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Just because pt.2

A/n: if you haven’t read my update, here it is. So this is part 2, yeah hope you enjoy! The next part, things will get heated, but I know some people do not want to read those kinds of things, so I will make two types, one that is family friendly, and the other rated PG 13. But this is it for now! I will work on Work of Art next!

Cha Eun Woo fluff, College AU, friends with benefits

Word count: 3,173

“Eun woo? Where have I heard that name before?” You extend your hand and shook it. “Y/n.” You were smiling through your anger and progressively squeezed his hand harder and harder. Eun woo yanked his hand away and shook it in pain.

“Strong grip.” His eyes moved from his hand to your mischievous smirk, “Thanks, I try!” You said mockingly and scowled at both of them. Eun Woo raised his hands up surrendering and feeling threatened by your actions, “Okay, I get it. You’re mad that we-”

“We? No it was all you bro.” The other guy interrupted. Eun woo slapped him hard on the stomach that he fell on his knees. “Okay- it was my fault too.” He said in a tone of pain. You turned your face away from them and snorted a little. You caught Eun woo’s attention and he gave out a little chuckle as well.

“I guess I should introduce him as well. This is Minhyuk, but we call him Rocky.” He pointed at him on the floor and Minhyuk waved his hand as he was still in great pain. You raised your eyebrow wondering why that was his nickname, “Rocky?”

“Well, it’s because… you know.” the boy pointed down to his crotch. You nodded and cringed when you got the idea, “Ahh, great to know.” You suddenly felt a grab on your wrist and you got yanked away. It was Kayla, “What on earth do you think you’re doing?”

“What do you mean?” you furrowed your eyebrows not knowing what she was going on about, “That’s Cha Eun Woo!” you looked at her confused, “You know, the one I was talking about! With Astro?” The light bulb in your brain immediately turned on, “Ohh I knew I heard that name before.” She grabbed you by the arm and walked away from them, “They are the most popular frat in this whole school. Remember the food chain! You’re going to get eaten by every girl. Everyone has their eye on Eun Woo, no correction, on Astro. You mess with one, you mess with all.” There was silence, “I just don’t want to find you in a deep hole. It’s happened before.” You chuckled, “You’re too dramatic. Anyways, what happened with that senior?” you said to change the topic.

“Oh him? Well, we exchanged numbers. We hit it off pretty fast.” You nudged her in the arm. “Okay! So when are you going to meet again?” She shrugged, “Not sure, maybe tonight.”

“Tonight?! Wow, you sure move fast.” You looked at your phone, it was time for your next lecture. You said your goodbyes and left to go to the room. It was the slowest class you ever had. You didn’t even know why you took this course. You replayed the moments in your head with Eun Woo. You get why so many girls chase after him. He’s tall, he has great cheekbones, the way those eyes twinkle. Wait! Snap out of it! I can’t go for him, I don’t want to end up in a ditch. She could just be exaggerating, but girls can do crazy shit sometimes.

You learned nothing from that lecture besides how to kill time without using your phone. Once you exited the hall, you whipped out your phone and looked at all your notifications. You got a text from Kayla, “Hey, I just wanted to let you know that I have a lecture after yours so I got lunch without you. Don’t hate me too much, see ya later!” You groaned and searched up where to eat. A couple of steps later, you bumped into someone.

“Sorry! I wasn’t look-” You looked up and saw a familiar face.

“Ahh, y/n was it? Remember me?” Eun woo. How could you not? He was just on your mind the whole lecture. You knew you had to get away from him before anyone could see you with him.

“Umm yeah. Okay nice to see you again got to go bye!” you said hurriedly. He grabbed you by the wrist and turned you towards him, “wanna grab lunch together?”

“Uhh, no it’s okay! I don’t have money anyways. Okay bye!” You try to walk away again, but he just pulled you right back.

“Wait!” He looked closer at your face, “You seem nervous.” You turned your face away and he laughed, “It’s okay, I’ll pay.” He dragged you through the halls, ran through the field and across the street to a quaint little cafe. He sat you down and took a seat in the chair across from you. You were still catching your breath.

“Did… we… really… have to… RUN!” You started to fan yourself when you felt beads of sweat forming on your forehead. He let out a soft chuckle and looked at your tomato colored face, “So, what do you want? My treat.”

“For making me run?! Yes you do owe me!” you rolled your eyes. He chuckled making you smile ever so faintly. “Surprise me, as long as you get me something cold to drink.” He looked at the menu and got up, “Okay wait here.”

“It’s not like I have the energy to go anywhere!” You yelled at him. He gave you a thumbs up as he walked up to the counter. A few minutes later, he came back with two blt bagels and one glass of nestea with ice.

“Here you go.” He set down a bagel and the glass in front of you and sat down. His mouth was drooling as he picked up his bagel and took a big bite stuffing his cheeks with food.

“Thanks. Did you not get a drink yourself?” He pointed at the one glass. He shoved his food in his cheeks so he could speak.

“I have one right here.” He continued to chew and take multiple bites from his bagel.

“What? Isn’t this mine?”

“Who said we can’t share? Sharing is caring you know.” He took another bite filling his mouth even more.

“Don’t talk while you chew you pig or else you’ll-” Eun woo started coughing violently, “choke.” He grabbed the glass and chugged down almost a half of the whole drink. You snorted as you saw him struggle, “That’s what you get.” You took a bite out of your bagel as he was still recovering. After a few seconds he stopped coughing and caught his breath.

“So when’s your next lecture?” He asked. You swallowed your food and spoke, “5:00.” He raised up his eyebrow liking the sound of what he heard, “I guess we have some time to get to know each other.” You scoffed and leaned closer to him, “Who said I’ll stay with you until then.” He paused thinking for a moment, “I’ll buy you ice cream.”

“Deal, so…” He laughed at how easy it was to convince you. It was surprisingly fun hanging out with him. You found out a lot about him, and he found out a lot about you. You talked about each others’ childhood, your elementary and high school days, how he never kissed a girl before.

“What? You’ve never kissed a girl before?” He shook his head chuckled, “Nope. Surprising huh? I never told anyone that besides Astro.” You leaned back in your chair and crossed you arms, “Interesting. One of the most popular guys in school never kissed a girl before.”

“Unless you count a kiss in grade 2 from this random girl in my class.” he shrugged. You shook your head, “No, doesn’t count.” You opened your phone to check the time. It was 4:50, “Well, this was fun, but I better get going.” You get up and tuck in your chair.

“Wait, let me get your number, so we hang out again.” You thought for a moment. You don’t even know this guy, and according to Kayla, he’s bad news. But he seems harmless to you, might as well do it, “Umm, sure.” You two exchange numbers. You saw him with a big smile on his face as you typed your number in his phone.

“I’ll see you later!” he exclaimed. You waved good bye and walk to your lecture. You couldn’t help but smile the whole time.

Your class went by in an instant and got back to the dorms. You opened the door and it was empty, no sign of Kayla anywhere. However, you saw a yellow sticky note on your bed and picked it up.

Hey, I’m not going to be coming back tonight. I’ll be with the hot senior guy. Don’t worry! I won’t do anything foolish, and I hope you didn’t either with Eun Woo. Don’t think I didn’t see you. We’ll talk about it later.

Kayla X

You rolled your eyes and threw the paper in the garbage. You rolled your suitcase to your bed and set it. You unpacked everything and it took you a good 2 hours. You then heard your phone vibrate.

It was Eun Woo. You jumped on your bed and opened your phone.

You: Nothing, just unpacking. I’m done though

Eun Woo: Oh really? Do you mind if I call you?

You: Why do you wanna call me?

Eun Woo: I just feel like it

You: Why don’t you just hang with your frat boy friends?

Eun Woo: They’re out

You: Why aren’t you with them?

Eun Woo: They didn’t wake me up and went without me

You: aww boohoo ;P

Eun Woo: I’m actually going to call you

You: Go ahead

Eun Woo: Really??

You got a phone call from him, but you let it ring and didn’t answer.

Eun Woo: Wow, what a tease -_-

You: I said you can call, I never said I was going to answer ;D

Eun Woo: Fine! I don’t want to talk to you anymore, good night.

You: Now it is :p

You set down your phone on your stomach and counted to three. When you go to three, your phone vibrated again. You let out a soft giggle and looked at your screen.

You: Fine, since I’m such a nice person, I’ll let you.

You instantly got a call from him and you picked it up.

“So what do you want?”

“Wow, no hello? No how are you doing?”

“Oh I’m sorry, hi. Now what do you want?”

“Can I not call you?”

“Considering we just met, yeah it’s kind of weird.”

“Are we not friends? I mean, you know almost everything about me and I know everything about you.”

“Okay you have a point.”

“Exactly.”

“But seriously, we could’ve just texted, I have minutes.”

“It takes so much effort to text!”

“Please, I actually have minutes!”

“Fine.” He hung up and texted you. You two texted the whole night. There were times where you said to stop at a certain time, but you just exceeded it and kept going. You knew you messed up when your alarm went off. “No, it can’t be 7 already!” It was indeed.

You: WE TEXTED ALL NIGHT!

Eun Woo: What? It’s already morning?? No way

You: Check your clock idiot, I have to get ready! I have my lecture in 10 minutes!!

Eun Woo: Why did you set your alarm that late then?

You: SHUT UP! GOTTA GO

You flung yourself up and rushed to your closet. You took out a giant sweater and your sweats. You grabbed your bag and ran out the door. You went as fast as you can to the hall. Luckily, you made it. Once you sat down and the professor started to talk, you suddenly felt how tired you were. Your eyes were heavy and your head fell on your desk at some point making some of the people around you concerned.

You walked out of that lecture hall all slouched trying not to pass out. You had your hood on and looked down on the floor while you walked through the campus. You then felt a hand on your shoulder. It took so much energy just to turn your body to the person. It took some time to process who it was and what it wanted. Your first focus was the cup of coffee. You snatched it out of the person’s hand and chugged it. A millisecond later you coughed feeling the heat on your tongue and down your throat.

“Not even a thank you?” It was a familiar voice. You looked up, it was Eun Woo. Of course he was here. You stopped feeling the pain and responded, “Thanks.” you said in a monotone.Eun Woo scanned you from head to toe, “You look like a mess.”

“Again, THANKS!” You were grumpy and didn’t want anything to do with him right now.

“I have a lecture in a few minutes. Catch up with you later.” He smiled and patted your head. You groaned and took another sip of your coffee. You kept walking until you jutted forward almost falling. The person took your hood off and turned to face him/her, “What do you think you’re doing (y/n)? Trying to hide?” it was your roommate.

“Oh hi Kayla.” you sounded dead, maybe because you were, dead tired.

“You look like shit, BUT WE HAVE MANY MATTERS TO DISCUSS!” She grabbed you by your bag and walked fast down the hall. Your legs couldn’t keep up that you fell and she was dragging you down the hall. You just enjoyed the ride and sipped on your coffee while everyone just looked at you. You got outside and she dragged you on the cement to the grass and finally stopped. She was panting while you just sat there finishing your cup of joe.

“Did you finally find the treasure?” You snorted.

“Ah, I see you got some energy, but no joking around right now! We are alone and I can talk to you, AND SMACK SOME SENSE INTO YOU!” You turn to face her still sitting on the floor.

“What did I do?” you threw your hands up in the air and she just glared at you, “YOU KNOW WHAT YOU’RE DOING!”

“Is this about Eun Woo?”

“No… it’s about Santa, OF COURSE IT’S ABOUT EUN WOO!” she sat down next to you. You patted her thigh trying to calm her down, “Maybe you want to lower your voice, there are eun woo fangirls everywhere.” You could see her get red and try not to strangle you at that moment. She took a deep breath in and out.

“Okay, I’m calm. I wouldn’t be bringing this up over and over again if it wasn’t serious. Girls got injured, there are so many crazy fans. It’s not like they’re real life celebrities, but they are the celebrities of our school. We need to keep the food chain. If the ones at the bottom try to climb up, they will be knocked down by the people in the middle.”

“First of all, Eun Woo and I are just friends! That’s all we are! And second, I don’t give a shit about the crazy girls. If they hurt me, then they will. Just trust me, I will stay safe. I know you’re just looking out for me, and I appreciate that, but I’m an adult now. I can take care of myself okay?” You put your hands on her shoulder and looked her in the eyes.

“Okay, I trust you. But remember, I will be here if something happens and to say I told you so.” She laughed and gave you a hug. Both of you fell on the grass and looked at the clouds.

“How was yesterday with the guy?”

“Let’s just say, we’re seeing each other again tonight.”

“Oh? You do move fast.” both of you chuckle and she nudged your side.

“Nothing happened… yet.” both of you break into laughter as you playfully hit her in the stomach.

An hour past when you got another text.

“Who’s that?” she looked at you. You rolled you eyes, “Eun Woo.” you said annoyed.

“What does he want?”

“To meet up in the library.” you sit yourself up and put your phone in your pocket. Kayla sits up as well and smiles, “Go have fun. I have a class anyways right now.” You look at her in awe, “You’re actually not going to hold me back?”

“You’re an adult, and I trust your decisions.” Both of you sat up and hugged each other goodbye.

“Call me or text me the details later.” she yells at you as you walk away.

“I will, have fun with you man tonight.” Both of you part ways. You text him back and meet up with him there. He said to go to the history section and go all the way in the back. You were suspicious about the spot, but when you saw him, he was just on his phone with his bag. He looked up and gestured you to come. You walk down the row and sat next to him.

“Tell me why you chose this spot?” you whispered.

“So no one sees us.” he grinned and winked at you. You pretended to gag and sat down next to him, “Why don’t you want anyone to see us?”

“You want a bunch of girls to bother us?”

“Good point.” You took off your bag and took out your notebook and pencil. But you wondered, “why specifically the history section?”

“You really think anyone would search for history books?”

“Okay true. Let’s work!”

You take out your books while Eun Woo just stayed on his phone, “Are you not going to work?” He looked at you confused, “Umm, no.”

“Then why’d you even bring me to the library?”

“Because it’s a quiet place for me to sleep.” You shook your head.

“And I know you need to get your work done. You probably got no notes down for your lecture.” He rummaged through his back and took out a few sheets of paper with writing on it. You looked at every side of each paper, “What’s this?”

“The notes from that class. Go ahead and copy it.” he gestured to the paper. You turned to face him almost beaming with joy, “How’d you get it?”

“I’m one of the most popular guys in this school, everyone knows me and they give me anything I ask. Especially the girls.” you rolled your eyes and put the papers next to you, “You disgust me.”

“My disgusting self got you these notes. Do you want them or not?” he reached for the pile, but you stopped him, “No, I’ll take them. Thank you.” You took out some lined paper and immediately started to copy it. Even if you were focused on your work, you can still see Eun Woo in your peripheral vision. He was looking at you. You turned your head to him and he moved his attention back to his phone. You ignored it and continued to write. You felt his presence again staring at you.

“You have anymore lectures?”

“No why?”

“Wanna go to the frat house?”

#eunwoo #cha eunwoo #cha eun woo fluff #cha eunwoo fanfic #cha eun woo smut #cha eun woo #astro #astro fluff #astro smut #astro fanfic

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nastytrashblog · 8 years ago

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Where are my fanfics???

So, I’ve been quite busy lately and very lazy if I’m being honest. I thought of so many new fics, but I haven’t even finish my ongoing ones. I am working on my Just because one with Cha Eun Woo, Work of art with Ten, my upcoming Jinyoung fanfic, and I made a plot line for my new Namjoon fic called once more, my vmin fic called I’m yours and a new Hoseok fic called Deception. I was supposed to make a wings fic for Hoseok, but I didn’t like the plot so I just made a whole new story. One fic that I have in mind is my Jungkook tsundere called “Deep within”, I do not have the plot yet. I will work on it tonight and possibly finish part 2 for my ongoing fics by the end of this month!

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nastytrashblog · 8 years ago

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Just because

A/n: I was supposed to release the Jinyoung one first, but I already started this one anyways. My first Astro fanfic woo! I was supposed to get this out last week, but I was sick and bed ridden for 3 days. I needed to catch up with work as well. I guess there won’t be any schedule for my fanfics and you’ll just have to put notifs on. I think the first parts of each fanfic will be pretty short, but I promise it will get juicer in the middle. I hope you enjoy! :D BTW this was requested by one of my friends, love you !

Fluff, Cha eun woo x reader, University AU, eventual smut (in a few chapters), friends with benefits.

1740 words

You ducked your head out of the taxi and looked at the giant building that was in front of you. The bright sun shined on your face and the cool breeze blew through your hair. “A new day, a new beginning.” You thought.

“Hey lady!” You heard a man with a heavy accent behind you. You turned around to see your taxi driver holding your bags, “Are you going to take your bags? Or will I have to steal them?”

“No, I’ll take them. Thank you!” You quickly walked to him and took your bags. He snarled at you and drove off leaving a cloud of gas for you to breath in. You turned around and followed the signs to get your dorm room. The whole school was a maze to you, even after the orientation. There were so many twists and turns inside and outside. Although you got to explore the campus a bit more. You noted where the jocks hung out, the nerds had their meetings and where the hipsters chilled just to name a few. Eventually, you found your way to the table to get your key. A blonde caucasian girl who was wearing a typical grunge outfit sat in front of you. She was so smiley that preppiness just oozed out of her, “Hi! Welcome to Carvard, what’s your name?”

“It’s (y/n) (l/n).” She looked up and down her list tracing her finger after each name, “Oh, here you are!” She turned around and took a key out of a box, “Here’s your key.” You took it from her hand and shoved it in your pocket, “Thanks.” you said and forced yourself to smile.

“It seems that you are rooming with a senior. Oh I know her, she’ll be a lot of fun! Well, I hope you have a blast with your 4 years here! Bye bye now!” You walked away rolling your bag with you. She was way too preppy for your liking to the point it was annoying.

You reached the girls dorm rooms and walked down the hall. “Room 248… ah here it is.” You opened your door and saw a girl laid down on the left bed on her phone. Her attention immediately went to you. She jumped up and dropped her phone on the bed and rushed to you.

“You must be (y/n)! I cannot wait to share a room with you! I’m Kayla.” She pulled you into a hug squeezing the life out of you. “Oh great, another one of these.” She let go of you and got the hint that you were faking a smile, “Okay, you’re one of those people. I get it, you don’t like the preppy types, I can be chill.” You nodded in silence and awkwardness filled the room.

“Here, why don’t you unpack and everything and then check out all the clubs and sports? Sounds like a good chance to bond right?” You could tell she was trying her best to be friends with you. “Maybe I should try to get to know her. I mean, she will be my roommate for most of my University years.” You rolled your bag to your bed and walked to her, “I’ll just leave my bag here. Let’s go.” She walked in front of you and lead the way, but you could tell she was trying to act chill.

Both of you walked side by side and took your sweet time walking to where all the clubs were. You two got to know each other and you learned a lot about her. She is the type to adjust to the people around her to make them feel comfortable. She is also a huge flirt and could get with any guy she wanted. It made sense, she had the body, the looks, and she has a way of talking to have anyone like her. This is why she’s well known on campus as the “all rounder.” She is every personality mashed into one person, which just made her even more lovable. She is a nerd at heart, yet sporty and active.

“Since I have been here for a year, I know how this school functions.”

“Well, of course you do. I mean, it’s not that hard to know how a University works.” She shook her head and let out a little giggle, “Not like that silly! I meant, the social anarchy, the “food chain” if you will. There are frat houses and sororities here as you may know. Most of them are at the top, just not the nerdy ones. I feel bad, they’re good people. Anyways, you have them. Then there’s us, the regulars. The jocks and cheerleaders who are not in frats or sororities, which is not likely but they do exist, are at the top. Then the art, hipster people, the geeks, the one’s that are always high, the nerds…” you stopped her confused.

“Aren’t nerds and geeks the same thing?” she scoffed and patted your shoulder.

“No! Geeks are the ones who are into video games and comics. The nerds are the brainiacs and always base everything off of science or math. Now, I may I continue?” You let out a faint smile and nodded. She was about to continue talking when someone caught her eye. She freaked out and started to hit your arm.

“Ow! What is it?” She was speechless and pointed to someone. It was a tall figure with wavy hair and in all black. You looked around and almost every girl was swooning over him. You have to admit, he was good looking, but not your type. You had a mischievous look on your face. You found her weakness and teased her, “Aww, does Kayla have a crush on the cute boy.” She immediately covered your mouth with her hand, “Shut up!” You laughed and pushed her hand away.

“He’s a senior okay? I’ve had my eye on him for the past year.”

“Makes sense, ‘cause you know, you went after many guys in that year.” She stuck her palm out jestering you to stop.

“Okay, that is a different story that I will explain later.” You rolled your eyes and chuckled. “What should I do? I’ve never been nervous before, especially when it comes to guys.” You put your hands on her shoulders and gently pushed her towards him, “Just go up to him.”

She squirmed in your grip and hid behind you, “What if he doesn’t like me? What if he doesn’t find me attractive? He’s one of the people who are at the top of the food chain. I can’t embarrass myself! I’ll be a laughing stock and that will go on until I die and never find anyone to marry and I’ll die alone and-” You stopped her rambling by flicking her on the forehead.

“Calm yourself! Just be yourself and talk to him. Don’t over think and just GO!” She took a deep breath and took two steps before she turned around to you, “Do I look like a mess?”

“Just go!” She nodded and walked to him. Surprisingly, he started the conversation. You felt like a proud mom at that moment and walked to where the clubs were. You walked around for a good 30 minutes until you got bored. None of them caught your attention and you walked to the quad. It wasn’t full, but it wasn’t empty either. Some were having lunch, others were playing chess, it was diverse. You could tell who were at the top of the “food chain” and who were just the regulars. You found an empty spot on the grass and laid down. The sky was clear and beautiful. You let out a sigh and closed your eyes. It was only noon time and you felt tired. You didn’t care at this point whether or not you fell asleep. You felt yourself drifting off to dreamland where everything is perfect. Even though you were an adult, you were still a child at heart.

You were walking on the beach, waves crashing on your legs. You felt at peace. No one was around you, no cars to be heard, just nature and the sun’s rays hitting your face. You missed summer vacation, being with your high school friends on a private island that your rich friend owned. You wanted to go back at the time where you knew the people around you, but you also wanted a new start. Just then, in the distance, you heard someone yell “watch out.” *Thud*

You woke up from your nap and felt pain on your stomach. You looked to your left and it was a football. You sat up in anger and picked up the ball. You wanted to pierce a pen inside it and hit whoever threw it, but you contained yourself. You heard footsteps getting closer to you until figure towered over you and covered the sun. You looked up to a man with pale skin, brown eyes, pink lips and a tall nose. He looked concerned for your well being.

“Are you okay?” The man said. You were still mad, and stood up. He was still towering over you. You looked up and shoved the football into his chest.

“I’m fine, thanks for asking.” you responded sarcastically. Another person came running beside him. He had light brown hair and was a bit shorter than the other one.

“Sorry, he’s not a great catch.” He pointed at him with his thumb. The other boy turned to him angry, “Wha-? Are you trying to blame me?”

“If you caught it, it wouldn’t have hit her.”

“But you threw it too high!” They bickered back and forth forgetting your presence.

“I’ll leave the married couple to fight.” you turned to leave when one of them grabbed your wrist to stop you, “No, don’t leave.” You turned around with an irritated look on your face. The tall one took his hand off and took a step back. “I’m sorry for having the ball hit you.” The other nodded frivolously with a big smile one his face, “Yep, all his fault.” The tall one hit him in the chest and looked at him, “It’s both our fault.”

They seemed genuinely sorry, well at least the tall one, “I accept your apology.” The tall one felt a huge wave of relief and stuck his hand out to you, “I’m Eun Woo by the way.”

#astro #astro fanfic #cha eunwoo #cha eun woo #cha eun woo fanfic #cha eunwoo fanfic #astro fluff #astro smut #cha eun woo fluff #cha eun woo smut

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nastytrashblog · 8 years ago

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Work of Art

A/N: This is my first Ten fanfic, I hope you guys like it. It is inspired by this one fanfic. I am not going to take full credit of this plot so… yeah. One of my friend’s requested it and gave me this one as inspiration. I hope you like it… let’s call you qwer. I LOVE YOU QWER!

Fluff, Art school AU

1,774 words (I made this short sorry)

You never thought that you would be this excited for a first day of school since 3rd grade. Those years where you couldn’t sleep the night before, but your parents forced you to. This is how you felt today. Today was your first day in this prestigious art school. This school was the best of the best and you could not believe that you made it. You were a bit late on getting accepted, but you still got in. You looked out your car window, the fall leaves drifting in the wind. You stepped out of your car and took a deep breath. You felt the wind graze upon legs, your hands in your trench coat and your scarf flying in the way of the breeze. You took a good look at the school, at how big it is. This is where you’re going to be for the next four years of your life.

“(Y/n), instead of just standing there, you wanna help me get YOUR bags?” You turned around to see your mother struggling to get your luggage out. You chuckled and lifted your bag out of the trunk. Since this school was far away, you had to live with your Aunt.

“You could just drive it to Aunt (G/n)’s house.” You said while pulling the handle up from your suitcase. Your dad came up beside your mother and put his arm around her, “Well, it is your bag. Reminisce all you want, but we’re not going to be taking care of you anymore. You should be able to do this yourself.” You’ve never been away from your parents. The longest that you’ve been were at sleepovers, but that only happened once or twice. Now you’re going to be away from them for four years. Well, maybe a few months, just until Christmas.

“Yes, I know. I was just- caught up in the moment.” You smiled and saw your mom shed a tear. She wiped it away from her cheek and held you hand, “I cannot believe my baby will be leaving us.” She squeezed your hand and pulled you in a loving embrace.

“Don’t worry mom, I’m not leaving you forever.” She let you go and your dad handed you your backpack from inside the car. You saw him get a little sentimental and you nudged him in the arm, “Aww, you’re not going to cry as well are you dad?” He rolled his eyes and lightly slapped yours. You then took out your phone to check the time, it was more than half way through the period.

“I guess I should go now. I’m going to miss you.” You took a slight pause before hugging them. As always, your protective dad lectured you before you left, “Remember, focus on your studies. I know you’re responsible enough, but I don’t want you falling for any boy and getting distracted because of him. Trust me when I say, there are some real creepers out there.” You laughed, you knew you weren’t that type of person to just fall for anyone. You came to this school to make your dream a reality, no boy can ruin that chance for you, “Don’t worry about that dad, I always focus on my studies.” You hugged them one last time and said your final goodbyes. Your parents waved at you until you were no longer in their sight.

You walked inside the school and to the office. You rolled your bag in, “Why didn’t my parents take this?” You thought. “I have to lug this around now. May I can call Aunt (g/n).” You approached the front desk and saw a middle aged lady wearing a floral shirt.

“Hi, how may I help you?” the lady in the front desk asked.

“Yes, I’m a new student here. I’m (Y/f/n) (Y/l/n).” She typed in your name on her computer. She stopped scrolling and doubled clicked her mouse.

“Ahh yes, welcome Ms. (y/l/n). I will just print your timetable here.” She turned her chair around and took a sheet of paper from the printer, “Here you go. I will just call your first teacher to bring you there. And if you don’t mind, if you can, call someone to bring your luggage home. It’s going to be very hard to bring that around on your first day.” She gave you a smile and announced for Mr. Park to come to the office. You looked at your timetable, “English, really?” You never really enjoyed the subject. It was always a pain and took up a lot of your time to do. Essay writing, reading novels and Shakespeare, it just didn’t interest you. You took your phone and dialed your Aunt to come pick up your luggage. Luckily, she was home. It was only a 2 minute drive and she was there in no time. She got it and left. Your teacher however, took his time to come down. He was an old fella, but he had a personality of a 5 year old. He was playful and childish, you could tell just by looking at him. The way he brightens up the mood in a room just by walking in.

Mr. Park slowly walked towards you, “You must be (Y/n), very nice to meet you.” He extended his hand and you shook it, “Well, let us go then!” he gestured and lead the way. You strolled with him down the halls and he was as slow as a turtle. “No wonder he took so long.” “So, (Y/n), you are in my AP mixed class. You must be very smart.”

“Yeah, well I just put everything into my work, especially art.” He looked very pleased with your answer, “I can tell. I can also tell that you do not like English.”

“That obvious?” You scoffed. “Yep!” He chuckled. He stopped in front of a door that said “English” on top of it. “Here we are. Your class is quite the bunch, I’m sure they’ll warm up to you and you’ll warm up to them.” He flashed you a bright gummy smile. You took a deep breath and he opened the door. All eyes were on you. You hated this feeling, being the centre of attention, but that’s what you get for being the new kid.

“Everyone, this is (Y/n), she is a new student. Please welcome her with open arms.” They just stared, no one said a word. You felt intimidated and looked at no one in the class. “Yep, warming right up to me.” Your teacher cleared his throat and glanced at the clock. He saw that there were only 5 minutes left in the period, “I guess I can dismiss you guys early. You are free to go.” Everyone got up and rushed out through the door. However, Mr. Park stopped someone by the collar. His back was turned towards you two. He wasn’t that tall, but he wasn’t short at all.

“ And where do you think you’re going? Mr. Class president? It is your duty to show the new kids around.” He dropped his head and turned around. He faced Mr. Park with lifeless eyes. You took a good look at him. Being the artist that you were, you were good at paying attention to detail. “Brown eyes, black hair, hmm, some piercing but nothing too extreme. Tall bridged nose and...” At that moment, you felt your jaw drop slightly. You promised yourself you wouldn’t fall for anyone and to stay away from boys, but... him?

“You know it is your job Ten, now go show her around.” Sighed and looked at you. He immediately flashed a smile and extended his arm out. You were flustered and didn’t want to link arms with him. You opened your mouth to decline, but it was too late. He grabbed yours first and held it real tight. “You can be friendly with me, let’s go.” He pulled you outside and walked you around. The halls were still empty and the chatter inside the other classrooms were the almost all you could hear. It was silent between you two, both of you didn’t know what to say. Your attention immediately moved to your linked arms.

“Are you always this friendly with the new students?” He chuckled and let go of your arm, “You could’ve moved away if you didn’t like it.” You felt a wave of relief, but at the same time, disappointment. Both of you strolled down the halls with your hands on the straps of your bag and his hands in his pockets. It was awkward, none of you said anything. He looked at you and broke the silence, “So what are you going to major in?”

“Art, specifically drawing and animation. What about you?”

“Dance.” It was silent once more. The bell rang in a matter of seconds and all the students came flooding out. It was like those scenes in the movies, except you didn’t think it would happen in real life. It wasn’t crowded to the point where you couldn’t move, but it was crowded enough to make you fall on Ten. He caught you in his arms. You looked at him, he looked at you. It was a cliché moment that every movie had, but this was reality. You pushed yourself off of him as he laughed at how clumsy you were. The halls cleared up just a bit to give you two breathing space. You observed how the student body treated him. Every guy that passed by shook hands with him and every girl flashed a wink at him. Was he that popular?

“So are you going to actually show me around, or just ignore my existence.” He chuckled and stopped in front of you. He place his hand on the crown of your head and patted it, “Aww, are you already getting jealous.” he said in a baby voice.

He was merely inches away from your face. You felt the heat rushed to your cheeks, “Wa-? No!” You stuttered. He chuckled and moved away, “I’m just teasing. You’re cute when you’re flustered.” Just then, the bell rang. “Uhhh, so what’s your next class?” He said in a rush. You unzipped your bag and took out your timetable, nearly ripping it, “Umm, Science.” You swung your bag on your shoulder and kept the sheet of paper in your hand.

“Okay, science is just down that hall to the left.” He gestured with his hand. You immediately walked fast down the hall. You turned around facing his way, “Thanks, Ten.” you yell out.

“No problem.” He winked at you and ran down the opposite way.

#ten fanfic #nct ten #fanfic #ten

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nastytrashblog · 8 years ago

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Lie (Jimin Wings Fanfic)

A/N HOOOOOLYYYYYYYYYYY THIS TOOK ME A LONG TIME! I did this instead of work LOL, I’m so screwed. This is reeaaaaaaaaaaally long. 12,755 words, should’ve made this into parts, oh well. Side note; most of the lines indicate a change in POV. I hope you guys like it!

Fluff, Badboy/drugs AU

WARNINGS: Mentions of drug abuse, alcohol, and smut.

"Hey babe, you got it?" Jimin had been having withdrawals the past few days. He couldn't take it anymore. However, his girlfriend has her ways. They met up in an alleyway where no one could see or track them.

"Yes, anything for you love." Jimin was about to intake the drug, but she stopped him.

“Come on baby, you have to repay me. I went through so much to get that for you.” She made a pouty face and placed her hand on his chest.

“Of course baby, I’ll repay you right after this.” He tried to smoke it again be she took it away.

“Repay me now, or else I’ll throw this away.” She teased him. Jimin knew what she wanted and pushed her to the brickwall. He kissed her on the lips and made his way down her neck. He slid his hands in her pants and finished what he had to do. Once he did it, he took it back and started to smoke it. He inhaled a few times and gave it to her.

“Here, I have to get back to work.” She took it and started to smoke it herself.

“Okay, but don’t take what you did a full payment. You still have to give me more later.” She bit her lip and winked at him.

“Yes, of course.” He kissed her on the cheek and put on his hood, then walked away.

Jimin and his girlfriend had been dating for 4 years, he was crazy about her, she was crazy about him, or at least what he “had.” They were high school sweethearts, but she became a bad influence. He loved her so much, he did everything she asked him to do. He was an A student, he had a perfect GPA, but when she came in the picture, that disappeared. The only thing that kept him going was dancing. He was lucky when he was accepted into big hit. None of his fans knew what he does, or what he goes through, but he doesn’t plan for that to change anytime soon.

Jimin ran into the dorms to change from his drug smelling clothes. Everyone was still there, waiting for him.

“Oh, you’re back!” Taehyung said excitedly. He jumped up from the couch and put his arm around him. He took a big whiff and knew exactly where he’s been. “Aish, go take a shower pot head.” Tae pushed him towards the bathroom. He sniffed his arm and immediately made a disgusted face. “Thanks a lot Jimin!” He said sarcastically.

“It’s not pot.” Jimin had a mischievous look on his face and hugged Tae. He squirmed in his arms and broke free. He ran into the bathroom in the speed of light. The sound of him turning on the shower made everyone in the room break out into laughter. Jimin walked towards the couch. When he was about to sit, Hoseok stopped him with his foot.

“Ya, clean yourself first before you touch any of the furniture.” he said in a serious tone. He pushed him away with his foot making him jut forward.

“Okay I get it!” He chuckled. They all went back on their phones like a bunch of robots. “Aren’t we supposed to be at practice right now?”

“Yeah, but we waited so you won’t get in trouble. Now hurry up before they come here.” Namjoon explained. They all cared for him, even if they will get punished for it. Jimin nodded and walked towards his room to get clothes. He then knocked on the door and Tae came out of the shower with his clothes and hair soaking wet.

“You could’ve taken off your clothes, and THEN showered.” Yoongi said disappointed. Tae didn’t care what he said and sloshed into his room leaving a trail of water. Jimin walked into the washroom before they started arguing.

“This rat, who’s going to clean this up now!” Jin exclaimed. All of the hyungs looked at each other, then at the youngest whose eyes were fixed onto his phone. His head popped up and let out a tired sigh.

“Why is it always me?!” He said angrily. He pushed himself up and went into the kitchen. He took some paper towels and cleaned up the water.

Many thoughts went through Jimin’s head. He just stood in the shower letting the water drip from his body down to the floor. He leaned against the wall closing his eyes “Come on baby, do this for me!”, feeling the water hit his face.“I thought you loved me.” He felt calm, “If you did, you would do this for me.” at peace,“Are you scared?” he hasn’t felt that in a while. “I can’t believe you actually killed him.” Jimin’s eyes immediately opened at the memory. He took a deep breath and reassured that everything was going to be okay.

Jimin finished and came out drying his hair. They were all on their phones once more. When they heard the door creak open, their heads popped up.

“Okay, let’s go. I don’t want to get into more trouble.” Jimin said putting on his shoes without a care.

“Lucky for us, the practice was cancelled.” Yoongi said while his eyes still glued on his phone, lying down on Jungkook’s lap. Jimin took his shoes off and jumped onto the couch letting out a sigh of relief. He closed his eyes almost drifting off to sleep. The boys exchanged looks saying for one of them to ask what happened, but Jimin got the hint.

“Nothing happened. Just the usual. Got my stuff, her begging, then me leaving.” Jimin sat up and crossed his legs.

“I don’t want to be rude, but why are you with her again?” Jungkook asked. It was too complicated, Jimin couldn’t even explain it.

“I don’t even know anymore. I want to break up with her, but at the same time, I don’t know how. She- she has her ways in keeping me beside her. I can’t explain it. It’s like I’m under a spell or something.” This has been happening for too long. He doesn’t know if he loves her, yet he doesn’t know why he’s with her.

“Maybe she’s the devil tempting you. I wouldn’t be surprised if that was the case. She’s a lunatic who only cares about drugs, money and sex.” Jin was frustrated on what she does to Jimin. None of them wanted Jimin to have to deal with this anymore. “Please, break up with her. We’ll go with you if you want, but you need to.” They all agreed. Then, the sound of Jimin’s phone ringing echoed in the room. He took his phone out and the others crowded around him.

“It’s (g/n). I have to take this, I’ll be back.” Jimin got up, but they pushed him back down again.

“No, you’re picking up, on speaker, with us beside you. We promise we won’t say anything.” Namjoon said, gesturing for him to pick up. Jimin let out a sigh and did what he said.

“Hey baby.” (g/n) in a lustful tone.

“Hey babe, what’s up?”

“What’s up? What’s up is that I need my full payment still. The one that you did earlier was not enough. You know what I want, you know how to do it. Come over so I can have it.” She giggled. Everyone had a disgusted look on their face, but Jimin had no choice. She gets what she wants, he gets what he needs. “Okay, I’ll be there soon.”

“I’ll be ready.” Jimin hung up and shoved his phone back into his pocket and let out an aggravated grunt. He got up and turned to the other members.

“I gotta go. Don’t worry about me, you already know the deal.” He let out a faint smile. He put on his jacket and shoes, and walked out the door. Everyone was worried, they had no power over his situation. They couldn’t do much, they could only give some advice, but he wouldn’t listen.

(G/n) didn’t live in the friendliest neighborhood. It was always dark and gloomy whenever you would walk through, but it fit her personality. Filled with sexually active people, drug users, alcoholics, smokers, no wonder she had this attitude. No matter how many times Jimin walked through here, he still didn’t get used to it. Luckily, no one recognized him, no one could try to mug him.

He reached her front door and knocked. The door flung open and she pulled him in. Jimin took a good look at what she was wearing. His mood went from hating her, to wanting her. She bought new lingerie. It was a Victor Classified’s Dream Angels Lace Bustier in red and black. Jimin didn’t know what was happening. He hated the thought of her manipulating him, and now he loves that she’s in front of him.

“Damn baby, you’re looking hot.” He said pulling her closer. He licked his lips while looking at hers. She gave a sly smile and put her arms around his neck. She played with his hair and tip toed to kiss him. He kissed her back taking control. His hands moved down and squeezed her ass making her moan. She jumped up, wrapping her legs around his waist. Jimin made his way to the bedroom, bumping into almost every wall. He reached the bed and placed her down. He kissed down her neck and to her chest. He looked up at her and she nodded.

“I stole this anyways.” He chuckled and ripped her lingerie open. She laid on the bed with her clothes ripped in the middle. He looked up and down, eyeing everything that is his.

“I’ll never get used to this sight.” He leaned down and kissed her again.

She collapsed on the bed pulling the blanket over her to cover her nudity. Jimin pants beside her and stares at the ceiling. He looked beside him at the time and it read 8:00 pm.

“I should go, I have work to do.” Jimin got up and picked up his clothes. He put on his black underwear, and then his jeans, white shirt and hoodie.

“What if I want more of you later? Stay so I can have you.” She said sitting up. Jimin sneered and kissed her goodbye.

“I think you can last.” Jimin walked out and closed the door behind him. He walked fast to get out of the neighborhood as soon as possible. He didn’t feel safe and didn’t want to take his sweet time walking. He made it out and felt slightly relieved. Though, the area was still a bit sketchy. A snowflake landed on his nose and looked up at the sky. “If only I can fly out of here.”

“Jimin, so nice to see you again.” He heard a familiar voice. It wasn’t a nice one, it was deep and scratchy. He slowly turned his head to look at the buff man with 4 other men beside him. He felt his heart drop, his eyes widened, he knew he had to run.

“Get him!” The man ordered. Jimin ran as fast as he could. He was more agile and went faster than his men. He turned around and saw them far behind him. He smiled, but he then bumped into someone. He faced a man and he picked him up by the neck.

“Is this him boss?” He said as he turned his head into the alleyway. Jimin saw a figure walking into the light.

“Ahh Jimin. Yes it is. It seems that you’re getting yourself into quite a bit of trouble.” Jimin looked down at him and trying to gasp for air. “You can put him down, I doubt he’s going to run.” Jimin fell and started coughing. “Well, you’re wondering why I’m here. Have you heard of the rumors that, if you see me, you’re in big trouble?” He squatted down to look at Jimin in the eyes. “Those aren’t rumors my son.” He laughed maniacally and got up. “You see, you are overdue. I need the money, and from what I remember, that’s about $2,000,000. But, I’m a nice man, I’ll make a deal with you. I can lower it all the way to $500,000 if, I get to play with you a bit more. Maybe even take your girl out on a few “dates” if you know what I mean.” Jimin finally caught his breath.

“This debt, it wasn’t me, it was my girlfriend.” The man waved his finger while clicked his tongue on the roof of his mouth.

“You don’t get it. It’s under your name. Even if she did the damage, it’s still on your hands. So, you want to take the offer or not?”Jimin had no choice, he can’t afford to pay $2,000,000 at this point and he didn’t want to ask his members for money either. He didn’t care for his girlfriend, she made him so mad, he didn’t care if this man fucked her multiple times. “She would love it anyways.”

“Fine, a few scars won’t hur-” the man immediately kicked him in the stomach. He turned to the buff man and others gathered around Jimin.

“Boys, you heard him. Do what you need to do.” Jimin then felt pain everywhere on his body. They kicked him, punched him and hurt him in any way possible. They did this for a good ten minutes. Jimin fell unconscious and was left there.

He was curled up in a dark room. A big movie screen was in front of him. His past, his memories, they were playing in front of him.

“Why are you showing me this?” No one answered. “Am I dying?” He saw how happy he was, he saw his old self. He couldn’t help but tear up because that Jimin, is far gone. The memories of him starting high school, how excited he was. He had friends, he was in clubs, he had a normal life. Then, the day she came. He remembered how in love he was. How whenever he saw her, he would blush and become flustered. Hearing his thoughts, hearing the way he used to think about her, “I was so naive.” He thought. His first times with her played. His first kiss, his first date, his first time trying drugs, but most importantly, his first time killing someone. He knew it was coming, but he couldn’t turn his head away. Seeing how he killed his childhood friend, just because he was trying to help him. He knew what was coming in Jimin’s future, but he didn’t listen. “I’m so sorry (b/n), I should’ve listened. I-I didn’t mean to do that to you. Please forgive me!” His tears streamed from his face, hitting the floor. He couldn’t take it anymore, he didn’t want to see the rest. It suddenly paused at his last moments, a voice echoed through the room.

“A tragedy huh? You’re life was perfect, you were such a good boy.” Jimin looked around him, he didn’t see anyone. “My child, it isn’t your time yet. Change your way of living, your chance will be coming soon, so please take it.” Then, the screen moved up and a light moved towards him. He touched it and everything started to chip away. The darkness revealed a white layer underneath it, and everything went away. “Hello?” a voice in the distance called. “Hello sir can you hear me?”

“Yes 911, there is an unconscious adult male on the floor. He’s bloody, and he has some broken bones.” Jimin started to come back to his senses. “Yes, I think he’s breathing. Wait, he’s moving his eyes. Sir? Can you hear me?” Jimin opened his eyes seeing a woman trying to help him. His eyes strained at the bright light. “What is your name sir?” She asked.

“Ji-” He coughed up blood and tried to continue, “-min. Jimin.” She moved his hair out of his face and looked at him in the eyes.

“Okay Jimin, you’ll be okay. The ambulance will be coming soon.” The girl looked up and around the area. “Do these people have a heart? How could they not help a man covered in blood and on the floor?” She said with a worried look.

“It’s kind of common around this area.” Jimin tried to get up, but his broken arm and rib cage wouldn’t allow it.

“Stay put, I don’t want you to get hurt even more. Just wait for the ambulance please.” It eventually came and put Jimin onto a gurney. “Can I come? I want to see how he does.” The lady asked the paramedic.

“What is your relation with this man? We can’t let on anyone with no-” She cut him off. “I’m his, uhhh, girlfriend.” She lied. Luckily, the paramedic allowed her onto the ambulance and they drove off to the hospital. They brought him to the ER. They took a CT scan and saw that he has a concussion, broken arms and ribs, and internal bleeding. They brought him into the operating room right away. The girl waited with Jimin’s phone in her hand. It started to buzz and saw the name Namjoon on it. She thought it was his brother and picked it up.

“Hello?”

“Hello? (G/n), where’s Jimin?”

“I’m not (g/n), or whoever she is. Jimin’s in the ER getting operated on right now-”

“What? Which ER? Which hospital?”

“Myung sei hospital.”

“That far? Guys, Jimin’s at the hospital. We gotta go.” Namjoon hung up. They arrived at the hospital and asked the front desk where Jimin was. The girl wondered if he was Namjoon. The lady at the front desk pointed to the girl and they walked towards her.

“You’re not Jimin’s girlfriend. Who are you?” one said.

“Sorry I should introduce myself. I’m (y/n). If you’re wondering what happened, I’m not sure. I just found him on the street like that.” They all looked at you confused.

“Why did you say you were his girlfriend?” Another asked.

“I, I was just worried. I was the one who brought him here, I wanted to see if he made it. Oh, here’s his phone. I think he’ll appreciate it if someone he knew held onto it.” You handed them his phone and they took it.

“I guess we should introduce ourselves. I’m Namjoon, he’s Hoseok, Jin, Taehyung, Yoongi and Jungkook.” He explained while pointing each one out. A surgeon came out and approached you and the group of boys.

“Are you (y/n)? Jimin’s girlfriend.” You turned to him and nodded. “Can we talk in private? All of you guys come with me too.” You all followed him into a room. “Well, the surgery was a success. We stopped the internal bleeding and put his bones back in place. They will heal up on their own, but he needs to rest for about 2 months, maybe a little less. Now I know his situation, I have a daughter who’s a big fan of BTS, but he needs to stay. I will keep this a secret from the rest of the staff.” He explained. “Situation? BTS?” You were clueless on who they were. You’ve heard the name BTS before, but you never really knew what that was. You lived in the countryside then moved to the city. You never really watched TV, and barely went out because of the work you had to do. The only time you did was to get food at the convenience store. When you saw Jimin, you were walking home from your brother’s house.

“Can we see him?” Taehyung asked.

“Yes you can. He’s in the room fourth room down the hall to the left. He should be a bit groggy from the anesthesia.” They all nodded and ran into the room. You stayed with the doctor for a bit longer to ask a question.

“Yes Ms. (l/n)? Are you not going to follow them to see your boyfriend?” he asked.

“I have a question to ask. But first, I’m not his girlfriend, I’m sorry for lying. I just, I felt like I needed to go with him. I didn’t know what else to say. Don’t get mad.” he giggled and responded in a soft tone, “Don’t worry, you’re not in trouble. Now what is your question?”

“What is BTS? ” His eyes widened at your question looking appalled, “Really? I would expect a young girl like you to know. They’re one of the most popular kpop groups. Not just in Korea, worldwide. You can search the rest up later, I need to get back to work. I’ll see you around Ms. (l/n).” He left the room and continued on with his work. You exited right after and followed the directions he gave. You knocked on the door before entering and Jin opened the door.

“Oh, (y/n). I thought you would’ve left. Come in.” You entered and saw Jimin in a full body cast. The rest of the boys were on the couch. “I was just feeding him.”

“So, you’re name is (y/n). Thank you for saving me back there, I owe you.” You walked to the injured boy and saw his body and face covered with bandages.

“You don’t owe me anything. I’m glad I was there at the time.” You said smiling. You moved close to him and moved his hair out of his eyes. Although he was smiling, you saw a sad little boy calling for help.

“Umm, can you guys leave (y/n) and I alone for a few minutes?” They all got up and walked out the door. “I just wanted to ask you about something, if you don’t mind talking with me.”

“Yeah, it’s no problem. I’ll answer any question. Oh, and let me feed you.” You wanted to help him as much as possible. You barely knew this guy, but you felt like it was your job to take care of him.

“No, it’s okay. You don’t have to take care of me, you’ve done enough.” He smiled. You took a spoonful of rice and chicken and held it near his mouth.

“I insist. Open up.” you let out a soft giggle, and he did as you asked. You put the tray in your lap so it’s more accessible and sat back. “What do you want to ask me?” He swallowed his food and looked at you.

“Well, I wanted to know why you helped me. Since you were in the area, I’m guessing you lived there. Not many people visit, nor are there nice people there.”

“I was visiting my brother, he needed money. I’m lucky I was there at the right time.”

“No, I’m the one that’s lucky.” You talked for the next 20 minutes getting to know each other. It seemed natural, like you knew each other for a long time. He found out almost everything about you, but you learned nothing about him. The boys and the doctor came in while you two were sharing laughs.

“Jimin, Dr. Kim is here to check up on you.” Hoseok said walking in.

“Yes, Jimin did you finish your dinner?” the doctor asked.

“Yep, thanks doc. I feel a bit better after a meal. I haven’t eaten all day.” Jimin looked at you and flashed you a smile.

“Well, you’ll feel much better if you get some rest.” the doctor suggested.

“Can you give us 10 more minutes? We need to discuss on what to tell our manager and PD.” Namjoon asked. The doctor agreed.

“I should get going. I have work in…” You check your watch and it read 2:38 am, “about 5 hours.” You got up from the chair and looked at everyone. “It was nice meeting you all. Maybe we’ll bump into each to in the near future.” You smile and walk out the door with the doctor.

“Ms. (l/n), it was nice meeting you.” the doctor expressed.

“It was nice meeting you too, Mr…” You looked at his name tag, “Kim. Or should I saw Dr. Kim. I’ll see you soon, I just hope it’s not because I got injured, but yeah.” you joked. You said your last goodbyes and parted ways. You were nearly out the door when you heard someone call you name. You turn around and see Jungkook running towards you.

“Ca-can I have your number? For future purposes?” He said panting.

“Yeah sure.” You laughed. “Did you really run to get my number?” He passed you his phone and he started to laugh as well. You finished typing your number in and gave him his phone.

“I guess you can say that. Thanks (y/n).” He lightly tapped his phone on your head and ran down the hall. “That boy is something else.” You laughed. You took the bus home and collapsed on your bed. “Today was a crazy day. That Jimin guy really takes the cake. He’s mysterious. Although he’s happy, it seems that he’s hiding something. I might not see him again anyways. Unless Jungkook, I think that was his name, texts me and makes plans with the others.”

For many weeks, you hoped you would get a call, text, something from Jungkook, but nothing happened. You went on with your life, working at the office once every month, staying at home doing paper work and lounging around, everything was normal. Although, you couldn’t help but think about them. You decided to look them up one day. You never knew how big they were. You listened to their songs, and got into them. When you had free time, you would watch their variety shows and seeing how goofy they are made you smile. The way they make fun of each other, how they tease each other, how Jimin smiled, how he laughed. Whenever you were down, seeing Jimin made you feel at ease, and you didn’t know why.

2 months later

You laid in your bed thinking about the day you saw him on the floor. You were appalled. You never thought that someone who was this famous, would get himself into that situation. You looked at your clock and it read 4:48 am. It was the day where you go to you office once a month to share your research and give a presentation. You had 30 minutes of shut eye when you heard a ding. You lazily lifted your arm to pick up your phone and the light from your screen flashed in your eyes.

“Hello, is this (y/n)?” it read. You slid your finger across your phone and replied without even thinking. You were still half asleep.

“Yes, who’s this?”

“It’s Jimin.” “Jimin, I don’t know a Ji-” Your senses came back and you sat up. “Jimin?! The one I helped a few weeks ago?” You heard another ding and looked at your phone.

“I know it’s been 2 months since we met, but if you remember, Jungkook got your number before you left. He gave it to me when I left the hospital a few days ago. I just thought it would be the right thing to text you. Well, it’s almost 6 in the morning. Sorry if I woke you up, I just couldn’t wait any longer.”

“No, it’s fine. I was already awake. And yeah, I remember, how could I not? So how was your recovery? Did it go smoothly?”

“Yeah, no complications. Thank you again for saving me. I really do owe you.”

“It’s okay, you don’t owe me anything. Thanks for the offer.”

“No I do. Even if it’s something simple. You want to grab lunch later?” Your heart fluttered when you read his text. But then you remembered, “I actually have a presentation today. I don’t get off work until 7.” You wanted to see him, and thought of something else. “Maybe dinner?”

“Sure, I can pick you up at 8 so you have time to change. I’ll see you then.”

“See you.” You didn’t feel tired anymore and felt more energized and got up. You took your time in the shower and drank a warm cup of hot chocolate with your breakfast. By the time you finished, it was still 7:00. The drive there was only 10 minutes, there was no point in being early. You went upstairs to pack your laptop and notes. You looked at your closet and opened it. “Hmm, what should I wear later. Maybe a shirt and jeans? No, seems to casual. Maybe a dress? Nah, too formal. Where are we even going? I should ask him.” You opened your phone and texted Jimin.

“Hey, are you awake? Or did you fall asleep.” He answered instantaneously.

“Nope, still awake. What’s up?”

“Where exactly are we going later?”

“I don’t know, where do you want to go? I’m treating you, so you can pick.”

“I thought you had something in mind.”

“Was I supposed to?”

“Ha. Have you never made plans before? You offered.”

“I offered lunch, not dinner.”

“True. Surprise me then.”

“Okay, if you say so.”

“Do you have something in mind yet?”

“Can you wait woman?” You giggled and rolled your eyes.

“I need to know what to wear.”

“Oh, just wear what you would usually wear when you go out.”

“I need specifics!”

“Just wear something casual. Nothing fancy, but don’t under dress okay? And dress for the weather, if you get cold, I’m not giving you my jacket.”

“Wow, what a gentleman. I need to go now, I’ll see you then.”

“Okay, and message me your address. See ya (y/n).” You sent him your address and looked through your closet. You decided to wear a pink collared shirt with a white high waisted skirt and paired it with your peach coloured platforms. Since you were wearing a skirt, you wore a thong. You didn’t want the outline of your underwear to show, so you went with a red laced one. You didn’t think much of it, it’s just underwear… really provocative underwear. It’s not like he’s going to see it. Once you finished and laid it on your bed, it was 7:40. You took your car keys and drove to work.

You arrived and sat at your desk getting everything ready for your presentation. You worked on this for a month and it was your best one yet. You practiced in your head until your boss called the meeting. No matter how many times you had done this, you still got nervous. You greeted everyone as you entered the room and one by one, your colleagues went. Eventually, it was your turn. Everything went smoothly, your boss was pleased with what you did and gave you a promotion. Unfortunately, you couldn’t work at your home anymore and you needed to go to the office regularly. Lunch came and you went to the caf with some of your friends. You caught up with them and surprisingly a lot happened. One of them got engaged, the other is pregnant, another moved homes, you were still living a normal life. Although, you were about to go out to dinner with a huge kpop star. You couldn’t stop thinking about it for the rest of the day.

Time went by slowly and it drove you crazy. Whenever you checked the clock, it seemed like it had been hours, but it had only been minutes. You tapped the pencil on your lip, staring at your at your watch. You were shaking your leg anxiously, waiting for that second hand to hit the 12. You counted down in your head, “10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1” You got up, grabbed your jacket and sped out of the room before saying bye to anyone. On the way home, you hit almost every red light which aggravated you. You pulled up at your driveway and ran inside and up the stairs. You looked at the clock and it read 7:15. You undressed yourself from your work clothes and carefully put on your other clothes that had already been laid out. You went to the bathroom and redid your makeup. First your foundation, then concealer, eyebrows, eyeliner, highlight, contour and blush. You put your hair in a half ponytail and curled the tips. By the time you were finished, you heard your phone ring in your room. You ran to it and picked it up.

“Hello?”

“I’m here, are you ready?”

“Yep, I’ll be there in a second.” You hung up and cleaned up all your mess. You took a small bag and shoved your keys,wallet, mirror, charger and portable battery, and phone in it. You put on your shoes and took a good look at yourself. “You’re doing good today (y/n)!” You gave yourself a thumbs up and walked out the door. You saw Jimin in his car wearing a black shirt with a jean jacket and hat. You walked towards his car and entered.

“I think that took more than a second.” he joked.

“You know us girls. Where are we going anyways?” He was silent. You looked at him eyeing you from your head to your feet.

“Is something wrong?” You asked. He turned away and backed up from your driveway.

“Nope, nothing’s wrong.” He bit his lip trying not to look at you. “And you’ll see where we’re going.” You were so excited to see where he took you. He seemed like the romantic type to you. “What if he takes me to a fancy restaurant. No, he said not to over dress. Maybe those drive in movies, where we eat in the car while watching old films. Wait, this isn’t a date is it? Nah, he’s just treating me out. Then why am I thinking this way?” He made a stop and you looked up. He was at a Mcdonald's drive through. You looked at him disappointed.

“This, this is what you’re treating me to. Really?” He laughed and drove up to the telecom.

“Hi, welcome to Mcdonald's, how may I help you.”

“Yo buddy, you know who I am. I need a special for me and a lady here.”

“Oh, yes. Okay that’ll be coming right up. Just drive to the 2nd window.” Jimin rolled up his window and smiled.

“Special? What kind of special? And why don’t you have to pay?” You were suspicious, what kind of special can you get from here.

“You’ll see. I just have many… connections.” Jimin drove up to the second window and was handed two big paper bags.

“Thanks man, I’ll see you later.” Jimin saluted him and put the bags in the back seats.

“Don’t look what’s inside them yet, like you said, you wanted a surprise.” You were excited, but scared. You didn’t know this man, yet you trusted him. He drove up a mountain to a little spot that looked over the city. He stopped and exited the car. You did as well while he took the food from the back seat. He put it on the roof of his car and he climbed up.

“Come on, the view from up here is amazing.” You lifted yourself up but had a bit of trouble. He laughed at the sight of you struggling. He got off the roof of his car and put his hands around your waist. You were taken aback from his action and pushed him off, “What are you doing?”

He laughed and mocked you, “The little girl needs help to get up. “ You glared at him and he backed off, “Sorry, do you not want to eat?” You sighed and he lifted you up and he followed after and took the containers out of the bag. You saw pasta, pizza, cheesecake, strawberries, and he took out two cans of nestea.

“Woah, I didn’t know they had this at Mcdonald's.” You were amazed at the amount and the quality of the food.

“Like I said, I have connections. Now eat up, before it gets cold.” He passed you a fork and you dug in. You stuffed your face like there was no tomorrow.

“You’re such a pig.” he teased.

“I don’t really care right now. It tastes so good!” He laughed and saw how happy you were, “You know, this isn’t enough to repay you for what you did.”

“Yes it is. This is the best thing I’ve ever tasted, I think you’re fine.” You smiled with your cheeks filled with food. “Besides,” you swallowed the rest, “You didn’t even need to do this. I mean, you drove all the way up here to look at this amazing view, I’m eating this incredible food, and I’m here with you.” You opened your can of nestea and took a sip.

“What?” You realized what you had just said and choked on your drink. You started to cough violently and he patted your back, “Are you okay?”

“Yeah, yeah I’m fine. So, how has work been?” You changed the topic before he could ask again.

“Ahh, it’s fun. I’ve always loved performing. Oh, and the others say hi.” He looked at you and smiled.

“Oh, well tell them I said hi back.” You looked out over the city and saw the street lights illuminating through the dark. “I don’t think I’ll ever get used to this view.” A cold wind grazed your skin sending shivers down your spin. You rubbed your arms trying to warm them up. You then felt a piece of fabric go over your shoulders.

“You idiot, I told you to bring a jacket.” he shook his head. You look at him and glanced down at his built arms. You scoffed and turned away, “Well, you said that you wouldn’t give me yours.”

“Huh, touché. Do you want me to take it back?” he lifted off your shoulders, but you pulled it back down.

“No, I’ll give it back after.” He chuckled and put his hands back on his sides. Both of you talked for hours, sharing laughs, and you learned a bit more about him. How he was an A student with a perfect GPA and he was the best dancer in his class.

You finished the food, and that’s where it ended. He drove you home and walked you to your front porch, “Thanks, for today. You really don’t owe me anymore.” you gave a faint smile. You felt bad that he was wasting his time trying to pay you back for what you did.

“That was nothing.” He lifted his hand and pushed your loose strands behind your ear, “Besides, I want to take you out more.” You felt butterflies in your stomach as he said that.

“Oh, here’s your jacket. Thanks for letting me borrow it.” You took it off and handed it to him. He pushed it away and held your hands.

“You can keep it, it looks good on you.” You blushed and turned red as a tomato. He leaned in close to your face.

“Are you okay? You better get inside, it’s pretty cold out here.” You nodded and unlocked your door.

“I’ll see you soon I guess.” Jimin waved and turned away. You opened your door and stepped inside. You were about to close it when a force pushed it open making you fall.

“Ow!” You exclaimed.

“I’m sorry (y/n). I just saw paparazzi. I need to stay a while if you don’t mind.” He helped you up and closed the door.

“Yeah, you can stay for a while. I don’t have work tomorrow anyways. Make yourself at home.”

“Thank you!” he bowed and made his way to the couch. You walked to your fridge and opened it, scanning everything you had.

“You want anything to drink?” you heard him turn on the tv and you turned towards him.

“Nope, ahh, I’m good.” He relaxed on the couch and put his feet up on your coffee table.

“Are you sure? I have beer.” You took two bottles out and showed it to him.

“I guess you know my style.” he sat up and smiled. You laughed and kick your refrigerator door closed. You sat beside him and passed him his bottle. You smack the cap of the bottle on your table and it flew off. You took a few good gulps and sighed contently.

“Nothing is better than sharing a cold beer with someone.” You raised your bottle up and sat back. He removed the cap the same way you did, and sat back. He took a sip and kept his eyes glued on the TV.

“Nice thong by the way.” he joked. You sat up and scowled at him.

“How do you know I’m wearing one?”

“Your skirt was way too short babe.” He took another sip and he turned his eyes to you with the tip of his bottle still on his lips, “but I gotta say, I didn’t know you rolled like that. Kinda turns me on.” he scoffed and took another sip. You didn’t know what to say, you didn’t think he would find out. You put your beer down and shook your hands.

“Nnnnnnnnno, you got the wrong idea. It just looked better if I wore a thong with this skirt.” you tried to explain. He sat up and put his beer down as well. He looked at you straight in the eyes, “Who said you had to wear a skirt. You could’ve worn jeans. That would’ve been the warmer choice as well.” You hate to admit it, but he was right. Why didn’t you wear jeans? Knowing yourself, you would’ve just worn sweats. While being distracted by your thoughts, Jimin lifted your chin up with his finger.

“You are honestly so beautiful. How can a girl drive me crazy when I only saw her for 2 days in my entire life.” He was inches away from your face. You felt your cheeks burning up as he closed the distance between you two. His lips grazed upon yours for a few seconds before entering a deep kiss. The taste and the feel of his plump lips on yours, it was heavenly. He cupped your cheeks with his hands and you melted at his touch. All your joints grew weak and your back fell onto the couch. He deepened the kiss and his hand found its way to your thigh. You let out a soft moan as his hand rubbed it. He pulled away, gazing into your eyes, “That was hot.” he teased. You chuckled and grabbed his shirt to pull him back into the kiss.

The next day

You wake up the next morning in your bed to the smell of bacon. You put on a shirt and underwear, and walked down the stairs. You saw Jimin with wet hair and in nothing but a towel cooking breakfast for you. He turned his head your way and smiled. He walked towards you and gave you a forehead kiss.

“Hey babe, had a good night’s rest?” he looked down at you.

“Babe?” You looked at him confused.

“What, can I not call you that after last night?”

“I guess you can. So what are we now?” You had only seen him twice, but you knew almost everything about him. It seemed like you knew him for years. Jimin got on one knee and held your hand, “(Y/n), will you be my girlfriend?” You put a finger on your lip, pretending to think. “Hmm, I don’t know. Maybe?” You joked. Jimin got up and lowered his head.

“Then maybe I should just go.” Jimin took a step up the stairs, but you pulled him back down.

“I’m kidding. Yes, of course.” He smiled and hugged you. You hugged him back and he threw his fist in the air and exclaimed, “yes!”

You got ready to go to the dorms with Jimin to properly meet the other members. You wore black short shorts, with a grey crop sweater and white vans. You walked downstairs to leave with Jimin. When his eyes fell on your image, his jaw dropped.

“How can someone be so hot in something so simple?” He got up from the couch and wrapped his arms around your waist. You lightly pushed him off and unlocked the door, “Oh shut up and let’s go.” He laughed and put his arm around your shoulders as you walked to his car. On the way there, he was very touchy, but you didn’t mind. His hand would be on your thigh the whole ride, he would kiss your neck at the red stop lights, and tickle you to get a laugh out. You couldn’t believe that this sweet, loving man beside you was beaten to pulp just a few months ago.

You finally reached the dorms and parked at the back. He exited the door and opened yours.

“Wow, what a gentleman.” you exited while looking at him.

“I’m just that sweet.” He laughed and grabbed a hold of your hand. “Let’s go.” you two took your time walking to the door as he explained what you should probably expect. “Well, it might be messy, they’ll tease me a lot. Considering last night, they don’t know that we’re dating. They might say some weird things, and… oh! If they flirt with you, ignore them. I know at least one of them will.” You reached the door and stood in front of him and took both of his hands while he was distracted with his thoughts.

“You know you worry too much.” you giggled.

“You’re right, I have nothing to worry about.” just then, the door opened to a half naked, half asleep Jungkook with bed head and wearing nothing but his black boxers.

“Noisy, noisy, very noisy! Just get inside before someone sees you.” You entered the dorm and a huge wave of a delicious scent blew through your face, it made your mouth water. You just ate a few minutes ago, and you’re already hungry.

“Woah, what’s that smell!” You looked at Jimin. He nodded forward and you looked towards the kitchen. You saw someone with broad shoulders at the stove cooking away. He turned around, it was Jin.

“Hey! (y/n) right?” He walked to you reaching out his hand. “Not sure if you remember me name but I’m-” You finished his sentence. “Jin, yes I know.” You shook his hand and smiled. “Breakfast is almost done, that is if you guys didn’t eat yet.”

“Yes we did, but I’m feeling a bit hungry now.” You were about to walk to the kitchen when you felt Jimin squeeze your hand. You looked at him and he was red with anger. You took that as a warning to stay beside him. Down the hall, you saw a door open and Yoongi walked outside in a white towel with wet hair. He looked at the both of you and started to laugh. “What’s so funny.” You looked up at Jimin and he’s even more red.

“HOW MANY OF YOU ARE SHIRTLESS RIGHT NOW?!” There he goes, he finally erupted. Everyone in the whole neighborhood probably heard that. You just stood there, not knowing what to do. There was an awkward silence, and then everyone bursted out into laughter.

“Jimin, if you were that jealous of us, you could’ve just told us to put on shirts. You didn’t have to yell.” Jungkook said coming out of his room while putting on his blue shirt.

“Yeah Jimin. And you’ve lived with us for years now, you should know that we walk around like this. You’re lucky that Namjoon didn’t come out yet.” Jin snorted. Jimin’s eyes widened and ran straight to Namjoon’s room and heard screaming and grunting. You and everyone else in the room looked at the door. Jimin finally came out and Namjoon followed after.

“Hey (y/n), I didn’t know you were coming. Jimin was just, taking precautionary measures. Sit and eat breakfast with us.” He lead you to the table and Jimin took an extra chair to sit beside you.

“TAE, HOSEOK, WAKE UP! WE’RE GOING TO EAT WITHOUT YOU!” Jin yelled while putting down the plates of food. Everyone took their seats and Tae and Hoseok came rushing in.

“Oh, hey. I remember you! (Y/n), nice to see you again.” Hoseok smiled and took his seat. Tae sat beside Hoseok and Jin took his seat beside you.

“Okay, dig in you pigs.” Jin teased. Everyone demolished the food, you couldn’t even get the chance to take some. The hands were crowding around the plates. Luckily, Jimin knew how to fight with them and got you some food. After 2 minutes, all the food was gone and onto their own plates. They stuffed their faces and looked content. Jin got up and put the empty plates in the sink. Namjoon swallowed his food and spoke, “So, how was last night guys?”

“It was nice.”

“I bet you they fucked.” Jungkook laughed. Jin slapped him across the head.

“Shut up and eat your food.” Jin pointed at his plate angrily and sat back down. Your phone started to ring and you saw it was from you company.

“Sorry, I have to take this.” You got up and answered the phone walking to the bathroom.

“Hello?”

“Ah (y/n), I’m sorry for the inconvenience, but I need you to come to work today. We will pay you extra for coming, but we really need the help.”

“Okay, no worries. I’ll be there in a few minutes.”

“Thank you!” You hung up grew disappointed. You wanted to spend the day with them, but work, as always, took you away from your fun. You walked back to the table and Jimin stood up.

“Sorry guys, I have to go. I need to help out at the office. Maybe we’ll hang out next time.” Jimin took his jacket and keys,

“I’ll drive you there.”

“No it’s okay, you’ll be seen. I can just take the bus.” He nodded and you kissed him goodbye. You left the dorm and made your way to the bus stop.

“So, Jimin, is she your new girlfriend?” Tae asked.

“Umm, about that.” He turned around and looked at them.

“She is!” Hoseok said.

“Yeah, I guess you can say that.” Jimin blushed, he never felt this happy in a long time.

“See! I told you they fucked!” Jungkook exclaimed. Jin slapped him across the head again, “Okay, I get it.” He was silent, and then spoke again, “Was it good?” It was Jimin this time that walked up to him and picked him up by his shirt. “I’m kidding!” Jimin let him go.

“I’m happy that you’re dating (y/n) and all, but there’s one thing that you may have forgotten.” Yoongi said, “Like I don’t know, maybe (G/N)?!” Everyone in the room averted their eyes from Yoongi to Jimin.

“Nah, I’m sure she’s fine. You know the guy that beat me up a few months ago, a part of the deal was to fuck her, she’s probably having the time of her life.” Jimin shrugged and fell on the couch.

“She’s still your girlfriend. What if (y/n) finds out?” Hoseok was concerned not just for Jimin, but also for you.

“I’m planning to break up with her anyways.” His phone dinged and he looked at who it was from, “Speak of the devil.” Jimin read the message in a mocking girly tone, “Baby, where are you? I want to see you. You can’t stay away from me, you’ll need your fix sooner or later.” She wasn’t wrong, he knew he would get withdrawals soon. He closed his phone and put it back in his pocket.

“Are you not going to respond?” Taehyung asked.

“Nahhh, I don’t wanna talk to her right now. She was the reason why I almost died that night.” Jimin sat up and clenched his fist. “Oh, and do you guys know where to get 100 white lilies?”

You sat at your desk, tapping your pencil on your head, waiting for time to fly by. You looked at the clock and it read 4:37. “I’ve been here for more than 4 hours, how much longer until I can leave.” A tap on your shoulder made you jump. You turned around and saw that it was your boss.

“Thank you so much (y/n) for coming. Here’s your paycheck for today, you may go home now.” She gave you a big smile and you thanked her for the pay. She walked away and you grabbed your jacket when someone in the distance called for you.

“(Y/n), someone is here to see you.” You looked up and saw it was Jimin in a black face mask, holding a bouquet of flowers. You ran to him and he picked you up and spun you around. He finally put you down and put his mask a bit down.

“What are you doing here?” You said happily.

“I wanted to surprise you. Here, these are for you.” He handed you the bouquet of lilies, “there are 100 of them.” He sounded like an accomplished child giving his mother flowers using his own money for the first time in his life.

“Lilies? My favorite!” You sniffed them and sighed contently.

“Come on, I have other places to bring you.” He took your hand and both of you ran out. He drove you around from place to place. You went to little bistros, trying new foods. You technically took a tour of the whole city that you’ve been living in for about 3 years now. He took you sightseeing, you went to an amusement park. You did so much in 7 hours, you didn’t think that it was possible. It was nearing midnight and both of you went to a 24 hour cafe. He said that he would order your drink and you sat down at a table. He put the drink in front of you as he sipped on his iced americano, “Here. Now trust me, it’s not poison or anything.”

You took the cup and felt its heat in your hands, “Yeah, because I can trust a man I just met.” You laughed.

“Hey, this so called man is your boyfriend!” he chuckled and you took a sip. It was warm. The perfect amount sweetness and bitterness. It tasted familiar, but at the same time, it tasted something out of this world, “Woah, what is this?”

He leaned in and you leaned in as well, “It’s a secret!” You sat back down and scooched your chair near him, “Tell me!”

“No.” You gave him a sad face and he mocked you. “Please!” you started to whack him with your sleeves. He was laughing, but that soon ended. Jimin’s head started hurting, he wanted to vomit badly. He was sweating through his shirt and felt pain on his abdomen.

“Jimin, are you okay?” He tried to get up, but immediately fell down. “Jimin! Someone please call 911! Jimin, baby stay with me.” Your voice faded away.

He woke up in a hospital bed with you to the left of him and the boys on the right.

“He’s waking up!” Tae pointed out.

“Thank goodness you’re okay.” Jin said in a motherly way.

“Yeah, I guess I was just tired.” Jimin responded blinking his eyes.

“Don’t scare me like that ever again!” You squeezed his hand and he turned to face you.

“I’m sorry baby. I guess I was just tired.” He smiled at you and stroked your hand, “You should go home, get some rest please.” You pulled your hand away and crossed your arms, “No, I wanna stay here with you.”

“Please, (y/n), I’ll be fine. I’ll message you when I’m out.” He didn’t want you to leave, but he had no other choice, “Joon, can you drive her home please.” Namjoon nodded and you kissed him goodbye. Once you left, Jimin turned to the others, “Can you guys do me a favor? Call (g/n) and get me a fix?” They all looked at each other and communicated through their eyes.

“Fine, I don’t like this though. You’re getting withdrawals this easily, you’ll be relying on her a lot.” Hoseok said.

“I know, just get them for me. Do as much as you can. You can take my car, it’s at the cafe down the street from our dorm” They nodded and left Jimin there to rest.

The boys parked their car, just outside of the area. They walked together and kept each other safe.

“How does Jimin do this? It’s so creepy.” Jin said trying to stay close to his younger members.

“I know, but we have to do this for him.” Yoongi said. They kept walking forward until they saw the house at the corner like what Jimin explained. Yoongi knocked on the door and (g/n) opened up.

“Oh, it’s you dweebs. What do you want?” She was chewing her gum obnoxiously and crossed her arms, giving them cut eye.

“Nice to see you too (g/n).” Yoongi responded sarcastically, “We’re actually here to get a fix for Jimin.” She looked at them confused, “Why didn’t he do it himself?”

“He’s not feeling well, withdrawals were too much for him this time.” Jungkook replied. (G/n) scoffed and spat her gum out to the side of them, “I’m not going to give it to you guys. I only give it to him in person.” Yoongi was really close to strangling her, but he kept his calm.

“Just give it to us!” Tae was starting to get irritated as well.

“No, end of conversation. Go suck an egg.” She slammed the door on them.

“What a bi-” Jungkook was about to swear, but mother Jin stared him down, “bi-g house right?” Jungkook shut up and they all walked away from her house.

“What are we gonna do now?” Hoseok asked.

“If Jimin wants his fix, he’s going to have to get it himself.” Yoongi replied.

They came back to the hospital and entered Jimin’s room. Jimin woke up and looked at them.

“Did you get it?” He sat up and they surrounded him, “No, she’ll only give it if it’s in person, to you.” Jungkook spoke.

Jimin let out a short sigh and started to take out the IV tubes.“Of course. I have to go I guess. The hospital can’t help me here.” The boys stopped him before someone came in to check on him. Namjoon came back and looked at them, “What’s happening here?”

“Jimin wants to leave to get his fix.” Jin explained.

“You can’t just leave, they won’t allow you.” Namjoon said.

“Don’t worry, we know the doctor.” As if on cue, Dr. Kim came in, “Hello boys.”

“Oh, Mr. Kim!” They all said in unicense. Namjoon shook his hand, “So nice to see you again.”

“I thought you worked at Myung sei hospital.” Tae moved away from Jimin and walked towards him and Namjoon. He shook his head , “No, not anymore. Luckily I found an opening here.”

“That’s good to hear. So you know our situation right?” Hoseok asked.

“Yeah, I know it’s bad for a doctor to do this, but I can’t hold a patient against his or her’s rights. You may go, I believe that you can change your way of living. You’re chance will come soon, so please take it.” The boys nodded and helped Jimin get up.

“Thanks doc, I’ll see you soon.” Jimin shook his hand.

“Oh I know you will.” They all left still trying to help Jimin walk on his two legs. Jimin was thinking about his words the whole ride to (g/n)’s. It seemed so familiar to him.

They arrived at (g/n)’s and Jimin insisted that for them to leave. With a bit of persuading, they did. Jimin walked to the front door and knocked.

“I swear if it’s one of you fu-” (g/n) yelled from the inside of her house.

“No, (g/n) it’s me.” Jimin answered. She opened the door and leaned against the post.

“I guess you’re here for the fix. You know the deal, you get this, I ge-” She was interrupted with Jimin closing the door and pushing her against the wall. He smashed his lips on hers and groped her ass.

“I know what to do. Better do it now then later.”

(G/n) sat up while Jimin was still laying on the bed. She opened her drawer and gave him a bag.

“Here. I know you’ve been having withdrawals, sorry for making you do this first.” Jimin turned to face her. She looked and sounded genuine, it shocked him. He took the bag and went to the table, then rolled it up and lit it.

“Sorry for selling you to the drug dealer.” Jimin slouched and took another hit. She leaned against him and stroked his hair, “It’s fine. He stopped bugging me a few days ago.” She wrapped her arms around his neck and rested her chin on top of his head, “You know, if you need a fix every week, we can arrange something. A schedule, I know you’re busy.”

“Sure, it’ll be best for both of us.” Jimin wished he didn’t have to do this behind your back, but he didn’t want you to find out about his habits. He would go to her house every Sunday, did what he had to do, and got out of there. He gave her some money to pay it off so he wouldn’t have to take a beating again. He always had a set time, and he would tell you that he had dance practice. This didn’t mean he wasn’t happy with you. He would surprise you at work, send you gifts, went out on dates almost everyday. He gave you this happy image of himself, a pure innocent man who loved you, but in reality, did drugs, cheats on you every week to do drugs. He was someone who is living a big lie.

A few weeks later

“Going again are you?” Tae asked.

“Yeah, you already know my situation.” Jimin was about to walk out the door, when Hoseok stopped him. He noticed that everyone was in the room and took a seat. Jimin let out an irritated grunt before speaking, “What now?”

“Jimin, do you love (y/n)?” Jin asked. He looked at him confused, “What kind of a question is that? Of course I do!”

“Then can you stop with this “deal” or whatever it is?” Namjoon requested. He sat up and looked at all the guys, “Okay, I know it looks bad, but I’m doing this “deal” because I love her.”

“You’re having sex with another woman to do drugs because you love her…” Jungkook said in a “are you kidding me?” tone.

“When you say it like that it sounds bad. But did you not see her worried for her life when I pass out that one time? I don’t want her to experience that ever again.”

“What if she finds out? She’s going to get hurt, what will you do then?” Yoongi asked. Jimin looked determined and confident, “I’ll make sure that doesn’t happen.”

“If you know it’s going to hurt her, why are you still going through with it? There’s something called rehab you know? A much better choice.” Tae explained.

“Yeah, you’re living a lie right now. She thinks you’re this amazing guy who’s happy with his life.” They all had really good points, but being the stubborn Jimin that he was, he didn’t listen.

“You think I asked to be like this? You know how hard it is to live like me? Everyday you’re scared for your life that you’ll die from this drug, that the girl you love will find out you’re having sexual relations with another girl and that she’ll leave you, and if I go into rehab, everything that I tried to hide, will be exposed.” Jimin got up and walked to the door, “Follow me if you want, it isn’t going to change anything.” Jimin slammed the door and drove away.

“What are we going to do?” Namjoon was concerned for his well being.

“He’s going to have to suffer the consequences when the time comes.” Yoongi and everyone else knew it was coming sooner or later. Jin sat up and placed his chin in his palms, “I hate to admit it, but that’s the only way that he’s going to change his mind.”

You received a phone call not too long ago from your brother, he needed money again. He asked for 1 grand this time, but you felt bad for him and helped him out. You drove up into his driveway and knocked on the door. It opened and he stood there in a black shirt and black pants.

“Going somewhere? A funeral?” He scoffed and leaned against the door post, “Nah, my buddies and I are going clubbing. Wanna come with?”

You shook your head, “I’ll pass. Maybe you can finally find a girl, even if it’s at a club.” He chuckled and gave a confident pose, “Please, I get many girls.”

You had to agree, he did in his day, “Yeah, I know, but you’ve never settled with one in a long time. You’re 20 years old, you’re still young!”

“I know, I don’t need a lecture, especially from you. Where’s the money?” You showed him the envelope and he was about to take it. You moved it back making him puzzled, “This is the last one that I’m giving you this year.”

“What? Why?”

“Get a job or something! You graduated high school and University early and ended with a 4.0 GPA. Instead of earning 100 grand or more each year, you’re asking you sister for money and going out drinking.”

“Like I said, I don’t need a lecture.”

“I’m being serious, you can easily get hired. You have good looks, good grades, you could be living the life, but you’re living in a crappy house in one of the most dangerous parts of the city.”

“Brings excitement in my life.” You heard honking and yelling down the street.

“YO CARTER, HURRY UP!”

“YEAH MAN, LET ME JUST GET MY JACKET!” He went back in his house and you turned around, “Hi, Josh, haven’t seen you in a while.”

He waved at you and the others in the car, whom were unrecognizable, looked at you, “Oh (y/n), wanna come with?” You smiled and answered mockingly, “I’m good, I have a life.”

He laughed and grew silent. “Funny.” Your brother finally came out and nudged you, “Okay, bye sis.”

“Bye Carter, stay safe!” Your brother jumped into the car and they drove off. You laughed and entered your car. You drove away and down the street, then stopped at the one spot where you met Jimin. You still remember everything like it was just yesterday. You were walking down the street and saw him on the floor. He looked so scared, but seeing him now and how happy he is, it made you feel warm inside. You drove down the street a bit more and you reach the entrance of the neighborhood, when something caught your eye. A guy and a girl were at a front porch making out. He had the same stature as Jimin, the same clothes that he wore today when he visited you at your house. You got out of your car and you legs moved of their own. You ran to the house, blocking every sound, every catcall that was being made to you, you’re eyes were only on them. You were getting closer and heard their conversation.

“I’ll see you next week, same time?” She said.

“Yeah.” He kissed her again.

“I’ll never get used to that Jimin.” Your whole world turned. You stopped running and was metres away from them.

“Jimin?” You softly whispered. His head slowly turned to you. You saw his face, and he saw yours. Your heart dropped to your stomach, a tear fell from your face. Jimin let go of (g/n) and they both stood there awkwardly.

“(G/n) you go back inside.” Jimin said. “(G/n), why did that sound familiar?”

“No! Who is this bitch?” She yelled. “Hello? (G/n), where’s Jimin?”

“Please (g/n), JUST GET BACK INSIDE!” Jimin yelled. “I’m not (g/n), or whoever she is.” That’s right, he had a girlfriend. They never broke up?” You stood there, looking at Jimin while (g/n) walked inside her house.

“(Y/n) it’s not what it looks like.” He walked down the stairs and held your hand. You were frozen in place, but you finally got the strength to talk, “Yo-you’re still dating (g/n)?”

He looked back at the door then at you, “I-I’m not dating her, I’m just…” Rage filled inside of you, you never got mad at anything, but this, this was just ridiculous, “YOU’RE NOT DATING HER?! THEN WHY WERE YOU KISSING HER? AND NEXT WEEK? SAME TIME? YOU’VE BEEN MEETING HER EVERY SUNDAY? YOU SAID YOU HAD PRACTICE!”

Jimin looked at you and held your other hand,“No, baby-” You cut him off, “Don’t call me baby. You lied to me! Just to cheat on me? Am I not good enough for you?” So many thoughts went through your head. “Was it my fault? Was I just not loving enough?”

He was taken back, you didn’t do anything, and you immediately blamed yourself. “No! Let me explain. Re-remember when I passed out a few weeks ago? I do drugs okay? I didn’t want to tell you, I didn’t think you would love me anymore.”

Tears were welling up in your eyes, drops rolling down your cheek, you could barely speak, “I wouldn’t care if you did drugs, if you were a stripper, if you did anything illegal, I would still love you! You made me so happy, so loved, your flaws would vanish.” Jimin felt relieved for a moment, but that soon went away. Your tone became serious and stared at him straight in the eye, “But you cheated on me, that’s a different story. You lied to me about who you are. No wonder you never talked about your high school or university years. You tried to keep it a secret. It’s like I don’t even know you anymore.”

He looked at you, and squeezed your hand, “No no, it’s me. The one who loves you with all his life.” You forced his hand off of yours, “If you truly loved me, you wouldn’t cheat on me.” Jimin became speechless, his members were right, his worst nightmare became true, “I’m done with you. What we had, it’s gone. Bye Jimin.” You turned around and started to walk away. He grabbed your hand and stopped you. He fell on his knees and begged. His voice was soft, you felt a tear fall on your hand, “Please, no. I love you, I’m sorry.”

You tried your hardest not to turned around. You bit your lip and swallowed the lump in your throat, “It’s too late for that.” You pulled away and ran to your car leaving Jimin on the floor. Your vision was blurry from the tears that were falling down your cheeks. You made it to your car and drove back home.

Jimin got back to the dorms. His eyes were puffy, his cheeks were red, he was a total mess. Everyone was in the living room watching a movie. Jin was the first to notice him sulking, “Jimin, are you okay?”

He walked slowly away from the door, taking off his shoes, “She, she found out.” He fell on the floor and everyone rushed to him.

“(Y/n) found out? How?” Tae asked.

“I-I need her back. I need to win her back!” He pushed himself up and grabbed a hold of the door knob. They stopped him. They lifted him up and walked to his room, they then placed him on his bed, “I need her back. Please, what do I do. I should’ve listened to you guys. WHY DO I NEVER LISTEN!” They tried to calm him down, they brought him water and tissues.

“Okay Jimin, the first thing you need to do, you need to break up with (g/n).” Hoseok explained. Jimin shook his head looking scared for his life, “I can’t do it. I could never do it!”

“It’s either (g/n) or (y/n).” Jungkook said.

“I want (y/n), but I cannot break up with her. I need to get my fi-” his phone rang. It was Mr. Kim. Jimin sniffled and answered.

“Hello?”

“Hello Jimin?”

“Speaking.”

“I wanted to call and ask if you needed help with your drug problem. I know someone who can help you.” Jimin sat up straight and finally felt a beacon of hope.

“Yes! Yes please, I need the help.”

“Okay, I shall inform her. She’s my sister, you can trust her with your secret.”

“Yes, Mr. Kim, thank you!”

“No problem my child.” He hung up.

“What did he say?” Namjoon asked.

“I think I’m one step closer to getting back with (y/n).”

A few weeks later.

You broke with Jimin a couple of weeks ago and never heard anything since. You were hoping for a phone call, text message, something, but nothing came. You had a day off and wanted to stay home and relax. It was summer which meant you could go outside and enjoy the sun, but you had no energy. You were still hung up on how you broke up with him. You didn’t want to contact him because you were the one that ended things. You drank with your brother and his friends from time to time, it helped a little.

You lounged on your couch and stared at the ceiling. “I could go out for ice cream, or shaved ice. Ouuu that sounds nice. But I’m too lazy. First world problems, there are people who would do anything to be in my spot. Okay, let’s go out today. You deserve it!” You got up and opened your closet. You looked through everything and your last outfit was the white skirt and pink collared shirt. The memories came rushing back. A jacket fell from the top of your closet, it was Jimin’s. You held it in his arms, it still smelled like him. You put it down on your bed and teared up a little. You turned towards you drawer and took a light blue crop top and a black skirt. You finished putting your clothes on when you heard a knock on your door. You ran down the stairs and opened up. You looked up at a familiar face that once made you laugh, made you feel loved, then hurt you. It was Jimin.

“Hey!” He scratched the back of his head and looked at you, “I know I haven’t contacted you in a long time.” You were happy to see him, but you didn’t know what came over you and acted rude towards him, “It’s only been a few weeks.”

“Okay, good point, but it felt like centuries for me.” You felt your heart beating faster at the words he said. He was still the sweet guy you fell in love with, “I know we broke up, but I really do love you!”

“Huh, okay. Prove it.” You felt like you were being a bit too harsh on him, but he did break your heart.

“Okay, well, I was put into rehab so my habits wouldn’t interfere with us IF we ever got back together. My treatment is almost done, so I’m going to be out of there soon. And, I broke up with (g/n).” You felt a wave of relief. “I don’t know what I would’ve done without you to be honest. If I haven’t met you, I wouldn’t be able to break up with her. Long story short, I couldn’t do anything about it. She was the one that influenced me to do drugs, to do so many horrible, horrible things, but you pulled me out of it. I tried to get away from her, but you saved me. You taught me how to smile again, you brought out the old me. I now know, you are the chance that was given to me, to get my life back.” Jimin got down on one knee and pulled a box out, “I know we broke up, but I can’t live my life without you. (Y/n), will you marr-” You interrupted him by kissing him on the lips. You pulled away and tapped your finger on your lips pretending to think again.

“Hmm, I don’t know…” He smiled and already knew the answer. He got up and held you in a loving embrace.

“I love you so much (y/n).” He whispered in your ear.

“I love you too.”

#Jimin #park jimin #wings #wings fanfic #Lie #bts #bts fanfic #bts jimin #fanfic #AU jimin

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nastytrashblog · 8 years ago

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Masterlist

This is my masterlist, it’s not quite complete yet. The ones that are there but with no links are coming soon.

Fluff= 🌸

Angst= ✘

Au= ✨

Smut/ mentions of smut= ✔️

Personal Favs= ♡

Bts:

Kim Namjoon

Reflection (Wings Fanfic) ♡ 🌸✘

Coming soon: Once more (Au stripper series, smut, fluff angst, some trigger warnings mentioned later on) ✔️ 🌸 ✘ ✨

Kim Seokjin

Awake (Wings Fanfic) 🌸✨

Min Yoongi

First love (Wings Fanfic) 🌸✨

Jung Hoseok

Coming soon: Deception (Au series, fluff, angst) 🌸✨ ✘

Park Jimin

Lie Wings Fanfic ✔️🌸 ✨ ✘ ♡

Coming soon: I’m Yours (vmin agent au fanfic) ✔️🌸 ✨ ✘

Kim Taehyung

Stigma (Wings Fanfic) ♡ ✔️🌸 ✨

Coming soon: I’m Yours (vmin agent au fanfic) ✔️🌸 ✨ ✘

Jeon Jungkook

Begin (Wings Fanfic) (DO NOT READ, SO BAD!) 🌸 ✨ ✘

Coming soon: Deep withing AU (Tsundere Jungkook) 🌸 ✨

NCT:

Ten:

Work of Art: Part 1🌸

Seventeen:

Joshua:

Coming soon: Fluff. boyfriend au, mentions of smut, drabble. No name yet ✔️🌸

Got7:

Jinyoung:

Coming soon: Fluff, series. No name yet 🌸

Jackson:

Coming soon: Fluff, series. No name yet 🌸

Astro:

Eunwoo:

Just because: Part 1 , Part 2✔️🌸 ✨

JinJin:

Coming soon: Fluff, series. No Name yet 🌸

Shinee:

Jonghyun:

Coming soon: fluff, angst, series, AU of some sort 🌸 ✨

Minho:

Coming soon: Fluff, series, AU athlete Minho. 🌸 ✨

#bts #bts fanfic #astro #astro fanfic #got7 #got7 fanfic #seventeen #seventeen fanfic #nct #nct fanfic #masterlist

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nastytrashblog · 8 years ago

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Stigma (Wings Fanfic)

A/N: I wrote this for 7 hours straight, I wanted to finish this before the weekend, but I woke up late and corrected it just now. This is the longest fanfic out of all so far. It’s 6,254 words, I struggle with a 1000 word essay, but I can make this? Anyways, I hope you enjoy!

Fluff, bit of angst, suggestions of smut, high school au, V x Reader

Tae, are you okay?” You saw him in the corner of his room and walked towards him.

“No, I’m a monster.” He cries and shoves his face in between his knees.

3 years ago

“Class this is (y/n).” You just moved schools. You were in grade 11 and moving was harder now than it was before in grade 2, or 6, or grades 7 and 8. Your mom basically moved around the whole country for work. Okay that may be an exaggeration, but anywhere she had to move, you went with her. Your dad was a housewife, or a househusband if that’s even a word. He did work at home fixing computers and taking out the viruses. It wasn’t really an “under the table” job. Okay maybe it was, but he does get good pay. He receives a lot from his customers, and it helps keep the family going. You were an only child, but if you had a sibling, it would make the situation a lot harder. You didn’t keep any close friends because you moved around a lot. You were kind of lonely. However, your mom said for sure, that you are not moving anymore.

Everyone had their eyes on you. You felt nervous, but at the same time excited.

“(Y/n) you can go sit at the back seat there in the corner.” You nodded and went to the back. Your seat was right by the window. You looked out at the sky like it was some kind of scene in a movie or those shoujo animes. “It would be so weird if a guy came up to me just-” you were in the middle of your thoughts when you felt a tap on your shoulder. You turn around to a brown haired boy in a grey hoody and black pants.

“Do you have a pencil?” “Is this dude serious? He came to school without a pencil.” You looked on his desk, there was nothing but a textbook. You sigh and look in your bag for your pencil case.

“Need paper too?” You ask. You might as well offer it now before he bothers you later. He nodded and you took out 4 pieces of lined paper and a pencil. You handed it to him and didn’t even thank you. “What’s the deal with him?” In a blink of an eye, your class was done. You took out your timetable to see what class you had next. “Ugh, I have math.” Just then, someone picked up your timetable in a swift motion before you could even react.

“Hey! That’s mi-” You look beside you to see the same guy that took your pencil and didn’t even say thanks.

“You have every class with me, weird. Except for… law? You take law?” He looked up at you confused and raised up his eyebrow. You immediately take the paper out of his hand and shove that and the rest of your stuff in your bag.

“Yeah, is there something wrong with that?” You say without making any eye contact.

“Nope, nothing at all.” You get up swinging your bag across your shoulder and he does as well. You walk out the door and he trailed behind. You turned around and looked at him. You didn’t realize it until now, but he was exceptionally tall.

“Why are you following me?” He laughed and looked at you.

“I’m not following you. We have the same classes, but it seems that you need my help because math, it’s that way.” He pointed his thumb behind him. You stomp down the hall in the direction he said to go as he walked behind you. You finally reached math class and looked for an empty spot. You sat down at the back of the class and the guy sat in the desk beside you. You took out your sketchbook and pencil and drew. You try to ignore him, but 3 boys sat around him and started to talk.

“Sup man? Did you do the homework?” One asked.

“Nah, but I know Namjoon would’ve. I planned to copy off of him.” He laughs. One dude hit him in the arm, you guessed he was Namjoon.

“You have to do your own work, I won’t be saving you ass all the time.” Namjoon opened his bag and gave him a copy of the homework. He took it and thanked him. “Huh, I guess he knows how to say thank you, but he didn’t bother to say thanks to me.” He took out your pencil and started to copy it down.

“I didn’t know you preferred pink pencils.” The one in front of him said.

“It’s not mine, it’s hers.” He pointed at you with his pencil. You turn to them and all their eyes looked at you while he was busy writing.

“Oh, new friend Tae?” Namjoon said. “Tae? That’s his name?”

“I’m Jimin. That’s Jungkook, and that nerd is Namjoon.” The one in front of Tae pointed out. You didn’t know how to react. You feel frustrated for some reason. “Why is this Tae guy getting me in these situations? I’m awkward af, how do I respond to this? Just act cool. No be yourself, always be yourself.”

“Umm, hi-i.” Your voice cracks. “I cannot believe that just happened!” You clear your throat and try again.

“I’m (y/n).” You give them a faint smile and look back down on your sketchbook and continued to sketch.

“Whatcha sketchin there?” Jungkook gets up from his desk and stands behind you.

“Just doodling.” “Why am I being nice to him? Well, I guess he didn’t do anything, yet at least.” Jimin and Namjoon get up as well and crowd around your desk. Tae stayed seated trying to finish copying before the class starts.

“That’s pretty cool! What is it?” Jimin asked.

“It looks like a man with snakes as legs holding a whip in one hand and a ball in another with branches around it.” Namjoon explained. (A/N: this is the symbol that was on the garage door that Taehyung was vandalizing in his teaser. In Jin’s awake teaser, it is the wallpaper in the hallway so that’s how I know. Okay back to the story.)

“I don’t know. Wherever my hand moves, that what I draw. I don’t really think about it, I just get carried away.” You respond still looking down and shading in the figure.

“Here you go Namjoon, I’m done.” Tae said hitting his hand on his arm while holding the papers. Namjoon’s attention went from you to him and took the papers back. The teacher walked in telling everyone to get to their seats. You put away your sketchbook and took out grid paper. He then did attendance. “Jungkook.” “Here.” “Namjoon.” “Here.” “Taehyung.” “Here.” “Taehyung? I guess Tae is his nickname.” “Jimin.” “Here.” he went down the list and asked if he missed anyone. You raised up your hand and asked for your timetable.

“I see, you just moved here. And your name is?” He asked.

“(Y/f/n and l/n).” He wrote down your name at the bottom of his list and smiled at you.

“Well (y/n), welcome to my class. I’m Mr. Kim if you don’t already know. I guess we should start now, you may go back to your seat.” You went back and opened to page 10 as instructed and listened to the teacher. However, you saw in the corner of your eye Tae looking at you. You turned your head to him and he turned his away. You stared at him until he looked back. You pointed to the front of the board and he gave you a mocking face. You gave him one back and he sneered, and faced the board. You let out a smile and pay attention for the rest of the class.

Lunch eventually came and Tae invited you to sit with him and his friends. You agreed because it was either that, or sitting in the washroom stall. Both of you got your lunches and he guided you to a table filled with boys, some that you already recognized.

“Hey guys, this is (y/n). You already know Namjoon, Jimin and Jungkook. That’s Hoseok, Yoongi, Jin and Mark.” He sat down beside Jimin and you sat across from him beside Mark.

“So how do you know Tae?” Hoseok asked.

“He’s in every single one of my classes.” You respond.

“Except law.” Tae added with his mouth full of his sandwich.

“Aww, I’m sorry. That must suck.” Yoongi said. They all laugh and you let out a little smile.

“You have a really nice smile (y/n).” Mark said looking at you.

“Ouuu! Does Mark like the new girl?” Jin teased.

“Wha- no!” He turned towards you “Not that there’s anything wrong with you.” he then turned towards Jin, “Why can’t a guy compliment a girl without having the assumption that they like her?”

“Because she’s ugly. Nothing to compliment unless you’re interested.” Tae said while taking another bite. You kicked him from under the table and yelled “ow” with his cheeks still full. You and the whole table laughed. You turned to Mark who was looking at you. “He’s not that bad looking. He has a nice smile, nice eyes, and ouu, those piercings, nice! Wait, what am I doing? I just met him, snap out of it!” You had fun meeting all of Tae’s friends. You exchanged numbers and became friends almost instantaneously. The next thing you knew, lunch was over and it was back to class. You were throwing out your garbage and Mark walked beside you.

“You have science next right?” You turned and faced the almost 6 ft man.

“Yeah, you have it too?” He smiled at you and simply nodded.

“Shall we walk together?” He asked.

“Yeah, I just need to get something from my locker.” He was okay with it and both of you walked together. You reached your locker and switched out your books. You took your science notebook out and put your math and English notebook inside. You look at your mirror and saw Mark staring and smiling at you. You closed your locker and looked at him.

“You seem to be happy.” You said. He scoffed and both of you started to walk to the science department.

“Yeah? Maybe it’s because I was introduced to you.” You felt your cheeks turning red. “Oh no, what’s happening to me? This actually can’t be happening. Do I like Mark?” You slap your cheek and surprised him.

“Are you okay? You slapped yourself pretty hard.” He stopped in front of you and leaned down to look at your face. You stood in shock and covered your face with your hands. He chuckled and moved your hands away from your face.

“Don’t cover that beautiful face of yours.” He smiles. “WHY IS HE COMPLIMENTING ME SO MUCH?! I CAN’T HANDLE IT!” Someone then bumped in between both of you removing his hands away from yours. You looked to your left and saw Taehyung.

“Flirting with her already? Hurry up and get to class, don’t block the halls.” Tae walked into class. You and Mark followed. All three of you sat at the same bench with you beside Tae and Mark in front of you. Class started right away, but you were distracted the whole time. Mark was staring at you and you told him to pay attention many times, it didn’t work. Class was over and all of you went to art. You entered the room saw a table with all of Tae’s friends. “I guess I have class with all of them, should be fun.” Tae rushed to the table and sat. He started to hug Jin.

“Jin, I was third wheeling all of period three!” He said in a baby voice. They all looked at you and Mark.

“You weren’t third wheeling.” You said.

“Yes I was!” He said once more in a baby voice and pretended to cry. Jin shook him off of his arm and you sat down next to Jimin with Mark following you.

“I thought you said you didn’t like her Mark.” Yoongi said looking from you to him.

“I don’t.” He said bluntly. It somehow felt like a spear going through your heart hearing him say that. The lights were turned off and the curtains were closed. A single flashlight in the front turned on and you jumped in your chair.

“Shadows, they’re everywhere!” The next hour and 15 minutes were all fun and games, literally. You had competitions figuring out what the figure is with just its shadow. You got closer to the guys, but most importantly, Mark. You talked the whole time and at one point he put his arm around you.

The day went by fast, but luckily it didn’t stop there for you. You got closer to Taehyung and talked about a lot. He asked about your past and both of you exchanged information, basically playing 21 questions. However, you got closer to Mark as well. It was awkward at first, it seemed so easy to talk to Tae, but you didn’t know how to start a conversation with Mark. You asked Tae for help. He felt weird at first, but then helped you anyways because of your constant pestering. This was usually how your day went. You talked and got closer with Tae during class, got closer to the other during lunch, talked to Tae after school and asked for help for Mark.

One night, you decided to ask Tae to help set both of you up.

“Hey Tae, can you help me again.”

“Ugh, every single day you ask, shouldn’t you know what to do by now?”

“No, not how to talk to him, but kind of, to help me date him?????”

“What? No! I’m not setting you up with my friend.”

“Why not? You’re already helping me to talk to him!”

“As a friend, but not as a girlfriend.”

“Pleaaaaaaaaase!”

“No!”

“PLEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!”

“NO! NO MEANS NO!”

You started to call him in the middle of the night and he gave in. You thanked him a billion times and he made it happen. It was obvious to everyone, except you, that Mark liked you, so it was easy for Tae.

“Yo Mark!” Tae yelled across the halls and ran to him.

“What’s up?” He turned around and faced Tae.

“You should ask (y/n) out.” He said out of the blue.

“What? We discussed about this. What if she doesn’t like me?” Tae took a deep breath in and out.

“Trust me on this. Oh and when you ask her out, don’t make it big. Buy her flowers, white tulips are her favorite, she thinks roses are overrated, and… Oh! Buy her a teddy bear. Kay thanks bud, see you at lunch.” Tae then ran off to math leaving Mark with what he told him.

When 2nd period ended, you went to your locker before going to the cafeteria. You opened it and saw a note fall.

Come meet me at the garden at lunch, I need to tell you something. ~ Mark

You didn’t know what to do. “Did Tae tell him already? This is too soon!” You looked in the mirror and fixed your hair. You powdered your nose and closed your locker. You went outside and met him there.

“Mark?” You approached him. He turned around holding a bouquet of white tulips. He walked up to you and gave them to you.

“Umm, (y/n), I wanted to tell you something, well I’ve been wanting to ask this for a while actually, but umm…” He stuttered. You found it funny yet cute and let out a giggle. He smiled and took a deep breath.

“(Y/n), will you be my girlfriend?” He got the words out of his mouth. You walked up to him and hugged him. You heard his heart beating faster and faster.

You looked up at him, “I thought you would never ask.” He picked you up and spun you around. You suddenly heard clapping and he put you down. Both of you looked and saw the guys cheering.

“And you said you didn’t like her.” Jungkook laughed.

You dated for the rest of your high school years, and went to prom together.

3 years later

All was good, until university came along. He wanted more, he wanted all of you. You weren’t ready. He was understanding at first, but then he started to get aggravated. He thought that you loved someone else and would hurt you in so many ways. He would make fun of you, call you names, and when he was drunk, he would hit you. You wanted to leave him, but you didn’t know if you still loved him or not. You wanted to make sure before you left him, otherwise, you would regret it. You were still in contact with the others, but didn’t as much. They were busy with their own girlfriends, and some, fiancees, except for Tae. He was there for you, but you never told him what was happening. You had a free week by yourself as Mark had a vacation to Cuba with his family. He couldn’t contact you because a) He didn’t have a worldwide plan so he couldn’t text you, and b) The internet was slow in the lobby. You asked Tae if he was available that week, but you already knew the answer.

“Yo Tae, you awake?”

“Yeah (y/n), what’s up?”

“You down to go out tomorrow?”

“What for?”

“Nothing, I’m just going to be bored for the next 7 days.”

“So I’m just a backup?”

“No, don’t be so dramatic.”

“Yeah yeah, okay. Where are we going?”

“Is there anywhere you want to go?”

“Anywhere but my house.”

“Wow, very helpful.”

“Okay fine. Amusement park? I wanted to try that new ride.”

“Amusement park it is. I’ll be at your house at 8:00 am.”

“WHY THAT EARLY?! IT’S LIKE 2:00 AM RN! I CAN’T FUNCTION WITH LESS THAN 6 HOURS OF SLEEP!”

“Then you better get off your phone now, good night tae.”

“GRRRRRR U FRUSTRATE ME!”

“Ha, you love me.”

“NO! BYE I NEED SLEEP!”

You didn’t sleep much that night, you were excited for some reason. “Maybe its because I haven’t seen my best friend in forever. Yeah, that’s it.” You stared at the ceiling all night, planning what to do, and which rides to go on first. “It’s going to be a fun day.”

You opened your eyes and hear you alarm blaring in your ears. You got up and got ready. You put on a white shirt, black pants and brought a flannel just in case it gets cold. You wrapped it around your waist and looked in the mirror. “Wow, I look so basic.” You thought. You didn’t really care at this point. You went downstairs and drank milk and ate a cookie. You figured that you’re probably going to wake up Tae when you get there, so you’re going to treat him to a big breakfast. You grab your keys and run out the door excitedly. You jump into your car and call Tae. Of course, he doesn’t answer, so you drive to his house. Once you arrived, you skipped to his front door and rang the doorbell, no answer. You rang again, no answer. You opened his mailbox and looked for the secret compartment that he installed. You opened it and got the spare key. You opened the door quietly and got a glass full of cold water. You crept up the stairs and opened his door. You walked slowly to his bed and poured the water on him.

“GOOD MORNING SLEEPY HEAD!” You yelled at the top of your lungs. He got up and shook his head like a wet dog. He opened his eyes and looked at you with anger. You take that as a sign to run and you did. You ran down the stairs and you heard Tae chasing after you. You luckily got out the door before he could catch you. He always sleeps shirtless wearing nothing but his boxers, so you know he won’t be coming out.

“Get ready, if you’re not out in 5 minutes, I’m not buying you breakfast!” You yelled out. You opened your phone and started your stopwatch. You sat on the bench on his front porch. You heard running down the stairs and him panicking trying to get his shoes on. He got out at exactly 4:58:97.

“Wow, you almost didn’t make it!” You got up and laughed. He had a towel on his head and wore almost the same thing you did. A white t-shirt, a green jacket, black slacks, and timberlands. He looked at himself, then looked up and down at you.

“Oh come on!” He yelled still drying his hair. He tried to go back in, but you pull him out.

“Oh no, you’re going like this if you want to or not.” You grabbed his hand dragged him into your car as he whined. You got into the driver’s seat and turned to him.

“Okay, maybe lose the flannel, I don’t want people to think we’re a couple.” You put the keys in and started to reverse,

“Why? I thought you loved me.” He teased.

“As if!” You scoff. He laughed and was still drying his hair.

“Speaking of love, how are you and Mark?” You didn’t want to talk about it right now. Although he is your best friend, you didn’t want to tell him, not yet anyways.

“It’s fine. So where do you want to eat?” You changed the topic.

“Ouu, I really want to go to caffe Demetre.” He said happily.

“You crazy? You know how expensive that is?” It was at a red light and you looked at him. He did his pouty face which always disgusted you.

“Pwease?” The light turned green and you started to drive again.

“No, you’re getting Mcdonalds.”

“YA! YOU WOKE ME UP THIS EARLY, MADE MY HAIR AND BED WET, AND RUSHED ME TO GET READY! I DESERVE ME SOME DEMETRES!” He yells in your car.

“Okay fine! You have a point.” he smiled and you turned left on your way to demetres. He ordered a lot and the total came out to $80. You barely ate anything except for a part of his waffle.

“Let’s go Tae.” he was standing at the ordering area for take out. He got a plastic bag and walked towards you. “Oh come on, you just ate a billion crepes, and now you’re getting another?!” You say annoyed.

“This isn’t for me, it’s for you. Eat it in the car.” He walked out the door. “Well, that was sweet of him.” You trailed behind and entered the car.

“So, how am I supposed to eat this while driving?” You asked.

“I’ll feed you.” He suggested.

“Oh no, I don’t trust you. I’ll eat it now!” You try to take the crepe, but he moved it away from your reach.

“Wow, the years that we have been friends and you don’t trust me to feed you? I’m hurt.” He said sarcastically. “Just drive us there, you can trust me.” You accepted it and started to drive. You regret doing that because he teased you. Whenever the fork was under your mouth and you opened it, he would pull it away. Luckily, you finished it before you arrived at the amusement park.

You arrived at the ticket booth at 10:00 am and get your ticket to enter. When you stepped onto the park grounds, you took Tae’s hand and started to run to the rollercoaster. The line was already long and both of you waited there for an hour. You had a good talk and caught up with each other’s lives. Throughout the whole day, you would have competitions on who could keep a straight face, or who could eat the most hot dogs in a minute. When you were taking a break, you decided to verse each other at the carnival games. The ring toss was up first. You missed all except for one.

“I swear this is rigged!” You say throwing your hands up.

“Watch me get this, first try.” He threw every single ring and got 3 out of the 5, which meant he won a prize. He chose the giant teddy bear and a little red bow on it. He hugged it like a little child.

“Lucky! I wanted that one.” You said mad crossing your arms. He was extending the bear out to you, tell you to take it.

“No, it’s okay, I was kidding.” He shoved it in your arms and you held it.

“I got it for you, you think I want this?” You took it with a big smile on your face.

“You’re such a cute couple.” The man working at the game said.

“Oh no, we’re not dating.” You explained.

“Sorry, it just seemed like it. You look good together.” He walked away and assisted the next customer. The day went by faster than you thought. After all the competitions, it was a tie, but both of you still had a blast. It was nearing 11:00 pm, the closing time, and you walked through the gates.

“So what do you want to do tomorrow?” Tae asked.

“Maybe the movies. It will be cheaper.” You suggested. He agreed with it. Once you reached the car, you shoved the giant teddy bear in the back seat and put a seat belt on it. You sat in the driver’s seat and put on yours.

“Is that really necessary?” He looked from the back seat to you.

“Yes, Bubsy needs to be safe during this drive.” You say like a child.

“Bubsy? You already gave it a name?” He questioned.

“Yeah, got a problem?” You said. He shook his head and you drove Tae home. You arrive at his house and he turned to you.

“Don’t tell me you’re going to wake me up tomorrow like you did today.” He sighed.

“No, I didn’t get sleep last night. So whoever wakes up first will come over and wake the other one up. Deal?” Both of you shook on it.

“Wait, why did you not get-” You interrupt him by pushing out in the car.

“Byeeeeeee.” and you drive off. You arrived home and took Bubsy out of the car. You ran upstairs and placed Bubsy on your bed and took a bath. “Ahh, today was fun. This is going to be a really fun week.”

The next few days with Tae were just as fun as the first. You shared laughs, memories, it was like the old times in high school, before you started dating Mark. Eventually, Saturday came, the last free day that you know you’re going to have with Tae. You decided to stay at your house and order pizza. You had a lot of deep conversations about your futures. Eventually, Mark was brought up.

“So, you haven’t been talking about Mark lately. Anything the matter?” he asked and took another bite of his pizza. “Should I tell him? Maybe I should. It’s been going on for a few months now. He is my best friends.”

“I-um- I actually have something to tell you.” He sat up and put his pizza down. “So lately, Mark has been, frustrated, sexually frustrated. I told him I didn’t want to yet, but he keeps pushing.” His face scrunched up and thinking that that’s complete BS. “And that’s not all. Now, when I tell you this, please don’t freak out.” He nods and crossed his heart. “Well, he would kind of yell at me and hurt me emotionally… and physically.” He got up due to his anger.

“WHAT?!” His face turned red with anger.

“But that’s only when he’s drunk!” Taehyung paced back and forth.

“You have to break up with him!” You get up and face him.

“What?! No!”

“Why not?”

“It’s because- you said you wouldn’t freak out.”

“But knowing that you, someone I love, is getting hurt by a douchebag like him, of course I’ll freak out!” Tae was getting really angry you didn’t know what to do.

“I know you love me Tae but reall-” he stopped you by grabbing the side of your arms.

“No you don’t. I don’t love you the way you love me. You love me as a friend, I love you more than that. Ever since I saw you, I thought you were so pretty. You made my heart beat faster than anyone! Even just by looking at you, you make me crazy, and I can’t take it! I tried to get over you, but the past few days made me love you even more.” You were surprised at what he just said. You never thought that he felt that way.

“I didn’t mean for that to happen Tae, I’m so sorry.”

“Why did you do that to me then? Why did you become friends with me?”

“I’m sorry!” You yell. Tears are welling up in your eyes. You never had a fight with Tae before.

“Forget it, what right do I have to tell you what to do.” He grabbed his jacket and walked towards the door.

“Kiss me!” You yell out to him.

“What?” He turns around.

“I said kiss me. Please, kiss me. I want you!” You say walking towards him. He drops his jacket and pushes you to the wall. He places his lips on yours gently and then deepened the kiss. You flung your arms around him and a tear rolled down your cheek. He snaked his arms around your waist and pulled you closer. You melted in his arms. You jumped up and put your legs around his waist. He walked up the stairs and placed you with care on the bed. He was on top of you and you played with his hair. “What am I doing? I’m making out with my best friend, but it feels so right.” You started to take control and pushed him onto the bed without breaking the kiss. You started to unbutton his shirt, but he pushed you away. You got off of him and he stood up from the bed.

“You should sleep now, I’ll clean up downstairs.” He walked out, cleaned up the empty box of pizza. He put on his jacket and shoes, and closed the door behind him. The whole time you were sitting in bed, contemplating on what just happened. You made out with your best friend, he took you to bed and you didn’t think twice about the possibility of you having sex with him. With Mark, if you even got close to what you and Tae were doing right now, you would push him off. When Tae did it, you didn’t mind. “Do I still love Mark? Or am I with him just as a habit?” You laid in bed cuddling Bubsy, replaying the moments of today. “But knowing that you, someone I love, is getting hurt…” “You love me as a friend, I love you more than that.” “Kiss me.” You hugged Bubsy tighter getting a whiff of his cologne.

You woke up the next morning to the door opening.

“I’m home baby.” You hear a familiar voice yell. You run to the bathroom to clean yourself up from the aftermath of you crying all night. Luckily, you wore your pajamas, which was just technically short shorts and a white tee, when Tae came over. You walk out of the bathroom and ran downstairs and jumped into Mark’s arms.

“Hi baby!” You kissed him.

“Ahh, I miss your smile.” he kissed you again and put you down.

“I’ll make you breakfast babe.”

“Now that will be great.” he smiles and kisses you again, but on the forehead. He sat on the couch and turned on the TV. You took out the eggs and bacon. You started to cook the rice first and made a cup of coffee for Mark.

“Thanks hun.” He sipped and went back to watching TV. You continued to cook and finished making everything.

“I’m done, let’s eat.” You set the plates on the table. He looked over your shoulder and looked at the food.

“Ouu yum, I can’t wait. Let me use the bathroom first.” He went upstairs and you go back to the kitchen to clean. After a few minutes, you heard him walk down the stairs. You turn around and see him mad stomping towards you. He slapped you across the cheek and clenched his teeth.

“You were fooling around with someone here weren’t you? I can smell his cologne in the house, in the bedroom, on that teddy bear, and… on you.” He said silently, but deadly. He placed his hand around your neck. “No no no, not again!” Then you heard the house door slam open. It was Tae.

“Get your hands off of her!” Tae yelled. He was carrying something in his hand, but was hiding it.

“Tae? What are you doing he-” Tae grabbed him by the collar and shoved something in his stomach. You looked down and saw it was a broken glass bottle. He stabbed him many times. You couldn’t move, you couldn’t speak. You’re watching someone you love, or you think you love, get murdered in front of you by someone else that you might have feelings for. You got the courage to move and run to Tae.

“Tae stop!” Mark fell once Tae let go of him. His hand was covered in his blood. He immediately had a face of instant regret. Tae ran out the door with the glass bottle still in his clutch and drove off before you could say anything. You called 911 to try to get Mark to the hospital. When the ambulance came, he was announced dead. They took his body away and you had to leave. You drove to Tae’s house and entered, it was unlocked. You walked to his bedroom and saw him in the corner.

“Tae, are you okay?” You walked towards him.

“No, I’m a monster.” He cries and shoves his face in between his knees.

“No you’re not!” You said putting your hand on his shoulder. He shook it off.

“Yes I am. Look!” He showed his hands that had blood on them. “This is how a monster looks like. I killed Mark, one of my best friends.” You heard two people calling for Tae’s name. They ran up the stairs and saw him. It was his brother and sister.

“Tae, are you okay? Once I got your text I drove here with your brother.” She said drying his eyes. “It’s going to be okay.”

“Okay? Sis, he just murdered someone.” her brother pointed out.

“Thank you captain obvious, but right now we need him to calm down, we need him to talk. (Y/n) can you get me a wet towel please?” You got up and got a hand towel from the cabinet and wet it. You also got a glass of water to bring to him. You head back to Tae and his sister. You wipe Tae’s hand to get the blood off. Her sister gave him the water and he stopped crying.

“Okay, now that he’s better, I think we need to discuss on what to do. I think Tae needs to turn himself in. It’ll get worse if we keep him in hiding.” Tae’s sister turns towards him looking at him like he’s crazy.

“I AM NOT PUTTING MY BROTHER IN JAIL!” She yells. “There has to be another way to fix this! What kind of a brother are you?” She looked at him with a disgusted look.

“Why am I the bad one? Are you calling me a sinner? Compared to what he did, I did nothing.” Tae’s sister started to cry knowing that there’s no other way. Tae brought his hand to her face and wiped the falling tear. He looked at her, then her brother. He got up and hugged you.

“I’ll do it, I’ll say I did it.” You pushed him off.

“No! I’m not letting you go to jail! Tae please! I finally realize what I’ve been missing, and that’s you! Please, I don’t want you to go.” Tae puts his hands on your face.

“Don’t worry, I’ll be back.” He kissed you on the forehead and then walked out that door. You tried to run after him, but his sister kept you back. It was like he disappeared into the darkness. It felt like you would never see him again.

4 years later

You heard unlocking of the door. Once it opened, you jumped up from the couch and ran to Tae. He closed the door and held you in a tight embrace.

“Good to see you too (y/n)-” you smash your lips onto his. He was surprised at first, but then kissed you back.

You look up into his eyes, “I had to wait 4 years for that, you know how much pain I was in waiting for you?” You chuckle. You were crying tears of joy from the sight of him.

“I’m sorry. Maybe we can start this whole thing over? This whole friendship?” He asked. You jumped up and wrapped your legs around his waist.

“I think it’s a little too late for that.” You giggle and kiss him again.

“I guess so.” He kisses you back and walked you up the stairs.

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New fanfics

I was requested some fanfics from my friends. There's going to be a Ten one from NCT, a Joshua one from Seventeen, a Jinyoung one from Got7, and an Eunwoo and JinJin one from Astro. Since I didn't finish my Wings fanfics yet, I'm planning to start releasing and writing these in February. All will be series and the first chapter will come out the first or second full week of Feb. Stay tuned 😉

#nct u #nct fanfic #ten fanfic #nct ten #seventeen #seventeen fanfic #Joshua fanfic #Joshua #jinyoung #jinyoung fanfic #got7 #got7 fanfic #eunwoo #eunwoo fanfic #astro #astro fanfic #jinjin #jinjin fanfic

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Awake (Wings Fanfic)

A/N: Woaaaaaah it’s been a while. I’ve been busy with school and haven’t found time. I was sleeping all break and was doing work. Jk no I wasn’t. I procrastinated and did this instead. I hope all of you like it! I’m planning to finish all my fanfics before summer ends because that is when I have the most time. I’m actually planning to start a series so stay tuned for that for those who actually read my fanfictions. I digress, enjoy!

4.4 k words, Fluff, Jin x reader

You knew Jin ever since you were 2 years old. Through thick and thin, he was there for you, and you were there for him. Although it was a pain when your mom and his mom made you take baths together at a young age and showed the photos to everyone they knew. You really had no say whether or not you want to be in this friendship. You can say that you were born into it. When preteen and teen years came, you were a rollercoaster of emotions. You had to admit, you were pretty hot when puberty hit you. You had many boy problems, drama with other girls, but Jin, he was always there for you. However, once high school began, he started to get busy. His mom wanted him to focus on his studies so he could get a good, stable job in the future. You didn’t see him as often, but you made other friends. None that were as close as he was to you, but you managed. They were an okay group but the one thing you hated was that they bullied him a lot because of how he looked. He hung out with the nerdy group and you hung out with the cool kids, but that didn’t stop you from hitting that boy in your group in the nose when he called Jin ugly. You didn’t feel like you belonged anywhere. You felt lonely at times, except for when he wasn’t there. He was your home, he was the only one you needed.

“I knew you would be here (y/n)” you hear the crunching of the leaves from Jin walking up the hill. You sat up to see him holding a sweater and a scarf, while he was wrapped up in his.

“Don’t you have to be studying or something? Your mom’s going to get mad.” You look up at him as he handed you the sweater and put it on.

“Yeah, she will, but you’re more important.” He smiled. You reached out for the scarf and wrapped yourself in it. You saw the moon’s reflection in his glasses.

“You didn’t have to give that boy a bloody nose for calling me ugly you know. It’s true.” He said twiddling his thumbs. You pat on the spot beside you telling him to sit. He did as you asked and you started to attack him with your arm around his neck.

“Are you dumb? Of course I had to!” You heard him coughing and let go. “Besides, I can tell you’re going to glow up.” You lay down and looked at the stars.

“I hope so. Maybe I can be a model or something.” He laughs as he lays down beside you.

“Don’t get your hopes too high now. Besides, you can become a famous doctor or something. You have the brains.” Jin let out a loud sigh and started to get agitated.

“That’s the thing, I don’t know what I want to be. I don’t have any dreams. I’ve been studying my ass off, but do I really want to be like this. Do I really want to be a doctor? I probably won’t be successful. I have no drive to pursue it.” You turn your head to him and see his red cheeks.

“Well, that makes two of us. I have no clue.” You pause and he looks at you. You immediately turn your head to the the sky. “Well, I have some clue, but I doubt it’s even possible.” Jin props himself up and rests his chin in the palm of his hand.

“Really? Tell me.” You look at the curious boy and give him a smile.

“I really want to work in the entertainment industry. Directing, writing, maybe even acting. Managing kpop groups-” he interrupts you with a laugh.

“And there she is. Of course you want to manage kpop groups. You think they’re so dreamy and hot!” He said in a mocking tone. You push him and he fell on his back. You lay on his chest and look at the moon.

“Don’t you ever wish you can just fly out of this world and be in a place with no stress, no expectations, no pressure.” He looked down at you and gave out a faint smile.

“What kind of a question is that? Anyone in the right mind would take that offer.” He lightly smacks your forehead and you let out a giggle.

“I just want to fly away and live in paradise with you.” You felt his heart beat faster. Jin suddenly sat up and you were still laying down, but your head moved to his thigh.

“Why me?” You look at him in confusion and sit up as well. “You’re my best friend, you know me better than anyone else. I want to live the rest of my life with you.”

“You sound like you’re proposing.” Jin raises up an eyebrow. “Maybe I am.” You tease, moving closer to him. He suddenly felt uneasy, and you stopped. “I’m kidding.” You moved your head away and fell down in laughter beside him.

“What are you laughing about?” He growled. “Nothing!” You say in a teasing voice.

“Ya! Tell me!” You shook your head like a little child and crossed your arms. He then started to tickle you to get the answer and you two eventually roll down the hill. You land on top of him and both of you start laughing. A yell from Jin’s house echoed through the neighbourhood. “You should go, I don’t want you to get in trouble because of me.”

“Maybe you should get off of me first fatty!” He exclaimed. You pinned him down and looked him in the eyes.

“Wha-what are you doing?” He stuttered. You loved teasing him, seeing him struggle made you laugh. “You’re pretty weak Jin.” You giggle. A clearing of someone’s throat caught both of your attention, it was his mom. Both of you immediately got up in laughter.

“Hi Ms. Kim!” You say with a smile. “Hi (y/n). I cannot believe after all these years, you’re still good friends.” She was pleased at the sight, and didn’t really mind the situation you were in. Considering you were on top of him, just inches away from his face, his mother didn’t seem to care. “You two had your fun, come on Jin, you have to keep working.” You two did your old handshake and waved each other goodbye. You started to walk away, then heard him call your name.

“(Y/n), it won’t be like that next time!” He said with confidence. “You wish weakling!” You yell back, and both of you parted ways.

A few years later

“Do you have to go?” Jin asked with his puppy eyes. Your dad had been working his butt off for the past few years and got a promotion. You felt so happy for him, but the sad thing was that you had to move to Seoul. Although it was a 16 minute train ride and a 21 minute drive going back to Gyeonggi-do Gwacheon, it was still a hassle.

“Yeah, but don’t worry, I’ll try my best to visit. You have my number too so we can text!” Both of you give each other your final hug. You couldn’t help but tear up. You’re going to be miles away from your only true friend. You snuggled your head in his chest while he patted your head.

“Shh, don’t cry. You’ll see me again okay?” You looked up at him and he wiped your tear. “You’re ugly when you cry, stop it!” He jokes. You move away and hit him on the shoulder lightly.

“I’ll see you soon.” He smiles and waves. You move back into his embrace. You wanted to stay in his scrawny arms forever. You felt like you were losing a part of you, but you know that you had to leave. You let go and looked at him in the eyes. “I’m going to miss you, see you soon.” You sniffle and enter your car. You wave goodbye until he was no longer in your sight.

The next years were not as bad as you thought. You did make a few friends, none that were as close as Jin of course, and had a few relationships here and there. You felt that something was missing in all of them, but you didn’t know what. You mainly focused on work and tried to achieve your dream of working in the entertainment industry. Your parents were surprisingly supportive. You helped your dad in his office, however you did work at the hospital with your mom just in case this whole thing didn’t work out. Balancing school and trying to get your work skills so it would look good in your resume was stressful, but there was a rush to it. You used to think that working was boring, but the more you did, it was kind of addicting.

It’s been about 5 years since you moved, you graduated university early and moved out of your parent’s house. Today was a big day for you. You were finally hired to work at a company. It didn’t seem that big, but they did train some good artists. You started at the bottom, but with your work habits, you were eventually got to the top. You became one of the managers and a makeup artist for the new group that they were debuting. It was called BTS. You never meet them before during their trainee years. You couldn’t go near any of the trainees at that time because it wasn’t your job to interact with them. You just needed to plan, get coffee and follow around your boss. Now, you were someone else’s boss and managed the new group. You wondered how they looked like. You did some research on them and how they were trained in the company. You scrolled through their profiles. “Kim Namjoon aka Rapmonster. He was an underground rapper, the leader of the group, placed at the top 1% of the whole nation.” You went through all of them and reached the last one. You saw the name Jin and remembered your old friend. You said you were going to contact each other, but both of you were busy. You figured his mom made him work harder, and you worked your butt off to get to the position you were in now. You scrolled down to read his description, but then heard a knock on the door.

“Ms. (Y/L/N), it’s time for you to meet the boys.” You got up and walked out the door. You weren’t dressed fancily since you were just meeting them. You wore a light blue sweater, a pair of jeans and your white converse. Before you walked in, you took a deep breath and entered the room.

“Everyone listen up. Where’s Jin?” Bang PD got everyone’s attention. Coincidentally, the one person that you didn’t read about wasn’t here yet.

“He’s in the washroom.” One said. You figured he was Rapmonster due to his hair, and the pictures.

“This boy! Anyways, someone’s here to introduce herself. I need to do something at the office so be nice to her.” He exited and left you with a bunch of curious boys. All their eyes turned to you and you suddenly felt nervous. You swallowed the lump in your throat and started talking.

“Hi, I’m (Y/N), I’ll be your manager and one of your makeup artists due to the shortage right now. Nice to meet you all, let’s have fun!” They all started to clap and they introduced themselves one by one. Then door opened behind you.

“Oh, Jin hyung. You’re late. Our manager just introduced herself.” Jimin said. You turned around and looked at him. Your heart dropped to your stomach, you were frozen in place. Your eyes widened at the sight of Jin, your best friend.

“Jin?” You were speechless. You cannot believe he was right in front of you. All you wanted to do was hug him, but he beat you to it. His arms flung around you and you buried your face in his chest.

“Oh hyung, getting friendly with the manager already.” someone teased. You didn’t really know who that was, but you were too distracted hugging your old friend. You felt the tears welling up in your eyes. He let go and looked at your face. He took his thumbs and wiped your tear away.

“You’re still so ugly when you cry.” He laughs. “And no, I’m not getting “friendly” with her, she’s my old friend. I haven’t seen her in years.” They all said “oh” in unicense. “Go clean yourself in the bathroom, your mascara is running.” You wipe your cheek and see a black mark on you finger. You run to the washroom and clean yourself up. Is this even real? Your best friend is one of the members of the group that you’re going to manage. However, you knew you had to keep it professional. Your best friend will be in front of you, but you can’t even have drinks with him, or even talk to him besides the manner of work. You wash your face and head back to the boys.

“The first day and our manager slash makeup artist already cried in front of us.” Yoongi said.

“Sorry about that. I just can’t believe I met you again.” he smiles at you and you smile back at him.

“It’s understandable, don’t worry.” Namjoon said.

“I guess I lost my chance to get at our manager. She’s all yours hyung.” Taehyung teased. Jin then hit his arm and Taehyung started to laugh. The one boy that wasn’t talking and was inching away from you was Jungkook.

“Umm, Jungkook, are you okay?” You asked. You didn’t want it to be awkward, but he was just looking at the floor.

“It’s his first time talking to a girl. Or even looking at one.” Hoseok said.

“Hyung! No it’s not!” Jungkook said angrily.

“You don’t have to worry. Girls don’t bite. Plus, I’m your manager and makeup artist. I’ll be around you guys a lot, so you can be comfortable around me. Talk to me if you need any advice or anything.” You wanted them to be normal around you, and they did. They warmed up to you, and you warmed up to them. They were childish, but worked hard. When they won the rookie award, you felt like a proud mom. All they do is work and barely go out. They practically live in the practice room. Things between you and Jin were normal. You finally got time to talk to him when they were on a hiatus.

“So what happened when you moved? You should still be in school” You two decided to eat some pizza in your office instead of going out. It was like when you were younger. He would go to your room and both of you would talk as you share two boxes of pizza. He ate a lot, but it seemed like nothing changed.

“I graduated early. I didn’t really have a social life when I graduated from high school. Had some boyfriends here and there, some friends, but I lost contact. What about you? You’re in a kpop group, and won the rookie award. What happened to all the studying you were doing?” He didn’t really seem like the person to be in a kpop group. He was such a nerd when he was younger. Always played games and fanboyed over Mario.

“I don’t know.” there was a pause. “Remember that time on the hill when we were talking about our future?” You remembered it clearly.

“Of course, how could I not? I punched a boy for you that day as well.” both of you laughed. “What about that day?”

“Well, you gave me a dream. You wanted to be in the entertainment industry, and I guess I wanted to do the same. The way you had ambition in your eyes, it made it more interesting.” Your cheeks started to feel hot.

“Are you okay? You’re red as a tomato.” He started to lean in closer. You choked on your pizza and started to cough. What was going on? Why am I like this? He grabbed a can of nestea gave it to you. You chugged it down and relaxed.

“Thanks for that.” You needed to bring something up before he started to ask about what just happened. “I bet you’re still a weakling. Look at those scrawny arms, go to the gym.” You laugh. Was that really the first thing you could think of?

“Really? I bet I can bring you down in a second. Let’s wrestle right now, like old times.” You didn’t know what came over you, but you agreed. For old times sake right? Nothing else. He started on all fours while you had your arms around his waist. You started the countdown and then started to push him. You were still pretty strong. You pushed him down without a struggle, but then he immediately turned you over and pinned you down.

“I told you, it was going to be different the next time. But I got to admit, you are still pretty strong.” he looked in your eyes and just stared at you. You felt your cheeks burning again. You tried to get up, but his grip was too strong.

“Are you going to let me get up or just stare at me?” you felt lightheaded. He started to lean in closer to you. He was inches away from your face. You close your eyes and then heard him chuckle. He then flicked your forehead and you opened your eyes.

“What are you thinking about?” he laughs. You feel you cheeks getting hotter “You’re so red.” You start to squirm in your place.

“Of course I am! I’m embarrassed.” You moved your face to the side to avoid eye contact with him.

“Of what? Because I’m stronger than you? Or maybe it’s because you like me.” he teased. You look at him with disgust. Could that really be it? No, it can’t be. Not possible. He’s like a brother.

“You crazy?” You yelled a bit too loud. You heard a knock on the door.

“(Y/N), are you okay? I need to talk to you.” It was Taehyung. He opened the door without you answering and saw Jin on top of you. His face was blank and he slowly closed the door.

“Tae! Wait! Jin get off.” He did as you said and both of you started running after Tae. He started to run as well yelling “Hyung” down the hall trying to call the other members. You eventually tackle him and Jin covers his mouth and bring him back to your office. Jin pushed him down onto the couch and Tae stayed put.

“Ouuwahhh. Hyung, I didn’t know you rolled like that.” the boy teased. Jin put his hand up to slap him but then stopped himself.

“Tae, it isn’t what it looked like. We’re just really close friends.” you tried to explain.

“Yep, friends with benefits.” he laughs.

“No! Nothing like that!” you exclaimed.

“Jin, did you not tell her?” Tae said. Jin started to attack him. Tae screamed in pain while Jin hit him.

“Tell me what?” You didn’t know what they were talking about. Tae looked at Jin and Jin looked at him with fire in his eyes,

“He likes-ouf” then Jin jabbed him in the stomach and grabbed him by his t-shirt. He likes? Likes who? Me? Does he really? You replayed all the times you had with him. It was so obvious, why didn’t you realize.

“Tae, can you step out for a moment?” Tae looked at you, then at him. Jin let go of him and Tae walked out closing the door behind him.

“So wha-” You cut Jin off by placing your finger on his lips. You waited for a few seconds and opened the door. Tae fell and looked up at you.

“I didn’t mean to listen to us. Go back to the dorms.” He gave you a sad look and you sighed.

“I’ll buy you lunch.” He got up with a big smile and gave thumbs up.

“Okay!” and tae ran off. You closed your door and turned to Jin. You couldn’t look at him and you didn’t know why. You didn’t know what to say, you just needed to talk to him about what just happened.

“So, with what Tae just said. I just wanted to talk-” you were interrupted by Jin lifting your chin up and smashing his lips onto yours. It was so soft, so plump. You didn’t know what got over you, but you swung your arms around his neck and kissed him back. He moved his hands to your waist and pulled you in closer. You didn’t know what you were doing, but it felt right. All the other boys you kissed, it was not like this. You knew what was wrong, you knew why it didn’t work out with the others. It was because it wasn’t Jin. You pulled away and looked into his eyes. You saw that he was the same Jin, the same boy you were with for your whole life. You loved him for so long, but you never thought you would love him in this way.

“Wow, that was-” He was so red you couldn’t help but let out a little giggle.

“So how long has it been since you had these feelings?” You asked still with your arms around his neck and his arms on your waist.

“Since the beginning of high school. I never thought that you would like me back.” he dropped his head down.

“Well, I don’t like you.” You moved your hand and lifted his chin and made him look at you. “I realized that,” you moved closer to him. He swallowed hard and became more red. “I love you. I loved you since the beginning.” he leaned in and deepened the kiss. He was the one that you needed in your life.

You tried to keep it professional when it came to work. However, the key word was “tried.” When nobody was around, he was romantic and whispered sweet nothings in your ear. He was very suggestive and you were surprised. After 2 months of dating, you decided to tell your parents. They were not surprised at all. They knew eventually you would date. They supported it and wanted you two to get married right away. You decided to wait, it took a year for you to tell the company about it. Bang PD was not too wild about it, while the other girls in the company were happy for you. The CEO eventually accepted it as long as they keep it a secret and no going out together.

5 years later

“You really had to wait 5 years to get married?” Your mom said.

“Yes mom. We were not going to marry after dating for 2 months like you suggested.” You came out of your room with your wedding dress on. Your mom and your soon to be mom were about to cry. You wore a mermaid style wedding dress with lacing covering your shoulders and chest and a beaded belt. Your hair was curled and your makeup was all fancy yet natural.

“What a beauty!” You hear someone say at the doorway. It was Jimin.

You see all the boys standing there in their tuxes.

“Jin’s going to get mad at you if he found out you were hitting on his woman.” Hoseok said.

“What are you guys doing here?” You ask.

“We’re here to see if we regret not stealing you from Jin. I’m having second thoughts.” Tae smiled and winked. Namjoon hits him on the shoulder.

“Tsk, you too!” Namjoon exclaimed.

“We wanted our sister in law before she goes down the aisle.” Yoongi smiled.

“I wanted to know if you wanted to back out. I mean, you’re marrying Jin. That means you’ll be with him forever!” Jungkook and the others laugh as well, including Jin’s mom.

“Yes, I am sure that I want to marry him. I can’t imagine my life without him. If he was with another girl, I don’t know how I could’ve lived.” They all awed except for Tae and Jungkook whom were disgusted. “All of you have grown so much. Ah I’m getting teary eyed before my ceremony.” you gently wipe your eyes. Both of your moms got up and started to push the other’s out.

“Okay, it’s almost time. Let’s go kids!” your mom exclaimed. Your dad bumped into them before entering the room.

“You ready?” He extended his arm to you. You picked up your flowers and linked arms with him.

“Ready as I’ll ever be!” You smile. You looked at your dad and can see the tears welling up in his eyes.

“Are you okay?” you chuckle. He started to lead you out.

“Yeah, I just can’t believe my baby is getting married today.” You took his handkerchief and wiped his eyes.

You reached the entrance and heard the music start playing. The doors opened and you saw everyone looking at you. It was a small wedding, just your families, but it was still special. You reached the front and Jin extended his hand to you and held it. The ceremony went by fast and soon enough, your vows came.

“Ahem, I’m not really good at these things but I’ll try my best. I got Namjoon to help me so I think I’m good.” You and the crowd started to chuckle. “Y/n, you have been my best friend since we were little. We were technically born into this relationship because of our mothers, and I would like to thank them for that. If it wasn’t for them, I would not have ever met the amazing girl that you are. You were such an inspiration to me. You taught me so many things. You taught me how to dream, you showed me what I can do. I can’t ever imagine my life without you. No, really, because you are my life. You are my world, my everything. Now that you’re in front of me, and we’re about to spend the rest of our lives together, I feel complete. Thank you for being who you are and thank you for being in my life. And we don’t need a paradise to fly to together, because just being with you is a dream come true. ” You are overwhelmed with the tears streaming down your face. Soon enough it was your turn. You could barely talk, but you finished. You end the ceremony with your kiss and everything else was history.

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nastytrashblog · 9 years ago

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First love (Wings Fanfic)

A/N I have been writing this little by little for the past few weeks. I finished this today lmao. No one is actually reading this, but anyways, thank you for the people who do.

Fluff, Yoongi x Reader

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Everyday, he was excited to play with his brown piano that his mom got for his birthday one year. It was quite big for him. It towered over him and his feet would dangle whenever he would sit on the chair. At school, you were his best friend. You would play with him in the sand box everyday. Sometimes he would chase you around with his boogers. However, you were towered over him. You teased him at any time that you could. You beat him in everything, except in music. The first time you heard him play, you were mesmerized. The way his hands moved, the way the sound danced in your ears. He played with emotion and you couldn’t help but cry. You went to his house everyday to watch him play. You felt at ease and he would teach you some songs from time to time. No matter how old you two grew, he would still play for you.

“You know I never get tired hearing you play.” You say with a smile. You lean on the piano with you arms and head on top of it. He looks at you with his usual spiky hair

“Though your hairstyle burns my eyes. Just let it down.” You joke and walk towards the couch. Yoongi scoffs.

“Please, the ladies love it.” He smirks. You roll your eyes and let out a laugh.

“What ladies? Are they imaginary?” He gets up and sits beside you. He stares at you and opens his mouth to speak

“I don’t think you’re imaginary.” It took you a while to process what he said, and when you did you give him a disgusted face.

“You wish.” You scoot over and look towards the TV. He snorts and puts his feet on the coffee table. He picks up the remote and turns on the TV.

“What do you want to watch?” He said scrolling through the channels.

“Doesn’t matter.” He stopped at a random channel. It was KBS. Idols were performing on stage having fun.

“One day, I’ll be on that stage, hearing my fans cheer my name.” You looked up at him. His eyes were filled with ambition.

“And when that day come, I’ll be the one person in the crowd booing you. You laugh.

Few days later

Yoongi has been bothering you to come with him to the big hit audition that he wanted to participate in. With his constant pestering and bribes, you agree. He wore his lucky green shirt and went you two rode the bus together.

“Nervous?” You ask.

“Of course I am. What kind of a question is that?” You can see beads of sweat forming on his head and pit stains slowly appearing. When you get off of the bus and stop him.

“Yoongi, take a deep breath. Get your mind off of it.” You tried your best to calm him, but it didn’t work. He starts to breath in and out vigorously.

“I can’t stop freaking out, I can’t stop thinking about it.” He was panicking even more. You tried to think of something, but the only thing that came to mind was to kiss him. You put both of you hands on his cheeks and squished them. You brought him closer and kissed him lightly on his lips. They were warm and soft. You let him go and he looked at you in shock. He then started to wipe his mouth.

“Ew y/n, what was that for. Ew that so- ugh. I’m going to vomit.” You start laughing, but you felt slightly relieved

“You stopped freaking out didn’t you? Now let’s go.” You take his hand and start running inside.

“But now the thought of you kissing me will haunt me.” You shake you head and kept running. You two finally reached the line. You look at him and hugged him.

“Good luck, and don’t be scared. I’ll be in the crowd.” He nods and you walk in front of the stage. One by one, the contestants came. You then look to your right and see Yoongi lined up. He waved at you and you waved back. They finally called him and he went on stage. He looked like a total dork up there. None of the judges looked up at him, but once he started, their heads shot up. His rap was flawless. He practiced for so long, and it paid off. He finally finished and ran off. He was then stopped, and a staff member gave something to him. He looked at it and bowed.

“I-I did it!” His voice was shaky, but when he was performing, it was so fluent.

“Yeah you did. By the way, what did they give to you?” You reached for his hand, but then he shoved the paper in his pocket.

“Don’t worry about it.” You were suspicious, but let it slide. You suggested some ice cream and a stroll through the park to celebrate his victory of not vomiting on the stage. You played with your ice cream for a bit. You didn’t know why, but you were nervous to ask him your question.

“Hey, um, can I ask you something?” You look up at him.

“Shoot.” You fidgeted a bit more, and took a deep breath.

“Will you remember when you’re famous and on that stage performing?” He stopped and almost choked on his ice cream.

“Kind of a queston is that? Of course I will!” He took a big scoop and shoved it in his mouth. “Besides, what makes you think I’ll make it.”

“I don’t know, I just have a good feeling.” You two walked home, but it got dark almost instantaneously. The stars and the moon shined upon you two.

“Don’t you just love nighttime? It’s just so peaceful.” You looked up at the sky. You then felt his arm fall onto your shoulder. You look at him. His eyes glistening in the light, he then looked down at you.

“Not really, you’re still here.” He laughs. You push his arm off and started to walk to your house.

“Ditto. And just because I’m only a few inches shorter than you doesn’t give you permission to do that.” He catches up to you.

“I don’t think 6 inches are just, a few shorter.” He teases. You two reach your house and he started to walk off to his.

“I’ll see you tomorrow.” He doesn’t turn around. Maybe he didn’t hear you. You let it be and entered your home. You thought about the kiss you two had. The thought of his soft lips on yours made your heart flutter. Did you like him? Possibly. You just knew that he made you blush. However, for the next few days, he avoided you. When he saw you, he would walk the other way. When you try to say hi, he just puts on his earphones. You never saw him on the bus nor did you ever see him in the neighbourhood. You never heard him play piano and you just watch his bedroom light go off everyday. You were concerned for him and thought, Did I do anything wrong? Is he having problems right now? You couldn’t sleep, eat or concentrate on your work. After 2 weeks, on a Saturday afternoon, you decided to wait for him out on his porch after his job. You heard footsteps approaching and looked up. Yoongi looked at you and tried to walk away.

“Min Yoongi, stop right there and talk to me!” He stopped and let out an annoyed sigh.

“Why are you avoiding me?” You feel the tears rushing to your eyes. He turns around and looks at you.

“I have my reasons.” He says in a monotone voice. You walk closer to him.

“Reasons? What possible reasons do you have to avoid you best friend?” He didn’t look at you, which annoyed you even more. You grabbed his cheeks and made him look at you.

“They’re personal! And let go of me, you don’t need to know everything about me!” He slapped your hand away and walked towards his door.

“You know I can’t concentrate on my work nor can I eat or sleep because of you! Knowing that you’re not by my side, it hurts.” He stopped. The tears just came running down your face.

“Not my fault.” He mumbled and entered his house. He slammed the door shut. That slam repeated in your head and rung through your ears until you went to bed. Is this really it? The end of our friendship because of his stupid reasons? You hugged your pillow and stared at the ceiling replaying all your memories together. A tear rolled down the side of your face hitting your pillow. You’re too cruel Yoongi. Why did I have to fall for you? Many hours passed and you saw the sun set and rise. Another crappy day. You decided to get up to start your morning with a warm cup of hot chocolate. You fell onto your couch and sipped on it until you were finished. It was still 5:00 am. You soon realize that your eyes were getting heavy and pass out on the couch.

You see Yoongi standing in front of you. He then shook his head and started to walk away. You tried to call for him, but no sound came out of you. You tried to move, but it was like you were glued in place. He walked towards the light leaving you alone in the dark. You plead and try to yell out for him, but nothing came out.

“Yoongi!” You yell waking up. The sun shining into your eyes, you get up. You look down to see a plate of bacon, eggs and rice. You look to the right of it and see a sticky note. I made you breakfast, I didn’t want to wake you. Have a great day honey - Mom. You look at the bottom of the note to see an arrow. You turn the note around. P.S. Yoongi told me to tell you to visit. He seemed to be leaving. I tried to ask, but he seemed to be in a hurry. I’ll let you do the rest. Leaving? Why is he leaving? You get up and put on a pair of shoes then ran out. You knock on the door and Yoongi’s mother answers.

“Hi y/n, come in. I have to be leaving for work soon, but Yoongi told me you’ll be coming later so I stayed a bit longer.” You enter the house. The memories you had since you were younger came flooding back.

“He left a note for you over there.” She pointed at the piano while putting on her jacket. She looked at her watch and grabbed her bag.

“I have to go. You know where the spare key is, please lock up when you leave.” You weren’t surprised that she trusted you to stay in their house alone and to lock the door. You walk around for a bit and entered Yoongi’s room. It was nearly empty. His furniture was still there, but his clothes were gone. You looked at his desk, everything was in it’s place, except for the picture of you two when you were younger. Your curiosity grew as you walked towards the piano. You grazed your finger over the piano and stopped at the letter. It was in an envelope with the words, To y/n in the front. You open it up

Y/N

I know, the past few days I’ve been avoiding you, and it was the worst thing I have ever done. You’re probably wondering why huh? Well, I received on the day of my auditions that they wanted me, that’s the note that I got. I didn’t want you to get hurt when I left. Now that I think about it, I think it’s because I didn’t want my feelings to grow bigger. The day you kissed me, I didn’t know what to do. I wanted to hold you, but I didn’t think that you liked me in that way. I didn’t want our friendship to be ruined by my teenage hormones. I feel selfish now. For that reason, you suffered. I never thought I would be chosen, but then somehow, you knew that I would. Anyways, this is getting too long. I’ll miss you y/n. I hope to see you soon.

Yoongi

PS. I made a CD for you to listen to if you ever feel stressed, or need something to calm you down. It should be in your mailbox.

A tear fell from your face onto the paper. You wanted to run to Seoul right now and hold him, but at the same time, you wanted to break something. The fact that he avoided you wasn’t necessary. If he was leaving, you wanted to spend every last second with him. You take the letter, lock the door as you were told, and walked back to your house. You stopped at the door and opened your mailbox. You picked up the CD held it to your chest. I’ll miss you too Yoongi.

5 year later

You open your eyes to the sound of your alarm. You groan and shut it off. You look at the time, 5:00 am it read. Saturday, you thought. I can never get any rest. You go to university from 8:00 am - 3:00 pm and stay up for the next 12 hours to get work done. On Saturday and Sundays, you teach english and take 4 hour naps on weekends. You life was busy, no rest and barely any fun. You still live in your parents’ home. However, the warm aura that it gives you makes your life a bit better. You get up and make yourself a cup of coffee without waking up your parents and take a bowl of rice. Your diet wasn’t necessarily healthy. It consisted of rice, chips and coffee. Sometimes when your mom cooks and you’re not busy, you eat a big feast with them. You finish up and take a quick shower. You get ready and bus to your school. You’re day was normal, but then a thought hit you that ruined your mood. Finals, they’re coming up in less than a month. 3 weeks didn’t seem that close, but you knew that the time would fly. You skipped your 4 hour nap and went straight to work. You started your study notes per course. This was your last year, and you did not want to 5th year. You worked until the next morning. You call in sick to finish up the rest. You typed the last word and felt a wave of relief. You leaned back in your chair and stretched. You looked at the time and it was around lunch. The smell of sizzling beef on the pan made your mouth water. You run downstairs and see the food.

“Hey honey, I know you’ve been busy. I hope you can eat this time.” You look from the table, to your mom then to your dad. You smile and sit down.

“I’m starving, and I miss eating with you guys.” You spent the rest of the day sleeping. The day before finals came. You studied your butt off, then decided to sleep. You close your eyes and saw Yoongi.

“I missed you so much y/n.” He stroked your cheek and started to lean in. You close your eyes getting ready. You then wake up. You hear your alarm blaring in your ears. You look at the time and it read 7:13 am. You get up fast and try to get change as quickly as possible. You grab your bag and run out the door. You could not believe you slept through more than an hour of your alarm ringing. You see the bus and run as fast as your legs could go. You wave for it, and luckily, it stopped for you. You get on and stand. You look to your right and see a black haired fellow with a hat and face mask on. He was wearing the exact same army green jacket, black shirt and black pants as Yoongi did in your dreams. You shake it off, it can’t be Yoongi can it? The man got off at the next stop and you just stared at him as the bus drove off. You slap yourself to focus. You arrive at school and seat yourself. Exam after exam, you knew all the answers. You were so happy when the day ended. Your school year was done. You went home and fell onto the couch. You then heard a knock on the door. You opened it, and there you saw the same man from the bus.

“Can I help you?” You ask.

“I missed you y/n.” He pulled his face mask down. It was Yoongi. Your intuition was right. You fell into his arms and squeezed him tight. You dig your face into his chest. He stroked your hair and looked down on you. You lift your head up to look at him. He leans down and kisses you on the lips. You were surprised, but you went with it. His soft lips reminded you of the first time you kissed. He pulls away.

“You have no idea how long I wanted that.” You smile and hug him for a bit longer. You both let go and he takes you by the wrist.

“Let’s go.” He pulls you.

“Where are we going?” he smirks and and picks you up.

“No questions.” He starts to run with you in his arms. You hit his chest multiple times.

“Put me down! I have legs!” He laughs and lets you down gently. “You don’t have to worry about me not following you, I’ll go wherever you want me to.” He starts to get red and turns away.

“Okay then, let’s go.” You two start running together and suddenly stop in front of a park. He covers your view then snakes behind you covering you eyes with his hands.

“Trust me, and just walk forward.” You do as he asked. He stopped and took his hands off. You see a gazebo decorated with lights and a table in the middle. You walk towards it and see a bunch of food. Yoongi pulls the seat out and you sit on it. He pushes you in and sits across from you.

“Did you really set all this up?” You ask.

“Yeah, who else would?” He laughs. He takes your hand and holds it. “I planned this day for so long. You’re still so beautiful.” He then kisses your hand. The rest of the day was magical. Your best friend was back home in your arms. Your family and his celebrate together and had a grand feast. He was staying for a month and wanted to spend that whole time with you. He attended your graduation and all you did in the summer was spending each day and night with him. His last day eventually came, which meant you weren’t going to see him for a long time. You two walked on the beach and talked about your future.

“You’ll be back right?” He places his hands on your shoulders.

“Of course. I can’t bear not being with you. Which is why…” He takes a box out of his pocket. “Y/n, I want to be with you forever. You’ve been there for me since the first day of school. We did everything together, so this is why I want us to get married, together. So, y/n will you be my wife?” the sun set shone upon the diamond ring.

“Yes! Yes! Of course!” he placed the ring on your finger. As he got up, you jumped on him and wrapped your legs around his waist. You take off his hat and smash your lips onto his.

3 years later

“Hon, can you help me up? My back his killing me.” Yoongi takes your hand. After one child, you still decided for one more, no matter how hard it was for you. “Happy birthday b/n! Your dad and I got something for you.” Your little boy turned around around to a brown piano. He jumped for joy and ran to it. Yoongi helped him up on the chair and he played random notes on the piano. You walked towards your husband and he placed his arm around you. Your little boy looked up at you two.

“I feel so nice mom, I feel so nice!”

#bts #wings #bts wings #suga #yoongi #first love #wings first love #bts first love #bts fanfic #bts fluff #bts suga fluff #suga fluff #yoongi fluff

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nastytrashblog · 9 years ago

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Reflection (Wings Fanfic)

A/N: This took such a long time. I hope for whoever reads this enjoys. Thank you! I will probably do Suga’s next week.

Fluff, angst, Namjoon x reader

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He sat there, staring at his phone scrolling through the comments that his fans left him. He smiles at the amount of love he gets. However, when there’s love, there’s hate. He tries to avoid them as much as possible, but the words pop out of the screen. He’s such a bad leader, He’s so ugly, He doesn’t deserve to be a part of BTS. He couldn’t take it anymore. He put his phone on his side table with the screen facing down. He got up to write a song for the new upcoming album. He falls onto his chair and rolled towards his desk. He took a pencil and paper and started to write ideas. Frustrated, he crumpled his paper and threw it in his garbage. He let out a loud sigh. He leaned back on his chair with his hand resting behind his head. The hateful words swirled around his mind. They echoed through the room, no matter how hard he tried, it wouldn’t go away. His door creaked open and he fixated his eyes to a concerned Jungkook.

“Hyung? Are you okay? You know you don’t have to rush this song.” Namjoon stood up, grabbed his jacket from the couch and walked out his door passing him. He knew exactly where he was going and let him be. Namjoon entered his car stressed and started to drive to Ttukseom. He had always gone there to clear his head and to get some inspiration. He parked in the middle of nowhere and went to the same spot he had always gone to. He sat down on a small wooden bench and took a deep breath. He put his earphones on to stop the hateful words that still rung in his ears. He laid down and slowly drifted to sleep.

He was standing in front of a crowd. Jin, Suga, J-hope, Jimin, Taehyung and Jungkook were all covering him. Namjoon walked beside them so he could be seen. All the fans were screaming for them. He smiled and said hello. He was starting their introduction and bowed, however the other didn’t and kept waving. He looked at them confused. One fan said, “Jimin I love you!” and the whole crowd agreed. They praised everyone except for Namjoon. Everything started to fade away in front of his eyes.“That’s right” He thought. “They much rather have the other members to entertain them. They can succeed without me.” He was eventually in a room that was pitch black. He felt a wall on his back and slid down. He put his head on his knees and felt his tears stinging his eyes. Suddenly, the sound of footsteps echoed through the room. He looked up and a bright white light going closer to him. “Wake up, open your eyes and you will see me, your light in your life.”

Namjoon woke up abruptly. He looked at the stars and saw his breath in the cold air. He sat up and took his earphones out. Once they came off, he heard the sound of footsteps nearing him. He put his hood on worrying that he’ll be recognized. The person stood beside the bench he was sitting on.

“Beautiful night isn’t it?” The person had a soft voice which caught Namjoon’s attention.

“Yeah, definitely.” Namjoon looked over and saw a beautiful figure shining in the light of the moon. He stood up and the person inched closer to him.

“The sound of the crickets can just lull you to sleep huh?” The person turned to face Namjoon. A beautiful smiled shot out.

“I’m y/n.” A hand reached out to him. He shook it and opened his mouth to speak.

“I’m…” he stopped and looked away. He realized that he showed his face.

“I already know who you are.” You let out a soft giggle. “I know, why am I not screaming. I didn’t think that you wanted to deal with that right now and just relax.” He stared at the ground not knowing what to say.

“Hmm, maybe I should go. It was nice meeting you in person.” You were about to leave, but you stopped at the sound of his mumbling. “What?” you say. He lifted his head and turned to look at you, “Don’t go yet.” You walked back and talked to him a bit longer. You two shared a few laughs and he suddenly asked, “Why did you come here today?” You didn’t know why, but you just felt like you needed to.

“I’m not sure, something just told me to come. I come here from time to time, but rarely at night. Usually early in the morning to see the sunrise.” Namjoon suddenly got a text from his manager. You should come back now to rest. He let out a disappointed sigh.

“You have to go don’t you?” You felt sad, it was nice talking to one of you favorite idols.

“Yeah, but I’ll be back here soon. See you then?” He lets out a smile of hope, exposing his cute dimples.

“Yep, see you then, bye.” You wave each other goodbye and part ways.

Namjoon got back to the dorms and collapsed on the couch smiling. Taehyung and Jimin walk in.

“You seem happy. Jungkook said you went to Ttukseom. Did you get some inspiration?” Tae asked. Namjoon shook his head. “I got something much better.”

Namjoon was excited every day to be finished with practice. He would drive to the same spot every time hoping to see you there. He would wait for many hours until you showed up, but you never did. No matter how much time, gas and energy he wasted, he would still go wanting to see you. After a few weeks, he started to lose hope. “Was it really worth it?” “Will she ever come today?” “Can I just not go for one day?”

He had practice until 2:00 am one day. He was contemplating if he should go or rest. He was exhausted and he still didn’t start on his songs. He’s usually on top of his game, but he kept wanting to see you. He decided to not go and headed back to the dorms with the others.

“Are you not going to run out again without telling us where you’re going?” Jin asked.

“Yeah, where do you go? You’re usually anxious to leave.” Suga included. They all looked at Namjoon. They never really asked him what was going on.

“Well, I guess I should tell you guys. Sorry to keep it a secret. I met this girl that one day I went to Ttukseom. Remember I came home smiling?” Namjoon asked Jimin and Taehyung. They both nodded and had an “oh” moment.

“She helped me get out of my slump that I was in that day. What was weird is the dream that I had before that.” He paused. Was it a coincidence? Or was it a sign? He continued to talk. “Anyways, we said we would see each other again, but never specified a day. So, everyday I went there to see if she was there.”

“Well, go one last time today. If she isn’t there, then you can stop worrying about it.” Hoseok suggested.

“I guess. Okay, this will be my last time, wish me luck.” He then ran out the door and drove there. He wanted to see you, he wanted to be with you, he didn’t want to leave it there. He kept pleading that he would see you. He parked and ran out. He looked and no one was there. His heart dropped to his stomach. “I knew it.” he thought. He walked to the bench and sat looking at the sky. It was a cloudy night. The moon was barely illuminating the sky. He let his head fall from the exhaustion. His eyes were heavy and knew he had to go back. He stood up and turned around. The clouds moved from the shining moon, and there you were. The moon shone on you like a spotlight.

“Hey.” you smiled. Namjoon ran to you and gave you a hug. It surprised you, but you put your arms around him.

“Thanks for the warm welcoming.” you joke. “You have no idea how many times I went here and how long I waited for you.” He hugged you tighter. You can hear his heartbeating faster the longer he held you. You moved your head away from his chest and looked up at him.

“Well, I’m here now.” You smile. He smiles back and lets you go. He stares at you for a few seconds until he started to talk.

“You’re so beautiful.” You were shocked at the sudden compliment, you were speechless.

“Wow, you’re direct.” He chuckles.

“You want to go for a walk?” He reaches his arm out to you. You move closer to him and link arms with him.

“Gladly.” You two didn’t know where you were going and just went wherever your feet took you. You two only saw each other twice, but it seems that you knew each other for years. He made you laugh and shared stories about the past. You felt like a real couple, but then you remembered what you were going through. You heard a ding from his pocket. His eyes widened at the text that he had received.

“You have to go now don’t you?” He let out a sigh of despair as he put his phone back in his pocket.

“Are you okay? Did something happen?” You realized that his mood went down. You knew he would be sad, but there was a fire burning in him, like he was mad.

“Yeah, I’m fine, I just have to deal with something.” You two walked back to bench at sat down.

“I want to stay with you longer, but I have to go.” He said. You felt tears forming in your eyes. He held you into a loving embrace.

“Don’t worry! I’ll be back tomorrow.” He heard your sniffles. You pulled away and looked at him in the eyes.

“I-I won’t be here.” It was hard to get those words out.

“What do you mean?” He held your shoulders and looked at you with concern.

“I have to go abroad for a year.” You couldn’t explain what was happening to you just yet. You then took your backpack off and pulled a pile of letters out.

“For the days I didn’t come, I was writing these for you to read when I was gone. I’m sorry I couldn’t tell you.” He reached out and took the pile from you. His eyes moved from the letters to your glistening eyes.

“Read them in that order, from top to bottom. Dates are on there just in case you mess it up. Read one every day so you can have a little bit of me in your life until I come back.” You force a smile out pretending that you’re not hurting.

“Okay, I will do it for you.” Namjoon was devastated. He couldn’t leave now knowing that he won’t see you until next year.

“You should go, I don’t want you to get in trou-” you were cut off with his lips on yours. You then felt his cold hands on your cheeks. It was like he was shouting please don’t leave me. Stay with me longer! You put your arms around his neck and enjoyed the moment. You both pull away and look each other in the eyes.

“I will look forward to that in the next year.” He kisses your forehead and hugs you. You couldn’t help but to cry even more. He strokes your hair and tries to relax you. The sound of his phone ringing then disturbs the moment. He lets you go and answers his phone. You can hear yelling on the other side of the line. He hangs up and picks up the letters. He kisses you on the lips once more. A tear rolls down your cheek. He wipes it off with his thumb and smiles. You can see him getting emotional.

“See you… next year.” He says. You kiss him on the cheek.

“See you.” He gets up and leaves.

Namjoon places the pile of letters in the seat next to him. The ding of his phone filled his car. “Hyung, you need to hurry up. PD is angry. I don’t know how anyone found out about you and that girl, but he is furious.” He throws his phone on the dashboard and started to drive.

When he arrived, he saw a bunch of reporters at the front doors. He tried to stay low and park making sure he was not seen. He runs to the back of the building and asks for one of the members to open the back door. A few minutes later Jimin comes.

“Hyung, be careful talking to PD, he’s about to-” Then Jimin took a good look at his eyes. They were puffy and red.

“Are you okay? What happened?” Namjoon shoved the pile of letters into his chest.

“Bring these in my room. Don’t open any of them. If you do, I’ll hit you.” Namjoon left them with Jimin and ran up the stairs. He was nervous to face him. He didn’t want to get yelled at, not today. Namjoon then knocked on his door. He heard a voice that sounded agitated yell, “come in.” He opened the door and saw him scrolling through the media. A picture of you and Namjoon was on his screen. It was from a few weeks ago and you swore that no one was around.

“Can you explain this?” Namjoon just looked at the ground getting ready to be yelled at.

“I also heard that right after practice, you were run out. Was it for her?” He can feel the anger building inside of him.

“YA! LOOK AT ME WHEN I’M SPEAKING.” Namjoon looked up and saw that his face was all red.

“What do I say to the media? You want to cause trouble for your group?” Namjoon shook his head.

“No.”

“THEN WHY DID YOU DO THIS?!” Namjoon didn’t have an answer. He inspected the photo from where he was standing.

“It barely shows my face. How would they know it was me. No one knows that I go to that same exact spot besides the company and BTS.” PD turned around and looked at the photo.

“Alright, if they buy that, then I’ll let you off the hook. Go.” He left and went to the rooms. All the members were gathered around the pile of letters. Namjoon entered the room and they all looked at him.

“So what happened?” Suga asked. They were all concerned.

“Well, obviously PD was mad-” Tae cut him off.

“We’re not talking about that. We know that it’s going to go away sooner or later. We’re talking about the girl. Jimin said that your eyes were puffy when you came back.” Namjoon put his jacket on a chair and sat down. He took the letters from the table and held it.

“Well..” Namjoon told them everything. From the beginning when you met, giving all the details, to today when you gave him the letters. They all surrounded him and gave him a pat on the back.

“It’s okay, you will see her. The year will go by fast. Lets focus on the next performances and the new album.”

The next year was exciting for BTS. They filmed bon voyage, the Dubai trip, and performed in many countries. Throughout all of this, you were always on his mind. He would never miss a letter. He would always smile at the stories you wrote down, the pictures of you that you attached of yourself when you were younger to now, and all the little secrets you told him. The final letter was in his hand. He was so excited because he’ll be able to see you soon.

“Hyung, we’re going back to Korea tomorrow. You excited to see your lover?” Hoseok teased. Namjoon hit him and looked at the last letter. They all surrounded him. The envelope was pink, the date on top written in cursive and the letters “To my baby Namjoon.” He opened it. He was so excited that he practically ripped it open. You spritzed the letter with your perfume. Jungkook took the letter from his hands.

“Woah, it smells so good!” Namjoon took it back and glared at him.

“Jungkook, you were technically sniffing his woman.” Namjoon then fixated his eyes to Suga. He read that as a warning and stayed quiet. Namjoon looked at the letter and opened it.

Dear my baby Namjoon,

Wow, It’s almost been a year. I wrote so many of these just for you. You’re probably wondering why I went abroad for a whole year. I’m sorry I never told you, until now. I actually have a rare sickness. I was diagnosed with it last year, on the day I met you. I needed to go to America to find a cure, but I’m not sure if they will. They will help me at least, and try to lengthen my life by a little bit. I’m sorry you had to find out this way, I had no guts to tell you in person. I will see you tomorrow, at the same spot we met. I can’t wait to hold you in my arms and shower you with my kisses. See you then my love.

Y/N.

They all looked at him in shock. They didn’t know what to say. “Namjoon, are you okay?” Jungkook asked. Namjoon didn’t know how to react. He already didn’t see you for a year, and know he’s only going to see you for a little bit longer. He can feel the tears stinging his eyes. One fell onto the letter. BTS crowds around him and console him.

The next day

It was afternoon, Namjoon rushed to the same spot. He didn’t care if he would get in trouble or if he had to wait there the whole day to see you. He heard footsteps and he turned around. There you stood, skinnier, paler. He fell onto his knees. Seeing you like this made him weak, he couldn’t believe his eyes. You try to run to him as fast as you can. You kneel and hug him.

“Y/n? It this really you?” You nod and look at him.

“You’re still as beautiful as the day I first met you.” You cry tears of joy. He held your face and gazed into your eyes. He kisses you and you kiss him back. You then hear cheering and you turn to see all the members of BTS walking towards you two.

“So you’re the famous y/n that he wouldn’t stop talking about.” Hoseok teases. Namjoon gets up and helps you to your feet.

“Yes I am. And you guys are the famous BTS. Wow, you’re a lot taller than I anticipated. What are you guys doing here anyways?” They all look at Namjoon.

“I told them that I have something to show them, besides you.” He gets down on one knee and pulls out a box. You couldn’t believe your eyes, is he going to propose?

“Woo! Go Namjoon!” They all cheer.

“Calm down, I’m not actually proposing.” They all grew disappointed, you did too. He then looked at you in the eyes.

“It’s a promise, that in our afterlives, we will love each other again. And that in our next lives, you will try to keep healthy so we can actually be married and be together forever.” You tear up at his words. He opens the box and you see a silver ring with his name embedded in it. You nod and he puts it on your finger. He gets up and kisses you.

“Okay, you guys can leave now. I have to spend time with my girl.” He puts his arm around you and pulls you closer.

“Wow, okay. See you y/n!” Jimin says, and they all leave. You wave them goodbye.

“Let’s go my princess!” Namjoon suddenly lifts you up and carries you with no trouble. You laugh but didn’t mind. The rest of the day was fun. You went out in public and he didn’t care if he got in trouble. He wanted everyone to see that he was with you. Your date felt like it was from a movie. Everything was perfect, it was your dream date. Eventually, it got out that he was with a girl and caused trouble for him once more. It was everywhere, and the comments on SNS came in. How could anyone actually like him? Is she blind? She looks anorexic. No matter how happy he was, there will always be these kind of comments. He got an idea for his own solo and started to work on it. It took him a couple of weeks to finish it, which meant he couldn’t see you. The whole group was busy with the new album. You understood and let it be. Whenever he would message you, you would push him to work. You didn’t want to be a distraction to him. For the next few weeks, you practically lived in the hospital. Namjoon would visit from time to time, and when he did, your heart fluttered every time. However recently, he hasn’t been coming. He did his comeback with BTS and he has interviews, fansigns and performances almost everyday. All you did everyday was sleep, eat and sleep more. You were tired almost 24/7. You had to get a diagnoses one day and you stayed up. That was the day you got a chance to listen to the whole album. Everything was perfect, you smiled at the sound of his voice. When you got to his solo, you were excited and happy, but that slowly went away. With every word, you can feel his emotion. When the end came, you just cried. The fact that he felt that way made you feel stupid. You didn’t realize that he was hurting.

A few days later

You laid there crying. You heard the door open. You turned around to see Namjoon walking towards you holding a bouquet of flowers. He heard you sniffles and dropped the bouquet on the bed. He held your head and looked at you.

“y/n, whats wrong?” You didn’t want to tell him the news that you only had few more hours left until the virus takes over you. You sit up and hug him.

“I don’t want to leave, I want to be with you!” He was confused, he thought you had a few more months.

“What do you mean? Y/n, don’t tell me.” You looked at him with puffy eyes. He got the hint and hugged you tighter.

“No, no this can’t be real. How much longer?” He doesn’t believe all of this. This was so surreal.

“Only a few more hours, they didn’t specify.” He was speechless. He decided to stay with you until the very end. He messaged the others and they visited. They stayed with Namjoon. They sat on the couch and some chairs while Namjoon was beside you, holding your hand through this. The two rings sparkled in the moonlight. You knew that your time was almost up. The doctor came in to wait until you left.

“Hey babe.” He looked at you holding back his tears.

“I will always be with you. Whenever you look at the moon shining on you, that’s me smiling down on you. Whenever you go to the little bench, I will be there. Even if you find someone to marry in the future, I will still love you. This ring, I will always wear.” Everyone in the room was tearing up, even the doctor.

“I listened to your song as well. You will love yourself. If you don’t, remember I will always love you.” You stroke his cheek.

“I will always love you too y/n.” He gets up and kisses your forehead. You look each other in the eyes and smile. Your smile slowly goes away and your eyes dilate. The sound of a flat line fills the room.

One week later

The funeral had already been held by Namjoon. He went to the bench and sat there in his suit. He put his hand on the bench, but felt a marking. He lifted his hand up and it read “It’s possible to love yourself, because I already do.” The moonlight shone on him.

#bts #bts wings #Namjoon #rapmon #rap monster #bts reflection #reflection #rapmon fluff #namjoon fluff

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nastytrashblog · 9 years ago

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My wings fanfic

for whoever reads my fanfics thank you, I put a lot of effort into them even though i know barely anyone reads them. I think I’ll at least post one per week because it takes me a long time to type them considering I’m only doing one part per song. For whoever reads them, I hope you enjoy them.

PS. I’ll probably post the Reflection fanfic today.

#bts #bts wings #bts begin #bts lie #bts stigma #bts first love #bts reflection #bts mama #bts awake #jungkook #jimin #V #taehyung #suga #rap monster #J-hope #Jin #fanfic

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The next wings fanfic

I know no one reads them but its okay. I'm actually really excited to do Suga's and Rapmon's. I can just imagine my stories created into a movie. I want that to happen one day, but it probably won't, oh well

#bts wings #bts #jeon jungkook #jin #j hope #jimin #jungkook #rap monster #taehyung #suga #fanfic

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nastytrashblog · 9 years ago

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Wings (Begin)

A/N: So I worked on all the plots, and this story took me like 4 hours to do. Hope you guys like it. Btw, this is an AU where you are childhood friends with Jungkook and his brother. Warning, there is angst in this. I almost teared up writing the plot. I felt very emotional.

Jungkook x reader, Noona, fluff, angst

Hi future me here. This is so cringy, and it has bad grammar. Do not read unless you want to cringe!

You, Jung Hyun and Jungkook were all walking hand in hand through the streets with your parents.

"Ouuu, all these foods look good!" Jungkook exclaimed. You all went out to eat some street foods for the night. Jung Hyun kept bothering his parents about wanting to eat street foods, so your parents took them out with you. You tippy toed over the counter to try and see. Your dad suddenly picks you up to help look.

"I want the...the one that's shaped like a goldfish!" It looked so cute to you. The man packed it into a white paper bag and gives it to you. You take a bit into it and you tasted the red bean

"MMMMM! It tastes so good!" You exclaim. It was really sweet and the bread was fluffy. Jungkook comes up from behind you and tries to take it.

"That looks yummy! Can I try?" You see his eyes sparkle at the sight and his mouth watering.

"No! It's mine!" He starts to pull your arm and you try to pull away. Then, Jung Hyun comes to Jungkook and gives him one.

"Don't bother y/n now! She's older than you and can scold you like me." You and Jung Hyun chuckle while Jungkook eats his bunggeopang quietly. You roam the streets more and stuff you faces until you felt like bursting.

Your parents drive you, Jung Hyun and Jungkook home as you two are next door neighbors. Jungkook impatiently looks out the window seeing his parents waiting for them. When the car pulled to a stop, he undid his seatbelt and ran out the door to hug his parents.

"Eomma! Appa! We ate so much today! We all had so much fun too!" You, Jung Hyun and your parents exit the car approaching them. Jung Hyun goes to his mom and gives her a kiss while his dad pats him on the head.

"Now, what do you guys say?" Jung Hyun's dad said. Jungkook looks at you and your parents with a big smile while Jung Hyun acted normal.

"Gamsahamnida!" Jungkook yelled out while Jung Hyun bowed and said it normally. You approached Jung Hyun and did your handshake.

"See you tomorrow at school." You turn around and start to walk, but a hand pulled on your shirt.

"Why can't we have a cool handshake?" Jungkook looked up at you and saw him tear up. You sigh.

"Okay Jungkook. Here." You show him a simple handshake ending with an explosion. He looked amazed and smiled at you with his little bunny teeth. He starts to run towards his parents who are already at their door. You walked towards your house and ran to your bed. You were so thankful for them. You were so close to them and knew everything about them. You smile, you couldn't imagine your life without them. You start to doze off and fall asleep.

A few years later

"Y/n! Y/n! Y/n! Y/n!" You hear a nagging voice wake you up. You open your eyes to see Jungkook shaking you and Jung Hyun standing behind him.

"What do you guys want? It's... 11:45! My job is at 12:00!" You freak out. You rush to your closet and pull out some clothes to wear. You were about to strip but forgot that they were there.

"You guys wanna get out? I need to change." They both look at each other and back to you. They both shook their head. You let out an angered sigh and push them out and lock the door.

"You pigs!" You yell. You heard them laugh on the other side of the door. You hear their footsteps going down the stairs. You rush to put your clothes on and run downstairs. You see them eating your breakfast that your parents made for you. They look at you with a scared face.

"ARE YOU-" you stop and take a deep breath. "What are you guys doing here anyways?" Jungkook had a big smile with his cheeks full of kimchi. He swallows it and wipes his mouth.

"Well, remember the audition I did for superstar k2?" You nodded slowly and saw his face light up.

"Well, another company wanted me. Bighit entertainment." He said. You were so happy for him. You knew that he was stressing about this the whole time. He waited many weeks for the answer and didn't think he would make it.

"I'm so happy for you! You deserve this." You go up to him and hug him. You then take your phone out of your pocket.

"Who are you calling?" Jung Hyun asked. "I'm calling in sick, we have to celebrate! Don't worry, I'm already late anyways." You dial your work and pull out your best acting skills. They allow you and you hang up.

"Wow, they bought that?" Jung Hyun said. You hit him on the shoulder. You head towards your counter and you take your keys.

"Well, let's go! Move it! I want food, you ate my breakfast." They rush out and enter your car. You put the plates in the sink and leave your parents a note saying that you will clean it later. You close your door and lock it. You enter your car and look at Jungkook and Jung Hyun.

"What do you want to eat?" Their mouth starts to water and you get a hint.

"Meat it is! BULGOLGI WE'RE COMING FOR YOU!" You pump your fist up in the air. The two boys in the back chant right after.

"You're so cute y/n." Jungkook says. You roll your eyes and start to back out of the drive way. You drive to your favorite korean bbq place that you always eat at with them. The employees already know you guys and chose the table that you always sit at. They didn't even give you a menu because you order the same thing every time.

"So, Jungkook, you have any lovers?" He rolls his eyes and Jung Hyun nudges him. You were confused, was there something going on?

"What? Do you actually have one?" You were so curious, you wanted to know who your little jungkookie is crushing on.

"Nothing! Hyung stop!" He chuckles and puts his hand on his shoulder. "What do you want hyung?" He said in an annoyed tone.

"When you become a very popular idol, and I know you will, you have to introduce me to the lady friends you'll make." He wiggles his eyebrows. Jungkook pushes his hand off of his shoulder and you start to laugh.

"Jungkook can't talk to any girl without freaking out. Except for me." You say. He scoffs at you.

"Yes I can." He said confidently. You raise your eyebrows, "Oh yeah? Ask that waitress for some water." He cracks his knuckles.

"Easy! Excuse me?" Jungkook waves. The waitress with long black hair, slim legs and waist comes up. "Yes sir?" Jungkook starts to sweat. You can hear him stutter and breathing heavy. You try to hold back your laugh, but then Jung hyun butted in to save a bit of his pride.

"Can we get 3 waters please?" He asks. "Yep, no problem." She was about to leave but Jung Hyun stops her.

"You must be new here. I haven't seen you before. I would remember if I had seen an angel working here." Jung Hyun gives her a wink. She blushes and tries to hide behind her notepad. She walks away fast and goes into the kitchen.

"That's how you talk to a girl Jungkook. You have a lot to learn child." He rubs his head and he angrily shoves it off.

"Aww don't be so mad. Our baby is still growing." You tease. The rest of the day was fun. You stayed there until 6:00 pm and you drove back home and watched some movies. This whole day was amazing, but sadly it was your last with Jungkook. The next morning, you say your goodbyes.

"You have to visit okay? I can't deal with him alone." You point to Jung Hyun. You try to make a joke to stop your tears, but it didn't work. Jungkook hugs you and rubs your head.

"I will, don't worry." You did your handshake from when you were little and you tear up even more. Jungkook stands in front of his brother.

"Hyung, always stay in contact with me. I will try my best to message you." He nods and gives him a hug.

"I'm going to miss you. Please visit." You can see Jung Hyun getting emotional.

"Of course! You're my inspiration, my strength. You were the reason why I auditioned." He gives him a smile.

"Hey, I was a part of the reason too!" You include. Jungkook laughs.

"Yes I know, but I'm talking to my brother right now, not you." You roll your eyes, but you couldn't help but smile.

"I'll be back soon!" Jungkook waved and drove away. Little did we know, soon would be years later.

Many years later

You were at the park walking your dog. It was a nice bright day. You had to go the the pharmacy to buy some pills. You turn around and see someone petting your dog that you left outside for a few minutes. You nearly dropped your bag. You run out the door and look at the man.

"Jungkook?" He looks up and smiles. You feel tears forming in your eyes. He gets up and hugs you. You hear his heart beating in your ear. He was a lot taller and looked much more mature.

"You're so tall! You also got a lot more handsome, I almost fell for you." You laugh.

"Well, you look cuter noona, didn't think that was possible." He smiles and winks.

"Wow! Where did you get lessons from?" You tease. "Anyways, how did you know I was here?" You untie your dog and start to walk back home with Jungkook. "I saw you walking and asked to be dropped off. How are you? New job? Husband?" Nothing about you changed much. You just grew 1 inch taller, but you were still your old self.

"I work as a teacher now, and no husband. I'm the same as you left me. And you! You got famous! BTS, one of the most known groups ever! I'm so proud! So, do you have a girlfriend? I bet you do, girls must be crawling all over you." He laughs and looks at you.

"I'm still awkward with girls." You look at him and scoff.

"Please, your army fanbase is filled with cute girls!" You respond. He snickers, "They are cute, but they're different. I have to be confident and sexy for them. Fan service is key!" You laugh and ask once more.

"Where did you get lessons from? You seem to know what to say to make a girls swoon?" He smiles.

"This guy named Jimin. And make girls swoon? Did I make that much of an impact to you?" You hit him and roll your eyes. "Here? Let me hold this." He reached for the bag, but you stop him.

"No! It's okay." He reaches again. "I insist y/n! Come on!" You pull back and forth. The bag then rips, and the bottle of pills fall out. He picks them up and looks at you worried.

"Are you sick?" You swallow hard and look at him scared. You didn't want to tell him. He was so happy and you didn't want to ruin his mood, but you had to.

"Not me... yo-you're brother." You stutter. You didn't want to say it. Jungkook gets up holding the pills. You can see him tear up. He starts to run. You were already close to home. You run after him with your dog. Jungkook knocks on the door frantically. You head up to the door and try to catch your breath.

"Your parents aren't home. I have the key. Your brother... isn't really in the condition to move right now. He's sleeping, so please, don't yell." Your hand shakes as you try to unlock the door. You hear Jungkook's sniffles behind you, and you start to tear up as well. You unlock the door and Jungkook swings it open and walks fast to his room. He quietly opens the door and sees his brother. A saline bag attached to his arm, he looked skinnier and paler. Jungkook falls onto his knees. Your dog then barks and wakes him up. He opens his eyes and sees Jungkook.

"Jungkook!" He tries to get up, but you rush to him to help him. He reveals his legs and Jungkook sees that a part of it was amputated. He crawls towards his brother and lays his head on his knees.

"Hyung! What happened? I-I didn't want this. It was when you served the army isn't it? But why do you need pills?" He looks at Jungkook and pats his head.

"You look so mature now. You're so big!" Tears well up in Jung Hyun's eyes. He wipes them away, "Yes, I lost a part of my legs in the army, but they figured out that I have leukaemia. I didn't eat well, and that's why. I have a few more months to live. I-I'm sorry. I didn't mean for this to happen."

Jungkook gets up and hugs him.

"Hyung! Why? I wanted you to be with me! I wanted you to be there for my wedding, for all my comebacks! Hyung! Why?" They cry together. You can feel the emotion. One of your best friends is leaving you. You took care of him for the past few months when he came back. He only had 6 more months to live, and you wanted to make that count.

"Jungkook, I'm sorry! Y/n I'm sorry! I don't you guys to go through this." You didn't want to break this moment up, but Jung Hyun needed to take his medicine.

"Jung Hyun, you need to take this, now." You look at him. A tear rolled down your cheek, and he wipes it away.

"Okay, just both of you, don't cry." He starts to cough and feel pain. You get a glass of water and give him his pill. He swallows it and takes a deep breath.

"Hyung, I'm only here for 2 days, but I think I can extend. I could ask to even stretch it to 6 months." Jungkook picks up his phone that fell on the floor. Jung Hyun stops him. "The last thing I want to do is to stop you from performing or getting kicked out from your company." Jungkook nods, he wants to do anything and everything for him. Jung Hyun smiles.

"Well, I have to rest right now, these drugs are making me tired. I'll talk with you when I wake up okay?" You help Jung Hyun lay down and you two exit the room.

"I'll be in my house if you need something." Jungkook follows you, but you didn't mind. You lock the door and enter your house. You unleash your dog and let him roam and play in your backyard.

"Your house looks exactly the same." You put your hands on you hips and nod.”

"Yep! Now, help me make dinner. We're going to celebrate with my family and yours." Jungkook rolls up his sleeve.

"Let's do this." You decided to make bulgolgi, kimichi jagae, fried chicken and bunggeopang. You had fun cooking with each other and caught up with what you two have been doing. Eventually, both you and Jungkook got dirty because you were playing around too much with the flour. You decided to clean up while he finishes the last batch of bunggeopang. You took a quick shower then heard banging on your washroom door.

"Noona! I have to pee, hurry up!" You put on your lotion and exit the washroom with just a towel on. Jungkook eyes you and he starts to blush.

"What? It's not like I'm naked. Sorry my figure isn't that great Mr. I'm all sexy now. You walk to your room and dress up. You head downstairs and looked at your masterpieces. You were proud and excited to eat together like old times. You suddenly felt two fingers poke your sides. You jump up and turn around to a shirtless Jungkook.

"Jheez, put a shirt on you ho." You tease. You couldn't help but stare at his abs and is arms.

"Oh, but you seem to like the view." You hit him on the shoulder and he laughs.

"But actually get a shirt. You can borrow something from my dad." You point upstairs and he runs up. You sit on the couch and wait for him. He walks down the stairs and see him wearing a giant shirt with the words

"I love fried chicken" on it. You burst out into laughter. "I think I look sexier than you right now, I don't know what you're laughing at." He sits down beside you and puts his arm around you.

"Who said you can do that?" You push his arm away.

"Relax princess, this is just a comfortable position. Don't get excited." You didn't care at this point and turned your tv on. You watched one episode of weekly idol with bts in it. You laughed and made fun of Jungkook and his girl group dances. Your parents eventually came home from work and explained what happened. They hugged Jungkook and welcomed him. You take the plates of food and open the door to the Jeon house. You place the food on their table and waited for Jungkook's parents to come home. They opened the door a few minutes later and they see Jungkook. They run into each other's embrace and cried tears of joy. You wake up Jung Hyun and help him to his wheelchair. You all start the feast. This reminded you of old times. The laughs you once shared, the mess that your dad always made. It seemed like yesterday was the last time you and his family gathered. They thanked you for the meal and you headed home. You rush upstairs and was so thankful for this day. You remember the last time that was similar to this. When you were all kids, seemed so long ago. You doze off.

You wake up the next morning by your parents.

"Jungkook is leaving soon." You rush to their house and see Jung Hyun and Jungkook having a moment.

"This may be the last time we'll see each other. It breaks my heart to say this. I can't imagine my life without you. You have been the best brother I can ever ask for. You know, it hurts to see you like this. I feel like dying. I want to be with you forever. You taught me how to fly, how to burst of out my bubble. Please, please don't leave me!" They cry together and hug it out.

"I will always be with you. I will always be watching over you. You have noona here with you too. I just have one last thing to tell you. Please always be happy. No matter how hard it is. I don't ever want to see you sad." He then whispers in Jungkook's ears and gives him something in his hands. You didn't know what it is, but that's not for you to find out. Jungkook leaves the room and you see him.

"Did you eavesdrop on us?" You wipe away your tear.

"No!" He hugs you and you hear his heart beating fast. You look up and him and he looks down at you. He leans forward and kisses you on the forehead. You were shocked. He pulls away and holds you hand.

"I will come back for you, princess." He kisses your hands and you feel the heat rushing to your cheeks. He tried to let go but you held onto him.

"You're not leaving like that." You tip toe and kiss him on the lips. You give him a smile and push him out the door. He didn't move the whole time. He snapped back to reality and saw his car waiting for him. You wave goodbye once more with his brother next to you in a wheelchair. Jungkook enters the car and leaves. You turn to Jung Hyun.

"What did you tell him?" You say angrily. He looks at you scared.

"Ahh! Scary lady!" He tries to roll away, but he can't get too far. You stop him and he slowly turns his head to you.

"Well, I mean, you're my closest friend, and he's my brother. I knew you liked him, and that he liked you. I gave him a little, push let's say." You lean closer to him.

"Wha-what are you doing?" You then give him a hug. "Thank you for doing that. Now it's my turn to return the favor. What do you want?" He gives a sly smile. "You have to do everything I want for the next six months." You glare at him. "Don't I already do that?" You both chuckle. "Yeah, you're the best friend I could ever ask for." You then roll him back to his room.

7 months later

It's been a month since Jung Hyun's death. You still can't believe it happened. You cry everyday because of it. You decided to visit is grave and bring him the fake flowers that he gave you on valentines day when both of you had no one. You see a man in a suit standing in front of his gravestone. You thought it was a friend of his and didn't mind. You placed the flowers and heard the man speak.

"The fake flowers from valentines day huh?" You turn to see Jungkook standing in front of you. You give him a big hug. Tears well up in your eyes.

"Hey princess, how've you been?" You look up at him and smile.

"Better now you're here." You walk to the nearest coffee shop and discussed what happened the past 7 months. You knew that BTS were getting ready for a comeback for an album called wings, and he wanted to know about your relationships.

"No, I don't have anyone. I don't think anyone here takes an interest in me." Jungkook took your hand and looked at you straight in the eyes.

"I do." He smiles and kisses your hand. You can feel yourself blushing.

"Can we, take a chance in this relationship? I've liked you for so long..." you cut him off with your lips on his. You pull away and smile. "Of course!"

1 year later

You and Jungkook were walking on the beach. He suddenly brought up his brother.

"Remember the last time I saw my brother and you were eavesdropping?" He stopped and looked at you.

"Yeah.." You respond. "Remember he whispered something and put something in my hand?" He said shyly. "Well, he said to give this to you. Someday when I know the time is right." Jungkook pulls out a ring and gets on one knee. "Y/n, I've known you since we were kids, I've loved you since we were kids. In those years, I figured out, I want to be with you forever. I want you to be my wings. So, y/n, will you marry me?" You cover your mouth and nod frantically. Jungkook puts the ring on your finger and kisses you on the lips.

5 months later

It's your wedding day. You're filled with excitement. You're going to marry your childhood friend, and your lover. You take a deep breath and grab your father's arm. You walk down the aisle seeing your family, friends, BTS, and most importantly, Jungkook. Your dad leaves you with Jungkook and the ceremony starts. Your vows eventually come.

"Jungkook, you've always been there for me. Through thick and thin. Everything you did was for the people around you, and especially me..." you continue on with your long vow which made everyone tear up.

"Y/n, you have been a part of my motivation since we were little. You helped me be the person that I am today. Without you, I wouldn't have met my new brothers..." and so forth. You exchange rings and share your kiss. A whistle of a bird echoed through both of your ears.

"Hyung?"

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