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Ghada's Journey from Gaza:

A Plea to Save My Family from the Horrors of War

Hello, my name is Ghada, I am 32 years old,

and I once lived a life full of hope and ambition.

I studied Information Technology and earned my bachelor’s degree, working for a private company for some time. But when the war in Gaza erupted, the company stopped operating and was completely destroyed, leaving me without a job and no place to work 💔.

As the bombing intensified and the violence escalated, we were forced to flee our beautiful home, which was completely destroyed, to the city of Rafah in southern Gaza. We lived in a small tent barely a few meters wide, but even that was not enough. We were forced to flee again to central Gaza, where we now live in a school for displaced people, moving from one place to another without knowing when this tragic journey will end 💔🏚️.

My father, Nabil, who is 62 years old, used to own an aluminum workshop, but it was destroyed during the war. My mother, Fatima, 57 years old, faces daily struggles with the lack of electricity and the closure of bakeries. At their age, my parents suffer greatly from the constant displacement and the challenges of moving from place to place 🚶‍♂️🚶‍♀️.

My younger brother, Khaled, 23 years old, graduated with a bachelor’s degree in accounting and worked at a contracting company before the war took away his job and shattered his dreams. Despite this, Khaled now bears the responsibility of providing for our basic needs like food and water, trying to keep our family afloat under these harsh conditions 🍞💧.

I also have two married brothers, Mohamed and Ahed, who live with us in the same displacement location with their children (Lama, Nabil, and Amir) and (Fatima, Eman, and Noor). The children, having lost their toys and games, have found some joy playing with the pets 🐾, trying to find happiness in the darkest of times.

But the bitter reality is that we are living in an uninhabitable environment. Diseases and insects are widespread, and sewage water floods the area around us. The children, who should be focused on learning and playing, now suffer from malnutrition and disease. Recently, the spread of the polio virus among them has only added to their pain and suffering 🦠😔.

Life here no longer meets basic human dignity. We live without clean water, without a home, without even the basics of survival. Our children have no education, no toys, no new clothes, not even shoes to protect their feet. Skin diseases, malnutrition, and polluted water and food are our daily reality. We are living in inhumane conditions in every sense of the word, and we beg you not to forget us 🙏.

All we hope for now is to find safety, to not die before we can escape or move to a safer place. But even that simple right seems impossible. We need your help to raise the money needed to cross the Rafah border between Gaza and Egypt, where the coordination cost for one person ranges between $5,000 and $7,000.

We are trying to hold on to hope 🌟, trying our best to find safety for ourselves and our children. With your support, we might just achieve that. Every share of this story, every donation, every bit of help can make a huge difference.

Please, help us raise our voices, and help us save our family 🙏💙.

GoFundMe campaign link 💔❤️ >>>

My campaign Vetted by @gazavetters

on their verified list, number 6.

currently at €3,105/€20,000.

only € 395 till €3,500 !!!!

Please help me and my family get there. 🙏🙏

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cw: vent

I feel very guilty for not being able to report a terrible psychologist. I know she can hurt other people, but I'm afraid she'll say things about me, I know this is selfish, but my fear doesn't let me do anything.

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Fun fact: this was misinformation from an "anti misinformation" blog

Also. There's already a diagnosis for programmed systems it's OSDD 2?

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I absolutely follow the most random people ever.

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I created an account to post drawings with nudes and such (@notte-but-secso)

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If you're an American and haven't gotten involved, please do. Your presence means a lot. Even if you're disabled or on a student visa or live with your parents, ask how you can help.

Make food, design newsletters, help run the Instagram, reach out to your local National Lawyers Guild or Palestine Legal for a know your rights training, onboard new people, make signs even if you don't go to big public events, prep spaces before meetings, something.

If you were involved last year, great. You are needed even more now. There are single parents with 3 jobs who are helping out--don't get discouraged and think you're not useful if you're inexperienced or mentally ill or immunocompromised or anything.

Everyone has a place, please take 20 minutes this week to find yours. Sharing things on social media is helpful, but we need to do more than that.

Don't assume others will do the work. Even if your capacity is limited, make time and help however you can. (Yes, you reading this, this applies to you.)

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Save Little Prince Abdullah and His Family

✅️Vetted by @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #232 )✅️

My name is Mahmoud from besieged Gaza, 25 years old.

My life was happy and beautiful before the war. I was achieving my ambitions and dreams step by step. I graduated from university—the College of Dentistry—and was ranked first among my peers, so the college offered me a position. I also started working at a private clinic.

I married my beloved dentist Abeer, and she even became pregnant. We wove dreams for our future child.

But then the war came, our life has turned upside down since the beginning of the Israeli genocide on Gaza (7th Oct. 2023), the dreams turned into nightmares, and everything was shattered.

We only spent two months in our new, happy home; we didn’t have enough time to create memories of love together. The house, the university, and the clinic were destroyed, and now I have no job to support us. We left our home under shelling and destruction, taking only a few clothes to cover ourselves. We had nowhere to go.

My wife endured her pregnancy during the war, without food, water, or medicine. We were deprived of independence and privacy in the beginning of our life together.

After six months of war, On 6th Apr. 2024, our awaited son, Abdullah, was born.

Our little prince "Abdullah" was born without any of essentials of newborn life (milk, diapers, own bed, toys, health care). Abdullah brought joy and happiness to our hearts despite what we are going through, The joy was mixed with great anxiety due to the unavailability of proper medical care.

The pressures and burdens increased, we decided to turn to the GoFundMe platform seeking help from kind-hearted people. The goal of the fundraising campaign is to provide for the needs of little prince Abdullah and secure temporary shelter for my family, in addition to helping build our clinic to enable us to return to work and serve the community once again.

We are reaching out to you for help to save a family that has struggled to survive. Every donation, no matter how small, will make a significant difference in our life. Please stand with us during this difficult time and restore our hope for a better tomorrow.

@90-ghost @heritageposts @gazavetters @neechees @butchniqabi @fluoresensitive @khanger @autisticmudkip @beserkerjewel @beserkerjewel @xinakwans @batekush @appsa @nerdyqueerr @butchsunsetshimmer @biconicfinn @stopmotionguy @willgrahamscock @strangeauthor @bryoria @shesnake @legallybrunettedotcom @lautakwah @sovietunion @evillesbianvillain @antibioware @akajustmerry @ree-duh @neptunerings @explosionshark @vague-humanoid @buttercuparry @sayruq @malcriada @sar-soor @northgazaupdates2 @feluka-blog-blog @dirhwangdaseul @jdon @ibtisams @sawasawako @memingursa @schoolhater98 @toesuckingoctober

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The amount of shit I have to hear from Zionists, "If you don't reconnect as a Jew in Israel, you're not a real Jew" Fuck it then, all of us without the financial means to go to israel are a bunch of fucked fake Jews. (and I don't give a damn about "reconnecting" in a "State" that shouldn't even exist in the first place

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wait why is your blog called that when you don't ever use it to call out antisemitism

People like you are exactly the problem. Zionism IS antisemitism. ALL the antisemitic hate I get, I get from Zionists.

Zionism is actively endangering Jews ALL over the world.

Israel, a colonial state that's less than 75 years old, is trying to hijack my religion that's been around for over 4000 years. Israel is making Jews unsafe all over the world. It's Israel/Zionism that's attempting to paint us all with the same genocidal brush.

So when Zionism stops being the biggest perpetrator of antisemitism, then I'll move onto the next big perpetrator.

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Intersex Transmascfem Manwoman and Intersex Transmascfem Androgyne

( these are also inclusive of anyone who uses similar / alternative terms, so if you prefer Transfemmasc / Femache / Angi / etc. you are also welcome to use these combo flags !! )

The basic template combines this Transmascfem flag with the Intersex flag by Morgan Carpenter. The Manwoman flag stripes from a combination of my Intersex Transmascfem Man / Woman flags. I referenced this Androgyne flag for the second combo flag.

These are part of a larger set I'll be posting in pieces !! you can find them under the "transmascfem" or "intersex" tags on my blog.

Made for anon, but free for anyone to use anywhere as always !! Obviously these are Intersex-exclusive, so if you are perisex please be respectful.

Taglist - @radiomogai, @daybreakthing, @intersexflags

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ED Account/Anti system in plural/system tags

simply-diet

Note: this listing may not be up for long, the user has been reported.

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Intentional Trauma Based Psychological Conditioning (ITBPC)

yes, this is a post of us proposing a term we use personally be a community term.

so, what is this anyways?

psychology conditioning is a common thing to occur as a result of abuse, or other chronic traumas. pavlov introduced the concept of psychological conditioning with his testing on dogs. what most people know it as, is in relation to dog training. in terms of chronic trauma, it is a natural response to what happens to a person. it's why triggers exist, after all. and in terms of chronic trauma survivors, our system would personally call it trauma based psychological conditioning.

what would make it intentional, though?

for us, we define intentionality when a person is put through a series of related psychological conditionings, through traumatic means, for the purpose of making that person fit a particular goal.

one example that most people may be familiar with, is with cults. trauma inflicted onto people, on purpose by the cult, to make them good and willing cult members.

however, ITBPC can and does apply to more situations than that. it's more commonly seen in survivors of organized abuse, abuse done by an organized group. it can cause trauma disorders as any kind of abuse and trauma does.

why did we coin this for ourselves? and why are we making this post?

we have our issues with the term Mind Control. other than the fact that it is commonly thought of in terms of science fiction and hypnosis, we also don't believe it to be the most direct in what it is. mind control does refer to psychological conditioning, so we believe that referring to it as such would be more direct and lead to less confusion.

no one has to use this term if they don't want to, though. this is a term we made for us, and wanted to share in case anyone else felt right for them to use as well. anyone can interact with this post, just be civil.

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I've said it before and I'll say it again: the MOGAI community is so white

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EVERYONE!; Please Stop and Listen!

Eman is 17 years old, and lives in Ghazzah with her mom. She is only in highschool, however she's unable to finish her year because her school was destroyed by the occupation.

She and her mom were displaced; they now live in a tent with very little to support themselves. Her mother suffers from chronic cardiac conditions, leaving her bedridden at the moment and without proper treatment due to the conditions in Ghazzah. Her mother's health is worsening; since Eman's father was martyred in 2014, she's deeply afraid of losing the only parent she has left.

In order for Eman and her mom to evacuate as well as for Eman to be able to finish highschool , they are trying to raise $40,000 USD. So far, they've only raised $3,292. Their last donation was 22 hours ago.

Please help in any way that you can, whether that be by donating or sharing their campaign. Every contribution matters.

VETTED HERE

TAG LIST (DM me for removal)

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@fancysmudges @brokenbackmountain @mothblossoms @aleciosun @fluoresensitive @khizuo @lesbiandardevil @transmutationisms @schoolhater @timogsilangan @appsa @buttercuparry @sayruq @malcriada @palestinegenocide @sar-soor @akajustmerry @feluka @tortiefrancis @flower-tea-fairies @tsaricides @riding-with-the-wild-hunt @visenyasdragon @belleandsaintsebastian @ear-motif @kordeliiius @raelyn-dreams @troythecatfish @theropoda @tamarrud @4ft10tvlandfangirl @queerstudiesnatural @northgazaupdates2 @skatezophrenic @awetistic-things @baby-girl-aaron-dessner @nabulsi @sygold @junglejim4322 @heritageposts @chososhairbuns @palistani @dlxxv-vetted-donations @illuminated-runas @imjustheretotrytohelp

(sorry for the randomness of the tags, I just used what popped up. If anyone has advice on how to make a good taglist please tell me)

@eman-kha

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Why is no one talking to me? No one checks on my family anymore. Are we no longer important, the six of us?! When will I find someone to care about us? Will it be when we are bombed or dead?

The people here helped me, and the Tumblr community is wonderful. I love you all.

But no one wants to check on my family anymore. I have four children who live every day in fear, with bombings and death, in a place without sanitation, filled with epidemics and diseases. Even food is now just canned goods. Is a child supposed to live their life here without any sweets or treats?

Are we dead?! Is that why no one answers or asks about us? Or has the world's conscience died, so they don’t think about us or inquire about us?

I created a post telling our story in black and white because my family and I are starting to lose hope. Perhaps someone will look at the pictures and read the story, realizing that this family is on the brink of becoming a memory.

My children, my wife, and I read your comments and your words, and the messages you send. Why have you stopped? No one is standing with us. You know, even internet and electricity here are hard to come by, and we walk a long way to reach a place just to tell you that we are still alive here in Gaza.

We hoped someone would fight with us, try to raise our voice to the world, send our campaign to friends, or even try to adopt our cause and reach out to people, asking them to write and share our story.

If I’m the only one here in Gaza trying to raise my family's voice and save them, I won’t succeed alone.

I'm writing this because I can't do it alone, and I hope you will support me and stand with me.

Just read this with your hearts. My family and I need your support with your own selves, minds, and consciences, not just donations, above all else.

I will attach a picture of my family here, hoping it will make someone look with their heart, talk to us, and say, “I will try to help you.”

This is the link to my campaign»»»

I hope to find someone who cares about whether my family and I are still alive.

💔🙏

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Please stop reading the ICD and DSM with your ass and start reading with your eyes (or with your ears, if you use a screen reader)

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i have a big favor to ask all of u right now

my nanas cat broke her leg 4 days ago and she needs an urgent amputation. shes been dragging her broken leg around for 4 days straight, and we need money to help her afford the surgery. please, help her so bella doesnt have to suffer.

its only $1,400, so if even half of my followers each donated just $1 we could get it covered ridiculously quickly