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Hello how are you??? I’m rereading when the sun rises and it fills my heart so fully ❤️

Omg hi!!! Thank you for rereading when the sun rises, I'm so happy you'd want to read something so long again and that it fills your heart 🥺

And thank you for sending this in, I hardly go on tumblr anymore so this was a lovely surprise!

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cyphernet’s 11 Days of Yoongi

Just Yoongi Things: Being Relatable Like No Other

(cr. dwellingsouls, namuspromised)

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This is so sweet of you, thank you so much 🥺 I wish you all the best for your future endeavours ❤️

I didn't get to read any of your fics yet 😭🥲

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When The Sun Rises (Ch.1)

01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07 | 08 | 09 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18

Characters: Actor!Jungkook x Reader 

Genre: Angst, Fluff

Word Count: 10,895

Warnings: Depression, anxiety, mentions of past child neglect, mentions of past parental death, I promise there is happiness and hope in this.

Author’s Note: This story is fully written and will be updated weekly! It will also be posted on AO3 if you would prefer to read it there.

Summary: Everything felt numb, the heavy weight of nothingness having long found purchase in the spaces between Jungkook’s ribs. It was all he knew – to run, so far away that his fears could never catch him – until one day he couldn’t anymore. Until one day there was nowhere left for him to run; nowhere left for him to hide. And then someone came along – kind and loving and patient, the wisps of the morning rays to illuminate his endless night sky – and suddenly Jungkook didn’t want to run anymore. For the first time in his life, he no longer wanted to hide – he just wanted to be free.

Breathe.

Everything felt numb, the heavy weight of nothingness having long found purchase in the spaces between his ribs.

Breathe.

His vision blurred with leaden eyelids as they tried to see past the brightly flashing lights, feet moving on autopilot down the red carpet. The voices of all the reporters around him amalgamated into a dull buzz, the curve of his lips only forcing their way up after seeing his manager frantically motion for him to smile. The girl draped against his side pushed herself closer to him, her arm wrapping tighter against his waist as her face grinned for every camera in a ten-mile radius, flashes reflecting off the jewels that cascaded down her body like a waterfall. Backstage was even more hectic with hands all over trying to fix every minute detail and make sure he looked perfect for when he took his seat for the award show.

Jungkook had been nominated for the Best Actor award at one of the most prestigious award ceremonies in the country, but as grateful as he was, he couldn’t help but feel so empty. He had been in the industry for a number of years now and although he still loved acting, as time went by his heart felt heavier and he felt more and more like he was just drifting. Everywhere he went he was surrounded by people – whether it be staff or fans or reporters – and he was just so suffocated. People always coveted fame, but not many people realised just how isolating it could be. His loss of contact with his family came as no surprise considering the strained relationship they had always had, but even the few friends that he had had had dwindled to fit in a single hand, too busy with their own lives and work to deal with everything that came with being a part of his. The only person he could truly trust was his best friend and manager, Namjoon, who had been with him from childhood and had believed in him when no one else would.

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It's been just over a year and I'm still thinking about when the sun rises. I hope you do go ahead with looking to publish it and let us know if it works out. I hope it works out 💗

Thank you so much for sending this message - to know that you're still thinking about when the sun rises after this long means so much to me. Truly, thank you.

My goal last year was to get the manuscript sent off to agents to try and get published, but in all honesty my mental health wasn't great this past year and I really struggled with motivation and prioritising it when I'm barely getting through the day with work and the responsibilities of living alone. I did manage to edit it multiple times though and it's now at a place I'm happy with, which is good. This year I really am hoping to get the synopsis written and all the other little things that are involved with trying to get traditionally published, so who knows, maybe this is the year my dreams start coming true!

If when the sun rises does manage to get published I will absolutely let you all know, your kind words have encouraged me and given me confidence in my work, and I can't wait to share it with you 💜

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I had to sit on this for a few days to think about what I want to say, but ultimately all I'm able to say is thank you. You have no idea how much this message meant to me - reading this was like a jolt of electricity reinvogorating me and giving me that spark I needed to remind me why I love sharing my writing with people.

I poured my heart and soul into writing this story, and these characters are so precious to me, so for you to care so deeply about them means more than you can know. Thank you thank you thank you.

As much as I may write for myself, it’s so easy to become disheartened when it feels like you’re screaming into the void despite how vulnerable you’re being by sharing a part of yourself with the world. But then sometimes I get messages like this and it brings me back and reminds me that this why I write. To know that something I’ve created has seemingly had such an impact on someone - it’s all worth it.

I’ve been wanting to publish this story for a long time now but keep putting off reaching out to agents because I’m scared they won’t like it or will think it’s too long and isn’t commercially viable, but this made me want to keep going and at least try. If there are people on the internet that find my work worthwhile, surely other people will too, right?

With all my heart, thank you for your kind words. May the sun always shine bright for you 💜

When The Sun Rises (Ch.1)

01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07 | 08 | 09 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18

Characters: Actor!Jungkook x Reader 

Genre: Angst, Fluff

Word Count: 10,895

Warnings: Depression, anxiety, mentions of past child neglect, mentions of past parental death, I promise there is happiness and hope in this.

Author’s Note: This story is fully written and will be updated weekly! It will also be posted on AO3 if you would prefer to read it there.

Summary: Everything felt numb, the heavy weight of nothingness having long found purchase in the spaces between Jungkook’s ribs. It was all he knew – to run, so far away that his fears could never catch him – until one day he couldn’t anymore. Until one day there was nowhere left for him to run; nowhere left for him to hide. And then someone came along – kind and loving and patient, the wisps of the morning rays to illuminate his endless night sky – and suddenly Jungkook didn’t want to run anymore. For the first time in his life, he no longer wanted to hide – he just wanted to be free.

Breathe.

Everything felt numb, the heavy weight of nothingness having long found purchase in the spaces between his ribs.

Breathe.

His vision blurred with leaden eyelids as they tried to see past the brightly flashing lights, feet moving on autopilot down the red carpet. The voices of all the reporters around him amalgamated into a dull buzz, the curve of his lips only forcing their way up after seeing his manager frantically motion for him to smile. The girl draped against his side pushed herself closer to him, her arm wrapping tighter against his waist as her face grinned for every camera in a ten-mile radius, flashes reflecting off the jewels that cascaded down her body like a waterfall. Backstage was even more hectic with hands all over trying to fix every minute detail and make sure he looked perfect for when he took his seat for the award show.

Jungkook had been nominated for the Best Actor award at one of the most prestigious award ceremonies in the country, but as grateful as he was, he couldn’t help but feel so empty. He had been in the industry for a number of years now and although he still loved acting, as time went by his heart felt heavier and he felt more and more like he was just drifting. Everywhere he went he was surrounded by people – whether it be staff or fans or reporters – and he was just so suffocated. People always coveted fame, but not many people realised just how isolating it could be. His loss of contact with his family came as no surprise considering the strained relationship they had always had, but even the few friends that he had had had dwindled to fit in a single hand, too busy with their own lives and work to deal with everything that came with being a part of his. The only person he could truly trust was his best friend and manager, Namjoon, who had been with him from childhood and had believed in him when no one else would.

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When The Sun Rises (Ch.1)

01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07 | 08 | 09 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18

Characters: Actor!Jungkook x Reader 

Genre: Angst, Fluff

Word Count: 10,895

Warnings: Depression, anxiety, mentions of past child neglect, mentions of past parental death, I promise there is happiness and hope in this.

Author’s Note: This story is fully written and will be updated weekly! It will also be posted on AO3 if you would prefer to read it there.

Summary: Everything felt numb, the heavy weight of nothingness having long found purchase in the spaces between Jungkook’s ribs. It was all he knew – to run, so far away that his fears could never catch him – until one day he couldn’t anymore. Until one day there was nowhere left for him to run; nowhere left for him to hide. And then someone came along – kind and loving and patient, the wisps of the morning rays to illuminate his endless night sky – and suddenly Jungkook didn’t want to run anymore. For the first time in his life, he no longer wanted to hide – he just wanted to be free.

Breathe.

Everything felt numb, the heavy weight of nothingness having long found purchase in the spaces between his ribs.

Breathe.

His vision blurred with leaden eyelids as they tried to see past the brightly flashing lights, feet moving on autopilot down the red carpet. The voices of all the reporters around him amalgamated into a dull buzz, the curve of his lips only forcing their way up after seeing his manager frantically motion for him to smile. The girl draped against his side pushed herself closer to him, her arm wrapping tighter against his waist as her face grinned for every camera in a ten-mile radius, flashes reflecting off the jewels that cascaded down her body like a waterfall. Backstage was even more hectic with hands all over trying to fix every minute detail and make sure he looked perfect for when he took his seat for the award show.

Jungkook had been nominated for the Best Actor award at one of the most prestigious award ceremonies in the country, but as grateful as he was, he couldn’t help but feel so empty. He had been in the industry for a number of years now and although he still loved acting, as time went by his heart felt heavier and he felt more and more like he was just drifting. Everywhere he went he was surrounded by people – whether it be staff or fans or reporters – and he was just so suffocated. People always coveted fame, but not many people realised just how isolating it could be. His loss of contact with his family came as no surprise considering the strained relationship they had always had, but even the few friends that he had had had dwindled to fit in a single hand, too busy with their own lives and work to deal with everything that came with being a part of his. The only person he could truly trust was his best friend and manager, Namjoon, who had been with him from childhood and had believed in him when no one else would.

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When The Sun Rises (Ch.1)

01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07 | 08 | 09 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18

Characters: Actor!Jungkook x Reader 

Genre: Angst, Fluff

Word Count: 10,895

Warnings: Depression, anxiety, mentions of past child neglect, mentions of past parental death, I promise there is happiness and hope in this.

Author’s Note: This story is fully written and will be updated weekly! It will also be posted on AO3 if you would prefer to read it there.

Summary: Everything felt numb, the heavy weight of nothingness having long found purchase in the spaces between Jungkook’s ribs. It was all he knew – to run, so far away that his fears could never catch him – until one day he couldn’t anymore. Until one day there was nowhere left for him to run; nowhere left for him to hide. And then someone came along – kind and loving and patient, the wisps of the morning rays to illuminate his endless night sky – and suddenly Jungkook didn’t want to run anymore. For the first time in his life, he no longer wanted to hide – he just wanted to be free.

Breathe.

Everything felt numb, the heavy weight of nothingness having long found purchase in the spaces between his ribs.

Breathe.

His vision blurred with leaden eyelids as they tried to see past the brightly flashing lights, feet moving on autopilot down the red carpet. The voices of all the reporters around him amalgamated into a dull buzz, the curve of his lips only forcing their way up after seeing his manager frantically motion for him to smile. The girl draped against his side pushed herself closer to him, her arm wrapping tighter against his waist as her face grinned for every camera in a ten-mile radius, flashes reflecting off the jewels that cascaded down her body like a waterfall. Backstage was even more hectic with hands all over trying to fix every minute detail and make sure he looked perfect for when he took his seat for the award show.

Jungkook had been nominated for the Best Actor award at one of the most prestigious award ceremonies in the country, but as grateful as he was, he couldn’t help but feel so empty. He had been in the industry for a number of years now and although he still loved acting, as time went by his heart felt heavier and he felt more and more like he was just drifting. Everywhere he went he was surrounded by people – whether it be staff or fans or reporters – and he was just so suffocated. People always coveted fame, but not many people realised just how isolating it could be. His loss of contact with his family came as no surprise considering the strained relationship they had always had, but even the few friends that he had had had dwindled to fit in a single hand, too busy with their own lives and work to deal with everything that came with being a part of his. The only person he could truly trust was his best friend and manager, Namjoon, who had been with him from childhood and had believed in him when no one else would.

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When The Sun Rises (Ch.1)

01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07 | 08 | 09 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18

Characters: Actor!Jungkook x Reader 

Genre: Angst, Fluff

Word Count: 10,895

Warnings: Depression, anxiety, mentions of past child neglect, mentions of past parental death, I promise there is happiness and hope in this.

Author’s Note: This story is fully written and will be updated weekly! It will also be posted on AO3 if you would prefer to read it there.

Summary: Everything felt numb, the heavy weight of nothingness having long found purchase in the spaces between Jungkook’s ribs. It was all he knew – to run, so far away that his fears could never catch him – until one day he couldn’t anymore. Until one day there was nowhere left for him to run; nowhere left for him to hide. And then someone came along – kind and loving and patient, the wisps of the morning rays to illuminate his endless night sky – and suddenly Jungkook didn’t want to run anymore. For the first time in his life, he no longer wanted to hide – he just wanted to be free.

Breathe.

Everything felt numb, the heavy weight of nothingness having long found purchase in the spaces between his ribs.

Breathe.

His vision blurred with leaden eyelids as they tried to see past the brightly flashing lights, feet moving on autopilot down the red carpet. The voices of all the reporters around him amalgamated into a dull buzz, the curve of his lips only forcing their way up after seeing his manager frantically motion for him to smile. The girl draped against his side pushed herself closer to him, her arm wrapping tighter against his waist as her face grinned for every camera in a ten-mile radius, flashes reflecting off the jewels that cascaded down her body like a waterfall. Backstage was even more hectic with hands all over trying to fix every minute detail and make sure he looked perfect for when he took his seat for the award show.

Jungkook had been nominated for the Best Actor award at one of the most prestigious award ceremonies in the country, but as grateful as he was, he couldn’t help but feel so empty. He had been in the industry for a number of years now and although he still loved acting, as time went by his heart felt heavier and he felt more and more like he was just drifting. Everywhere he went he was surrounded by people – whether it be staff or fans or reporters – and he was just so suffocated. People always coveted fame, but not many people realised just how isolating it could be. His loss of contact with his family came as no surprise considering the strained relationship they had always had, but even the few friends that he had had had dwindled to fit in a single hand, too busy with their own lives and work to deal with everything that came with being a part of his. The only person he could truly trust was his best friend and manager, Namjoon, who had been with him from childhood and had believed in him when no one else would.

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For All Eternity

Characters: Jungkook x Reader

Genre: Angst, Sprinkles of fluff

Word Count: 10,767

Warnings: I don’t want to give anything away, but if you don’t like sad things then this really isn’t for you. If you’re still uncertain then just drop me a message and I’d be more than happy to give you more information so you can decide if you still want to read it or not ^-^

Author’s Note: This was inspired by Written On The Sky by @inktae and it is honestly one of the greatest things I have ever read in my life, so if you haven’t read it already then please, please read it as soon as you can because you won’t regret it! Also, if you would prefer to read the Taekook version then that is also available on AO3

Music: I highly recommend listening to this playlist if you can because it really helps to set the mood

Summary: It wasn’t supposed to be like this. We were promised an eternity, you and I, together until the end of time – but I guess forever wasn’t as long as we thought it was. This was supposed to be the beginning of the rest of our lives, but instead, this is it. This is the end.

It had been less than a week since Jungkook and Y/N had come home from their honeymoon, the two of them still basking in the memories of the tropical bliss that had marked the beginning of their new lives together. Speckles of dust had scattered into the air as they emptied the last box in their new apartment the night before, with today being their first day of peace since returning, resulting in a lazy day that was spent lying in bed until the sun had almost reached its peak, reigning high above the clouds as it sat on its throne and watched its children down below.

Not a moment was spent without being in contact with one another, arms permanently latched around each other’s waists and lips continuously pressing softly against anywhere they could reach. Being the more sensible of the two, Y/N eventually managed to drag Jungkook out of bed and get him to freshen up, the threat of no more hugs and kisses causing him to leap out of her embrace, almost tripping on the covers as he raced to the bathroom.

Jungkook soon joined Y/N in the kitchen after scrubbing the fatigue from every inch of his body, munching on a helpless bunch of bananas as she started preparing lunch and tried to ignore their rumbling stomachs from the breakfast they had missed. Every now and then he would put the fruit to her mouth so she could take a bite, his eyes crinkling as he smiled at the sight before him – she was so focused on chopping the vegetables that she kept missing the banana as she moved her head to bite it, each time resulting in it going on her cheek or chin. She would pout at the uncomfortable feeling, but Jungkook would kiss away the fruity remnants from her skin with lips that lingered much longer than necessary, eventually just telling her to sit down and eat it properly as he took over and cut the vegetables for the pasta instead.

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When The Sun Rises (Ch.1)

01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07 | 08 | 09 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18

Characters: Actor!Jungkook x Reader 

Genre: Angst, Fluff

Word Count: 10,895

Warnings: Depression, anxiety, mentions of past child neglect, mentions of past parental death, I promise there is happiness and hope in this.

Author’s Note: This story is fully written and will be updated weekly! It will also be posted on AO3 if you would prefer to read it there.

Summary: Everything felt numb, the heavy weight of nothingness having long found purchase in the spaces between Jungkook’s ribs. It was all he knew – to run, so far away that his fears could never catch him – until one day he couldn’t anymore. Until one day there was nowhere left for him to run; nowhere left for him to hide. And then someone came along – kind and loving and patient, the wisps of the morning rays to illuminate his endless night sky – and suddenly Jungkook didn’t want to run anymore. For the first time in his life, he no longer wanted to hide – he just wanted to be free.

Breathe.

Everything felt numb, the heavy weight of nothingness having long found purchase in the spaces between his ribs.

Breathe.

His vision blurred with leaden eyelids as they tried to see past the brightly flashing lights, feet moving on autopilot down the red carpet. The voices of all the reporters around him amalgamated into a dull buzz, the curve of his lips only forcing their way up after seeing his manager frantically motion for him to smile. The girl draped against his side pushed herself closer to him, her arm wrapping tighter against his waist as her face grinned for every camera in a ten-mile radius, flashes reflecting off the jewels that cascaded down her body like a waterfall. Backstage was even more hectic with hands all over trying to fix every minute detail and make sure he looked perfect for when he took his seat for the award show.

Jungkook had been nominated for the Best Actor award at one of the most prestigious award ceremonies in the country, but as grateful as he was, he couldn’t help but feel so empty. He had been in the industry for a number of years now and although he still loved acting, as time went by his heart felt heavier and he felt more and more like he was just drifting. Everywhere he went he was surrounded by people – whether it be staff or fans or reporters – and he was just so suffocated. People always coveted fame, but not many people realised just how isolating it could be. His loss of contact with his family came as no surprise considering the strained relationship they had always had, but even the few friends that he had had had dwindled to fit in a single hand, too busy with their own lives and work to deal with everything that came with being a part of his. The only person he could truly trust was his best friend and manager, Namjoon, who had been with him from childhood and had believed in him when no one else would.

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Kim Taehyung as Howl Jenkins Pendragon | Studio Ghibli 

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huh 😳

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I know it's been a while since I posted the last chapter of wtsr but I'm in a very good mood today so I would love it if you guys shared some of your thoughts with me about wtsr as a whole, or anything else tbh!! I just want to talk to you all more and have more interaction ❤️

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When The Sun Rises (Ch.1)

01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07 | 08 | 09 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18

Characters: Actor!Jungkook x Reader 

Genre: Angst, Fluff

Word Count: 10,895

Warnings: Depression, anxiety, mentions of past child neglect, mentions of past parental death, I promise there is happiness and hope in this.

Author’s Note: This story is fully written and will be updated weekly! It will also be posted on AO3 if you would prefer to read it there.

Summary: Everything felt numb, the heavy weight of nothingness having long found purchase in the spaces between Jungkook’s ribs. It was all he knew – to run, so far away that his fears could never catch him – until one day he couldn’t anymore. Until one day there was nowhere left for him to run; nowhere left for him to hide. And then someone came along – kind and loving and patient, the wisps of the morning rays to illuminate his endless night sky – and suddenly Jungkook didn’t want to run anymore. For the first time in his life, he no longer wanted to hide – he just wanted to be free.

Breathe.

Everything felt numb, the heavy weight of nothingness having long found purchase in the spaces between his ribs.

Breathe.

His vision blurred with leaden eyelids as they tried to see past the brightly flashing lights, feet moving on autopilot down the red carpet. The voices of all the reporters around him amalgamated into a dull buzz, the curve of his lips only forcing their way up after seeing his manager frantically motion for him to smile. The girl draped against his side pushed herself closer to him, her arm wrapping tighter against his waist as her face grinned for every camera in a ten-mile radius, flashes reflecting off the jewels that cascaded down her body like a waterfall. Backstage was even more hectic with hands all over trying to fix every minute detail and make sure he looked perfect for when he took his seat for the award show.

Jungkook had been nominated for the Best Actor award at one of the most prestigious award ceremonies in the country, but as grateful as he was, he couldn’t help but feel so empty. He had been in the industry for a number of years now and although he still loved acting, as time went by his heart felt heavier and he felt more and more like he was just drifting. Everywhere he went he was surrounded by people – whether it be staff or fans or reporters – and he was just so suffocated. People always coveted fame, but not many people realised just how isolating it could be. His loss of contact with his family came as no surprise considering the strained relationship they had always had, but even the few friends that he had had had dwindled to fit in a single hand, too busy with their own lives and work to deal with everything that came with being a part of his. The only person he could truly trust was his best friend and manager, Namjoon, who had been with him from childhood and had believed in him when no one else would.

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Happy new year 🤍✨🥂 i hope 2022 will bless you with empowerment and love and i hope your dreams and wishes will come true 🤍🥰

Thank you so much! I wish only the best for you this upcoming year and I hope that you are able to achieve everything you desire and more ❤️

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I hope you have a beautiful Christmas eve🎄🤍🥰

Thank you so much, I hope you have an amazing Christmas too!