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permit me voyage, love, into your hands (James Agee) Pride & Prejudice (dir. Joe Wright) Anna Karenina (dir. Joe Wright) Memories of Murder (Bong Joon-ho) In the Mood for Love (Wong Kar-wai)

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Hi, Bio anon from before 🌱 Just to answer you, you can ignore me if you wish

I totally know the feeling of thinking you are drifting alone, and then there is someone there listening. It feels good, and I think that's why I try to keep an eye open for people who I know need that reminder too (and I enjoy your blog in general). I think we both have a journey ahead of finding a new job and something we enjoy, right? I agree with everything you said, it's a nice thought :)

This internship was something I never did before. I work doing more lab stuff now, I have interns who look at me like I know everything haha it's different from my previous ones. It was something more related to field work and photography; I still prefer that, but it’s nice to try different things and learn from new people ;)

And about the master’s I want to try: I will do the test and interview for the program, then repeat it to have the chance of a scholarship. The only downside is that, if I get the scholarship, I can't work, because the requirement is that the student devotes their time exclusively for their research. But without the scholarship, I won’t be able to pay for the course lol. If the public Uni here opens up applications, I will try there too, those have the monthly stipend and free course. I just don't know if they’ll open this year haha

But!! I'm really positive, there are other things I can try and, honestly, I'm just happy I finished my major. The next step is much closer than before <3

I send you my best hugs <3 Sorry for the rambling

You are the SWEETEST!!!

finding a job is hard in this time and even harder is being satisfied by it/knowing if it’s the right thing for you. But i believe we will get there eventually, someday. Maybe not right out off the bat but a little while later i hope we can say we have found our places.

Ohh, your master’s procedure has so many steps it must be hard to keep track of it all. I would say apply everywhere and see where that takes you. Scholarships are so so helpful i really hope you get it and get into the programme you want!!

So so happy for you for finishing your major!! Just know that there is someone always cheering you on and wishing you the best!!

No need to apologise, I loved hearing from you! Just knowing life is always taking you somewhere and there are many people alongside you doing their thing, honestly feels surreal sometimes haha but sending you the biggest and lots and lots hugs!!! You’ll do amazing 🩷

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Every time I see you've posted a life update, I always run to see it. I’m so glad you are doing okay!!!! I think I get so happy because I’m almost sure we are around the same age and doing almost the same thing (I graduated last year, Biology, I’m doing kinda of a paid internship in a lab here at my Uni, but in September I will be unemployed again :p I will try applying for a master’s degree, but idk)

Congratulations on passing NAVLE! You will be amazing and soon you will find your place :)

Life may be hard sometimes, but as long as we are alive, we can keep going forward, and things will be better. Surround yourself with people you love and love you back, rest and remember that just being you is more than enough, you matter, and no one can take it from you. I wish you all the best <3

Omg hello!!! That is so sweet of youu. Tbh I always think I am shouting into the void every time I post an update after months of radio silence lol glad to know that isn’t the case!

Yayy biology majors! So happy that you get to do an internship, you really learn a lot during the time and I hope it has been a pleasant experience for you so far!! And don’t worry about being unemployed (I am in the same boat lmao) opportunities will present themselves if you are giving your best :) and doing master’s is a really good idea! Where I’m from, they also give like a monthly stipend to masters students and if it’s the same where you’re from, it’s kind of a win win right?

Life is hard sometimes but I think ultimately that’s what makes it worth living, going through challenges and learning from it :) I will try my best in everything that I do and hopefully one day it will all work out good.

I wish you all the very best as well! Whether it be job searching or doing masters, I am sure you will do amazing! And if it gets difficult sometimes, you can always find someone to help or just listen to you, either here or irl.

Hope you reach amazing heights!! Take care of yourself as well!! 🩷🩷

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Life update!

So I’m very much alive and back to try being more active on here again :)

(Details under the cut hehe)

Also, I passed the NAVLE!!! The past 2 years have been crazy with uni coursework on full throttle and then clinical rotations along with emergencies it was a wild ride! But god was it so so worth it. It was super stressful preparing for the NAVLE and waiting for the results even more so but I am so happy I passed on the first try I would not want to spend so much money again 😭😭 On a side note, I am a foreign vet graduate so it was not something I was used to but I’m glad it went well.

Needless to say, I graduated and am now unemployed lol Searching for jobs is hard but I have faith that there is someplace meant for me.

Hobbies had been zero lol I had not written in like 3-4 years now and painted like 2 times during this whole time. So now I’m looking forward to trying to be a bit more invested in them now that I don’t have someone hanging exams or graduation over my head lol

On a side note, I did inconsistently play romance club but am definitely not up to date with everything going on in the app and the fandom. But hopefully I will get to be a part of it again soon :) Also!! I discovered love and deepspace from a million reels on insta and finally caved and downloaded it (my poor storage) and have to say I am really liking the lore so far! Sylus and Xavier are my favs at this point but I’m excited to play more and discover other stuff.

Phew! Sorry if that got too long but I am so happy finally being able to login here again without any guilt about wasting my time lol

I hope you guys have been happy and healthy and having fun with all the people in your fandom or if not, maybe just scrolling through amazing accounts on here and learning about major events through destiel memes (is that still a thing?)

Anyway!! Hope to be more active on here and talk with you guys!! I missed this place 🩷

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Jujutsu kaisen (manga) has just ended and i am devastated and in actual loss about what to do with my life now 😭

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you are not a wasteland you just need ibuprofen and a hot bath and a shower and a nutritious meal and some water and some fresh air and to do something productive and to do something creative and to do something that takes physical exertion and to do something social

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It’s always the hot ones you have to look out for ughhh

May I speak? 🙊

Remmao was FINE! OH MY GOSH AJDHDKEJ

I can see why him and Ram were fighting over who was more beautiful.

Whew!!!!!! Sorry y'all I'll stop

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Me every time when the new update drops

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Ram.

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can you hear me sobbing

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“Is it okay if I draw fanart of your fanfic?👉🏼👈🏼”

My brother in Christ we shall have a spring wedding

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“We hope this email finds you well” babe, the only emails I hope find me well are the ones from Archive of Our Own

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i wish all my beloved followers and mutuals a very “you find a fic that has the exact premise and characterization you’ve always wanted to see but never had the energy to write yourself and it’s really good and just as long as you want to read”

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My tumblr is my own little museum.

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yeah ur cute but can u handle my overthinking?

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