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Chipped nailpolish, dried paints and an unfinished painting, coffee stains on the table and study notes piling everywhere. The warm afternoon sunlight filtering through your window turns into moonlight. You sit there without realising the time slipped away.

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No two people can see the sky in the same way

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I want to laugh. But how?

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I just want to understand myself, why do I feel this sudden urge to cry at a random time? Why do I wake up and feel empty. Why do I want to start a fire and end everything sometimes?

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What is it when you suddenly wake up and feel like crying, screaming, firing up the walls. What is it that makes you feel like choking yourself?

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So many people work on their future and forget to live in the present.

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And when the trees stop rustling, the river stops flowing, and it's just us against the silence, will you hold my hand or let it go?

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Are Cardan and Jude a perfect, healthy, realistic couple? No. But holy shit, it's so fun to see characters I love get a happy ending. It's way too fucking rare.

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Girls find a man who writes you letters like Carden wrote to Jude

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I missed you," I whisper against his skin and feel dizzy with the intimacy of the admission, feel more naked than when he could see every inch of me. "In the mortal world, when I thought you were my enemy, I still missed you."

"My sweet nemesis, how glad I am that you returned.

Holly Black

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Remember how that little part of yourself caused chaos? Remember how it made you believe in yourself? Why worry about what others gonna say, in the end it's you who has to live with yourself? Why look down on yourself when you are the strongest person you have seen yourself?

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Sometimes I think, how many daughters would have wanted to hug their dads but couldn't because apparently men cannot show emotions.

C.