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I was never meant to be for everyone. Nope. Will not even try. I actually enjoy being a nobody… and I say that in the most positive good mental health way. Let the world underestimate me, go ahead. Rebuke my honesty and dismantle my reflections… no matter, I will simply get up one more time. And I will #neverfeartruth

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My health is improving. During it all, I lost some facial redness and have a better balance on the raw facial disability of rosacea eczema I wore for 20 plus years… so much has been discovered and changed. & the Reality of that is in my face. My quiet is not because I do not want to be adventurous or bold or ambitious, no- rather I now value my time to keep things sacred… do you know what I mean? Sacredness in the everyday… that is where I like to live.

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Living without makeup. Living without putting on airs to impress. Living without apology. Being myself the best I can be. That is where you will find me. And many will not be able to even fathom the me that I am when they are unable to even see who they themselves are. I have come to terms with being unseen if that is what it takes in exchange to finding peace. Profound lifekeys grow out of deep thoughts and revelations of reality.

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Growing older and processing chronic illness made me become a hermit of course, but I am a spicy hermit. I enjoy profound all one time now. And it is growing on me well.

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I spent years with damaged facial skin that was a trippy terrible prison. It has improved since I found some solution, but took over a decade. I lost a lot of people along the way who thought I was a disease because I suffered illnesses that showed as a red raw face. Here you can sort of see it. It was during this time I found my partner who was one in a million, seeing past the illnesses I suffered and did not judge my harshly. Instead he lifts me up and helped me help myself into healing. I went back to school and became a qualified healthcare professional. It changed everything… born with illnesses that were a cage of imprisonment until I had real love in my life. Still amazed. Someone saw past my suffering and loved me anyway. Rare to find that. In this world… very very rare

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Indigenous born woman -Making Art

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Lady in Red

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Getting off a Toronto subway

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Love love love

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How are you peakaboo?

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When I went locs a 2nd time

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Grown adult, born female… happy with who I am

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Cat glasses

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Doing the silver hair was actually a lot of hard work when I did it myself

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Shabby chic

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In the grey a few years back