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[naturesapphic]

❀ sleep well . . .

♫ now playing . . . track one: sleep well

warnings. a little angst at the beginning, but other than that it's mainly fluff!

synopsis. billie's been on tour for nearly a year now, and recently, you seem to be having trouble sleeping without her company.

words. 930

letters. AYYYY FIRST FIC OF THE MARATHONN 😽😽 really really REALLY love this one, hope u do too :) all format, idea, & inspo credits go to @delilahsturniolo !!!!

PETALS TO THORNS WRITING MARATHON

billie's been on tour for nearly a year now, traveling the world with small breaks back to her hometown scattered here and there on her packed calendar. you're happy for her, you really are—it's just the fact that, whenever she is on those long-awaited breaks, she's either busy with interviews or is too stressed out to even think. which results in little to no time spent alone with shark and brutus. well, that's what you've been telling her as a cover for the fact that she hasn't been spending much time with you.

and whenever she does find the time to hang out with you—if even for 5 minutes—it still doesn't feel like she's with you emotionally. she's just... there: quiet, tired, sometimes too focused on the notifications piling up on her phone.

sometimes it almost feels like she's still miles away from you even when her hand is resting on your thigh. or around your waist. or even between your legs in those moments that are supposed to feel intimate but feel more empty instead.

all of it keeps you up at night—and even when you do find yourself falling asleep, your dreams aren't much different from the thoughts consuming your mind.

you're almost terrified of what you might see the next night—what might make your feelings change for billie. it was an irrational fear, you knew that. but it felt so real, so possible.

which is why you're here: lying on your side, phone in hand, opened on billie's contact. and though it's the middle of the night for you, you press on the call button.

she answers on the second ring, and the screen lights up with the sweet image of billie's bright smile. the foam of toothpaste on her teeth makes your lips twitch up into a small smile.

"hi, baby," she chirps, leaning over the sink to spit out the foam.

you hum. "hi."

billie wipes her mouth with a towel before turning off the faucet, a confused look playing on her face at the exhaustion laced in your tone. quietly, she pushes the bathroom door closed, tuning out the noise in the main cabin of the tour bus.

"sweetheart... what's wrong?" she asks, concerned. "hey, aren't you supposed to be asleep?"

you pull the sheets up to your chin, shrugging—but the action doesn't really reach your shoulders, so it looks like you're just trying to get comfortable.

"couldn't sleep," you mumble.

"mmh, that's not it," billie dismisses. "what's on your mind, mama?"

you shake your head. sniffling, "nothin', promise. i don't wanna bother you—i don't even know why i called, i—"

"hey. no, don't make promises you don't mean. i'm here, you're not bothering anyone," she says quickly, elbows resting beside the sink now, leaning in like she'll maybe be able to hear you better. really hear you.

the line goes quiet on your end for a moment, and so does billie—observing, trying to read your body language through the crappy quality of the facetime. then, softly, a cry escapes your lips.

"i can't sleep without you," you whimper.

"but m'right here," she coos, eyes softening. "always. even if you don't think i'm anywhere near."

her words sink into your heart slowly. because she's partly right. the scent of her perfume is embedded into the pillows, the sheets, even lingering in the fabric of your shirts and hoodies.

you don't even realize there's tears rolling down your cheeks until billie's shushing and trying to assure you that you're okay— little praises and small pet names falling from between her pretty lips.

"breathe, mama. just breathe."

a shaky sigh escapes your lips at her words—because though there are little parts still surrounding you, it doesn't feel the same. not when she's miles away, and not when she's less than an inch away.

"doesn't feel like—" you hic, wiping your tears with the sheets, "—like you're here... even when you're home."

billie's lips downturned further, heart aching.

"i'm sorry," she says. gentle. real. "i know i haven't been the best girlfriend recently, and i'd cancel the rest of tour if that meant going back in time and being there with you. really being there."

the small joke makes you giggle. a little. and that small reaction has billie's heart warming again.

"i'm gonna get you a ticket for tomorrow night," she states. final. genuine. "and you're coming with us the rest of tour."

you can't express the amount of joy and surprise in your face at that moment—but billie sees the way your eyes light up in excitement.

"billie, it's a sold-out show, you can't—"

"yes, i can," she cuts you off, tone firm. serious. "and i can also help you sleep—maybe. i can try."

and she keeps her word on it, never once ending the call or making an excuse of why she had to leave. she talks about any and everything, lets you listen, watching in awe as you slowly nod off.

she's sure the band is calling her name outside of the bathroom after the first 20 minutes, but the noise doesn't bother her. not when she's helping her girl. not when you've given her the chance to redeem herself from the past few months.

by the time you're asleep, billie's moved to the main cabin, lounging on one of the couches with a stupid, loving grin on her face that ava and jane are definitely gonna make fun of her for later.

"sleep well, pretty girl," she whispers.

and her thumb never hovers near the "end call" button any time soon.

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[naturesapphic]

Hey gorgeous! I know requests aren't open at the moment, but I had this idea from today, and I'm definitely going to forget about it, so please completely ignore this until requests are open again! Or if you don't like the idea, don't feel any pressure at all to write this!

Reader is walking home from work. It's extremely cold, billie did insist that she picked us up in her car, but us being stubborn as usual says it's no lol. But when the time comes to walk home, she realises she she forgot her coat! She accidentally takes a little fall on the ice, nothing serious, just some scrapes. But now she's really upset and just wants to go home. She gives in and calls billie to ask if she can pick us up, and of course she does, and when Billie sees us, she feels really sorry for us because of how red our cheeks are. When we get to her place, she puts a band-aid on our hands from the fall and gives it a little kiss. We both go under the covers, and she tries to warm us up with her snuggles.

And yep, this is based on real life. This is exactly what happened to me today walking home from work! But I didn't have a billie to pick up the pieces 😭

Once again, thank you so much for even reading this if you do!

Picking Up The Pieces

Billie Eilish x fem!reader

Warnings: hurt/comfort, lots of fluff!

“Are you sure you don’t want me to come pick you up from work darling? It’s freezing outside and it will be dark.” Billie pleaded with you but your usual stubborn self wanted to walk home on your own. “I’ll be fine bills okay? I have my coat and It’s not even that cold and I’ll be home before it gets any colder.” You explained to her and Billie sighed and let you win, this time. “Okay love, I’ll see you later.” Billie replied and you said goodbye as you hang up the phone.

~ a few hours later ~

You were clocking out and went to grab your jacket that you thought you brought with you to work to realize that you didn’t bring it with you. You cursed under your breath and went outside to start to walk home. Everything was going okay besides being freezing until you walked on some ice unknowingly and took a big trip, landing on your knees, scraping them. You cussed loudly and slowly stood up, carefully not to fall again. You looked down to see your hands and knees scraped up, nothing too serious but it hurts like a bitch.

Frustrated and exhaustion was filling your body and all you wanted to do was go home and be in your warm girlfriends arms. That’s it, you can’t do it anymore, you need to call billie. You took out your phone and dialed her number. She picked up immediately and started asking if you were okay. Giggling, you answered all of her concerning questions and asked her if she could pick you up. She agreed immediately and you could hear the door slam as she runs outside so she can get in her car and get you.

You two said goodbye and hang up as Billie hops in her cars and speeds over to you. It wasn’t even four minutes later and Billie had her car by you, parked, ready for you. Billie gets out and runs over to you and embraces you in her arms. “Oh my poor baby.” She said with sympathy laced in her voice. Your body was shaking and your face and legs were red from the cold and from the fall you took earlier. “Let’s get you home mamas.” Billie said softly as she helps you into the car and runs to her side and gets in. She drives away and gets back home pretty quickly to which you were grateful for. She parks and gets out, helping you get out and get in the house.

The dogs were barking when they saw you and started jumping up and down. “Hey hey now. Mama is in pain right now so no jumping on her.” Billie explains to them in a baby voice and they titled their head as if they understood every word that was said to them and they immediately stopped jumping. “Good boys.” Billie said and their tail wagged as they accepted the praise that was given to them. “Okay princess let’s get you cleaned up.” Billie says and you follow behind her to the bathroom where she cleans your hands carefully and puts on a custom made Billie Eilish Bandaid that you jokingly got her but the two of you use them unironically. After she places the bandaids on both your hands, she takes your hands carefully up to her face and presses gentle kisses on each one.

Your face got red again but it wasn’t from the cold, no it was filling with warmth from your girlfriend. She finishes helping you clean up and she helps you put your pjs on and the two of you go into the bedroom. You get in the bed under the covers and you still shake from the cold and Billie smiles and gets in the bed beside you. She pulls your shaking body next to hers and wraps her arms around you to warm you up which immediately works. Your body stops shaking and it melts into the arms of your girlfriend. The two of you fall asleep in each others arms and you will make sure to wake up early the next morning to make a special thank you breakfast for her. You don’t know what you would do without your Billie.

A/n: thank you so much anon for this amazing request and for the kind words! I hope you are okay and I apologize for this being late but I hope you still enjoy! Remember to stay hydrated and to rest! Take care of yourselves today. I love yall! :)

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Slashers W/ Gorgeous F! Reader

𝐁𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐋𝐨𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐬:

He’s so nervous about approaching you that his usual confidence seems to vanish whenever he sees you. Even with his big ego, he hesitates; it took Stu a lot of convincing just to get him to look in your direction. Despite his efforts to play it cool, his nerves are evident. In his eyes, you’re the most beautiful girl he’s ever seen, and the moment he lays eyes on you, he can't help but think of all the ways he could fuck you.

“Let me take you on a date, beautiful,” he says with a charming smile. You find him quite smooth and, without hesitation, agree to go out with him. Little did you know, just a few weeks later, he would try to take your life.

𝐒𝐭𝐮 𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐫:

Mr. Blush-a-Lot here! He'll become obsessed with you as soon as his eyes land on you. "She's so pretty," he tells Billy constantly, which drives Billy crazy. Eventually, after a couple of weeks of observing you, he decides to ask you out. You think he's cute, so when he shows up at your house to pick you up, you smile at him and say, "You're so pretty." Everything turns out good in the end! Besides the occasional Ghostface attacks, he turns out to be a great boyfriend. He always makes sure you feel protected—especially from himself!

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐖𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐞𝐫:

“Hey, I’m Charlie. I’m your partner for the project.” That’s when he first sees you, and he's in awe, too speechless to say anything in your presence. “Hey, nice to meet you. I’m Y/N,” you reply, and you exchange numbers to keep in touch outside of school. As you work on the project together, you manage to pass with a grade of 90. Slowly, you start to develop feelings for him. “You’re cute,” you say, and he blushes at your compliment as he walks away.

𝐉𝐞𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐫 𝐂𝐡𝐞𝐜𝐤:

Straight to the point—if she thinks you’re attractive, she won’t hesitate to let you know. “You’re hot; we should hang out.” Obviously, you agree—who wouldn’t? Even though you’ve only known each other for a couple of months, she asks you out on a date. She requests that you keep it private and not tell anyone that she asked you out. However, she has no problem showing you off at school or anywhere else for that matter.

𝐓𝐢𝐟𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐕𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐞:

“Hey, hunny bun.” She was very subtle with her words. When she first saw you, she seemed cute and shy. You initially thought she didn't like you because she was so quiet, but you were mistaken. She calls you "Puddin" as a nickname, and you still had no idea she had a crush on you. Tiffany is incredibly gorgeous, so she had no problem finally approaching you and asking for your number. You both end up dating, but Chucky was not too happy about it.

𝐉𝐚𝐜𝐤 (𝐭𝐡𝐭𝐣𝐛):

He has to practice both physically and mentally to see you. He doesn’t want to say the wrong things, especially considering his age; you would expect him to know a few things about love and how to treat others. He can’t help but call you beautiful every five minutes. He’ll ask you random questions and expects you to answer them correctly. Don’t worry, he doesn’t call you “simple”—he actually uses your real name.

𝐇𝐨𝐫𝐧𝐲 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐂𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐧:

He will definitely sexualize you—I'm not joking. He may call you beautiful, but he often goes overboard with compliments. However, if you continue to date him, he might evolve into more of a boyfriend material over time. He struggles with communication, especially with girls, so you are the first person he’s genuinely trying to date.

𝐀𝐫𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐂𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐧:

He floods your phone with heart emojis. While he may not be able to speak, he definitely knows how to express his feelings for you through writing. He protects you and shows admiration for you in his own unique way. Art will always be present in your space, and he likes to gift you things he finds useful.

𝐄𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐋𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐫𝐲:

He's such a man-baby. He gets really shy when he first talks to you—he blushes, gets flustered, and sometimes even stutters. At first, you thought he was adorable, so eventually, you both hung out and started dating. His Ghostface side started to show a couple of months into the relationship, which took you by surprise. Even with his strange behavior, you still adored him, especially when he got jealous or possessive of you.

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Lazy mornings | N.R

Summary: A typical morning between your girlfriend, who is hard to get out of bed and you, being the morning person.

Warnings: none, just fluff, grumpy x sunshine trope

Pairings: Natasha romanoff x reader

Word count: 1k

The sun had barely cleared the tops of the buildings outside when you stirred. The light was already beginning to peek through the half-open blinds, casting soft stripes across the room. You blinked sleep from your eyes, stretching slowly before rolling onto your side to face her. Natasha was still asleep, face half-buried in the pillow, red hair a mess across her back. She looked peaceful, which was incredible rare. You smiled and wrapped an arm around her waist, snuggling closer to her, chest pressed against her back. You stayed still, taking the scent of your girlfriend and tracing mindless patterns on her skin. You decided then to wake her up. You brushed a hair strand out of her face and whispered.

“Natty wake up. It’s morning.”

She didn’t move. You smiled a little.

Of course not.

So you tried again — this time brushing your lips lightly along the bare skin of her shoulder.

Natasha made a low sound of protest, something between a groan and a growl. She burrowed deeper into the pillow. “M’sleeping.”

“Time to wake up, sleeping beauty.”

Natashas eyes stay closed and she pulls the blanket over her head, trying to hold onto the last bit of sleep. “Thats the worst nickname you gave me this week.”

You laughed softly, nose scrunching as you moved closer, slipping your arm further around her waist. Her skin was warm under your touch, the kind of warmth that made it hard to leave the bed, but you weren’t interested in leaving. Not yet.

“Don’t blame me,” you murmured, lips brushing her shoulder again. “You’re the one who looks all soft and fairytale-ish when you sleep.”

A muffled groan came from under the blanket. “I kill people for a living.”

“And yet here you are, hiding under a blanket like a grumpy kitten.”

She didn’t answer, but you could tell she was smiling. Barely. Just a twitch at the corner of her mouth. That was the thing with Natasha. she didn’t give much away, but when you knew her like this, you didn’t need much to know everything.

You let your hand drift up her side, slow and light, tracing the slope of her waist to the curve of her ribs. “I will make coffee,” you whispered, kissing just below her ear.

No response.

“With cinnamon.”

Still no reaction.

“And I’m not wearing anything under this shirt.”

There was a pause, and then the blanket shifted. Her head emerged slowly from beneath the covers, red hair tousled, eyes heavy with sleep but fixed on you now. She blinked at you, half-dazed but clearly amused, a lazy smirk tugging at the corner of her lips. Her eyes drifted over your face, down to where the oversized shirt clung to your frame - just barely covering anything - and to the panties peeking out from beneath the blanket.

“You’re trouble,” she murmured, voice still gravelly with sleep, eyes darkened by something far more awake.

You grinned at reaction. “The kind you like.”

Natasha didn’t argue. Instead she reached out, fingers cool against your bare thigh as she pulled you closer. Your body temperature always differed. Cold and warm hands. Almost like a reflection of your opposite personalities. But somehow, you balanced each other out.

You went willingly, sliding one leg between hers as your bodies pressed together again, chest to chest.

Her hand slipped under the hem of your shirt, resting on your hip, thumb stroking slow circles against your skin. “What time is it?”

“Still early,” you whispered, leaning in to brush your lips against hers — soft, barely there. “No reason to rush.”

She hummed in agreement, tilting her head to catch your mouth in a proper kiss. It was lazy, warm, and deep. the kind that tasted like safety and morning breath and domestically. She kissed you like she wasn’t in a hurry. Like the only thing in the world worth focusing on was you.

Your fingers tangled in her hair, gently pulling her closer as your lips moved in sync, slow and teasing. She kissed you again, then again — less sleepy now, more present. Her hand moved up your back under your shirt, fingertips tracing your spine.

She pulled back just enough to press kisses to your jaw, your cheek, the hollow just below your ear. “You always smell like vanilla in the morning,” she muttered, her voice barely above a breath.

You smiled against her mouth. “That’s just my shampoo.”

She chuckled softly, low and rough, then leaned down to kiss along your collarbone. Her lips were warm, soft, and unhurried like she had all morning to worship every inch of your skin. You hummed softly, the feeling of her hands under your shirt and lips on your skin made it hard to imagine ever wanting to leave the bed.

You let her stay there, pressed beneath you, head resting on the pillow, red hair spread across the sheets like something out of a painting. She looked up at you with barely-there amusement.

“You’re unusually cheerful for this hour,” she murmured, voice raspy and thick with sleep.

“I’m always cheerful,” you whispered back, brushing your fingers through the ends of her hair.

A low chuckle escaped Natashas throat. “Right.”

“You’re staying home today, right?” you asked quietly.

Her hand moved to your cheek, thumb stroking gently. “Yeah,” she said. “I’m not going anywhere.”

“Good.” You kissed her again, lips brushing hers like a promise. “Because I want to spend the whole day doing nothing with you.”

Her lips curved into a small smile against yours. “That sounds… tolerable.”

You laughed, the sound soft and full of affection. “You’re such a romantic.”

“I’m trying,” she whispered.

And she was. In her own quiet, grumpy way — wrapped around you, holding you close, kissing you like she finally knew what it meant to stay.

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First Big Win

Rhea Ripley x daughter!reader

Warnings: wrestling, fluff

You were backstage, getting pumped up as you were about to be called into the ring to do your important match to win the raw women’s championship. You were extremely nervous but you were confident that you would win and be able to show it off proudly. You were about to get closer to the curtain when someone taps your shoulder. You whip around to see your mom, the famous Rhea Ripley. The eradicator. “Mom!” You scream out as you jump into her arms, causing her to laugh and catch you effortlessly.

“Hey there my little gremlin.” Rhea said happily as she spins you around in her arms. She puts you down and you look up at her with adoration and admiration. “You nervous little one?” She asked and you nodded your head. “Yeah…a little…” you confessed and Rhea nodded. “I was nervous too when I had my first big match, But I just kept reminding myself of my ability’s and used those to win. Never think negatively and how you can’t do certain things. Remember what you are good at and use those to your advantage.” Your mom explained and you made sure to take note of it in your head.

“Thanks mom.” You beam up at her and you hear your name being called and your theme song playing. Rhea gives you a thumbs up and a big smile as you glance back at her one last time before heading out. You heard the cheers for your name and you felt the adrenaline already going through your body and after a few poses, you ran through and went to the ring and waved to everyone. You were going against a new face in the wwe and you met her a couple of times in nxt, you couldn’t wait to go against her. She has won a bunch of championships but tonight, you were winning one of hers and claiming it as your own.

The match was roughly around 25 minutes but it was the best and most entertaining 25 minutes in wwe in a long time. Sweat was pouring out everywhere on your body and you could feel your body wanting to give out but you knew that you were so close to victory. The girl was so close to giving out and you knew that you had to take every last drop of energy you had left and make it count. You were eyeing her every move, waiting for her to make the first jump at you. When she did, you were ready and you were fast. You got her and did your famous move on her and immediately got on top. The referee was counting down and made it, causing you to scream out and get up happily.

You couldn’t believe it. You actually won!! The referee grabbed your arm and lifted it up, showing your victory and a few moments later, the big women’s championship belt was given to you. Your first belt. Now yours. You felt your eyes prickle with tears and looked up to see your mom waving at you. Your heart was filled with pride and you couldn’t wait to celebrate this victory with your family and friends.

A/n: thank you for the request! I hope you and everyone else enjoyed it! Remember to stay hydrated and to rest!! Take care of yourselves. I love y’all! :)

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Periods and Emetophobia

Billie Eilish x fem!reader (romantic), Claudia Sulewski x fem!reader (platonic)

Warnings: hurt/comforf, fear of throwing up, period, cramps, mentions of OD, fluff

“Ugh Claudia i don’t know what the fuck is wrong with me.” You whimpered out as you laid out on the couch with Claudia sitting in the recliner next to you. “Well with some people, they can get extremely nauseous like you are feeling right now. It’s completely common.” She explained and you groaned. “Yeah but I feel fine…I’m not on my period or anything.” You explain to her but once those words left your mouth, a cramp invaded your stomach and you thought you were going to puke right then and there.

“On second thought, I may have started…” you whimpered and your body started to shake as the nerves started to flood your body. You had a severe case of emetophobia, which is the fear of throwing up/puking. This started when you were young and while it had gotten some better over the years, some days were easier than some. “Hey hey it’s okay y/n..” Claudia said as she gets up off the couch and comes over to you. You were also getting flashbacks of when you were hospitalized and had to throw up because you tried to OD. That was a very traumatizing part of your life and since then, someone has always been by your side.

Billie was mainly the one who was always with you and when she wasn’t, like now, she would always make sure that one of y’all’s friends or family member was with you. At first it seemed a little over bearing but over time you grew to love it and never being alone because it’s scary. Your body kept shaking and Claudia had her arm around you, hugging you close to help. She took out her phone and sent a quick text to Billie to let her know what’s going on and you had hoped she would hurry back soon.

It wasn’t long after when Billie arrived home, throwing her stuff by the door and running into the living room where Claudia was still sitting by your shaking figure. “Y/n! Baby what’s wrong?” She said as she went over and sat on the other side of you. “Claudia can you get us some crackers and some water please?” Billie asked her and Claudia shot up and went straight to the kitchen. “What’s going on love bug hm?” Billie asked and you wrapped your arm around hers, laying your head on her shoulder. “I-I started feeling nausosus for no reason until a wave of cramps hit and i realized that I had started my period and because of the intense cramps my nausea got worse, then I got scared I was gonna vomit, and lastly I started getting flashbacks from when I was in the hospital…” you said quietly and Billie nodded her head, taking in all yours words.

“I see baby…you felt a lot of emotions during that short time period hm?” She said and you whimpered as you nodded your head slowly. Claudia came back into the living room and handed you a glass of water, slowly taking sips. She waited till after you were done sipping your water and handed you some crackers. You nibbled on some while Billie was rubbing your back and Claudia was sitting back into the chair, watching over the two of you. After sipping and nibbling your crackers, you let out a yawn and leaned over more on your girlfriend, making her chuckle. “Looks like someone is sleepy. Come on babygirl, let’s go upstairs and let you take a nap. You can stay if you want Claudia.” Billie offered and Claudia shook her head with a smile. “I better go home and make sure your brother hasn’t burned the house down.” Claudia chuckled and the two of you let out a giggle.

“Yeah…that’s understandable.” You said as you slowly stood up and winced as a sharp pain shoots through your stomach, making you lean over in pain. Billie shoots you a worried look and quickly helps you upstairs as she waves bye to Claudia and the two of you head to y’all’s shared room. Billie helped you in the bed and went to get a heating pad for your cramps and got you some medicine for your nausea. You took the medicine and laid the heating pad across your abdomen, making you sigh out in relief. “Do you need anything else precious?” Billie asked and you shook your head no. “Just want you to hold me.” You said shyly and Billie gave you a reassuring smile. She gets in the covers with you and places her hands around your waist, pulling you to her. She held you close and tight as you fell into a much needed deep sleep.

A/n: thank you for this request! I hope you enjoy it! Remember to stay hydrated and to rest! Take care of yourselves. I love y’all! :)

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Not so much of a surprise

Jade west x fem!reader

Warnings: fluff, little hurt/comfort

It has been a month since Jade has gotten in trouble and you wanted to celebrate by having a small party between you and her. Having Jade not get in trouble for that long is a miracle. You weren’t sure how she did it but you had a hunch that it had something to do with you. You always knew what to do to help calm her down and you’ve been trying to keep her out of trouble and it seems to have worked.

You were so proud of Jade and you couldn’t wait to see the look on her face at the little party you decided to throw for her. Unbeknownst to you, Jade was outside of your house trying to peek through the windows to see what you were up to. You’ve been a little distant recently and she wasn’t sure why and she wanted to get to the bottom of it tonight.

You were getting the cake out of the oven as Jade decided to try and climb the tree to get to your bedroom window. She saw that she can open it and broke her way in. Jade crawled through the window and landed on the ground with a thump that made her groan quietly underneath her breath. She had hoped that you didn’t hear her and would continue with whatever you were doing so she could catch you in the act.

You had pretty much everything ready and was finishing up small touches. Jade slowly went down the stairs and started crawling on the floor to go into the kitchen. She didn’t know that you were there and Jade ran into your legs, making you let out a scream. “Shit! Fuck I’m sorry baby…” Jade said as she quickly gets up on her feet and checks on you. “Jade what the fuck?! What are you doing here?” You say breathlessly as you place your hand over your heart.

“You’ve been distant recently and I wanted to know why..” she said with confusion and a bit of sadness laced in her face. You smiled brightly at her and took her hand to the living room and that’s where she let out a gasp. “Surprise!” You said giggling and Jade looked at you with even more confusion. “It’s for staying out of trouble for a month!” You said happily and jades face looked surprised. “Really? It’s been that long?” She said and you nodded happily.

“Damn. I gotta get back in the game.” She said and you shook your head no. “Baby no. I’m so proud of you and I’m glad you stayed out of trouble. You haven’t had detention in so long and we’ve been able to spend more time together.” You pouted and she gave in. “Fine. Anything for my princess.” She said with a small smile and she wraps her arms around your waist, pulling you in for a sweet kiss. For the rest of the night, y’all celebrated jades big accomplishment and had the best time.

A/n: thank you to @aaliyahprivate for this! I apologize it took so long but I hope you and everyone else enjoyed it! Remember to stay hydrated and to rest! Take care of yourselves. I love y’all sm! :)

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This love | Billie Eilish

` Summary: Billie arrived, and introduced love to Y/n.

` (Use of Y/n, Fluff, Fluff and Fluff, Fem!Reader, Billie affection, hurt/comfort)

It's strange to feel loved, isn't it? Y/n wasn't used to feeling this delicate and intense love until she met Billie, well, she was loved by her parents but... it was a toxic love, we can say, but with Billie...

Ah, with Billie it was something natural, comfortable and cozy.

Her heart was beating faster now, her smiles were no longer forced and... things weren't as difficult even though nothing had changed but, someone.

Billie took care of her, listened to her, understood her.

The way Billie always put her hand on the edge of the table before she hit her head, how Billie always tied her hair up during meals, how she put her phone on charge because she knew Y/n would forget, or when Y/n really wanted to wear a certain outfit but was afraid of criticism, so Billie wore the same one, because if they were going to laugh at someone, then they would have to laugh at both of them.

It was the details that made Y/n understand that love didn't hurt, love healed.

But it was so hard for Y/n to let Billie in, My God, how patient Billie was.

Billie understood that Y/n's upbringing had been like this, it wasn't her fault, this was the love she knew, a love that hurt, that took away peace and made despair take over, but all Billie saw when she looked at she was love, a desire to take care of her forever and ever.

Well, even with her traumas, Y/n was very good at loving people, taking care of them, and Billie admired that so much about her.

"You're so precious." Billie always told her.

"Fuck, I'm exhausted." Y/n snaps out of her thoughts when she feels Billie lay on her chest. Her hair is still damp from the shower, and her skin smells like vanilla and strawberries.

She gently runs her hand through her girlfriend's hair, looking at the rain falling through the bedroom window.

"You're so quiet, are you okay?" Billie says, lifting her head a little and looking into her girlfriend's eyes with concern.

"Just thinking." She says softly and Billie intertwines their fingers.

"About what?"

"In us."

This makes her open her eyes, and stand up, her face inches away from her girlfriend's face.

"You made it look easy to love me."

The blue-eyed girl looks out the window too and closes her eyes when she feels the warmth of her girlfriend's hand on her head.

"Loving you was the easiest thing I've ever done."

Billie says this smiling and bending down, kissing her girlfriend's cheeks, forehead, chin and finally her mouth.

She lies on her chest again, but this time she puts her hands inside Y/n's blouse. She always managed to fall asleep when she felt her girlfriend's skin on her hands.

"I love you Billie"

"I love more."

"no, i love more."

"Impossible."

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Please can we get a part 2 for Breed Me

Breed Me pt. 2

G!p!Billie Eilish x fem!reader

Warnings: Billie has a penis, smut, fluff, hurt/comfort

Part one here

The pregnancy test was in your shaking hands, looking up at you with two lines in the middle. Your breathing started to pick up as realization dawned on you. You are gonna be a mom. How are you gonna tell your wife? Is she gonna be happy? Mad? Upset? Question after question was swirling your mind and it was interrupted as you heard footsteps coming up the stairs, almost making you drop the stick on the bathroom floor.

A knock was heard on the door a few moments later and you thought you were going to vomit. “Babygirl? You okay in there?” Your wife asked you and you quickly bent over and grabbed the stick and put it on the counter. “Y-yeah! I-I’m fine…” you said hoarsely and Billie slowly opened the door to see your red face and a pregnant stick near you. “Is that…?” She said with shock and you whimpered out a yes and you thought billie was gonna lose her shit.

“NO WAY NO WAY! WE ARE GONNA HAVE A BABY!” She screamed in excitement and she started jumping up and down, basically doing Fortnite emotes. “HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT IM GONNA FUCKING SHIT MY PANTS!” She yelled as she went over to you and picked you up and bounced you up and down with her. “Oh my God Billie stop! I’m gonna puke!” You said, holding your stomach and Billie puts you down immediately, apologizing profusely.

“Oops baby. Hehe just got too excited I guess.” She said cheekily. “So…you aren’t mad at me?” You said quietly and Billie rolled her eyes playfully and placed her hands on your stomach in a loving gesture. “I could never be mad at you. Plus if I didn’t want to have a baby I wouldn’t have agreed to put a baby in you.” She smirked and you felt yourself blush at her comment. Billie slowly moves her hands down your body from your stomach and leans down to place kisses on your neck.

You closed your eyes at the sensation she was leaving on your neck and she slowly went down on her knees, her eyes never leaving yours. She slowly took off your shorts and panties that you were wearing and put her nose near your warm cunt and inhaled. “You smell so good…I bet you taste better than you smell…” she confessed and you tried to hide your face somehow but you realized you couldn’t and got even more flustered. “Tsk tsk…you can’t hide from me baby.” She said and you look away from her eyes and she slapped your ass.

“Eyes down here babydoll. Keep your eyes on me.” She demanded and you nodded quickly, not wanting to further disobey her. Billie started leaving teasing kisses all over your thighs and the inside of them, making your breath quicken. After a few minutes of Billie slowly torturing you, she finally started kissing your sticky messy cunt that made you close your eyes tight. You reached down to her hair and gently pulled on it, making Billie moan into you, causing intense vibrations on your clit.

“F-fuck…b-bils I need y-you…” you beg her and she smiles up at you with her beautiful blue ocean eyes that you adore. “Don’t worry mama…gonna take good care of my girl.” She said and you moaned at her words making her giggle. She slowly runs her tongue through your folds and you quietly moaned, feeling her tongue all in between your folds, wanting to make you feel good. Billie is addicted to your pussy and she loves eating you out, it gives her more pleasure than you think. She flicks your clit a few times then glides her tongue around it like a talented figure skater.

Moments go by and you feel her tongue glide down near your throbbing hole and she gently pushes her tongue in, making you moan out. You throw your head back as feel her tongue explore every crevice of your walls, making your legs shake. Every thrust she did, you swore you were seeing stars. Billie was ravishing you and was moaning into you like she was having the best meal ever, which to her she was. After a few more thrusts, your thighs were shaking and you couldn’t hold back.

“B-bills! N-need to cum!” You moaned out and Billie tapped your thigh twice to give you the okay to release. It wasn’t long after and you were cumming into her mouth. Billie was eagerly lapping you up, trying to get all your juices and cum into her mouth. After she was satisfied, your legs were shaking uncontrollably and she had to pick you up and sit you down on the bed as she starts her aftercare for you. “You okay mamas?” She asked and you nodded, still out of it from the orgasm she just gave you. “Y-yeah…just sensitive…” you replied and she nodded.

After the aftercare, the two of you laid in the bed, holding each other tightly. Billie rested her hand on your stomach, slightly trying to feel a bump or anything which caused you to smile at how cute she was being. “We are going to be mommy’s.” You quietly said and Billie broke out into a huge grin. “I know. I’m so excited. I love you to the moon and back my sweet love.” Billie said and you felt your cheeks heat up drastically and you hid your face in her chest, making her giggle. The two of you couldn’t wait to become parents.

A/n: thank you anon and to everyone for this request! I hope y’all enjoyed! Remember to stay hydrated and to rest! Take care of yourselves. I love y’all! Happy Saturday.

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This is too hot-

blonde billie PLEASE

smut ୨ৎ

a/n: filler while i write other things 🤭

billie’s on her knees before you again. blonde hair wild from your fingers tugging it earlier, lips swollen, cheeks flushed. she looks up like she’s starving for you.

“please,” she whines, voice barely holding itself together. her hands grip your thighs, desperate, trembling. “please, mommy, need you. i need to taste you again.”

you don’t speak. you don’t have to. the way your hand slides back into her hair says everything.

the moment your fingers tighten, she shudders and lets out this sound half whimper, half moan  like her whole body is reacting to being noticed by you. she’s so noisy like that, like your touch scrapes some raw nerve inside her.

when your thighs part for her, she practically falls forward, mouth open, eyes glazed over. and once her tongue touches you? she loses it.

she eats like she’s gone feral, like nothing else exists. her saliva mixes with your slick, dripping down your thighs, her chin, her chest. it’s messy. she’s messy. but billie doesn’t care  if anything, she lives for it. moaning into you, grinding her hips down against nothing, whining every time you twitch or sigh above her.

“god, you're so—” she tries to speak between licks, between kisses, between greedy sucks that make your legs quake. “you taste s’good. better than anything. better than everything.”

you tug harder on her hair.

she gasps, eyes rolling up for just a second, like the pain is its own reward. she’s so wet you can hear it when she shifts against the floor, like her whole body is begging for more.

“need you—wanna feel you,” she gasps. “please, mommy, let me ride you, need to—need to feel it—”

you give her a look. sharp. possessive.

and just like that, she stills. but her eyes don’t lose their fire — if anything, they burn brighter.

you guide her up, pull her into your lap. skin on skin. heat on heat. her thighs slide over yours, slick and shaking, and she gasps like she’s just found heaven.

“wanna feel you on me” she begs, voice cracking. “need it, need you.”

you don’t make her beg twice.

your thighs meet, wet heat pressing wet heat, and the moment your hips roll, billie breaks.

a strangled cry tears out of her — raw and high — and she drops her forehead against your shoulder, teeth leaving marks against your soft skin, panting like she’s been running. her fingers claw at your back, nails dragging skin like she can’t hold on to herself without hurting you a little. she’s shaking all over, but she keeps moving, grinding into you in frantic, messy circles.

“you feel—fuck—you feel so good,” she gasps, voice ragged. “oh my god, i—i can't—”

you wrap your arms around her, hold her tight so she can fall apart and still be held. she needs that. billie always needs that.

her lips find your neck, open and wet, moaning against your skin. “i’m yours. i’m yours, i promise—” she’s not even conscious of what she’s saying anymore, just babbling through pleasure and devotion. “love it when you use me like this, mommy. love being your toy—just wanna make you feel good, wanna be good—”

you hush her with a kiss. she melts into it instantly, mouth messy, tongue desperate, moaning like kissing you is enough to make her come undone right there.

the rhythm between you grows wilder. her body rubs into yours, clit slipping against yours in slick, feverish friction. your breath catches as the pressure builds a molten knot tightening in your stomach. billie can feel it. she knows your body too well. she clutches your face in her hands and kisses you harder, whimpering against your lips.

“come with me,” she begs, tears in her voice now. “please, mommy, wanna come with you, need it, please—”

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I love the sky, the moon, the stars

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17 & 19 fluff please? 🫶

17. so soft… so warm

19. wanna snuggle

fluff

an: three blurbs in one day? gracie’s gone wild.

prompt list

the faint hum of the tv, and soft snores from shark laying at your feet were the only sounds echoing through your living room. you lay out on the couch, comfy clothes on and a throw blanket across your legs. if billie hadn’t texted you she was on her way home, you’d be fast asleep by now.

you silently sighed in relief hearing the front door open, you neck was starting to hurt from your head bobbing fighting sleep. shark popped off the couch and trotted to the door to greet her, no barking, no zoomies, her knee his mamas were tired.

“hi buddy! hi! i know, i missed you too!!” she whispered to the dog, his collar jingling and paws scraping the floor a bit. “where’s mama? she still awake?”

the little paw scampers made their way closer to the living room, making you poke your head up from the couch knowing she would be following.

“hi sweetheart,” her whole demeanor softened at the sight of you sleepy and cozy on the couch.

“hi lovey!! how was your day?” you grunted softly after she practically threw herself on top of you.

“so much fucking better now,” she nuzzled her nose into the crook of your neck, leg thrown across your hip and hands on your waist, practically melting into you.

“bad day?” you asked softly, your hands began to thread through her hair, removing the ponytail and scratching her scalp.

“no, just..” she sighed deeply, nuzzling closer. “just long. m’tired.. wanna snuggle.”

you pressed a long kiss to the top of her head, scooching down just a bit so you were laying down fully.

“i think i just might be able to help with that,” you teased squeezing her side with your free hand.

“i don’t know how you do it.. you’re just so.. so soft… so warm..” her words began to slur and space out. you chuckled a bit.

“do you wanna go to bed, bub?” she nodded against you, letting you move her gently so you both could walk to your shared bedroom.

your little koala bear couldn’t bare to be away from you. so she brushed her teeth, holding your waist from behind, she made you hold her hand while she went to the bathroom, and practically whined when you left her alone to go shut off the lights downstairs.

when you returned, as expected, she was out like a light. only stirring when you finally got into bed, shifting so she could lay on your chest.

“i love you bils,” you whispered, leaving a kiss to her forehead. in return you felt three squeezes to your side to say ‘i love you’ back. she was too far gone to speak, but awake enough to have heard you.

you smiled, resting your free hand on her back scratching softly as you drifted off to sleep together.