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When I think back to my adolescence, there’s a strange feeling that washes over me: a mix of relief and nostalgia. It was a difficult, suffocating time when it seemed like the only way out was to slip through the smoke of cigarettes or hide in the shadows of drugs that promised a brief moment of peace. And then there were the relationships. Toxic relationships that I thought were love back then, but now I see them for what they really were: traps. We clung to anyone because being alone was terrifying, and the idea of facing our demons by ourselves felt unbearable.

I remember how badly I wanted to escape, to run away from a reality that didn’t feel like mine. It was as if everything around me was collapsing, and I was standing there, lost among the wreckage. I didn’t know how to rebuild myself, so I tried not to think, drowning out the noise in confusion.

And yet, now, looking back, there’s a part of me that smiles. Not because it was easy, not because I’d want to relive it, but because somehow it made me who I am today. Those dark days, those moments when I thought I’d lose myself forever, taught me resilience. They showed me boundaries I should never cross, even though I learned the hard way.

There’s a strange nostalgia in all of it, as if even the pain has a place in the past, as if that chaos, that desire for self-destruction, was part of a path I had to walk. It’s not a happy nostalgia, but the kind that makes you appreciate every free breath you take now. Now that I’m an adult, I feel relieved. I’ve left behind the monsters that used to chase me, but I watch them from afar, like old friends I no longer need to see.

I’ve found peace, but I haven’t forgotten the storm.

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Nonostante i selfie potrebbero far pensare al contrario mi piace che dalle immagini che pubblichi e dalla musica emerga un'inquietudine che riguarda lo spirito non il corpo.

Mi solleva sapere che si riescano a percepire questi messaggi volutamente celati. La spiritualità è così importante e cercare di trovare un compromesso tra armonia e caos è sempre un viaggio. Ti ringrazio molto per questo tuo messaggio.

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I hear the birds on the summer breeze, I drive fast I am alone at midnight Been tryin' hard not to get into trouble, but I I've got a war in my mind So, I just ride Just ride, I just ride, I just ride.

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Finché vivi, mostrati al mondo,

non affliggerti per niente:

la vita è breve.

Il tempo esige infine il suo tributo.

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Day dream

Wander through the night

Like it's a big dream

Falsely

Everything collapsed

Now it's a big scene

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but you can lose yourself if you enter my heart, intricate geometries of brambles.

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Don't be shy baby, I will take you to a new galaxy.

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Ho fatto entrare

Poche persone

Nel mio mondo

E mi stupivo

Di come tu

Con tanta naturalezza

Ci fossi entrata,

Senza disturbare,

Accorgendoti del velo di tristezza

Che avevo sempre un po' addosso,

Che da quando sei arrivata tu,

Non c'è stato più.

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Feel it all, don't look back, just let it go.