of yet

Are you a twin? No

Do you own an umbrella? Yeah

Are you under 21? No

Have you ever been to Utah? No

Have you ever been to Vatican City? No

Can you whistle? No

How many X-rays have you had in the last 2 years? None

Are you on good terms with your last ex? If my ex were Matt, hell no. 

Do you own an Xbox? No

Who is the youngest person living in the same household as you? Brother

Are you wearing anything yellow? No

How many zippers are on the clothing you’re wearing? None

What time did you wake up this morning? 8 AM

How nice of a person are you, honestly? I’m nice to everybody who deserves it

Is there something you should be doing right now, besides this survey? Sleeping

What color shirt are you wearing? White and blue stripes

Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night? No

Are you planning on having sex tonight? No

Have you ever suspected anyone of cheating on you? Not really

Have you ever done volunteer work just because you wanted to? Yeah

Does your bedroom door lock? No

Do you think the last person you texted is a virgin? (You don’t have to tell us who the person is, just say yes or no.) Lol she’s married and has two sons. 

Has your partner ever accused you of cheating when you actually didn’t? No

What is a word that starts with the second to last letter of your name? Angel

Do you generally look nice in photos? No

Do you ever wonder what the world will be like in the distant future, when you’re long gone? Yeah, I honestly hope a lot of people have woken up and gone vegan/vegetarian 

What color are your father’s eyes? Brown

If I handed you a concert ticket right now, who would you want to be the performer? Lana Del Rey

Do you like when it rains? Sometimes

What’s a movie you cried while watching? Heart and souls.

Do you think you’re important? I think I’m important to a few people, at least. 

Have you ever sang at a karaoke bar? If so, what songs? Yes, that was a real memorable night. Singing with a couple of the people I met on yik yak including Zac. Getting him a drink 

Do you think you could lead a country? No

Have you been diagnosed with any mental disorders? Yeah

Have you ever viewed the moon through a telescope? I want to

Do you normally finish one book before starting another? I hardly ever get to the end

What is the last dream that you remember? I was killing a red back spider and then I went and masturbated in the bathroom. It was naughty, I liked that 

Is there anything you’d like to buy right now? Theres a lot of things I would like to buy

Do you know how to play chess? No

Would you ever consider getting a piercing in your septum? No

Do you enjoy being outdoors? Sometimes

Do you prefer road trips or traveling on an airplane? Both

Do you cuss? Yeah

Is there anyone you would take a bullet for? Yeah

Are you a virgin? No

Have you ever touched a dead body? Yeah

Did you have a Furby when you were younger? No

Did or do you get good grades in English class? Yeah

Would you shave your head for a million dollars? No. 

X-files, Lost, or Twin Peaks? Haven’t watched any but I find X-Files most appealing

Do you have a passport? If so, how many stamps do you have in it? I have one but it’s not valid

Are there any keys on your keyboard that have letters fading away? No

What was the last thing you spent more than $20 on and where did you get it? A suitcase and Kmart

What do you plan on having for dinner? I had Pizza

Were you ever rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room? Yeah, family and I had a pretty bad car accident

Do you find it easy to fall asleep at night, or do you toss and turn for ages? Depends how tired I am

When was the last time you were at the hospital, and why? Six years ago for dad

[myquizzilablog]

cosmos: what's one thing you wish you could say to someone you are no longer friends with? To Zac I would like to say,  You are the guy who took me out on my first date and the first man I bought home to meet my family even though we were just watching my favorite show. I met you in the middle of winter, but you were my summer dream come to life. I can forgive you for not being perfect and for everything you said when we reached an end because your words sounded empty and as though you didn’t mean them. I can forgive you for making the mistakes you had because I know you’re a good person at heart, even if you don’t believe so yourself. If ever there comes an opportunity for us to meet again, I would speak these words to you and I won’t regret it. You put excitement back into my life and I loved your passion and enthusiasm for things you love. I enjoyed your company the times we had met, though little, and I could only wish there was more. I’ve looked into myself so deeply the last nearly ten years of my life and I’ve grown to believe I know who I am and who I want to be around and when we parted ways a part of me felt incomplete. Not in a way I couldn’t function, or move on, or as though thoughts of you occurred obsessively to the point of toxicity, or I didn’t want to be better, but as though you were missing from me. Simple as that, really. 

galaxies: what are a list of things you want to do before you die? Travel to Turkey, Italy and Iran, write one book at least, make a difference in the world in terms of animal abuse and set laws in countries against animal abuse, have two daughters and a son, have a husband, have a job at Samsung, own a black and white cat named Kurtis, travel at least one time with my best friends and mom OUTSIDE of Australia, as well as a family trip. 

waxing: what is your proudest accomplishment? Yet to happen

waning: what is your biggest regret? I’ve reached a point where I truly believe I don’t have any. I mean maybe wasting so much time being depressed but I wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for that

full moon: what type of person do you hope to be? I am already the type of person I hope to be. 

contemplation: if you could wake up one morning and everything in your life was perfect, what would that look like? I would have Zac or a person like Zac as my S/O, I’d have a secure job to help mom with her financial struggles but the rest I had in mind is a work in progress. 

night light: who/what makes you feel safe? Being at home. 

ponder: what do you want to do with your life? Work at a university and change laws in other countries as well as having a normal life like having a husband and kids. 

sunset: who is someone you thought would be in your life forever, but you no longer talk to? Matt and Cassie and the rest of the stupid girls she’s friends with. I’m glad though, I don’t miss them one bit. I mean they are a part of my history and I hardly think about them but I’m completely fine without them. Zac, though. He’s probably the only person from my past that I miss. 

midnight: are you a different person late at night than in the early morning? Day and night don’t even matter much to me anymore. 

candle light: are you an indecisive person? Yeah sometimes

reflection: have you ever changed something you liked about yourself to satisfy someone else? Yeah

sweet dreams: are you happy? Yeah

nightmare: what are you most afraid of? My mom dying. 

constellations: who is someone you could talk to for hours and never stop? Anyone if I’m in the right mood.

reminder: who is someone you will never forget? Zac and my dad. 

11-11: what's something you want, but feel like you will never have? I don’t know. 

shooting star: who is someone you trust to help you make the right decisions? Depends on the decision. All my friends come with a mountain full of knowledge but it depends on what I need to decide

earth: where do you feel most at home? Liverpool and Penrith, as well as my own home. 

soothe: what's one thing that always makes you feel better when you're upset? Music and my cats. 

slumber: what's one thing that helps you fall asleep when it feels impossible? Trying to ease my racing thoughts. Sometimes I get so frustrated at myself though that I hit myself. 

[myquizzilablog]

Sex survey

What is it that you absolutely need sexually? Getting fingered and neck and ear kisses would be a great start

What is something you have always wanted to try? Going on top, sex in a naturey place, sex to porn, sex in the car, sex in a fire escape, sex in a bathroom stall

What is something you have never done in bed before?   I’ve done everything I’m comfortable to do. 

What time of day do you like to have sex?   Night.

What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? Anything can turn me on I’m a Scorpio. We’d start with porn. 

How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? Not long at all

If someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited?   Nervous. Like, I’d never even allow that to happen

Would it bother you if your bf/gf got naked at a beach or river? No

Have you ever faked an orgasm?   No

What Part of your body are you self-conscious about?   My stomach, ass and back, I have a lot of body hair 

Do you have any sexual regrets? No.

If a lover cheated on you would you take them back?   No

How Important is sex in your life?   Not really that important. Sex in a relationship should be consistent but not frequent 

How Important is love in your life?   It’s not my world, but it’d help make some things better

What is the biggest fight you have ever had with a bf/gf? I’ve never had a boyfriend but even the guy that came closest to I couldn’t bear to confront them when they’d do something to upset me. 

Do you believe in make-up sex?   I’d love to see what it’s like. 

Have you ever told a complete stranger something you kept from a lover?   No

Have you ever had a one night stand?   No

Have you ever rebounded and known you were doing so?   Yes

Who did you lose your virginity to? Omar

When and Where did you lose your virginity?   2011 in a fire exit

If you could go back in time would you change it or take it back? Nope I don’t care anymore. 

Would you go down on your bf/gf under a restaurant?   No

Where would you have sex in public?   Bathroom stall

Would you ever have sex while at work?   Nope. 

Would you have sex in the corner of a department store?   No

Would you have sex in the rain?   Probably not. Furtherest I’d go is kiss. 

What movie makes you horny?   Literally any movie with a sex scene in it

What is the highest number of orgasms you have had in one sex romp?   not sure 

How many do you wish you could have?   -

What do you like Trimmed,Shaved or natural? Shaved plz

Would you have sex in a dressing room?   No

What sounds do you like to hear during sex?   moans and whispers

What sounds do you make during sex?   Moans

What words do you love to hear during sex?   I really want to be called ‘baby’ or them moaning my name or something sweet like making me feel vulnerable and adored I dunno

What do you yell during an orgasm? I don’t yell but if ever that changed I’d imagine something like oh my god

How many times a week do you like to have sex?   I don’t have sex at all often

Do you want to try the 69 position?   I have and its alright

Top or Bottom? bottom.

Bedroom or other room?   bedroom.

Lights on or off?   off.

Public or Private?   private.

Partially or Entirely naked? depends but i prefer completely naked.

Oil & Lotion or Candles & Egyptian Cotton Sheets haha doesn’t really matter.

Naughty Videos or Hot Photos?   none.

Lacy Panties/Silk Boxers or Leather? lmao. no leather thanks.

Fast & Hard or Slow & Gentle? both.

Standing up or Laying down   laying down.

Soft or Firm touch? start off with soft, end with hard.

Under Covers or On top?   start off under covers.

Would you ever have sex in your childhood bedroom? i do but it’s changed throughout the years.

Have you ever hooked up on a swing set?   no.

Is there any desire that you want to try that you think is taboo?   not really.

Any New Positions you haven’t done but want to try? not that i can thnk of.

Do you have any sexual fetishes you want to explore? no.

Are there any secret desires you have never told? nope.

Where in the house is your favorite spot to have sex? bedroom.

What is your favorite thing about sex? orgasms, duh.

What is your favorite sexual setting? in the bedroom at night.

Whats your Favorite position? i feel it the most in missionary.

Would you ever work out nude?   no lol.

Would you have sex on the bench press? noooo. i could just imagine how dirty one at the gym would be.

Would you ever fool around in a movie theater? no.

Would you ever make a porno with your bf/gf? no.

Would you ever do a photo shoot in sexy clothes for your bf/gf? no.

Do you think you need sex more or less often than the average person? more.

Who was on your mind while you did this survey? my boyfriend.

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What make up product do you never use? Practically all of them by this point.I use only eyeliner. 

Do you ever sit with your legs open? Only if i have pants on.

Have you ever been offered drugs on the street? Nop

What is one place you have been to and hated? Clubbing

Have you ever seen a jellyfish? Yes

Do you know who Dylan Moran is? No

What’s your favorite kind of soup? Pumpkin soup :) And Āsh

Do you ever put bread in your soup? Yeah 

Would you like me to stop asking questions about soup? Haha I don’t care 

Is there anything in the USB key slots in your computer/laptop? Nope

What advertisements are on your screen at the moment? None

Do you ever get a really itchy nose when you’re unable to scratch it? i’m always able to scratch it?

Has anyone ever randomly licked your face? Haha yes

When was the last time you bought a book? It’s been a while

What question do you hate being asked in surveys? Genetic boring ones

Are you upstairs or downstairs at the minute? Downstairs, there is only a downstairs. 

Did anyone ever draw on your face when you were sleeping? No

Have you ever done that to someone else? No

Have you ever been asked for directions? Yeah

If so, did you ever give someone wrong directions? Probably, my sense of direction is really bad 

What’s your favorite brand of chocolate, galaxy, cadburys, or nestle? Cadbury

Are there any farm animals near you? Yeah ‘bout 15-20 mins away

Are there any lakes near you? Yes.

Was there ever a time when you felt absolutely terrified? Yeah of course

If so, why? I thought I caught something because I had unprotected sex 

Is there any TV show you watch religiously? Nop

Have you ever been in your local newspaper? Don’t think so

Have you ever called your mother ma or mammy? Yeah

Can you imitate any other accent? Yeah the Australian and English one. 

What is your funniest memory of the 6th contact in your phone? I can’t be bothered checking who it is.

Have you ever protested? No

Have you ever participated in a parade? No

Are you going to do anything for Paddy’s day? No

Were you ever chased by an animal? Yes hahahaha

Has anyone ever really insulted you? Yep 

Have you ever told an elder to fuck off? Kinda

Do you ever make banana sandwiches? Rarely.

Do you blush easily? Not at all

Are you single/or taken? Single

Are you happy with that?^ I’m neutral 

Do you make the first move or do you prefer it the other way around? Neutral

What is the most painful thing you’ve experienced? Losing my dad. 

Do you feel guilty about anything? Yeah but thats a given with my gentle little soul 

Do you hug someone whenever you see them? Nop 

Have you ever been in the accidents and emergency room? Yes, car accident 

When was the last time you bled? What happened? Don’t remember

Is there anyone you know that gives you the creeps? No

Do you call random objects ‘gay’? I call anything gay where I feel like it

Have you ever started talking to someone that you thought was someone else? Yes hahahaah

When you look behind you what catches your attention the most? I don’t know

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What was the last strong emotion you experienced? Annoyance

Who was responsible for it? Some stupid kid on Tumblr who can’t handle the fact someone thinks differently to them

Which do you dislike more: taking pills, or the taste of cough medicine? Cough medicine.

Name three bands you would love to see in concert: im not really sure, i’ve never been a band person. there’s bands that i like but wouldn’t be dying to see in concert.

If you could have the answer to any question, which would it be? When will i end up happy in life?

What is the most annoying task you have had to complete in the past week? Doing mom’s homework 

When was the last time you canceled plans? What came up, if anything? It was around vivid. I got really sick 

Do your hands ever get sweaty when you hold someone else’s? Haven’t held enough hands to know that

Does this embarrass you? It wouldn’t. 

What goes through your mind when you’re engaged in a passionate kiss? Sex

Do you ever wonder what other people think/daydream about? No

Do you ever wonder what animals think about? Yes indeed I do

If you’ve made a mixed CD before, what type of music did you put on the most recently made one? Some Nirvana, Coldplay, Anggun and OutKast songs :)

Do you think there is a point where someone is too fat for a bikini? Well yeah if they’re like 400 pounds and over. Not because I’d find it disgusting or anything shallow like that but well, how would you even be comfortable? I’m skinny and even I’m not comfortable wearing one, it feels so weird bikini’s. 

Do confident people ever annoy you? Cockiness annoys me, not confidence. Although I can’t help but to feel intimidated by really pretty girls that lowkey know they are pretty, even if they don’t brag. 

What about negative people? I grew up with negative people. I hate pessimistic, negative people. 

Would you say that you are more positive in yourself, or negative? It’s a mix. Some days I feel wonderful, somedays I want to die. Somedays both. 

Who do you think has it harder in terms of expectations regarding physical appearance: men, or women? Women without a doubt. 

Elaborate on your choice? I see the difference is all. I mean men do have expectations to meet but women are expected to do more. Like, both men and women are required to have good hygiene and wear nice clothes but women have to groom themselves more. Society has taught us a sexy woman should have gorgeous hair, wear nice clothes, smell lovely and have no hair on their body and that’s just crazy an expectation. We get tired of that shit. Personally, I conformed to most of that but not at an extreme rate like others. 

Who is the most emotionally strong person that you know? My mom, Azita, Danni, TJ, Lita and Aria I think.

How about the most emotionally weak? I don’t know honestly.  

Think of your favorite book/movie/TV show/cartoon characters. What do they all have in common? Hmmm... Kate from Old Magic Thomas from Heart and Souls Prudence from Charmed  Squirtle from Pokemon.  I think what they all have in common is that they’re one of the main characters of the story, they all are strong willed and want to lead. They’re all loyal and have a heart of gold and they all are a bit of a risk taker. They’ve also known the sting of rejection and pain of losing a loved one. 

What do all of your favorite celebrities have in common? They rose to fame in the 90′s and they all either died young or they overcame it and are the most influential people ever. 

Is there a reality show you would consider being on? No 

How would you portray yourself on this show? I couldn’t portray myself as anyone other than myself. 

What was the last word or phrase that you screamed? I was screaming at my brother because he was being a bit of a dick 

Have you ever cried in the shower? When was the last time?

 Yeah t’was a while back 

Has a survey question ever offended or insulted you?

 No... :/

When was the last time you felt too hot?
 Last week when I was drinking a coffee and had come back from walking someplace ten minutes away -_- 

When was the last time you shivered?

 I think it was today, can’t be sure

Do you feel comfortable spending the night at other people’s places?
 As long as I have my own bed, I’ll be fine. Although, I’ve never slept in another persons bed so unless it is someone who doesn’t snore and I feel 110% comfortable, I doubt I’d even be able to sleep 

Or would you rather they stayed over at yours?

 No this house drives me crazy lol

Do you spend time online when your friends are over?

 Sometimes

Do you spend [too much] time texting when you’re around others?

 Nope.

Do you watch anime? If so, what do you watch?

 I enjoy anime and would love to watch more but never really have aside from Sailor Moon and some movies. 

Did anyone die in the last movie that you watched?

 Yeah, kinda. Their death wasn’t seen on screen but talked about. Would have been a bit morbid for a com-drama. 

When was the last time you saw two people in love?

 I honestly don’t know. 

When was the last time you saw two people fighting?

 Mom and Aria fight all the time lol 

Is there something you are afraid others might find out about you?

 Yes, God yes. 

Can you recall the last time you blinked?

 Now.

What absolutely disgusts you?

 A lot of things do. People in higher power that have absolutely no depth and care for any real issues, the government, sociopaths who everyone can gain quick access to finding out their a sociopath and they just look the other way

Do you keep up with current events?

 Not really

What is one emotion you never want to experience?

 Genuine terrifying fear of some spirit coming after me or possessing me after using a Ouija board 

What was the last “sin” that you committed?
 Gluttony.

Do you believe there is a “right” or “wrong” religion? Explain?

 I don’t believe in religion, period. Religion is too restricting and has too many rules and guidelines and conditions. There is enough of that shit that I can’t rule against 

Have you learned anything new today?

 Nope

Do you learn something new everyday?

 Not everyday

In general, is learning something that you enjoy?

 If it’s something I’m genuinely interested in. 

On a scale of 1-10, how interested are you in the world around you?

 8

Do you ever watch educational documentaries?

 Sometimes

Where was the last place you went against your will?
 Probably some religious gathering.

What is the longest you have ever waited for something?

 Like 4 weeks

Have you ever purchased something expensive, only to realize you didn’t want it as badly as you thought you did?
 Yes.

Around which subject(s) did your last conversation revolve?

 Trip to GC with family and the Islands by myself. 

What is something people assume about your country of origin?

 That it’s a dangerous place. 

Can you guess another person’s nationality just by looking at them?
 I’m usually very good

What nationality(ies) are you? Is it obvious, or subtle?
 Persian, but I get Indian a lot. I hate that 

What is your favorite song to dance to?

 Some Nirvana song 

What is your favorite song to listen to while driving? Rule The World and Detroit. 

Do you listen to music while you fill out surveys? How often?

 I listen to peaceful music

What are you listening to right now? If you’re not, what did you last listen to?

 Drinking from the sweet waters 

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April 2015/May 2017

1. Last kiss Matt on his bed / Jonathan  2. Last phone call Mom / Mom  3. Last text message Sent something to Danni don’t remember what / Asked Azita if she wants anything from Aldi  4. Last song you listened to Novacane / Wicked Game by Chris  5. Last time you cried Tonight / I think four weeks ago  HAVE YOU EVER: 6. Dated someone twice Not really / No   7. Been cheated on No I cheated with  8. Self harmed No 9. Lost someone special Yeah 10. Been depressed Yes 11. Been drunk and threw up No

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: 12. had sex Not really, playing around was hot though / Yes, the best sex I’ve had was definitely with Jonathan  13. How many people have you had sex with this year? None, but I have played a little with Matty / 1 15. Made a new friend Yes indeed 17. Laughed until you cried Yep  18. Met someone who changed you Not this year no 19. Found out who your true friends were I found out long ago, and I haven’t let anyone new in that much / It’s something I don’t believe will ever be something you stop finding out to be honest. Different times in my life will show me different sides to people. 

20. Found out someone was talking about you No one talks about me anymore, I don’t give em that luxury ;) / I haven’t found out for sure but I do have a feeling that Carly and possibly Taylor don’t think that highly of me thanks to none other but the lovely Sandra :) So, you know, someone who was my best friend bitching about me is always nice, right?   26. What did you do for your last Birthday Awww I had a big burrito and churro get together with my best friends. Was such a beautiful weekend. / My last birthday ... I Think Sandra and I went out for dinner and dessert and I saw a few friends but I was a little sad about it tbh. I invited so many people and none of them came along.  27. What time did you wake up today Like 10 AM / 11 PM 29. Name something you CANNOT wait for I think I’m looking forward to seeing Brian again, and I can’t wait for my holidays / Supanova and my birthday dinner :) Oh and of course, all AFI concert with Azita, and hopefully going on a holiday to the islands for my 25th and also getting my tattoo this year. 

30. Last time you saw your all of your siblings at the same time Over an hour ago / Couple of hours ago  31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? Dad to still be here / At the moment I wish my family and I lived in a better house, I wish dad was still alive and well and I wish I had a job then I’d be a lot happier I think. 32. What are you listening to right now? Rainy mood app / Sound soother - 8 hour relaxation  33. When is the last time you had sex? I haven’t / Feb  34. Who’s getting on your nerves right now No one / urgh... Sandra I guess. Just how she’s gone about this whole situation. No consideration or care for my feelings, lousy excuses to have been treating me like I’m satan and she’s the angel trying to protect herself from me.  35. Most used app Facebook / Instagram and Spout, for sure.  36. Favorite color Blue and black  37. Nicknames Rosey 38. Relationship Status Single 39. Zodiac sign Sexy and Seductive Scorpio :P 40. Male or female female 41. Primary school Liverpool public and Busby west 42. Secondary School James busby high, quakers hill high 43. High school/college Wyndham college 44. Eye color Dark brown / Brown 

46. Height Not sure 47. Do you have a crush on someone Brian, yes / Kurt Cobain :P   48. What do you like about yourself I am so much like everyone I love, I am my mother, I am my father, my fallen idol Jeff Buckley, my favorite tv show characters Dean and Sam Winchester, Garth. I am Prue and Phoebe Halliwell and I am so influenced by my friends. These people are all an extension of me. / I’m kind and caring and forgiving and I don’t always conform to the norm of society and I actually think and feel and I’m actually able to have such an open mind that I can form a completely unbias opinion on things and situations including times when I know I have to own up to something when I know I am wrong. *breathes*  49. Piercings Just ears but they’re closing up 50. Tattoos Not any yet / First one will be a turtle and a moon.  51. Righty or lefty Righty FIRSTS: 53. First piercing Ears- age 5 I think, or younger / Nah I was definitely about 2 or 3.  54. First best friend Sophie Lemon and Rebecca Clark. 55. First kiss Ellie 56. First boyfriend Never had one RIGHT NOW: 59. Eating Nothing yet / m&m’s  60. Drinking Nothing / Jasmine Green Tea 61. I’m about to Go get something to eat  / get back to writing my paper after this quiz 63. Waiting for Brian, Sandra or Matt to reply / This quiz to finish 

YOUR FUTURE: 64. Want kids? Yeah/ I want two daughters and a son. Prudence, Patricia Grace and Alan.  65. Get married? Yeah I don’t mind 66. Career Social Worker or counselor / I got a coupla ideas. I want a job at my university, though. Ultimately. I would like to either get a job as an HR Assistant, IT Tech, Careers Assistant, Study Coach or Student Advisor. Either way, I want a long term career at my university.  WHICH IS BETTER: 67. Lips or eyes Eyes 68. Hugs or kisses Hugs 69. Shorter or taller Taller 70. Older or Younger Older 71. Romantic or spontaneous Both   72. Nice stomach or nice arms Both / Doesn’t matter too much. I’d like a guy who is not too fat though  73. Sensitive or loud Dunno 74. Hook-up or relationship I’m not fussed / Relationship.  HAVE YOU EVER: 76. Kissed a stranger I’ve kissed someone I barely knew, but he wasn’t really a stranger 77. Drank hard liquor No 78. Lost glasses/contacts No 79. Had sex No 80. Broken someone’s heart Yes :( 82. Been arrested No 83. Turned someone down Yeah 84. Cried when someone died Yeah 85. Fallen for a friend Only the great Matty / Yeah  DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 86. Yourself Yes I am here, I exist, haha 87. Miracles Not really 88. Love at first sight No 89. Heaven Yeah 90. Santa Clause No 91. Kiss on the first date Yeah 92. Angels Yeah 93. How would you label yourself? - 94. Someone You Pray Everyday For I don’t pray 95. Did you sing today Yeah 96. Who From All Your Ex’s have You Cared The Most About I have no ex but in the dozen set of guys I loved, adored and deeply cared for Matt only. He was everything to me at one point. Don’t think that really goes away / I don’t have an ex and I remember who i cared for the most at one point, but those days are completely over and I have no desire to go back or think back.  97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? 2003-7, drag daddy-o to the doctors. Even if I have to bang my head against the wall throw a full blown tantrum, beg whatever have you I will do it. / Yep, to this day. I don’t know if meddling with the forces of time will fuck up any future that is meant to be, I don’t know if I even believe that anymore. That everything happens for a reason and you can’t save people and everything has a time. Does everything really have a time? Are we really so powerless? Why did my dad’s death have to happen so early, what lesson or good or future plan could have been accomplished by it? It’s six fucking years later and I’m still living the same story, sure theres progress being made but it could have happened with dad here because those changes are inevitable. There was literally no point to his death other than God deciding to bring my family and I some more suffering and a less brighter future.   98. Out Of Everything In The World What Do You Wish For To own a time machine that goes back in time. 99. Are you afraid of falling in love? Yes, terrified. / Nope  100. Do you like the way you look? Only sometimes.

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1: is there a boy/girl in your life? I have Jonathan on my mind, but he’d not really in my life yet.  2: think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them? Zac, and no.  3: what do you think of when you hear the word “meow?” Togepi  4: what’s something you really want right now? For Jonathan to talk to me.  5: are you afraid of falling in love? Yes.  6: do you like the beach? Yeah I do. Just don’t like tanning.  7: have you ever slept on a couch with someone else? No  8: what’s the background on your cell? The moon picture I took  9: name the last four beds you were sat on? Mine, mine, mine and mine.  10: do you like your phone? Yeah I do but it’s slowly crashing.  11: honestly, are things going the way you planned? Nope, but I seldom plan anything anymore.  12: who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts? Ellie.  13: would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler? Neither.  14: which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain? Emotional. You can’t control emotions as much as physical I don’t think.   15: would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum? Art museum  16: are you tired? Not really.  17: how long have you known your 1st phone contact? A couple months  18: are they a relative? No  19: would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes? Nope  20: when did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with? August 2016 I believe.  21: if you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today? Yes.  22: would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Nope.  23: how many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now? None  24: is there a certain quote you live by? ”Grace is what matters” 25: what’s on your mind? Jobs, the future, a new house, my car.  26: do you have any tattoos? Nope but I do want.  27: what is your favorite color? Blue and black  28: next time you will kiss someone on the lips? Hopefully sometime soon.  29: who are you texting? Nobody.  30: think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch? I kissed him on my bed.  31: have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right? Yeah thats the general consensus of psychicism.  32: do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? Yeah most of them are guys.  33: do you think anyone has feelings for you? No  34: has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes? Yeah  35: say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you? Couldn’t care less.  36: were you single on valentines day? Yeah  37: are you friends with the last person you kissed? No.  38: what do your friends call you? Rosey  39: has anyone upset you in the last week? Don’t think so  40: have you ever cried over a text? Yeah  41: where’s your last bruise located? Don’t remember  42: what is it from? ^  43: last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad? Last week.  44: who was the last person you were on the phone with? My mechanic.  45: do you have a favorite pair of shoes? Yeah my black boots.  46: do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day? No  47: would you ever go bald if it was the style? No. 48: do you make supper for your family? No  49: does your bedroom have a door? Yes........ What the fuck kinda bedroom doesn’t have a door?  50: top 3 web-pages? Yik yak, facebook, tumblr  51: do you know anyone who hates shopping? My brother. -_-  52: does anything on your body hurt? No  53: are goodbyes hard for you? If theres a strong attachment there, specifically on my end.  54: what was the last beverage you spilled on yourself? Water I think  55: how is your hair? Greasy, needing a shower.  56: what do you usually do first in the morning? Check my phone.  57: do you think two people can last forever? Yes  58: think back to January 2007, were you single? Yes  59: green or purple grapes? Green  60: when’s the next time you will give someone a big hug? I don’t know.  61: do you wish you were somewhere else right now? Not at this moment.  62: when will be the next time you text someone? I don’t know.  63: where will you be 5 hours from now? Still in my room, gaming.  64: what were you doing at 8 this morning. Sleeping  65: this time last year, can you remember who you liked? Zac  66: is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? Theres a few.  67: did you kiss or hug anyone today? No  68: what was your last thought before you went to bed last night? Was thinking about Jonathan fucking me.  69: have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? Yeah, story of my life.  70: how many windows are open on your computer? Nine  71: how many fingers do you have? Ten  72: what is your ringtone? Lose it by Oh Wonder.  73: how old will you be in 5 months? 24 still  74: where is your mom right now? At the shops  75: why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love? Because he didn’t wanna be with me.  76: have you held hands with somebody in the past three days? No  77: are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago? Yeah  78: do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7? Yeah, this Asian hottie name Tommy Pham in my roll call class. He was a babe.  79: is there anyone you know with the name mike? No  80: have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms? No.  81: how many people have you liked in the past three months? One  82: has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days? No  83: will you talk to the person you like tonight? No  84: you’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with? I don’t get drunk so I can’t even imagine that.  85: if your bf/gf was into drugs would you care? If he’s a fully functioning drug user, wouldn’t care too much. Like if he’s not a dead beat or he can quit easily.  86: what was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie? Nothing  87: who was your last received call from? Mom  88: if someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you? In theory I’d say yes but as soon as I see that butterfly burning I won’t have the ability to go through with it.   89: what is something you wish you had more of? Money  90: have you ever trusted someone too much? Yeah that bitch Erin  91: do you sleep with your window open? No  92: do you get along with girls? Yeah  93: are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth? Sort of  94: does sex mean love? I’ve come to find that I prefer to be in a situation where sex does mean love.  95: you’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem? Yes I hate him and he’s a fucking jerk  96: have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring? No  97: did you sleep alone this week? Yeah  98: everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you? Yeah  99: do you believe in love at first sight? No  100: who was the last person that you pinky promise? Sandra I think 

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Mercury: What’s your full name? What the fuck is this? Centerlink? 

Venus: What’s your first language? Farsi/Persian 

Earth: Where’s your home? Quakers

Mars: What’s your sexuality? Straight 

Jupiter: Do you have any siblings? Two biological, and a couple non biological. 

Saturn: Any pets? Two cats. 

Uranus: What’s your hobby?  Occasionally gaming, TV show marathoning, reading, writing

Neptune: When’s your birthday? October 24

Pluto: What time is it right now where you are? 11:36 PM 

Moon: What are you currently studying/hope to study? Will soon be back studying Social Science. 

Stars: Experiences

Sun: Have you ever had alcohol? Yes 

Sirius: Have you ever failed a class? Yep 

Rigel: Have you ever gone on a rollercoaster? Nope 

Deneb: Have you ever been out of your home country? I am out of my home country. 

Arcturus: Have you cried out of something other than sadness? Yeah, happiness. Passionate and intense sex dreams too. 

Betelgeuse: What’s something you can never forget about? Dad. 

Aldebaran: What’s something you care desperately about? My family and friends. Who are really just an extension to my family. 

Canopus: Have you ever broken a bone? Nope 

Bellatrix: Have you ever been forced to lie/keep a secret? Yeah

Alphard: Have you ever lost a friend? I recently got verbally torn to shreds by a man I cared a lot about and saw him as a beautiful human being. Guess I may have been wrong. 

Vega: What’s something you’ve done that you wish you hadn’t? Messaged him too often. Zac, I mean. 

Constellations: Favorites

Centaurus: Favorite holiday? That year we were at Turkey. 

Orion: Favorite month? March, April, October and all the summer months. 

Cassiopeia: Favorite book? Old Magic by Marianne. 

Delphinus: Favorite study? Sociology. 

Hercules: Favorite instrument? Drums and guitar. 

Gemini: Favorite song? Right now I’m really lovin’ Halsey’s Castle and Coldplay’s Amsterdam. 

Pegasus: Favorite place to be? That place past Leppington station overlooking lights, Macquarie, Liverpool, home, Crossroads hotel and I would like to vacay back to Turkey. I have fond memories there. 

Libra: Favorite color? Blue and black. 

Phoenix: Favorite thing to wear? My blue high rise jeans, black cardigan and black boots. I’m also very fond of my back to the future shirt. 

Aries: Favorite movie? Back to the future series, heart and souls and sleeping in Seattle. I also love insidious series. 

Cygnus: Favorite weather? Summer weather. 

Hydra: Favorite sound? Drinking from the sweet waters. 

Galaxies: Love/Friends  

Milky Way: Who’s your oldest friend?   Danni and Ellie. 💙

Andromeda: Do you consider yourself social? Hell yes 

Black Eye Galaxy: Do you believe in love at first sight? No 

Cartwheel Galaxy: When was your first kiss? When I was 18. July 2011. 

Cigar Galaxy: How’s your flirting skills? Pretty good. 

Comet Galaxy: Have you ever had to leave a relationship because someone changed too much? Yeah. 

Pinwheel Galaxy: Would you date the last person you talked to? If we come to find we’re right for each other, yeah. 

Sombrero Galaxy: Do you have a crush right now? Sort of considering someone but nothing too serious. Not until I meet him. 

Bode’s Galaxy: Have you ever had a secret admirer? I think so now.  

Sunflower Galaxy: Would you date/make friends with someone out of pity? No 

Tadpole Galaxy: Would you deny a relationship/friendship? If I don’t want it. 

Whirlpool Galaxy: Have you ever cried over a breakup? Of course. But it was a friendship break up 

Other stuff: Wishes

Comet: What’s your big dream? I used to have big dreams but now I just could only hope for the simple things. Be surrounded by family and loving friends until I’m dead. Get married, have children, buy a home. Travel. Have a great career. 

Asteroid: What does your dream life look like? I want to own and design a huge home with my beautiful husband. I want to be surrounded by friends at 50+ hanging out with our kids. I want mom to be living with us or near us at least so that I can see her and be in contact with her to her dying day. I want Danni, Sandra, TJ, Lita, Alysse, my niece, Sharika, Haidar and their kids there. I want All of my family to have found their own happiness and started a great life. I want us all to have gotten into great jobs and have dinner outings on the monthly. I want to be there for the funerals of every incredible person I have ever known, and I want to have met all the beautiful celebrities I have ever admired to just be able to tell them that they changed me. That their place in this world made mine better. I want to go to many gigs and conventions and live the best way that one could. I want to take heaps of photos and then I want to have my journey come to an end and relive all those amazing memories in my next life. 

Meteor: What’s something you wish you could tell, but can’t? I don’t know. 

Nebula: If you could undo one thing in your life, what would it be? Have dad be here still. 

Shooting Star: If you could bring back one thing, what would it be? Dad. Just dad. I want nothing more than to have a father again. 

Pulsar: What do you hope to do in the next 10 years? I don’t know, I’ve never really planned. All I have is now, and right now I have a plan, but it might now work because that’s life so whatever is to come, in time it will all get together the way it is meant to. 

Supernova: What’s one thing you want to do before you die? Have kids. 

Quasar: If you could spend the rest of your life with only one person, who would it be? I don’t know. Who ever it is I haven’t found him yet. 

Wormhole: What’s something you wish would happen, but know won’t? He apologizes for being such an ass. 

Black Hole: What’s the last thing you want to see? Mom dying anytime soon. 

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The Fool:Tell an embarrassing story. FUCK OFF.  The Magician:Do you have a special talent? I believe I am a little psychic.  The High Priestess:Are you good at keeping secrets? If I’m told very clearly to.  The Empress:What do you desire most? True happiness.  The Emperor:Do you have any family traditions? Not that I am aware of.  The Lovers: What qualities would your ideal partner have? Be romantic, intelligent, very loving and affectionate, but not to the point of smothering me. I want my partner to be protective of me, but not the overly protective kind. I just want them to show me they care. I want them to be my best friend before we become lovers, because that would make for a more interesting story. I want a man who gets along with his family and has the type of family that I can easily get along with. Material things, I want him to have a stable and well paying job, that can help us afford to get to places all around the world, because I want to travel with my partner. I want him to have a fun personality, and have a fucking sense of humor. Being open minded is also a vital importance to me, because I don’t want to be with someone who doesn’t respect the things that I believe like psychics or astrology. I also want them to want kids at least in our future. It would also help a lot if he and I liked one or two of the same shows or more would be great too. And common liking of music is important too. And I want them to want to go out to a few events. Appearance-wise, I like a guy who has a mix of white and european. So like American and Italian descent. Or Australian and Croatian (lolZac). They are so damn gorgeous. I like blue or green eyes, black awesome hair, I do like a man with a bit of a beard, and a sweet smile. I prefer a thin man, that has muscly arms, but I’m not fussed. I want them to be a bit taller than myself. I don’t mind a smoker, as long as they are willing to try to quit on my behalf, that would melt my heart. I’ve recently found a guy who was able to fulfill one of my deepest sensual fantasies. Like, we were on my bed, lying down his front to my back as I was facing the door. He pulled down my top strap slowly, and started intensely kissing my neck and down. I swear to god it drove me crazy and I’ll never forget. And he was so good with his hands. He reached underneath my top and just the simple act of touching my back was making my heart melt even more. Then when he turned me over and climbed on top of me and started kissing me... Every-fucking-where. The neck. Chest. Ears. Mouth. And then started to rub his dick on my pussy. We were fully clothed. But it was driving me crazy.  The Chariot:Have you ever had to fight for something? Yeah 

Strength:What gives you strength? My family and friends 

The Hermit:Could you cope with living alone? Living alone in the sense meaning living in an apartment on my own... I’d prefer to have someone there with me, so no, I don’t think I could cope. Because when I’m alone my depression spirals and it all becomes too real the fears I have of how everyone will one by one drift away out of my life and I will just ultimately die alone one day. I know that makes no sense and may sound a bit random but those fears I have, they’re stemmed from my shitty reality of everything I’ve experienced and everything I’ve seen both in real life and in movies. One may argue that movies have no basis in reality but that can’t be totally true, there’s some truth behind them. 

Wheel of Fortune:If you won a million dollars, what would you do with it? Give it to mom to pay off the mortgage then save the rest for something else like a trip overseas or a house of my own or land. Whilst I work.  Justice:If you could be a super hero (or villain) what would you call yourself and what powers would you have? I can’t think of a name at the time being but I would want the power to move, freeze, astral project and premonitions. I’d be like a super witch.  The Hanged Man:Would you sacrifice your own life to save someone else's? If it is someone I love and care about deeply, yes.  Death:If you were able to reincarnate, what would your next life be? I really hope to have a much more interesting life. Maybe be something of the supernatural. Like a witch with magical powers, or maybe become a cat, I’d live a much happier life that way.  Temperance:Do you have good self control? Yeah  The Devil:What do you think your worst quality is? I can be stubborn. Bit of a bitch with a short temper, sometimes.   The Tower:Describe your dream home. Oh God... Okay, I want a modern looking house with three or two story’s.I want the house located out in an area where you can see the city lights but not in a way that it’s located at at the city. I want the house to have 6 bedrooms, mine and my husband’s having the largest room where we are overlooking the city lights from our big balcony, occasionally looking at the stars through our telescope. Our bedroom will have a bathroom, two sitting chairs, walk in wardrobe, huge bed, and we would either be a little bit away from the other bedrooms, or have sound proof door at least so no one will hear us having sex. Could get loud, you know, and would be frequent. I’d want our room to have both a TV and DVD player so that I can watch all my favorite movies, and I would have for him his own little area where he can put together whatever he wants. I want everything to be color coordinated with the exception of his and my area that we use as our escape. Yes, I will be that wife who lets him do his own thing away from me and expect him to do the same for me. And the sex has to be constant because I don’t want physical contact to just cease because we’re ‘tired and married’.  That’s the dumbest thing I’d ever come to find about marriage. Nothing should be different, we shouldn’t have to lose ourselves in the name of married life. I mean we’d have more responsibilities I also want a home where as soon as our kids come of age and can take care of themselves, as well as my mother coming with us until she’s passed away. The second floor, we will have the kids rooms all at medium size each with a bathroom of their own, because I’m taking into account the need for privacy when they become teenagers. When we get to the ground floor, we will have a separate family room also with blue carpet. There will be a door to block off people from seeing the family room, which can only be entered by family members with their finger print, and the door will slide open. There will be a theater room with small windows and recliner chairs. Blinds will shut out all light. One bathroom will be downstairs just by the front door. The front door will also have my office where I will be taking calls from my clients and also where Danni and I will be taking care of our photography business. The stairs will be a marble black and all of the floors outside of the rooms will also be a marble black but with white stones to make it look beautiful. The walls will be a pure grace white color, and beautiful paintings and family portraits will be presented on all walls. There will be a space to hangs keys and coats, and a vintage table for any other necessity The kitchen will have a grey marble table all ‘round, stove will be electric, new oven, fridge, and dishwasher all with either LG or panasonic name brands. There will be a huge white table for dining, and another entertaining area.  The Star:What inspires you? People who have been through horrible things, and how they rose up and went on.  The Moon:Describe a dream (or nightmare) you've had recently. Can’t  The Sun:Describe a childhood memory. No  Judgement:Have you ever done something that you were really ashamed of? Yeah, at the time I had been, but now I look back at that and think, wow, I was a bad ass bitch haha (sucked a guy off in a hallway at tafe)  The World:What country would you most like to visit? My heart is saying anywhere in Europe. 

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If you could have anything delivered to your doorstep each morning,what would it be? Large soy flat white with one sugar and an extra shot 

What is one vacation destination that many people think is just fabulous but which you personally have no desire to visit? Africa I guess.  If you were five years younger but knew everything at that age that you’ve actually learned over the last five years, what is one thing you would definitely do differently? What’s the point of that? Everything I was supposed to learn happened in time at my own pace. I’m fine now. I mean I haven’t recovered overnight over the pain, it’s still there, but I’ll get through it. I’m just so thankful and happy for everyone in my life now. I am beyond blessed.  If you could wake up to one smell every morning (besides coffee) what would it be? The ever lasting smell of the moonlight body mist spray I bought from factorie.  Which animated character is your all-time favorite? Serena What serves as the greatest motivation for you in your daily life? Not sure.  What activity that you have to do every once in a while do you dread the most? go to a dentist. I gag. 

If someone were looking for you in a bookstore, in what section would they be most likely to find you? Biographies, young adult, astrology and supernatural, thriller? is thriller even a section? fantasy, too. 

Was the last person you texted under 18? No. Last awkward moment? Not sure.  Do you think anyone has feelings for you? I highly doubt that. I hope not. I wouldn’t be able to do much if someone took an interest in me. I mean, I like someone, but I’m not even sure if I’d want anything to happen with him. It’s gonna take time for me to find the next Matt. That’s not to say I’m trying to find someone who treated me like I’m nothing, I mean the time Matt and I were so close and adored each other and it felt like it could become a relationship.  If your ex came up to you and asked you to take them back, what would you say? I don’t have an ex.  Did you have a good childhood? There were good moments, but some really messy stuff happened during.  What bothers you more, when people lie or when people complain? When people lie.

What color shirt were you wearing when you had your last kiss? Grey 

Last time you were hit on? Don’t know Do you wish someone would turn up at your front door right now? I wish it were Zac but he doesn’t want to see me.  How do you feel about your life right now? It’s going good. Now to find a job.. Haha.  Do you think somebody likes the same person you do? I hope not, they might have a better chance than I.  Have you ever turned to drinking or smoking to solve a problem? Nope

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Is there a boy/girl in your life? Yes, a very handsome man named Zac.  Think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them? Sandra, and yes I do.  What do you think of when you hear the word “meow?” Kittens.  What’s something you really want right now? To see Zac and continue the Supernatural marathon Are you afraid of falling in love? Yeah. I’m afraid of how far down and invested I get to that person, and how easy it could all go bad and I’d get heartbroken by him. 

Do you like the beach? I do like the beach, but I hate being underneath the sun because I tan and I don’t like how olive I turn when I do.  Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else? Not on a couch, but on my bed.  What’s the background on your cell? Picture of the moon Name the last four beds you were sat on? Mine, Azita’s, Aria’s, and mom’s.  Do you like your phone? I do but sometimes it pisses me off.  Honestly, are things going the way you planned? I never planned anything 

Who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts? Probably Zac.  Would you rather have a poodle or a Rottweiler? Neither.  Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain? Emotional I think. Physical pain can only hurt for like a specific time, but emotional pain can tear you up and fuck you in the terrible ways for so very long.  Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum? Don’t know.  Are you tired? A little  How long have you known your 1st phone contact? Four years or so Are they a relative? Nope  Would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes? I don’t have any exes.  When did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with? Like, yesterday. Very briefly though.  If you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today? Well... I may feel like they’re the right person for me, but that wouldn’t necessarily mean they’d feel the same about me, and so just marrying them can’t occur because it takes two to feel the same about that. And like, that person I’d feel right for may not even want marriage and I’m not about forcing that idea upon anyone. I;d rather have a happy life unmarried to my soul mate, maybe a couple o’ kids, instead of forcing marriage.  Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Yeah probably if he went for it.  How many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now? I don;t.  Is there a certain quote you live by? There’s this one by Jeff Buckley I really like, the one about how life is worth being bashed against... Don’t know word for word but it’s so true sometimes.  What’s on your mind? Lots of things. I’m thinking about Zac and how soon he will be finished with TAFE and how I really hope to see him. Thinking of what to do for dinner. Thinking of scenes from Charmed that I can’t wait to watch again.  Do you have any tattoos? Not yet. What is your favorite color? Blue and black  Next time you will kiss someone on the lips? I don’t know. Don’t really plan that out.  Who are you texting? No one.  Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch? Zac, and no. We;ve only kissed in my car and on my bed.  Have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right? Yes, plenty of times. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? Of course, I have many.  Do you think anyone has feelings for you? I don;t know. I can’t be certain.  Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes? Yeah  Are you friends with the last person you kissed? Yeah  What do your friends call you? Arezu or Rosey.  Has anyone upset you in the last week? Yeah  Have you ever cried over a text? Yeah  Last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad? Probably that time I was stressed from the fine and uni work and losing my job. Best part? I did get to be away from it. Who was the last person you were on the phone with? Taylor Does your bedroom have a door? No, of course not, why the fuck would my bedroom have a door?  Top 3 web-pages? Tumblr, Facebook, Gmail.  Do you know anyone who hates shopping? My brother.  Are goodbyes hard for you? They used to be. But after I cut so many people out /  they’ve cut me out, I kind of just don’t care as much as I used to. I cut someone off that meant the absolute world to me once upon a time this year and the one that replaced him made me feel better about it and I guess it has gotten easier because of the way I;m trying to look at it. Like how it’s all a cycle and when Death snatches something away, Life brings something new and it may take a while for Life to replace what it snatched away but it always comes.   What do you usually do first in the morning? Check my phone 

Do you think two people can last forever? It’s a rarity that I hope to find.  Do you wish you were somewhere else right now? No I’m fine here.  When will be the next time you text someone? I don’t know.  Where will you be 5 hours from now? Maybe asleep  What were you doing at 8 this morning. Sleeping  This time last year, can you remember who you liked? Matt. 

Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? There’s a few if they try hard enough.  Did you kiss or hug anyone today? Hugged Sandra.  What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? I was so down on myself last night.  Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? Almost every single time. I never excel at anything and it kills me to never have felt that victory  How many windows are open on your computer? One  Why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love? Because he’s with another and he played me and was a horse’s ass toward the end and there will not come forgiveness for that, ever.  Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago? Yeah :)  Do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7? Yeah, still friends with him now.  How many people have you liked in the past three months? One, and that would be Zac.  Will you talk to the person you like tonight? Up to him lol  If your BF/GF was into drugs would you care? Depends. If they did it on like rare occasions and if it’s just weed I wouldn’t mind and would probably get high with them. But if they’re like a junkie and do it all the time ... Yes I would care.  What was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie? Nothing really lol 

If someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you? No. I can make that kind of money by earning it some other way.  What is something you wish you had more of? Money  Have you ever trusted someone too much? Yeah  Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth? No  Does sex mean love? No  You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem? Nope, we;re friends. 

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New Note November

When was the last time you cried? Last night when I watched something in Scrubs that struck a nerve. 

Have you ever faked sick? Yeah haha

What was the last lie you said? It’s very rare for me to lie. I just kind of slide past telling the truth by like covering things up etc 

Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off of? Zac. 

Have you ever danced in the rain? Not danced, but walked in the rain happily. 

Have you ever been drunk? No 

Have you ever tried drugs? No but I would

Do you smoke? No

What is your full name? Am not posting that here. 

What is your blood-type? Nor that. 

Have you ever been in a car accident? Yes.

What's your favorite childhood memory? Being in Turkey and just seeing how beautiful it was. 

Is there anything that you have done that you regret? Nope 

What do you want to be when you grow up? I have grown up and I want to become a counselor.  Do you believe in god? Yes

Do you believe in love at first sight? No.

Do you believe in karma? Yes

Who do you have a crush on? Zac at the moment. Don’t know how long that will last though, probably would get over it when I meet the next guy haha  How would you describe yourself? Accepting, caring, extremely happy and insecure.

What are you afraid of? People that help make my life bearable dying before I have my own life / kids / husband to help me through it.  Are you religious? Not really. 

What does your MSN name mean? Don’t have MSN 

What person do you trust the most? Family, Sandra, Taylor, Danni. 

What is the best compliment you have ever received? "It’s hard to imagine a world without you in it, lecturing people about astrology.” -Sandra 

What is your first thought when waking up in the morning? Lately it’s mainly been about Zac. I always wake up at around 5-6 AM these days just to see if he saw / replied to my message 

Do you get along with your family? We have our moments where we cant stand each other, but most times we’re cool. 

Do you play any instruments? No 

What kind of music do you like? Anything that sounds good really. Good beat, good lyrics etc. Then there are times where I just need to listen to meaningless junk 

Do you think you're attractive? Sometimes. 

Would you ever get a tattoo? Yes. 

Who makes you laugh? Everyone makes me laugh lol

Who would you want to be tied to for 24hours? Zac cause he’s the only person who isn’t pissing me off these days and I wanna get to talk to him for one whole day 

Have you ever seen a dead body? I can say yes to this now, and the most painful part is, is that it was my dad’s. 

What stereotype would you label yourself as being? Scorpio. Haha 

Would your friends agree with that stereotypic label? YES! :D

If you could change your name, what would you change it to? I wouldn’t. I love my name. But I would add Rosey to the full first name. 

If you could go back in time to one point in your life, where would you go? Just go back to October 8, wake up earlier and sit with my dad one last time and take photos and talk and tell him how much I love him before he goes. 

If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change? Body hair be gone!

What do you want your friends to think about you? I don’t want them to think anything about me. All I can do is show them who I really am and expect them to figure out whether or not they want to be a part of my life. 

When's your birthday? October 24th

Are you a morning person or a night person? Night person.

Do you say meaner things to your friends or your enemies? Neither. Have you ever attempted suicide? Nope 

What is one thing you want me to know about you? I think about sex a lot Do you usually prefer books or movies? Movies.

Who is your favorite person to talk to? No one is really a favorite right now.  Who is always able to cheer you up when you're sad? Zac at the moment. Makes me happy just by talking to me 

Would you ever have sex before marriage? I already have lol 

Who do you talk to most on the phone? Probably mom Do you prefer british or american spelling of words? American.

Have you ever gotten detention? Yeah

How do you vent your anger? Most times, yeah 

Have you ever been on a diet? Yeah

What's a rumor someone has spread about you? Don’t remember. That shits so yesterday to me now

Are you happy with the person you are becoming? Yeah.

Are you happy with the life you have? Yeah, could be a lot worse.