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SAD

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My mom picks me up from visiting my sister early. I tell my mom about my driving instructor sexually harassing me. I’m crying. I go home and step in glass. I go to watch tv and realize I left my glasses at my sister’s place an hour away. I feel like the world won’t let me breathe. Something always has to be in my way. Even when I’m just walking through my own home.

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Sexually harassed by driving instructor so now I have to find somewhere else that is cheap and can make appointments easily but this would have been perfect if the guy wasn’t such a creep

A middle eastern man came in after me for driving and the instructor was horrible to him. His criticisms were excessive like he was just looking for ways to be mean and he wasn’t teaching him anything. The poor guy at the wheel was being so polite back.

The thigh touching and compliments like saying ‘you’re so fine’ we’re reserved for me though

I feel like I take up too much space. I eat like shit and don’t exercise and I’m getting bigger. I need to be smaller so I can cover everything up easily. I don’t want people looking at my body and being suggestive all the time. I’m fucking sick of being viewed as the fuckable prude. Why does everything have to be about sex for men all the time? I’m incapable of wearing shorts or a skirt or just a scooo neck or sheer top because of the disgusting shit I have to deal with if I do. I wish I could bleed my stomach out with a knife to be thinner. I’m never comfortable.

Quit work for school then quit school. Another day another failure. I feel like I have no stability to even be able to work on myself with my mom gunning to move to Vermont to join her cult buddies and if I don’t go with her she will definitely get rid of the dogs. But I can’t fucking go! But I will be a dysfunctional mess knowing that my dogs are gone forever

Im unwinding Im so overwhelmed why can’t I do one thing right. Why does shit keep going wrong. What’s even the point if the human race might not even make it past the next twenty years? I’m paralyzed by all this

October 15 2018

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imagine having money wow i just got chills

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Stop chasing after people & being the only one trying to fix everything. It’s mentally & physically exhausting. You have to find peace with whoever comes & goes from your life. Don’t be the only one putting in effort Bc you will end up losing yourself trying to save everyone else

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We’re leaving and I mouthed an ‘I’m sorry’ to the guy at the counter and the other one that was backing him up I hope they understood me

My father is comparing LA Fitness rules that aren’t allowing me in as a guest to Nazi Germany to the front desk person this is mortifying

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Oh god now he’s yelling and saying that he knows better because he owns a business and that they should let me in by their managers discretion

My father is comparing LA Fitness rules that aren’t allowing me in as a guest to Nazi Germany to the front desk person this is mortifying

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My father is comparing LA Fitness rules that aren’t allowing me in as a guest to Nazi Germany to the front desk person this is mortifying

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I just read this to a friend because this is his exact sense of humor but he went silent and then told me that when his dad died he had food going in the slow cooker AND TOMORROW IS FATHER’S DAY I’m a fucking idiot

If you die while making food in a slow cooker, whoever finds your body will have a nice warm meal waiting for them.

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I’M GOING TO BE 69 IN 2069 HOLY SHIT THANK YOU FOR THIS REVELATION

only 50 years left till 2069

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More Beautiful After Being Broken

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you’re not falling behind. you are still young and have a whole life ahead of you. you have enough time to explore things u love and experience your life and make your goals come true and find reasons to live. take things one day at a time and don’t let the fear of falling behind stop you because life isn’t a race.